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[fusong]

@firestcrm -- ;

Days had passed since it had happened, and Fuso swore it felt like watching Uzushio fall all over again. It was like hearing Nagato was gone again, even though he’d been dead for years. It was why the Uzumaki had been the first to volunteer to look over the boy, especially years after Kushina had died, she and the young blond were practically the last Uzumaki left. Morning had come to Konoha, and bright sunbeams filtered through the young Uchiha’s curtains and into his hospital room, awoken from a coma just hours ago.

Standing in the room’s threshold, she gently rapped her knuckles on the doorframe, a bento in the other hand. 

“Hey, kiddo, you hungry? I brought some food if you are.”

[musaics]

from here w/ @firestcrm

“Mmm, it is a bit obvious. .” Hinata answers with a small, sheepish grin on her face.  Poor Sasuke, he looked positively freezing! It wasn’t even snowing yet. . What would he do when that happened? “B-But hold on—“

She removes her pack from her back, hastily digging into it to retrieve the requested thermos of miso soup.  After a few moments of blindly searching her hands wrap around the cool metal thermos.  She pulls the purple thermos from her bag, a grin of triumph on her face.

“Miso soup, as requested!” She answers him softly, lilac eyes shifting to look at the thermos.  “You gave me this thermos for my birthday.  Do— Do you remember?”

[ophidae-a]

                              ｡    16.   ━━   @firestcrm​  .  

If your muse could talk to one person they’ve lost, who would it be?

Without a doubt it would be his mother  ;  he just has so much to ask her  ━━━━━━━━  so much he wants to know, about her, his father, their clan, their homeland, things he can't learn from the few old books and pieces of parchment he found. He would love to hear her voice clearly one last time, to feel her touch again  ;  to have her brush his hair and sing him songs. But mostly, he'd like to ask her why did she hide him? Why did she hide him instead of letting him die with them? Despite all he achieved, if he could go back and choose to die with them he would do so without hesitation.

Orochimaru had always been very attached to his mother as a toddler, and he would do anything to be able to have a moment with her once again.

[movedlovelyhashiraa]

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     “Sasuke-san! Please stop!”

[breakthecage]

@firestcrm said: 21/29/34 

21. Have you ever followed someone because you felt like you had to, not because you wanted to? 

Not because I felt like I had to, per se.  I never really feel like I have to follow anyone.  There are some very popular accounts I don’t follow despite most of my mutuals knowing them and I don’t feel bothered by it.  However, there have been times when I’ve followed people not because I wanted to rp with them, but because I’ve seen them interact with my friends OOC and the mun seemed fun.  I guess you could say I didn’t want to, in a way. 

29.  What is your opinion on “reblog karma” and do you practice it?

It’s not something I do.  I don’t ever want anyone to feel pressured to do anything with me if they don’t completely want to.  I understand that not everyone feels every rp situation with Neji and that’s alright.  I’m not going to make anyone feel bad about it.

34. Have you ever cried while writing a reply?

I mean, I cry a lot about unrelated things so I guess so.  But about the specific reply I’m writing?  No.  Those reactions usually remain in my head.  That said, I do get upset about things sometimes.  Of all of my previous blogs, I returned to Neji for a reason and the reminder of his doomed nature can hit a little too close to home for me.

[solaeria-arch]

                           .     ❛    what can i do to help?    ━━━━  @firestcrm​​​​​​​​  .  

𝙸𝚃  𝚆𝙰𝚂  𝚄𝙽𝙵𝙾𝚁𝚃𝚄𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙴  𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃  𝚂𝙰𝚂𝚄𝙺𝙴  𝚆𝙰𝚂  the  one  to  see  her  that  way    ━━━━  not  that  this  state  of  panic  was  uncommon,  it  was  becoming  more  and  more  frequent.  Hinata  had  always  been  succeptive  to  panic  and  anxiety    ;    years  under  her  family's  scrutiny  and  abuse  had  destroyed  what  little  confidence  she  had,  and  yet  now  that  she  had  proven  herself  to  them  ━━━━━━  that  she  had  proven  to  be  worthy  of  the  title  that  had  always  been  hers,  it  seemed  that  every  little  mistake  was  catastrophic.  While  her  father  no  longer  verbally  abused  her  as  punishment,  the  damange  was  done  and  Hinata's  own  mind  did  the  job  for  him.

This  time,  however,  the  panic  was  enough  to  make  her  bow,  arms  around  herself  as  she  tried  to  keep  from  screaming  ━━━━  the  anguish  so  strong,  so  devastating  that  it  made  it  difficult  for  her  to  stay  silent.  This  time,  it  hadn't  been  her  father's  voice  that  echoed  in  her  mind    ;    telling  her  she  was  unworthy,  that  she  was  a  disgrace,  a  shame  to  the  whole  clan.  No,  that  time  it  had  been  Neji's  voice  to  hiss  insults  at  her  ━━━━━━  to  tell  her  how  sickening  it  was  that  a  mistake  like  her  got  to  live,  while  he  had  died.  And  the  feeling  of  hearing  his  voice  for  the  first  time  in  years,  only  for  it  to  brutally  crush  her  spirit  had  been  to  much  for  the  gentle  heiress.

Sasuke's  question  didn't  make  sense  to  her    ;    because  Hinata  truly  did  not  know  what  could  be  done  to  make  this  feeling  go  away,  to  make  the  feeling  that  she  would  crumble  into  dust  disappear.  And  so,  she  let  her  body  tell  her  what  to  do  ━━━━━━  as  she  threw  herself  against  him,  small  hands  holding  onto  his  cloak,  curling  into  fists  as  she  rested  her  forehead  against  his  chest.    ❛          H-hold  me....          ❜  she  managed  to  gasp  as  sobs  made  her  shake  from  head  to  toe.

  ❛          J-just  hold  me,  please....          ❜

[hokagc]

@firestcrm​​ asked: ‘  people aren’t born sad; we make them that way.  ’

sentence prompts ➝  poetry starters  { ACCEPTING }

                       SASUKE  WASN’T WRONG  ...  &  it  was  something  that  stung  a  place  deep  down  inside  of  him.  memories  of  himself  ,  alone.  the  villagers  he  wanted  so  DESPRITLY  to  become  friends  with  ,  laughing  &  pushing  him  away  to  the  point  where  he  wished  they’d  all  VANISH.  it  hurt  him  ,  SCARRED  him  to  the  point  where  his  childhood  had  been  completely  broken  in  his  eyes  ---  he’d  always  claimed  it  never  bothered  him  ,  but  it  had  just  been  naruto  trying  again  &  again  to  convince  himself  that  he  wasn’t  HATED.

                  ❛    that’s  true  ...    ❜   it’s  all  he  could  say  at  first  ,  heart  heavy  with  his  own  inner  turmoil.  he  chews  the  skin  of  his  lip  for  a  moment  ,  ocean  orbs  scanning  the  ground  as  he  searches  for  more  to  say.    ❛    but  --  if  we  can  make  them  sad  ,  can’t  we  also  make  them  HAPPY  too  ...  ?    ❜

it’s  a  simple  answer  ,  but  the  way  naruto  finally  glances  at  his  friend  ;  he  hopes  it  rings  home  somewhere.  humans  have  the  power  of  communication  ,  &  words  as  your  greatest  weapon  ,  naruto  had  always  tried  to  use  that  power  to  lift  others  up. 

[nikkxb]

Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?*

Salty Asks || @firestcrm

That’s...a really good question. Is it a copout if I say the show Naruto entirely? Hmm, let me think.

If I’m being honest, I think it’s the different ways people can see a character. Not that I can’t stand all of it now, but I have much less tolerance for it. It’s really hard for me to read people’s take on Sakura when it decides to skip half of her character arc. And I really can’t stand it when people ignore her flaws.

But it’s not just Sakura. Madara, Hashirama, Orochimaru, Jiraiya, whenever people take a character and completely undo what they don’t like about that character -- I cannot stand it. I do not have the tolerance for it anymore. I used to be able to roll with almost anything in RP because it was always interesting and it didn’t matter. I’ve definitely grown stubborn over the past few years and it’s not as “fun” for me anymore. Flaws are flaws are flaws and the fun for me was figuring out who they were with those flaws. I cannot stand it when those flaws are ignored or washed out.