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IT WAS NOT RIGHT, THE WAY HE FOUND HER. Her breath had been s h a l l o w , muscles trembling with tremendous effort of bearing DYING WEIGHT, but her soul had been stronger than all of it- eyes shining with unspeakable determination. Predator had sought predator, equal parts met with blade and BULLET- calloused fingers drew slender arm from steam, thumb hovering over the outline of a claw mark. He had already inspected for the imprint of teeth, had trusted her when she checked personally for anything more than what is already seen. Nothing broken beyond skin, nothing missing.
“YOU GOT LUCKY, YOU KNOW THAT?” Concern is kneaded into filthy scalp, distaste for grime and filth w a s h e d away into the water he drew for her; now was not the time to be selfish. Nails scraped layers of blood from dark locks, letting the mixture of fluid and shampoo froth, let it bubble where it found purchase. “If I had gotten there a minute later-” Sentence is s w a l l o w e d , whisper collecting itself in his throat. Dean wonders if he should dip her head back, thinks twice at the image of her posture. He knows there’s a bucket somewhere- the time spent away would be TOO LONG. Leather bracelet is pushed higher over forearm, sleeves tucked, tucked again; hands draw water into cupped palms, trajectory is carefully measured- “Gwen, close your eyes.” Water is carefully poured down lathered hair, fingers working knots; hands cup water a second time; a third; a fourth pass-
HIS LAUGHTER IS SOFT, SMILE REACHING HIS EYES, BIRDS LANDING AT THE CORNERS, THEIR FEET PRESSING, LIGHT- SKIN INDENTED. “I don’t think so,” checks for tangles are conducted, “not now.” Once satisfied, tresses are wound, thick rope laid over a bare shoulder. Palms slide across shoulder blades, down spine, heel pressing- OCCASIONAL TOUCH -mapping out possible injury; each h i s s catalogued; noises matched to pain- simple bruises and twisted knots. “I can’t stop-” Hunting. “-I’ve tried.” It got good people hurt. “This shit-” Short breath. “-it follows you.”