Hey there everyone, I know it’s been a while since I’ve been on or posted anything, but I’ve got a bit of bad news.
Life has just overwhelmed me to my wits end, and while I love every single one of you, and I still love Hamilton (my love for it will never die), I just don’t have the mental capacity or stability to talk or draw anymore, and I know when people don’t talk about or draw that certain topic, it can make people indifferent (or unhappy.)
For those of you who follow my snapchat, you already knew that I was MIA for almost 2 weeks already, my Grandmother had passed away on the 16th of February and it sort of shook me a lot harder than I had expected it too.
I’m on the hunt for a job so that we can move out of the terrible situation we’re currently living in because we have absolutely no money and I’m drowning in debt because of it, but it’s just been... unimaginably hard to do anything lately. Every day has been an anxiety attack for my wife and stressful for me because of the people we live with. (I’VE STARTED GETTING SILVER/WHITE HAIRS. I’M NOT OLD ENOUGH FOR THIS. STRESS KILLS.)
So I apologize guys, as much as I want to continue to do things, with my positive state of mind completely shattered and replaced by an uncomfortably negative one, I feel it’d be better for me for the time being to step away until I can actually recover.
I hope you guys can understand, and I understand if you’re sad or upset, but I love all of you guys, and hopefully I’ll find my bearings again and regain some semblance of mental stability, and I’ll come back. <3 I love you guys. ; v ;