my team lead asked me if I'm happy here and said she worries about me bc she's seen ups and downs w me + my coworker has come to her a couple times saying she thinks she made me cry. team lead is worried she pushed me too far in one direction when I was originally considering leaving and she wants me to be happy and not dread coming here
I think what I'm gonna say is if I can get full time in another department, I'm interested. and otherwise I can stay put (and browse jobs at home lmao)









