#finish the chapter

[bookwyrmling]

The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.  I hit my 9k word goal, but simply don’t have any more juice in me to finish the chapter (even though that is at the end of this scene).  Good night, world!  I’m going to try to get at least 1.5 hours of sleep in today~

[outlikeacandle]

-Alice sits silently at the foot of one of the grand old trees in the gardens, her nose buried deep within a battered copy of The Princess Bride. A frown sits at the edge of her lips as she reads, and without a moments notice she breaks the silence, slams the book shut and throws it across the grass in front of her.-

No! Nope. I’m not finishing it!

[whatisitcalledagain]

I feel like I've scared everybody off. No prompts and no replies. :(

[kwosom]

SO EVERYTHING IN THIS CHAPTER ENDS TODAY!

Today it'll be the end of one of my hardest to decide to begin chapters in my life... to live in Sofia again and to go to learn for movie director, movie editor and script writer for short movies.

It was such a big deal for me cause every step that I make must be right cause I don't have time to waste and I can't waste my normal life again to go ahead to chase my dream.... Finally I have a home, friends, job and think this was normal, but I want to try myself again in Sofia because the last to time I did this I waste all my money and I can't get on my feet for months and this time was "Now or never" and I want so bad to learn for movie director... then after many thoughts I start to get the feeling that I must to go and there is something good for me and something that wait for me and want me to be there. And then I just go on my own risk and the fun part was that I didn't go because of me and my dreams, I am in Sofia because of one stupid love that I was in love (such a fool) but about him is another story which I prefer not to talk about it now. So I decide it and now I am here and today is my last day.

I don't sorry even for the pain that I get here from one of my best friends and the guy that I was in love and one other boy. Here is my place for now. I just can't believe that for 8 month I found things that I was search many years and didn't get the half of this... I get the most beauty from everything! I found my place, my people who understand me and who love me for who I am, to do thing that I love. I just can't believe that I did it and I did it only 8 months... AND I' M FINALLY A CERTIFIED MOVIE DIRECTOR, SCRIPT WRITER AND MOVIE EDITOR! AND I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I DID IT AND I GET THE BEST!

But this night I must to close this one chapter even I don't want cause for now everything is over... I get what I want and I must to go to the next chapter - the Sunny Beach bartender part... And I really hope that summer will be the greatest and much money making ever in my life... I hope that everything will be good and alright, cause I go so on blind that I didn't know why I do this! So wish me good luck and good wi-fi! :)

[rockinrye]