"Hawke!!" I screamed, the words vanishing from my lips in a rush of wind and smoke.
She was gone. Icy jagged panic grasped my innards, just behind my belly, and squeezed.
"Hawke!!" I shrieked again, looking at the empty saddle behind me as if it were somehow an illusion and that if I looked hard enough, she'd reappear.
Feathers rumbled, snapping me out of it. He reoriented and suddenly dove, forcing me to look forward as we evaded a volley of blackened missiles from the assembled hurlock archers still left standing. Dead and dying darkspawn littered the landscape, some still smoking and burning from the massive explosion that had ripped through the air. As the panic subsided, the aching pain from the burns on my arms and legs returned. I ignored it.
"Come on, Hawke. Where are you?" I muttered to myself, tilting the saddlehorn to command the griffon to circle again. The remaining darkspawn prepared to loose another flight of bolts at us. Feathers saw it coming and I could feel his coiled muscles tense as he prepared to change direction again.
As I felt the familiar twist of aerial movement, I saw something move in my peripheral vision.
"Hawke?" I called, even though the wind swallowed my words as soon as I uttered them.
It was not Hawke. An enormous grey ogre lifted itself from the rubble of collapsed rock and lyrium. Chunks of glowing red crystalline mineral jutted out from the monstrous creature's back and arms, oddly reminiscent of the strange golem that I met with the Hero of Ferelden so many years ago. However, the ogre was no stone construct; black blood oozed and bubbled from the punctures in its skin and muscle. I stared out of horrified fascination. The lyrium shards were glowing, as if absorbing the darkspawn's blood from the menace. The monster's eyes began glowing red, and pink froth dribbled out of its mouth as it roared. It swung its mighty bleeding arms back and forth to free itself from the rubble, and then suddenly stopped.
The ogre sniffed the air, once, twice, then turned.
My heart dropped into my belly. I saw her - splayed out, one leg bent at an impossible angle, but beginning to shake off her daze. The ogre had smelled her, and was beginning to move in her direction.
We had never tried to fight an ogre before. They were the only creatures large enough that would give Feathers pause, and previous encounters with the boulders that they could throw instilled a healthy respect for their kind in both mount and rider. In all of our brushes with death on the wing, the ogres were always the foes we had to mind the most.
"Think, Isabela. Think!" I commanded, frantically looking for something, anything, I could do.
Feathers screamed as he twisted in the air again, barely avoiding another set of bolts fired by the hurlock archers. As he contorted in the air, I saw it. The remnants of one of the large lyrium outcroppings, a single remaining spire of rock and crystal, stood upright just in front of Hawke along the ogre's path.
She had sat up and begun trying her best to delay the creature. The monstrosity lumbered toward her inexorably as she tried hurling magical ice, then fire at it. The magic seemed to melt right off the beast, absorbed by the glowing lyrium embedded in its flesh.
That spire was my only shot at this.
I muttered a silent prayer to Andraste, the Maker, the Elven gods, the void, and anyone else who might be listening, then a command to Feathers to bring me up alongside the outcropping.
I had to time it just right.
I drew my blade and began cutting the leather straps that secured me to the saddle.
"Three... two... one..." I counted down, before hurling myself bodily off of the griffon and at the spire. For a brief moment, I felt weightless as I hurtled through the air like the clumsiest dark-skinned human missile in history. I struck the thin, jutting shard of lyrium with my shoulder full on, and I heard a crack.
The outcropping tilted, then gave way.. with me on it. I drew my second blade and tried to aim it as best I could as I fell directly onto the frothing ogre below.
White hot pain exploded behind my eyes as I drove the crude missile into the beast. I felt bones crack and flesh give way as I landed on those massive shoulders, and the pain in my arm reminded me that not all of the tearing or cracking sounds came from the darkspawn. I hit the earth and rolled to a stop, almost certainly picking up bruises and a cracked rib or two along the way. I struggled to rise, but could only manage to look up to see my handiwork.
In the distance, I could see a large, feathery shape shredding a group of humanoids with his mighty claws, but my eyes were fixed on the ogre itself, looming over the fallen Hawke. The enormous shard of lyrium had impaled the creature, entering from the top of its back and portruding out from just above its belly. More black blood oozed from the wound, trickling down the part jutting out of the creature. Time felt like it slowed to a crawl. The ogre began to raise its arms, balling its enormous hands into fists, preparing to give Hawke the killing blow.
I tried to yell, to scream, to do something, but my body refused to comply. I still struggled, refusing to let it end this way.
Thankfully, so did Hawke.
Seized upon some form of inspiration, she recited something and pointed. Not at the ogre itself, but at the enormous lyrium shard sticking out of the creature's chest. I suddenly recognized the spell - it was the same one she had used to detonate the large lyrium growths and collapse the tunnels.
Then the world went white.
I could vaguely feel things, but could not see. As the ringing in my ears from the roar of the explosion faded, I could hear strange noises. Wet, fleshy plopping noises, the sort you expect in a butcher shop. Something heavy and moist fell from the sky and landed on my back. I groped for it, still unable to see, and my fingers felt sticky, moist, and warm flesh. I blinked, but all I could see were vague shapes.
I thought I heard a voice, but I couldn't make out the words. I felt tired, though. So very tired... I wanted to rest, and the pain was beginning to fade from the rest of my body. I let them go, sank down to sleep. The last thing I remember was the feeling of enormous hands on my waist, and a yanking sensation. Then I knew nothing more.
When I awoke, I was in a small feather bed. My chest and belly were wrapped in bandages, and my left arm was splinted and tied, and the smell immediately gave my location away.
I was in the stables. Someone had dragged my bed to the stables. I opened my eyes and sat up. The first thing I noticed was Hawke, sleeping gently in a wooden chair with her head on her folded arms, leaning over onto my bed. Her left leg was also splinted and bandaged, and she looked like she was exhausted. The second thing I noticed was the enormous griffon that was coiled protectively around the other sides of the bed, rumbling softly as it snored.
In almost any other situation, I would have let her sleep. But I had to know what happened. I touched Hawke's cheek gently with my unbandaged hand and she stirred. As she cracked those ice-blue eyes open, a warm smile spread over her face.
"Good morning," she said, rising from the bed.
"What happened?" I asked, as I began to feel all of the various aches and pains from all over my body blend into a symphony of discomfort.
"Before or after you rode a shard of lyrium the size of a dwarf into an ogre?" she asked impishly.
"After," I chuckled, then groaned.
"It hurts when I anything," I complained.
"I detonated it," she replied matter-of-factly.
"Oh, is that all?" I asked.
"Well, there may have been some matter of exploded ogre chunks falling from the sky. And then a huge, smelly griffon may have come to save both of our hides from the remaining darkspawn and dragged us back to the citadel. And that same enormous, stinky creature may also have smashed through several doors and squeezed into areas that a griffon has no business entering in order to stay by your side while the healers worked on you," she said.
"Mm-hmm," I murmured, sinking back into the bed.
"But... I can say with some certainty that you've saved the day, Captain Isabela," she concluded, then kissed me tenderly on the lips.
"Hawke," I began after she broke the kiss.
"It's Admiral now," I said as I drifted back to sleep.