#ghouling

[ellieex]

In my master's castle straight up ghouling it rn I got blood on my neck rn im jus ghouling my shit im enthralled as fuck girl im a blood bag girl like for real

[birkinlabs]

⌓⌓　⌓　　𐄈　　GHOULED　　𓈒　　　

　　　　　these are just the colors i picked from a ghost poster, your flags can be any colors

﹒　　⌒　　ghouled : a gender system connected to the ghouls from the swedish band Ghost. you can be -ghouled and -ghouling. ex : "i am boyghouled" or "i am sweetsghouling"　 i will be posting more -ghouled and -ghouling flags soon 𓈒

[ghoulsguilty]

i hate coming to terms with the fact that the content i need is the content i myself have to create. but its content i could never share because its too vulnerable and personal for me.

do any of you have tips or ideas on how to have the courage to share my word vomit?

[burden-in-my-hand]

Hell Satan Photo Credit to Stefania Grech from LOG

[ghoulsguilty]

i figure since arthur fleck and the joker as a whole has a lot of discussion and thoughts about mental healthy, i might as well be open about mine. if you’re uninterested, itll be tagged as ‘ghouling’. ill be putting everything under a read more, so apologies to the mobile users!

after todays sessions i realized how alike arthur and i are when it comes to the struggles we face personally. crippling loneliness, the self destrucive habits, the hurt that trauma can cause and the effects it has on your future. the unhealthy coping, the walls you put up and the feeling of misplacement in the world around you. everything feels so big in your mind, even with the knowledge of how big the picture really is. as someone who went through many years of constant bullying and emotional trauma in school, who was then nonexistent from high school and on, i know the stark reality of being invisible, the sudden change jarring and detrimental to my mental health.

this isnt a call out statement, just a reminder: its not romantic or charming or endearing to be struggling with mental health, let alone neurological disorders. i just wish to give him the love and support he needs, a partner to confide in and to guide him in the right way, the way to a less of a tortured, miserable life. a life filled with love, as well as an array of professionals to help with the mental and physical aspects. even a life with a partner who understands and empathizes with his whole being. yes, theres pro and cons, but neither of us are perfect and we support one another through everything, even if it does end up going down the path we see him take.

[ghoulsguilty]

i wish i was close enough to someone in this fandom so i could go to them to spew all of my sappy thoughts and feelings about that boy

[ghoulsguilty]

thinking about arthur is only making me feel worse because i know he’s not real. how the hell am i supposed to cope with this crippling loneliness?????