the follower minded grind of producing art has like irrevocably damaged my brain I can't even doodle without feeling like I should be doing something more "worthwhile"
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the follower minded grind of producing art has like irrevocably damaged my brain I can't even doodle without feeling like I should be doing something more "worthwhile"
This task produces no dopamine
I should be better from the mystery non-COVID respiratory illness but my asthma is still whining at me about it :(
being told by the doctors that we probably shouldn’t travel until mid april ruined like - my entire month 🙃 i was so hopeful and excited, i’d even packed up spring/summer clothes to send to the states via mail but now :) i have to unpack :) because i will need spring clothes :)
i don’t fit here and it’s so obvious. even by the food in the fridge and the type of handsoap they use i don’t really belong.
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I'm 1799 words into my Lando & Daniel fic (first try didn't work out) and I'm starting to feel this one won't either.
Ugh. Just wanna erase it all and start from scratch. But it's nearly finished and maybe it'll look better after a review. I don't even know anymore.
ashley, about pike: it was always scanlan. yeah, she’s always been at least a little bit in love with him and that love grew as they both did. ppl who heard ‘pike had a crush on percy’ and nothing else since: lol pike couldnt get with percy so she settled on scanlan