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Fatherhood

Truly on of the greatest and definitely stressful experiences a man can partake in. Its been a little over a year now since I’ve become a father, and I can truly say that I love everything about it. It’s crazy to think that I’m responsible for bringing up this little guy. Not just to bring him up, but to bring him up right. Life has changed dramatically for me. Of course I miss some things I was able to do before I had a kid, but I would trade those things in a heartbeat for this little guy. The things I held important, seem to be childish and mediocre now that I think about it.

It was always a goal of mine not to just be a dad, but to be a great one. One of those dads that could give their kids everything they never had. I want to be a hero in my son’s eyes. A dad that he could come to for help and guidance. I want to be the perfect dad. As each day passes, I’ve come to realize that perfection is simply unsustainable. I’m starting to notice my faults and shortcomings. I’m coming to the realization that I may never be that perfect dad.

This has been stressing me out now for a couple of months. I don’t know what I would do if my kid ever figured out that his dad had some kinks in his armor. But then again, is it really that bad? I mean even Superman had his weakness right? My Wife always reminds me that I’m doing a great job. That I’m already a perfect dad, and I should stop killing myself over such small things. I guess she’s right. My son is well taken care of, and is loved beyond measure. I guess I just have stop stressing about the things I can’t control. Right now lets leave it at that. Be grateful for the life you have, because there’s someone out there that would switch places with you in a second.