Ashamed.
For context: in this Muggle AU, Harry and Severus met online. Harry is still a virgin and fell in love with mysterious man from the internet. He wanted to meet Severus in real life. Severus had no plans to do that, because he's older and all that shite but at the end of the day, Harry came to him. Severus' place is really old and far from nice. He didn't want that "sweet boy" to see how he lives. He couldn't change anything in two days but... he could do that stupidly romantic gesture and put christmas lights everytwhere. And it was miserable mission on many levels and for many reasons! I hope one day I'll be able to write it properly, hehe.












