#fs:berlin

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i cry

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say my name

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220508 ateez in berlin

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crying

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fio!! how did you survive seeing this live 😭

This specific moment I didn't actually see live because it's from day 2 and I was there for day 1 but seeing him/ateez in general? I was struggling. Me and my friend were first row behind the vip people, so directly in front of us was security, watching us, and when they opened with wonderland we lasted maybe.... 40 seconds or something before a security lady came to us and asked us if we're okay because apparently we seemed close to passing out or something (and we had masks on, so she could only judge our body language) 😂 when hwa was being too much for me (read: the whole time) I was just grabbing my friends arm/hand/both as emotional support agsjshsgsgs. there's even one video I recorded where he pushes off his jacket off of one shoulder for about 1 second and you can hear me crying about it in the background, very embarrassing lmao. seeing him was bad enough on its own but what really took me out was his voice. brain went brrrrrrrr, no thoughts left at all, only screaming and focusing on trying to keep breathing