#gogomadu

[ambisim]

Chanel Banks is your local mean girl. She had it all growing up, looks, money, and a slew of friends. But, somewhere down the line she went sour. Her only goal now is total destruction of any and every one who crosses her path. Tears and heartaches served daily. 

@oakspice @gogomadu

[storiesbyjes2g]

*kikiriqui! kiKiRiQuI!*

"...?...???" That...that sounds like... hom-

"Alessandro! Ale? What are you still doing asleep? Do you plan to be late to school? Hurry up and go!"

"...mama?"

"Come, grab your eggs before you come back starving like always. My silly boy."

"Mama! I've-" Tears began to well up uncontrollably and poured down my face like a raging waterfall. "I've missed yo-"

"Ale."*tsk tsk* " Why do you always cry so easily and over nothing my love?" She wiped my face tenderly with her fingers looking helplessly at me. I tried to sniffle back tears clearly to no avail. But I'd do my best for my mother, she always wanted me to be her strong son.

"Darling, you know our boy is very sensitive. That's one of his many strengths. Kind, intelligent, hardworking, and sensitive. You tell him to man up, but you still make his eggs for breakfast. Hahaha, I bet you're a big part of the reason he hasn't fully spread his wings yet. He has to fend for himself one day. Then we'll see our boy turn into a man."

"Papa!"

"One day he'll grow into a man of his own. In a better place with more opportunities. An honest job, a beautiful home, a loving wife, and children as respectful as him."

It felt like a car screeched in the distance. A lump lodged itself in my throat. My...wife?

Oh. This is...another dream. Of course it is. When else would I get to smell the sweet orange zest on my mother's hands? Or the scent of freshly chopped wood mixed with sweat on my dad? ...Or forget about my broken family. The failure called my life. The commonplace betrayals that made me lose faith. In everything.

"I'll always love you Ali" lies. "Come baby, I'll never leave you." Lies. "You and me for life." LiEs. "You're the most beautiful sim I've ever met." LIES. STOP LYING ALREADY! You all find it so easy to rip me apart when I was only ever hanging on by a thread. What would you do if that final thread broke. But even in this, I think about you. Think about how it would affect you all if something happened to me. Hah.

The funny...no SAD thing is that I have NEVER run away from my promises and responsibilities. I do what I say I can, and I do- *sniffle* I do my best, even when it doesn't seem good enough. So since this is clearly a nightmare of all nightmares, I'm going something that I can only do in my dreams. RUN. Run without a destination in mind, run without listening to anybody and thinking about anything. Run until I can't think about doing anything else but catching my breath. And then do it all again.

Hah. Hah. haH. hAh. HAH. hA-*CoUgH-cOuGh* *COUGH-COUGH-COUGH* *CoU- "kuh!"

Then I woke up. I grabbed at my torn throat, hot tears searing my eyes. Though the burning and tingling in my throat at the moment was unbearable, it was SO much better than being asleep. *sigh* Another sleepless night, with far too much time to think.

I decided to write a dream from the point of view of Ali. Your podcast recently made me think more about him. And I realized that he actually is such a lovely sim that has been through quite a lot and has be messed with at every turn. One of the biggest things that I remembered was that his first job just sacked him. That was such a betrayal, and he found quite the safe haven in Emmy only for her to turn around and do the same thing. They use him for what they want and dump him once they've gotten it. And he's so kind that he just takes it and tries to move on. I bet he never guessed that his life would take so many left turns. He's been searching and searching for that right turn. And I'm sure he's already gotten desperate. Oh Ali~

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I REPENT!!! I'm sorry for everything I've done to this poor man. This was beautiful and oh so sad!!

And you're right! He's a lovely man! He just got dealt a bad hand.

Thank you so much for this!!!

[sosa-royals]

🥺Sosaaaa, you know who I miss and thought about today? 😣Empress Chunhua!😭#Justice for Shinoya🤧 Also, hey Sosa baby~ I hope you're doing well!☺️💛💛💛

Gogo!!

OMG I cant believe she suddenly popped into your mind 😂 I’m both crying and laughing 😂

But indeed she is worth remembering. RIP Chunhua. I mean she’s not dead, just chilling in the archives. Maybe she (or Shinoya) will make an appearance in Saliceau in the future? Or maybe not? Who knows?

But on a more important note - HI GOGO! Omg i miss you! I’ll be spamming your DMs soon!

You once wrote me a lovely note in my asks and I didn’t respond intentionally so that every time I go into my inbox I can read it because it means so friggin much to me!! Thank you so much ❤️❤️

[forgetfulcj]

Cj! You always send me asks, so it's my turn to return!

I hope your day today has been ✨magical~✨!

Good luck on this upcoming week of school! Get some rest and have fun! Can't wait to see Formidable Joy shape up~ It looks lovely already! Take care~💛💛💛

Oh my thank you so much🥺❤️✨ My night just got even better. Not me tearing up right now and listening to my sad playlist. I’ve been thinking about life these few days, college, my parents and I had a good cry last night. But thank you thank you for your support it means a lot and I hope you have a wonderful week tomorrow, February is almost over can you believe it?~

[medleymisty]

💗 Send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome 🌿✨ 💓💝💖💓💝💗💝💓💖💖💓💗

Yay thank you awesome cool simmer person! Same back to you!

[whimsicalsimmies]

💗 Send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome 🌿✨ 💓💝💖💓💝💗💝💓💖💖💓💗

tysm!! 😊❤️

[plumbobtv]

I am absolutely loving your Myshuno Rules series. It's so beautifully done! The effort is outstanding, it truly feels like a real reality tv show. 💛💛💛

Thank you so much! You don’t even know how happy a message like this makes me 💛🦋 I truely try making the series the best I can, also a huge shoutout to the sim creators who made them fabulous sims haha!

@tipsybees @bonecoil @dreamst0ned @bjcsims thanks for being a part of the series 🥂

[sosa-royals]

GOGOGOGOGOGO!!!

Happy Belated Birthday!!

I know it’s not actually your birthday (Because I missed the actual day) but I still wanted to do something nice for you for your birthday so I took some pictures! This is definitely not even as half as good as what you did for me but I still want you to know that I’m so so glad to have an amazing friend like you!! Thank you for all your help, support and banter. And thank you for all the collabs and for taking good care of my babies (Lumai). I’m so proud of all your hard work and dedication (both in sims and real life). And I hope for alllllll the success in the world for you. I’ll definitely be on time for your next birthday so I’ll just wait patiently until then! 

Happy Birthday Again!

@gogomadu