#going through it again

[epiphainie]

they were in love. unfortunately for all of us, they were in love.

[mistress-light]

Half-Life • (dev. Valve 1998)

[zweigscore]

a face id ride till he cries

[fourthdslip]

Pattern recognition

[nicolodigenovas]

cha junhwan suffered more than jesus

[duarteegreenbriar]

Cardan had some bangers throughout the series but nothing, I repeat nothing, hits me as hard as “I knew little else, but I always knew you.” Because you realize that he’s not talking about just the time he was cursed, he’s talking about every other time before. Years before. And everything that’ll follow after.

In his novella, we go through his life since he was a kid. When Balekin took him home, when he met Nicasia, when she took him to the Undersea, when he went to the mortal world to the first time. And the one thing common in all this was that he always mentioned Jude, or that mortal girl, at least once (I’m serious, go open HTKOELTHS quick and check each chapter.) He’s always felt like she’s the only real thing, she kept him grounded. When he was hurt beyond measure and not in his senses for days after Nicasia and Locke’s betrayal and rode into the palace school drunk out of his mind, it’s Jude and her voice that cuts through everything and brings him to his senses. He said the sight of her, of the hatred in her eyes, warmed him! He knew only her, even then.

Because he felt like she saw who he really is. He might have hated it at first because he’s been hurt so many times he didn’t want anyone seeing him for who he is beneath his mask, but this very thing also lead to him falling madly in love with her. So yes, this line is one of the truest and deepest things he’s ever spoken and I will love it to death. 😭😩

[elwenyere]

[el-freakybusterismo]

basagani and paramore songs🚬🚬🚬🚬