#fourswordsmangakin

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hmmm.....im lonely.....maybe i should like, make friends and talk with people......

or i could just.....

*opens ao3 and reads fics about me n my friends*

-red (four swords manga) #🎠🎡🎢🛼🎈

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im fairly sure this kin wasn't a past life (i mean, it might be, but it doesn't feel like it), but there's this weird feeling of... missing characters despite not having actually known them. like even if i didn't actually live through the story, im red, he's me, i just am him, and so i want my friends back despite never having actually lost them in the first place. i just!! wanna see them!! and hug them all!! and cry!! a lot!!

green, blue, vio, shadow, zelda, erune, dad, ms fairy- i love you all /p and miss you guys a lot, even if i never got to meet you. i love you guys lots n lots n lots n lots. -red (four swords manga) (#🎠🎡🎢🛼🎈)

[fictionkinfessions]

me in my story hitting rocks together to see the sparks, me here hitting quartz rocks together in the dark to see em glow... yeah - red (four swords manga) #🎠🎡🎢🛼🎈

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ya'know i thought id be uncomfortable w/ the idea of people shipping me with like, anyone, cuz i'm aro/ace and generally just have platonic relationships with the others, but like when i occasionally come across ship stuff it just sorta feels like hm. what. like im not uncomfortable! it's just like ah! nah. that is simply not me. i mean im not complaining, im glad i can see stuff abt that and not cringe (mostly cuz sometimes they'll be background ships w/ me in a fic that i or another alter am reading), i'm just pleasantly surprised! -red (four swords manga) (i mean, this is technically probably applicable to all my other kins, but they dont rlly have any fan stuff like that) #🎠🎡🎢🛼🎈

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i really don't like the ending to my story... i know it doesn't really affect me cuz i don't really have a set canon, just the character i identify as, but still, something about it just...hurts. i hate how eager green is to get rid of us, i hate the idea of fusing back together (it reminds me of integrating which hhh i don't wanna do that), i hate the feeling of having no choice but to do that, i hate how it makes green seem like the "real link" while we're all just extras, it just,, makes me uncomfy. especially how it makes it seem like green hates us. it's so out of place?? we bicker and i get it's sort of meant to be that annoying sibling energy type thing, but he cares about all of us and always seemed to wanna help us work together. is the ending meant to imply that he just wanted that so that he could be the boss?? the "real" link? i thought we were past that!! i don't feel like he'd do that,,,, hey at least most fans don't like that ending either and ignore it in fanfics and stuff, so at least im not the only one... and im not mad at green either, i guess i just don't like the writing haha -red (four swords manga) #🎠🎡🎢🛼🎈

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