summary: you and harry fuck in the shower. you later realize that something has changed.
warnings: 4.8k wc. explicit content. pre-established fwb. handjob. fingering. unprotected p-in-v shower sex. fluffy aftercare. feelings get involved. contains a minor spoiler. no physical description of the reader other than she has hair.
a/n: full disclosure, i haven’t seen materialists (& idk if i ever will bc from what i heard about what happens, watching it will just make me mad lmao). anyway, after seeing this gif and harry edits, something possessed me to write this.
as always, hope you enjoy and feedback would be much appreciated!
Fuck, you need him.
Again.
Badly.
You had stirred awake at the sound of the shower turning on in the private en-suite, your hand brushing across the silk sheets beside you that are still warm. Then, comes the tender, pulsing ache between your thighs, one that sharpens when your memory starts drifting back;
His mouth, his fingers, his hands. Skin on skin, your breaths and moans intertwined like your bodies were, moving as one.
It has only been two, three hours since Harry's cock was buried deep inside you, his voice low and sinful as he whispered the filthiest things into your ear. He made you cum for a third time right there that night, much harder than the previous two (or ever)— and god, it was so intense that you passed out in his arms immediately after.
Now, you lie in an empty bed that’s too big for one person, craving Harry again as if you weren’t satisfied the last time. The truth is, he’s ruined you. He has from the very first moment you started sleeping together. Three months ago, to be precise, when this arrangement—pure hot sex, no strings attached— was agreed upon. You never expected it to leave you this wrecked and wanting more and more.
Harry is charming, handsome. Irresistible, addicting. Like he’s the only thing in the world that could pull you apart and piece you back together under the same touch.
And he’s in the other room. Standing alone, naked under a spray of water. Just several strides away.
Without a second thought, you throw back the covers and roll out of bed. Your bare skin prickles from the chill in the air; your body throbs from the earlier activities, and you almost couldn’t walk a straight path. But you don’t seem to care. Your feet carry you towards the bathroom door left ajar, not wasting any more time.
The warm, humid fog greets you at first. The water pattering softly against the pale white tile masks the noise of your movements as you approach the misted-glass shower stall.
Harry doesn’t notice you immediately, allowing you a few seconds to admire the sight of his broad back and shoulders. The way beads of water glisten and slide across taut muscles that ripple under his skin as he lathers soap unhurriedly all over his body.
Not only does he fuck like a god, but he looks like one, too.
He hums an unfamiliar tune to himself, quiet but rich; smooth and warm like whiskey. It echoes off the walls, the rumbling sound close to a touch you somehow feel even if it didn't land.
Your breath catches somewhere between your lungs and your lips. It's sweet, slow torture— you standing there and not saying a word, not reaching out. You can't tear your eyes away, not that you wanted to. Fuck, no. You're going to savor every second of this, commit each detail of Harry to memory, and tuck it away with all the other dirty ones.
And when you've finally had enough— when the blooming heat in your belly has melted down your restraint— you slip into the shower stall behind Harry, pressing your body gently into his solid back. He doesn't tense up at your unexpected presence. If anything, he relaxes more with you there. Steam envelops you as your hands glide over his slick chest, feeling the thrumming beneath your palm when he chuckles.
"Didn't mean to wake you, baby. You should've stayed in bed, I wasn't going to take too long," Harry says, his hand catching one of yours to bring up to his lips.
In return, you softly kiss the hollow between his shoulder blades. "And lose out on an opportunity to watch you in the shower? No, thank you. Besides, m'not really tired anymore."
"Sure about that?" He wonders, and you can practically hear the smirk in his tone. "Thought I wore you out pretty good earlier."
"Mhmm, you did," you murmur against Harry's back, your hands beginning to drift down his chest, fingers slowly caressing his soft belly, and the thatch of hair there. You almost miss the subtle stutter of his breath, drowned out by the steady cascade above your heads. "But I missed you and this..."
Harry lets out a soft groan when your hand lightly brushes against his cock, which has been stirring with interest from the moment your touch landed upon him. You grin at that, unseen by him, of course. You relish knowing how fast he gets worked up by you, from not doing too much at that either.
"Needy, needy girl," he cooes, thinking he’s in complete control here, just like always. Harry tries to turn around and face you, but you gently push forward, pinning him to the wall.
You keep your body flush against Harry’s to give him no room to move. He doesn’t fight it, though, which is more surprising to you than not. Perhaps he doesn’t make an attempt because your fingers are now wrapped around the girth of his cock, choosing to surrender to baser urges rather than delay relief.
But then again, you know Harry. You know he likes it when you show him what you want. When that bold confidence of yours doesn't shy away from him, acting as though you're worth more than his wealth and yours combined. It's what drew him to you when you first met at some glitzy gala in Manhattan neither of you wanted to attend in the first place. Maybe you taking the lead for a change is turning him on more than he anticipated.
“Fu-uck, baby. That’s it,” Harry grunts, rough and ragged. He leans forward, bracing an arm against the shower tile as you continue pumping his length with long, steady strokes from behind. His hand finds your other resting low at his hip, and he laces his fingers with yours, his grip tightening, grounding— you’re not entirely sure if he was holding back or barely holding on.
Slick from the coated mix of water, soap, and his own arousal, your hand moves up and down Harry’s shaft, hot and heavy, effortlessly. You see the way his head dips down to watch you work him over with such practiced and devastating ease. Every drag of your closed palm, every twist and tug and squeeze, unravels him in a way that he can’t and won’t stop.
Harry’s close. You’re well acquainted with his body at this point to be sure of that. You can feel it with each broken breath pushing past his lips, in the slight shiver beneath his skin, the tight rise and fall of his chest. How his hips jerk into your fist with small, shallow, desperate thrusts, a string of curses and praises muttered low along with your name.
There's something thrilling about having Harry like this, teetering over the edge. You could draw it out, tease him helplessly. Leave him aching, begging, and trembling like he often does to you.
But you didn't come here for that. As much as it lit a hot, dangerous fire within you, you wanted Harry to fuck you. You wanted the throbbing cock in your hand back inside you, to quell the ache that no fingers, mouth, or toys could ever do.
Your rhythm falters, then eventually stills. Harry is quick to react, a sound caught in his throat— half-protest, half plea. He inhales sharply, body tensing when he’s pulled back from the very brink. His head lifts from the tile where he’d rested it, and he glances over his shoulder to meet your hazy eyes.
The heat in his gaze is dark, searing, and hungry, as if he doesn’t at all appreciate the fact that you’ve stopped so abruptly.
“Not gonna finish what you started, baby?” Harry pants, his hand reaching down to drape over your fingers that remain loosely curled around the base of him. He twitches against the softness of your palm. “Didn’t think you could be cruel.”
“Cruel? Never. Well, at least not now anyway,” you reply, placing a kiss on the center of his spine. “I was hoping that you would finish inside me instead.”
“That can be arranged.”
You wring Harry’s cock with one last slow pull, just enough to make him shudder, before letting him slip from your grasp. It’s only then that you take a step back, allowing him space to turn to you.
And when he does, you feel the power shift back to Harry. Something low in your belly coils so tight that it almost hurts. Your eyes drag over him without an ounce of shame— flushed, gorgeous, and hard.
Fuck, Harry is so hard, his tip swollen and a shade or two darker. Just one look at him and your pussy clenches around nothing, begging to be filled. He notices this, notices how your thighs press firmly together from the mere anticipation, your eyes locked in a silent, electric exchange.
Then all at once, Harry’s mouth crashes onto yours, fierce, bruising, and urgent. The force of which nearly causes you to stumble if it hadn’t been for his steady grip settling on your waist. His other hand slides behind your head, angling you perfectly for him to deepen the kiss, his tongue insistent and greedy as it dives past your lips in a hungry sweep.
He doesn’t slow down, not even as he backs you against the cool tile of the wall. The shower stream hits only Harry now, his body shielding you from it, the heat of him replacing the warmth of the water on you.
Harry’s lips break away from yours, dragging them across your cheek, along the line of your jaw. He continues down onto your neck, his mouth moving with a purpose; teeth grazing lightly, nipping and sucking against your tender flesh until it undoubtedly leaves a bloom of color— you feel it, even if you can’t see it.
“So fucking beautiful… and all mine,” Harry rasps, the words meant for you, but just as much for himself.
You see his throat work as he swallows, his large hand skimming up the curve of your waist, thumb brushing gently under the swell of your breast. His heavy-lidded eyes take in every inch of you before him, as if this is the first time he’s ever seen you bare, wet, and wanting— like he’s looking at something so sinfully holy.
“Yours,” you whisper, and hearing it hits Harry like a live wire.
Because suddenly he’s surging forward, his mouth claiming yours again with kisses that are all messy and consuming, that leave you with no room to breathe.
Your head starts to spin, and your knees buckle from the intensity. But Harry's there, trapping you between his chest and the shower wall, keeping you upright, fully flushed against him.
Harry only breaks away from your lips when you arch your back slightly, rolling your hips against his. He lets out a groan, rough and guttural, his breath hot and uneven as it fans over your face. You rock against him once more, and he hisses at the sensation— at the sweet friction he gets from each grind against your pelvis. His warm, glistening precum smears across wherever it can reach.
“Feel that, baby?” Harry husks as your eyes drop to where the rigid line of his cock ruts between the two of you. “That’s all you. You did that. Made me so hard…fuck I can’t even think anymore. I need you— gotta have you."
A hand then comes into view, trailing from your waist to your hip, and then dipping lower and lower until he’s palming your sex, groaning low when he finds the slick mess pooling down there.
“God, you’re soaking wet. Haven't even touched you properly yet. All this from jacking me off, hmm?”
You answer with a breathless whimper when Harry leisurely drags two digits through your slit, gathering your arousal onto his fingers. Your gaze follows as he lifts his hand to his mouth, sliding those fingers covered in a thin sheen of desire between his lips, sucking and savoring the essence that is purely you.
He hums in satisfaction. "You taste so sweet, darling. Wish my legs weren't shot, ‘cause I'd go down on you right here, right now."
A renewed rush of heat spreads under your skin as you’re reminded of how unbelievably good Harry is at eating pussy. It’s earth-shattering each and every time. He listens to your body, knows exactly what to do and when to give it to make you come undone easily. You love it mainly because he’s not just going through the motions like your exes used to. No, not him. Harry will happily bury his face between your legs as if he’s a starved man.
Any and all thoughts in your head dissolve the instant the pad of Harry’s thumb brushes over your clit, sending a jolt straight to you. He holds your gaze, watching the pleasure ripple through your expression. His tongue flicks over his bottom lip to chase the lingering taste of you as he continues the tender assault on your sensitive bundle of nerves that soon has you writhing beneath his touch.
It’s almost embarrassing how quickly he’s gotten you to this point. How he’s not even inside of you yet, and if you let him, you could cum just like this. But you’re so wound up, so desperate to be filled more than anything that you don’t want that. You don’t want to prolong this. You couldn’t wait any longer.
“Want—want more, Harry, shit… fuck me. Please, fuck me,” you plead to him, and he stops, his fingers immediately pulling away, and damn it, is this how it felt for him when you took your hand off his cock just like that?
Harry flashes you a knowing smirk, but he doesn’t leave you hanging for long, though. He kisses you once more, this time unhurried. Softer. Much, much softer now, like he's kissing you simply because he wants to feel your lips on him again, to get his fill of it before his hands rest on your hips, gently coaxing you to turn and face the tiled walls behind you.
“Bend over a little for me, sweetheart. Hands on the wall— good, just like that. That’s my girl.” Harry guides you into a comfortable enough position, his voice thick as he speaks, nearly strained as though it bears the weight of his own arousal. He smooths his hand down the length of your spine, coasting along the curve of your ass where he squeezes the soft skin of it.
You hold your breath believing it might keep you from falling apart due to impatience, waiting for the heavy press of him against your entrance, the raw slide of hard flesh that makes you squirm at the intrusion. And it does. You feel the familiar flare of pressure as something sinks into you— a finger.
Then, another.
Harry couldn’t help himself. How could he when your dripping pussy is staring straight at him? Two of his fingers don’t fill you the same way his cock would, but at least your wishes have been granted somewhat.
Selfishly, you want more. Not this. More.
But when those two, thick digits delve in as far as they would go, it shuts you up long enough to get lost in the sensation. Harry doesn’t rush, and you’re too distracted by his skilled fingers working inside of you to protest. He crooks them just right, just enough that he’s pushing up against that spongy spot of yours that has you keening.
“Wanna make you come on my hand, my darling. Love the way you squeeze my fingers when you do.”
You shake your head deliriously. “On your cock, baby. I need your cock, been needing it so bad ever since I woke up.”
“You sure? We got all the time in the world for that—”
“Fuck me with your cock, Castillo,” you cut Harry off with a near growl, drawing an amused chuckle out of him. “Fuck me right now, or I swear I’ll just find somebody else—”
Your unserious threat is swallowed by the whine escaping you when Harry withdraws his fingers. Before you could recover from the loss, he’s gliding his length between your wet folds, the very tip of his cock nudging your swollen clit. The sudden contact makes you gasp and sway, your footing slips for a second, but his hands on your waist keep you firmly in place.
“Harry, please. Enough—no more teasing.”
“Shhh, it’s alright,” Harry croons, his hips shifting back the slightest, and you know what’s coming next. You’re sure of it this time. “Gonna take care of you now. Need you just as bad. Relax for me, baby.”
You suck in sharp breath, fingers flexing against the wall as the thick head of Harry's length breaches your cunt at last. He eases himself inside of you, inch by inch, so agonizingly slow that it drives you mad. He doesn't do this out of cruelty, but rather with a tenderness, making sure that he doesn't hurt you even if it feels like he's splitting you in half.
“F-Fuck honey, this pussy’s so tight for me,” Harry mutters through gritted teeth when he finally bottoms out, his fingers digging into your hip, allowing a few moments for you to adjust.
The stretch of him, the fullness Harry brings— fuck, it’s everything you’ve been aching for and more. You can’t explain how it’s possible, but somehow he feels even better right now. Maybe it’s from the build-up, the angle he’s got you in, or the way the warm air clings to your damp skin, amplifying every touch, every spark he sets alight within you.
Whatever it is, it has the nerves in your body pulsing to life, like a hot electric current running through your veins.
Harry holds onto your shoulder with one hand, the other splayed across your waist, and he starts to move inside of you. His thrusts are slow at first, deep and deliberate, reaching a depth that has your walls helplessly fluttering around him.
And he feels it, too. You know he does, because his pace picks up, knocking the air out of your lungs. His grip clamps down on you, not so much to maintain your balance this time, but to pull you back onto his cock as he pushes in, as if he couldn't get close enough.
"Fuck—don't stop. Just like that. Please, don't you dare fucking stop," you cry out, voice frayed at the edges. Your mind scatters with each snap of Harry's hips, which seemingly have grown much harder at your words, hitting the sweet spot that he had teased earlier over and over again.
“Never, baby,” he chokes out. “Never gonna stop. Feels too fucking good.”
The noises trapped within the walls are filthy and obscene. There's the wet, rhythmic squelch of Harry's cock driving into; the frantic slap of the front of his thighs against the back of yours. The lewd symphony of your strung-out whines and his deep, throaty groans.
If Harry had neighbors, they would have certainly loathed him. And you. Mostly you, with your loud, unabashed moans from being fucked into oblivion in every room, on every surface of his home.
“M’close, Harry,” you tell him as the burning warmth in your core begins to crescendo towards your peak.
Harry lets out a hiss when your cunt tightens its walls around him, like it's warning him of your fast-approaching climax in case he hadn't heard you the first time. "Keep squeezing me like that darling, and you're gonna make me cum too."
Your legs shake as Harry pounds into you with reckless abandon, his control slipping away as he chases his own release. But he won’t allow himself to fall before you do. He makes sure of that once his fingers land on your delicate clit, rubbing in tight circles, trying to time with his increasingly sloppy thrusts.
Glancing over your shoulder, you arch your spine as much as you can until his chest brushes against your back. Harry nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck, his scruff on his lower jaw scraping roughly against your skin.
“Need you to cum for me—fuck, baby cum now,” he urges, his tone wrecked, his restraint obvious. He’s right there with you on the edge, not letting go. Not yet. He couldn’t, wouldn’t.
But you do. You cum for Harry, the tension in your body snapping and unraveling all at once. You couldn't speak, not that any coherent thoughts were forming in your head. Not when the waves of pleasure come crashing down on you one after another, after another.
You barely hear the strangled groan behind you, nor register the way Harry’s hips stutter against you. Your pussy gushes around his shaft, clenching down on him hard, and that’s all it took. He buries himself to the hilt with a broken sigh of your name, his throbbing cock spilling deep inside of you, filling you up to the very brim.
Stillness passes over you and Harry. The shower is still running overhead, now the only sound in the room along with your tangled, labored breaths. He doesn’t pull out right away, and you’re glad he didn’t.
You allow this connection to remain for a minute or two more, before his softening length slips out without truly meaning to. A warm trickle of his seed slides down the inside of your leg, mixing with the rivulets of water on your skin, and you both share a hum at the sight.
Carefully, you shift your weight and turn, feeling the fresh new ache between your thighs. Harry’s heady eyes are already on you when you face him. His arms move instantly, pulling you flush against him, chest to chest, two hearts slowing down together to a calmer beat.
He kisses you tenderly, sweetly. The heat between you has now softened, like the burn of a fire that has settled into embers. It's moments like this where you look at Harry differently, as if he's not just a man you befriended after crossing paths one night, who, after finishing a bottle of Château Margaux, later became someone you seek out for relief.
Here, he’s… more. You don’t know how much more or why that is, and honestly, you’re terrified that this is currently crossing your mind.
“You okay there?” Harry asks quietly.
Pushing the confusing thought away, you're quick to nod and smile, brushing his wet hair back when it clings to his forehead. "Never better. Although, may I suggest investing in a shower bench? Could be helpful whenever we decide to fool around here."
He laughs lightheartedly. “Don’t worry, it’s already on my to-do list.”
“Good. It baffles me that your bathroom doesn’t already come with it, considering this penthouse cost you $12 million.”
“Why? Does your modest $5 million condo have one?”
“Duh, of course. It’s one of my non-negotiables. Makes shaving a lot easier, among other things.”
Harry shakes his head, eyes crinkling with amusement. “Guess that means we’re showering next at your place then.”
“I wouldn’t say no to that,” you reply with a soft chuckle. “You can see the benefits for yourself. Especially with your uh…”
You trail off, motioning to the healed scars running down the length of each of Harry's legs. He'd hidden them from you at first, choosing to have sex under the sheets, never letting you close enough to notice. But you did by accident some time ago, though you never asked where they were from. He's hesitant to share, still is, but you don't force him. You figure he’ll tell you once he’s ready, if and whenever that may be.
A gentle smile tugs at the corner of Harry’s mouth. “I’ll call up a contractor tomorrow. But for now, why don’t I wash you up before we head to bed?”
“You calling me dirty, Castillo?” You tease as he directs you closer under the spray of water. Undeniably, though, there’s something about the affection in his tone and his offer that has your heart stumbling.
“You are,” Harry smirks, taking his shampoo bottle from the nook and squeezing a generous amount of it into his hand. “You crashed my shower because you woke up horny. Almost got me off with just one hand, then you were begging to get fucked by my cock.”
You moan softly from both his retelling of events and the feeling of his hands in your hair, fingers lathering the shampoo into your scalp. Your eyes flutter shut as he massages your head, swaying just slightly from the motion of his hands.
The scent of cedar wood floods your senses—god, you’re not sure how you’ll make it through the entire day tomorrow smelling like Harry, feeling like you’re still wrapped in him completely.
“You always do this?” You question low, eyes peeking open after thoroughly rinsing the suds out of your hair. “Wreck a girl’s pussy then bathe her gently after?”
Harry reaches for the body wash. “Only you.”
You had half-expected him to give you a witty remark, but what came out of him instead carried a certain tenderness that’s becoming more and more familiar. It leads you to speculate whether he notices that, too.
A new kind of shiver sweeps down your spine as Harry glides his now soapy hands over you. He starts at your shoulders, moving down to your arms, then across your chest. There’s so much care when he circles your breasts, touching them not out of lust, but with something very sincere. Intimate. He later bends down a bit to reach the inside of your thighs, brushing clean the remnants of your mixed release there.
By the time Harry rinses you one last time, your chest aches in a way that has nothing to do with sex, but everything to do with him.
“This feels… oddly domestic.” The words tumble out unintentionally as Harry switches the shower off. You wait too long to take it back, and you can’t explain what you mean by that either.
You might have offended Harry when he doesn't respond right away, just pushes the shower door, and grabs a towel hanging nearby. He spends the stretch of silence drying you off before he bundles the cotton fabric around your body, tucking it at your chest.
Afterwards, he steps out of the stall, reaching for a second towel to quickly pat himself dry. He wraps it low around his hips and shifts back to you, extending a hand out, palm up. His fingers close gently around yours, guiding you forward— out of the warmth and into the cool air that raises goosebumps on your skin.
Then came his voice, much softer than you’re used to. The sound of it twists in your gut. “You didn’t like it?”
“No, I mean— yes. Yeah, I liked it. It was really… nice,” you ramble, struggling to find the right words to say here. But your answer was the truth. “Sorry, just not used to it, that's all.”
“Me neither,” Harry whispers. There’s a flicker of understanding in his warm gaze, and it swirls with something that you couldn’t quite pin a name to, or perhaps you’re simply not ready to. “It felt… nice. Doing that—for you.”
You fall into silence once more, though this time it rests lighter on your shoulders. A smile blossoms across your lips when you notice Harry still staring at you, looking as if you’re not a luxury, but a rarity—the one thing in this world his money can’t buy.
The lines between the two of you are blurred now. At least to you, they were. You wonder at what point it all changed. Or maybe it had been a slow, gradual shift, and it's only begun to catch up to you.
Either way, you and Harry were never meant to be this close. Purely sex, that was the deal. But now…
Now, he’s kissing you again, each brush of his lips demanding nothing more than you can give. You can taste the faintest trace of you on his tongue when he weaves it into your mouth, coaxing a pleased sigh from you that he drinks in without pause.
Then, Harry pulls away for a breath, his forehead resting against yours. You couldn’t remember what you’d been thinking or why it even mattered. Your mind, so noisy several moments ago, has gone blissfully blank.
You know without a doubt that it’s all because of him.
“Is this too much?” Harry asks, the weight of the question hanging in the air.
"No," comes your answer. You say the following words almost as if they hold something fragile. "It's perfectly enough for me."
Soft and slow, you press your lips to Harry’s again—and it would make you the richest woman on earth if you could just stay this way for as long as he’ll keep you close.
series summary: after lucy, harry believed he was destined to be alone. he had given up on his dream to be a father and husband. that is, until he met you who gave him hope for a future he thought was lost.
pairing: harry castillo x fem!reader
series content warning(s): EXPLICIT CONTENT (18+ ONLY MDNI), eventual romance/relationship + smut, slow burn, slight age gap (harry's in late 40s, reader is in early 30s), reader is single mom, two different backgrounds, harry's insanely rich, elements of angst, jealousy, insecurity, happy ending! (don't worry), no use of y/n. each chapter will have its own separate warnings!
a/n: so i know i said i'd take a hiatus from writing, but here i am... with another wip for harry castillo bc i'm still not over this man (and the 20-somethin' mins he was on screen for 💀) anyway, i hope y'all enjoy this. gonna try uploading a new chapter every friday, so stay tuned! <3
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Lesson 14
Summary: It began with champagne and ended with consequences — a perfect birthday, a house full of history, a night where everything finally seemed aligned… until it wasn’t, because in Manhattan secrets aren’t kept, they’re traded — and someone just decided to cash one in.
Warnings and WC: 17.4 k. (sorry) 18+⚠️SMUT/EXPLICIT CONTENT/ MDNI, flashbacks, oral sex -f- receiving, riding, cowgirl position, doggystyle, multiple orgasms, multiple sex positions, handjob, dirty talk, sexual tension, explicit language, rough sex, shameless smut, cum eating, creampie, spanking, hair-pulling, possessive behavior, lust, desire, piv, touching, fluff, fingering, unprotected sex (don't do that), kissing, expensive gifts, second chance romance, ex husband&ex wife, upper east side drama, rich family problems, scandal, media leak, public exposure, Christmas Dinner but Everyone Has Secrets, emergency surgery, protective!Harry, Harry Has a Different Kind of Proposal, society drama, corporate politics, birthday on christmas vibe, plaza hotel, past trauma mention, mention of pregnancy, mention of miscarriage, angst, fluff, romance, emotional tension, family drama, Mikey vs. Face Mask (He Lost), rom-com, comedy, OC Characters (Eloise= Harry's grandmother Ron=Harry's assistant, Emily=Reader's bestie, Chloe=Reader's elite friend, Mikey=Readers brother Scarlet&Richard=Reader's parents, Lara=Scarlet's assistant, Vivienne=Harry's mother, Sienna=Harry's sister, Dana=Harry's EA (Executive Assistant))
authors note: Hi my loves I originally planned to split this chapter into two, but decided to keep it whole for the sake of flow. There’s a short note at the end — please make sure to read it. And I’m sorry this update took longer than expected… apparently Tumblr has a personal vendetta against long chapters.
Nothing Worth Having Is Simple
This flashback happens a few hours before the wedding night scene in Lesson 2 and ties directly into it.
Cameras flashed in controlled bursts. Applause rippled across marble and crystal as you and Harry stepped into the lobby for one final pass in front of the press.
“Over here!”Just one more, Mr. and Mrs. Castillo!”
‘Mrs. Castillo.’
The name felt new. Bright. Electric.
And for the first time, it felt like it belonged to you. Naturally.
You were his. And he was, irrevocably, yours.
You could hear it in their voices — the lift, the thrill, the barely-contained excitement. They weren’t just documenting a wedding. They were capturing a headline.
Queen becomes Mrs. Castillo.
There was something almost celebratory in the way they said it — as if they were witnessing the coronation of a new era, eager to be the first to frame it, to freeze it, to own the image of the moment your name changed.
Harry’s hand rested firmly at your waist, steadying you as your heel caught slightly on the edge of your gown. He didn’t even look down — he just tightened his grip, instinctive, protective. His thumb brushed once against your hip.
Richard stood tall near the columns, pride worn like armor. Scarlet beside him, poised and luminous, watching you like a general who had orchestrated a flawless campaign.
Farther back — just beyond the reach of cameras — Eduardo observed in cold stillness. Expression unreadable. Detached. Yet standing there as if this were somehow his triumph too.
Vivienne stood with Sienna — barely eighteen, wide-eyed and elegant in pale blue — her hand wrapped protectively around her daughter’s. Her eyes were shining. Composed, but soft.
Mikey leaned toward a reporter and muttered something inappropriate enough to make you choke back a laugh.
You turned your head slightly toward your husband.
He wasn’t looking at the cameras.
He was looking at you.
And for a second, the entire lobby blurred.
“Mrs. Castillo. I’ve heard that name all my life,” he murmured, barely moving his lips. His gaze dragged over you — veil, silk, skin.
“But on you,” he said quietly, “it sounds different. Sounds like mine.”
You leaned up just enough for your lips to hover near his ear. “They’ll always know me as Queen,” you murmured. “But I suppose... some titles are better earned in private.”
His mouth curved slightly. “If you keep talking like that, we’re not making it to the suite.”
Heat rushed into your cheeks before you could stop it. “Harry,” you hissed through a barely-there smile, fingers tightening in the fabric of his tux sleeve. “Stop that. I can feel myself blushing in front of half of Manhattan.”
He smirked. “You started it, Mrs. Castillo.”
The applause continued. The flashes kept coming.
And with every polite smile you gave the press, your pulse beat faster for reasons that had nothing to do with cameras.
Harry’s hand moved slightly lower at your waist as he guided you forward.
Subtle. Possessive.
And just impatient enough to make your pulse stumble.
You squeezed his arm once more — warning, teasing, breathless all at once. “Behave,” you whispered.
His jaw shifted faintly. “You’re the one who likes it when I don’t.”
"Oh look— my husband’s first official tease. And in front of the cameras.”
You both laughed — soft, private, almost conspiratorial — while the flashes continued around you. Together, you turned toward the private corridor leading to the elevators — toward your honeymoon suite.
The doors had closed behind you that night.
Tonight, after all those years, they opened once more.
Walking into the lobby again — into this lobby — with Harry at your side felt almost unreal.
Midnight had softened the space.
The enormous Christmas tree still glittered beneath the chandeliers, but the energy had shifted — quieter now. Intimate. A few late guests drifted through the marble in velvet coats and tuxedos, voices lowered out of instinct rather than instruction.
Some paused. Some looked twice. Recognition moved subtly through, not loud, not intrusive. Just aware. Christmas carols floated faintly from somewhere deeper in the hotel, softened by distance and crystal.
You had avoided The Plaza for years... Deliberately. Carefully.
There had been evenings when you crossed the street just to keep its silhouette out of view. When even the faint outline of its façade against the skyline felt like a bruise pressed too hard.
Memories had teeth.
And for a long time, they had bitten.
But now—
Now, with his hand wrapped around yours, it was different.
The ache wasn’t gone. Not entirely. Just… smaller.
Reduced to something distant. Manageable. A faint shadow instead of a wound.
Harry’s hand tightened, as if he could feel the direction of your thoughts without you saying a word.
You looked at him. He looked back. You didn’t need to ask.
In his brown eyes, you already saw it — that quiet hesitation, the faint shadow of memory he didn’t voice.
For a second, you saw your own reflection in him.
The same ache. But there was only one thing that could turn that into something else.
Your smile.
You gave it to him — soft, certain. And the moment you did, he smiled back. Perfect reflection.
When he lifted your hand and pressed it gently to his lips, the last trace of melancholy dissolved completely. The sadness gave way to something lighter. Warmer.
Joy.
As easy as blinking. As natural as breathing. And somehow—
In that simple exchange, something inside you stitched itself back together.
A senior concierge was already waiting near the private corridor — silver hair, immaculate posture, discretion in human form.
“Good evening, Mr. Castillo,” he said smoothly. “Welcome back.”
Back.
Your lips parted slightly.
Harry nodded once. “Thomas.”
Thomas’s gaze moved to you. “Ms. Queen.”
You knew him.
Thomas had been here long before your wedding. A quiet constant of The Plaza. The kind of man who knew every diplomat, every heiress, every scandal — and never spoke of any of them.
“If I’m not overstepping…” Thomas began carefully, lowering his voice just enough to keep it between the three of you. “I still remember that night.” Thomas allowed himself the smallest smile. “I can assure you, this evening’s suite is entirely lily-free.”
Harry glanced at you. “See? Growth.”
You nudged him lightly with your elbow.
Thomas cleared his throat gently. “In any case,” he added, voice warm but measured, “it’s a pleasure to see you here together again. And if I may — Merry Christmas, Ms. Queen. And… happy birthday.”
Your breath caught for a second. “Thank you, Thomas.”
He inclined his head, then gave the slightest signal with two fingers.
Immediately, a staff member appeared. Silent. Efficient.
“Shall we?” Thomas said.
He walked with you toward the private elevator, maintaining just the right distance — present, but never intrusive.
At the doors, he stopped.
“From here, we’ll allow you your evening. The staff remains at your service.”
Harry inclined his head. “Thank you, Thomas. For everything.”
A look passed between them — quiet respect.
The doors slid open. You stepped inside. The moment they closed, something shifted. The world stayed outside.
Harry leaned back against the wall, one arm moving instinctively around your waist.
The elevator began its smooth ascent.
You turned to him, playful now.
“I wonder what’s waiting for me up there,” you murmured. “Should I be nervous?”
He smiled — slow. “Eighteen floors,” he said, glancing at the illuminated panel. “Seventeen.”
You laughed softly.
“Sixteen.”
“You’re counting?”
“Fifteen. I’m building suspense.”
You shook your head.
“Well, at least there won’t be lilies.”
“Definitely not, baby.”
You exhaled a quiet laugh.
“I still get annoyed when I think about that night. We never even stayed in our suite.” His arm tightened slightly. “Is that why you booked it again?” you asked softly.
He didn’t answer immediately.
Instead, he lowered his head, brushing his nose slowly through your hair — breathing you in. “Maybe,” he murmured.
His hand slid just slightly over the curve of your coat, settling lower.
You laughed under your breath.
And just like that—
The memory pulled you back, one more time.
—
Harry had carried you through the hallway that night, your laughter echoing softly between kisses. Your veil slipping. His tux slightly undone. Everything blurred in champagne warmth and reckless happiness.
You hadn’t even made it two steps inside before he kissed you again — fast, heated, newlywed certainty in every movement.
Then—
The scent hit.
Sharp. Sweet. Overwhelming.
You pulled back abruptly.
The suite glowed in candlelight.
White lilies everywhere.
Champagne breathing in silver buckets.
Manhattan stretched beneath the windows like an audience.
“Harry— oh my God, what is this?” you breathed, still in his arms, eyes wide.
He followed your gaze.
Candles. White satin. Champagne.
And lilies.
Everywhere.
Tall white arrangements by the windows. Smaller clusters along the console. Petals scattered across the table like someone had tried too hard to make it cinematic.
“…Damn. This was supposed to be Lily’s surprise,” he muttered.
Ugh. Lily.
Harry’s cousin had a talent for inserting herself into moments that didn’t require her — birthdays, holidays, press statements, apparently honeymoons.
You’d never quite warmed to her.
And this—
This was too much. The scent hit fully now. Thick. Sweet. Overpowering. "This is insane."
Harry gave a tight smile. “Irony at its finest.”
And that was it. The final thread.
Your throat tightened. Your eyes burned.
He set you down gently.
“Hey— hey,” he said softly, hands framing your face. “Baby. What’s wrong? You okay?”
You sneezed once. Then again. And then the tears came. "It was supposed to be perfect,” you whispered, mascara beginning to smudge. “I worked so hard to be perfect today. And now I’m crying on my wedding night. I’m ruining it." Another sneeze. "I can’t even breathe in here!”
It wasn’t the flowers. Not really.
It was the day. The cameras. The smiles. The constant awareness of being watched. Of everyone speculating. Of headlines already forming.
Strategic marriage. Power merger. Dynasty alliance.
But there had been nothing strategic about the way he looked at you.
Nothing calculated about the way you chose him.
This was never about power.
It was love. You loved him. He loved you.
That was it.
You stood there in front of him — veil half-removed, eyes red from both tears and allergy, exhausted beyond dignity.
Harry pulled you into his chest.
“Ssh,” he murmured against your hair. “Look at me.”
You lifted your gaze.
“Nothing has to be perfect, baby,” he said quietly. “You’re exhausted. Of course you are. I feel it too.” His thumb brushed gently beneath your eye. “We don’t have to perform tonight.”
Your lips trembled. You glanced around at the lilies again, the scent thick in the air. Your nose itched, your eyes stung and watered, lashes clumping with tears and mascara. “I just want to go home,” you whispered.
Then you looked at him — really looked at him — your eyes rimmed red now, vulnerable in a way you rarely allowed yourself to be. “Can we go home?” Another sneeze escaped you; you covered your mouth quickly with your hand, embarrassed even through the tears.
He smiled — soft, certain — and kissed the top of your head.
“Of course we can.”
You swallowed, blinking hard. “They worked so hard on this suite… I’m sorr—”
He silenced you with a kiss. The kind of kiss that pulled you back into your body. When he drew back, his brown eyes were warm — impossibly warm — looking at you as if nothing in the room mattered but you. “There’s nothing to be sorry for,” he said quietly. “Nothing in this room matters more than you, my love." His thumb brushed lightly along your cheek. "Maybe one day we’ll come back, hm?” he said gently, tilting his head, smirking. “Anniversary, perhaps.”
You let out a small breath, the tightness in your chest finally easing.
“That… sounds nice."
The elevator chimed.
Eighteen.
The doors slid open onto the quiet corridor.
For a second, neither of you moved.
Then Harry stepped forward, reaching for the key card.
You caught his sleeve lightly.
“Déjà vu, huh?”
A slow look.
“Yeah,” he said softly.
His arm started to slide around you, but you stopped him — placing your palm flat against his chest.
“I can walk.”
“Mm,” he replied calmly. “You could.”
The lock clicked.
Before you could say anything else, his arm slid behind your knees and he lifted you effortlessly.
You gasped, instinctively grabbing his shoulders. “Harry—" Heat flickered up your spine. “You seem very eager to keep me in your arms tonight, Mr. Castillo."
He didn’t even hesitate. “There isn’t a universe,” he replied evenly, eyes steady on yours, “where I wouldn’t be eager to have you in them.”
You laughed against his neck, fingers tightening in his jacket.
The suite doors closed behind you.
And warmth spilled around you. Soft golden light.
Garden roses. White camellias. The faintest trace of vanilla and cedar.
Subtle. Intentional.
The ceiling shimmered faintly with nearly transparent helium balloons — champagne-toned, weightless, luminous in candlelight. Not childish. Not loud. Just elegant.
A small Christmas tree glowed near the window.
And beyond it—
Manhattan. Alive. Glittering. Yours.
Harry set you down slowly.Your heels met the carpet. For a moment, you just stared.
A quiet jazz melody drifted through the suite.
On the sitting table near the windows stood a chilled bottle of champagne, two flutes — and several neatly arranged shopping bags.
Chanel. Dior. Cartier, and more..
Black and cream and gold against polished wood.
And at the center, a small ivory box tied with a black satin ribbon.
You turned slowly toward him. “So, no lilies,” you mocked.
“Not even in the building,” he chuckled. “I checked.”
That did something to you.
“Harry. This is…” you breathed softly, taking in the room. “It’s more beautiful than I imagined. You’re spoiling me. Just you and me would’ve been enough.” Your fingers reached up, brushing one of the balloon ribbons trailing gently toward the floor. “There are even balloons.”
He stepped closer. "You always loved this,” he said quietly. “And I like things done properly, you know.”
Your lips curved.
“Happy birthday, baby,” he murmured, opening his other arm, gesturing the room. “And welcome back.”
You smiled and leaned in to kiss his cheek, “Thank you, my love.”
Amid the music and the way his hand rested gently at your waist, you began opening your birthday presents one by one. After unwrapping each gift, your gaze wandered back to the elegant ivory box that caught your attention.
You picked it up.
The name embossed in delicate gold lettering:
Maison Close. Paris.
Your pulse fluttered. You loosened the ribbon, lifting the lid.
Inside—
Exquisite black French lace hosiery. Silk-sheer. Seam running elegantly down the back. Structured, sculpted, undeniably luxurious.
Not loud. Not cheap.
Intentional.
You looked up at him slowly.
“Harry…”
His gaze never left your face. “For when I fail to behave again,” he said quietly. Heat rushed up your neck. “It may not rival that vintage Chanel,” he added, brushing a strand of hair from your shoulder, “but I believe in thoughtful replacements.”
You laughed softly. “Shut up. It’s beautiful. Thank you.” A beat.
“Should I put it on now?” you asked suggestively.
His jaw flexed. “Hm... That would take time,” he said calmly. “And I have other plans.”
He took your hand and gently guided you toward the center of the suite, reaching for the remote on the table. The music changed, filling the air. Etta James began to sing "At Last," your wedding dance song.
Your breath caught. He drew you closer. One hand at your waist. The other at your back.
You moved together slowly, naturally — like you had done this a thousand times.
Like your bodies remembered even when life didn’t.
The city sparkled in the background, with candles flickering around you. Snow drifted past the tall windows. His chin brushed the top of your head.
Your arms slid around his neck. He pressed a soft kiss into your hair.
You rested your forehead against his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heart beneath the tux.
For a while, neither of you spoke.
Just the music. Just the city. Just the two of you.
“I wish we could stay like this,” you murmured softly. “Forever.”
He didn’t answer immediately. He only tightened his hold.
When the song ended, he lifted your chin gently.
His eyes searched yours. Then he kissed you. Slow. Careful.
As if you were something fragile and priceless.
When he pulled back, he smiled faintly. “Let’s have a drink.”
He guided you toward the window table.
The champagne cork popped with a soft echo. You clapped lightly, laughing. He poured. You clinked glasses.
Canelés sat neatly arranged on porcelain. He broke a small piece and fed it to you.
You returned the gesture. Sugar and laughter and candlelight.
Below you, New York shimmered under fresh snow.
His phone vibrated softly on the table. He glanced at the screen. A small, knowing smile.“Oh,” he said lightly. “Before I forget.”
You looked at him curiously.
“For the record,” he said, chuckling, unlocking it, “this part wasn’t easy to coordinate.”
You gave him a suspicious look — then the screen turned toward you.
The video began with a shaky angle. Ceiling. Fluorescent lights. Someone’s sleeve passing too close to the lens. A burst of laughter.
Then Harbor House came into focus.
“Oh,” you whispered.
The common room. Morning light spilling in through wide windows. A slightly chaotic Christmas tree in the corner. Paper snowflakes taped unevenly to the walls. It looked like it had been filmed earlier that day.
Ron’s voice came first, slightly out of breath.
“Okay, stand still — Tom, not in front of the camera. Dana, are you recording?”
From behind the phone, Dana answered, “Recording.”
“Okay, everyone ready?”
The camera shifted.
And then you saw them.
Your hand flew to your mouth before you even realized it had moved.
You looked at Harry — stunned — then back at the screen.
The children were gathered in a loose, messy line, some too close, some half out of frame. One little girl was already waving at the camera like it was a live broadcast.
Dana’s voice again:
“On three.”
They straightened — or tried to.
“One… two… three!”
In joyful, chaotic harmony:
“Happy Birthday, Miss Queen!”
Your breath caught.
One little girl in the pink winter coat spun in place proudly, shouting thank you. A boy in the back held up a stack of books with both arms like a trophy. Sally flashed her glittering ballet gloves at the camera. Someone else lifted the dinosaur book high above his head as if it were a victory flag.
Their voices overlapped — gratitude tumbling over itself, messy and sincere.
“Thank you for the pink coat!”
“Thank you for the books!”
“The gloves sparkle!”
“The volcano one really works!”
Laughter burst behind the camera.
Then, almost instinctively, they gathered closer and shouted together again:
“We love you!”
A few of them clapped. Someone knocked into someone else. The camera shook slightly.
Your vision blurred.
Ron stepped into frame then, smiling.
“Uh.. easy buddy, easy… Um…kids… Happy Birthday, Miss Queen,” he said warmly. “The office misses you.”
Dana leaned in beside him. “It’s true. No one compliments my outfits when you’re not there.” She rolled her eyes dramatically toward Ron.
Ron blinked. “I compliment you.”
“You said ‘functional,’” she shot back.
“That’s a compliment in corporate language.”
The kids giggled behind them.
Ron looked directly into the camera.
“And, uh — generous Christmas bonus, by the way. Much appreciated, boss.”
Dana leaned in beside him.
“Oh, yes,” she added brightly. “Thank you very much, Mr. Castillo. Merry Christmas.”
Ron nodded solemnly. “Very generous. Very festive.”
A few kids giggled in the background.
Dana softened then, looking straight into the lens.
“We hope you’re having the kind of birthday you deserve.”
Ron added, “Yeah. The big kind.”
There was a slight shuffle.
The camera dipped a little — like it had been lowered but not turned off.
Dana turned toward Ron with a grin.
“That was really good, right? We nailed it.”
She leaned in and kissed his cheek quickly.
Ron blinked. “Mhmm—”
“Did you stop recording?” she whispered.
“Yeah,” he said confidently.
A beat.
Dana squinted at the screen.
“Ron.”
“What?”
“It’s still recording.”
Ron’s eyes widened.
“Oh. Damn— I mean—” He grabbed for the phone, fumbling slightly.
“I didn’t mean— I mean, boss—”
The video ended mid-laughter.
The suite fell quiet again.
Only the distant hum of the city beyond the windows.
You were still staring at the dark screen.
And this time, when you looked at Harry, your eyes were shining.
You looked at him through blurred vision.“Harry… this was beautiful.”
Tears slipped quietly down your cheeks before you could stop them.
He immediately pulled his chair closer to yours, the legs scraping softly against the floor.
“Shh,” he murmured gently. “Don’t cry, love. I didn’t prepare all this to make you cry.”
You waved your hands at your face, laughing through it.
“Okay, okay — happy tears,” you insisted, smiling. “These are happy.”
He reached up and wiped beneath your eyes with his thumb, slow and tender.
Then he leaned forward and pressed the softest kiss to your lips.
You took a breath, lifting your champagne flute and sipping, steadying yourself.
“Alright,” you said, exhaling. “No more crying.”
Your hand reached across the table and squeezed his.
“Thank you. For everything. I think… this might be the best birthday I’ve ever had.”
His expression shifted — something proud, something quiet.
He brushed the back of his fingers along your cheek.
A faint smile curved at his mouth.
Before you could say anything his phone vibrated again on the table.
He glanced at the screen.
A flicker of something unreadable passed across his face.
He stood, leaning down to kiss your temple.
“One minute,” he said softly. “I’ll be right back.”
You nodded.
He stepped away toward the suite’s far end, answering the call quietly.
You lifted your glass again and turned toward the windows.
Below, Manhattan shimmered beneath fresh snow.
Central Park stretched out in soft white, carriage lights moving slowly along its edge.
The city glowed — gold against winter black.
For a moment, it felt suspended.
Just you.
The skyline.
The echo of Frank Sinatra lingering in the air.
Harry adjusted his cufflinks when he came back, then sat down right in front of you — too close. His knee pressed between your thighs, claiming the space without asking.
He leaned in.
His mouth hovered just above yours, his breath warm against your lips.
“So, tell me,” he murmured, his thumb tracing slowly along your waist. “Did I manage to please the birthday girl?”
He didn’t need to ask. You’d already shown him how grateful you were. And you knew him well enough to understand why he was asking. The look in his eyes gave him away — burning, patient, hungry. He’d been waiting for this moment all day. He wanted you. As much as you wanted him.
He loved the game.
And so did you.
You arched a brow slightly.
“Hmm,” you said softly, your fingers drifting down the front of his shirt — then lower. “Still evaluating.”
A faint, dangerous smile touched his mouth. “Your Majesty is difficult to satisfy.”
You leaned closer, brushing your lips near his ear.
“Well,” you murmured smoothly, “I don’t approve of everything. I prefer quality.” Your hands slid along the sharp lines of his lapels. “Out of all those men,” you added playfully, eyes lifting to meet his, “I chose you. That should’ve told you something.”
His gaze darkened.
“And when it comes to satisfaction…” your fingers slipped lower, grazing the line of his waistband, “I have a few ideas in mind.”
“In your mind?” he asked quietly, his lips only inches from yours now. “How often am I there, I wonder?”
You lifted one leg and draped it over his thigh. “More than you’d assume,."
The movement closed the distance. Heat met heat. The shift in your breathing was immediate.
His hand slid up your leg, unhurried, fingers firm and deliberate. His dark eyes lifted back to yours.
“I was hoping,” he murmured, thumb tracing slow circles against your skin, “that I wasn’t just inside your thoughts tonight.”
He leaned in, brushing his lips softly against yours — not a full kiss, you pulled back to take a sip from your champagne.
“You enjoy this way too much,” he muttered.
You tilted your head innocently. “Enjoy what?”
“Making me suffer.”
Your lips curved. “Suffer?”
His jaw clenched, breath heavier now. “I’ve been sitting here,” he said lowly, “trying to act like a gentleman while you keep touching me like that.”
Your fingers drifted lower again. “Are you saying it’s working?”
His voice dropped an octave. “I’m suffering down here.”
That made you smile. “Tell me how you want me,” you whispered.
Harry didn’t answer immediately.
Instead, he leaned closer, until his mouth hovered just beside your ear. His breath was warm against your skin. “You really want to know?” he murmured.
You nodded, your earrings bouncing a bit as he pushed the diamond aside and whispered in your ear.
“I want to push you back against that glass,” he murmured, his voice dropping into something darker, rougher. “And fuck you while all of Manhattan glitters below us. I want them celebrating Christmas Eve down there, completely unaware that you’re up here taking me so well — your sweet pussy clenching and squeezing around my cock, your beautiful mouth screaming my name over and over.” His hand found its way beneath your dress, brushing over your panties. “And when we’re both sweating and moaning, you shaking in my arms, I fill you with my cum and whisper in your ear, ‘Happy birthday, baby.’” A dangerous pause. “‘My last gift of the night.’”
You swallowed, nails digging into his shoulders. “Oh God… that sounds dangerously, vaguely dirty. Filthy, actually. And I want it now.”
Harry let out a low, amused laugh. “Impatient,” he murmured. His fingers hooked lightly into the edge of your panties, tugging them just enough to make your breath catch. “First,” he said softly, voice dipping again, “I want to taste you, eat you out.” Your pulse jumped. “Naturally,” he continued, a wicked glint in his eyes, “I’ll need the stamina for the rest of the night.”
Your dress shifted as you lifted it slightly, cool air brushing against heated skin. The city lights beyond the glass felt distant now, irrelevant.
“Harry…” you breathed.
He looked up at you from beneath dark lashes, expression slow and knowing. “You started this,” he reminded you quietly. “Teasing me. Testing me.” His thumb traced along your thigh, unhurried, possessive. “Now let me enjoy my birthday girl properly.”
Your fingers threaded into his hair as anticipation coiled tight in your stomach.
He smiled against your skin. “Relax, baby,” he murmured. “I told you. I take care of what’s mine.”
The jazz still hummed softly in the background. But all you could hear was your own heartbeat.
Harry crouched slowly, and reached for your heels first, unfastening them with surprising gentleness. One by one, he slid them off, his gaze never leaving yours.
“You look far too composed, my Queen,” he murmured. “Let’s fix that.”
His hands glided up your calves, over the delicate lace of your stockings, his mouth following in unhurried kisses. The stockings made the softest hush as they skimmed his stubble, and the tiny friction felt unfairly good—gentle, teasing, impossible to ignore. Heat trailed behind his touch as he moved higher, slow enough to make you ache.
You leaned back in the chair, breath unsteady.
He pushed the hem of your jet-black silk gown, the fabric sleek and molded to your curves, you lifted your hips slightly without breaking eye contact. The charged look between you never faltered — playful, hungry, daring.
He eased the stockings down your legs with infuriating patience, savoring every inch. But when his hands returned to your hips, the gentleness thinned.
His fingers hooked into your underwear and pulled you closer, sliding you to the edge of the chair.
Instinctively, you parted your legs and lifted them into the air.
“Legs on my shoulders, baby,” he said quietly. You swallowed — and obeyed.
As Harry lowered his head between your legs, your heels skimmed the back of his immaculate tuxedo jacket, the fine fabric shifting beneath you. One hand clutched the edge of the chair for balance; the other twisted into the tablecloth, knuckles whitening as you held on. His hot breath washed over your wet folds, and you bit your lip as heat pooled low in your belly, impatience tightening with every second.
He kissed your skin first, slow and unhurried, his mouth lingering at your inner thighs—anywhere but where you needed him. Not yet. “Harry…” you breathed, half warning, half plea.
He answered with a satisfied hum.
You gasped when you felt his thumb brush your outer folds, and you braced yourself for a rough entry. It never came. Instead, his arm hooked around your thigh, anchoring you in place, and his mouth traveled in slow, lingering kisses along the sensitive spot inside of your leg while his thumb kept tracing gentle circles—patient, unhurried.
It was tender, almost unbearably so. And you found yourself craving the opposite: something harsher, something that would leave no doubt. You liked it when he claimed you—when he acted like the world had given him one single job, and it was you. You knew you’d never feel that kind of control with another man.
Not ownership in the ordinary sense — but the kind that felt earned. Chosen. Claimed. It was something only he could give you.
The way he held you. The way he fucked you — possessively, like you were both his Queen… and his to command.
You liked being his Princess. And the way he made you feel it?
God, it turned you on, making you squirm under him every damn time.
You wanted him to take what was already his. You dragged your ankle sharply up his side and gripped his shoulder hard.
He nipped your delicate skin with his teeth, perfectly painful, “Patience, my Queen. You don’t rush a man who’s savoring you,” he placed another soft kiss, this time on the juncture between your cleft and thigh. “But it’s my birthday,” you protested softly.
He let out a low, dark chuckle. “Is that so?” he murmured, eyes dragging slowly over you. “Feels like I’m the one getting spoiled.”
You giggled and let your head fall back as he kissed your wet folds, open-mouthed and firm enough not to tickle, his thumb slipping through the outer reaches of your wetness to spread it further, fingers gently opening your folds to him.
“Can you blame me for taking my time?” he murmured, his thumb tracing lazily along your clit. “When you look this good — legs spread, dress pushed up, offering yourself like that — I’d be an idiot not to enjoy the view,” he said, his voice low and husky, sending a shiver down your spine.
His tongue came out to draw slowly up the centre of you, it was soft and exploring, alternating with soft sucking kissing and resolutely veering just around the edges of your clitoris. You flexed your hips upward, but he pushed you back down and you uttered a little groan at his exquisite, aggravating patience. He mouthed you as though he was drinking of you, savouring you, he devoured your pussy as if it were his life source. He licked a long strip along your slit, drawing high, choppy moans from your mouth. The stubble on his chin rubbed against your clit when he pushed his tongue deep inside you. You felt his nose nudge against your pearl. You cried out his name as your hips moved against him.
His tongue circled your clitoris, then sucked—pulling more moans from you—before slipping between your folds and pushing deeper. Every passing second brought you closer to climax, an addictive kind of heaven as you melted into him.
His hands slid over your ass, kneading your cheeks and letting you grind against his face, drawing a masculine groan from him. He continued to lick and suck, sweet little sounds of ecstasy spilled from your lips.
When his lips wrapped around your throbbing clitoris again, you trembled as he sucked lightly this time, and you cried out as you felt yourself nearing orgasm. You squeezed your eyes shut as he increased his pace once again, unable to bear the overwhelming pleasure as the tension in your stomach threatened to snap. It felt like you’re losing your mind, willingly drowning in a sea of pleasure.
Harry moaned loudly as he dipped his tongue into you again, savoring how slick you’d become—swollen, exactly the way he wanted. He drove you wild, repeating it again and again. He teased you with the brush of his nose before his mouth returned, unhurried and relentless. His thumb and forefinger spread your lips wider, and the friction of his chin against you made you shudder—then sob. His mouth grew more eager as he kept sucking and licking all over your sex. You shuddered right down to your bones, gasping out his name and rolling your hips into his mouth with the intensity of it.
"Oh, fuck, Harry,” you sobbed. “I’m close…”
His eyes locked onto yours, dark and unblinking, his thumb never slowing, circling your clit over and over. “Come for me, Princess,” he said, voice low and steady. “That’s it. Let it go. I want to feel you shake.” The intensity in his gaze alone almost pushed you over the edge.
“Don’t stop, don’t stop,” you begged, grinding against his face as his tongue continued to fuck you. A ball of pleasure exploded through you, and you screamed his name as your juices spilled out, soaking his face, his tux, his shirt, and his bow tie. Somewhere behind you, there was a sudden clatter—forks skittering, plates cracking against the floor.
It took you a second to realize what you’d done. In the rush, your hand had fisted the tablecloth and yanked hard, dragging everything with it. You didn't give a fuck.
You were barely coming down from your high when Harry pulled away — but not before he licked you clean, drinking in your arousal from your pussy, thighs and ass. Then he lifted you slightly, his mouth trailing lower to your ass, his tongue cleaning you slowly and thoroughly.
“I fucking love the sound of my name when you cum,” Harry said, wiping the last trace of your slickness from his chin before licking his thumb clean. Then he rose, taking your hand and pulling you up from the chair
You barely had a second to steady yourself before he was on you.
He crushed his mouth to yours. Not gentle. Not tentative.
Possessive.
One hand gripped your waist, the other sliding up your spine as he backed you a step, then another, until the world narrowed down to nothing but the heat between your bodies. Your laugh dissolved into a breathless sound against his lips. He didn’t rush. He devoured.
Your hands slid up his arms, over the expensive fabric of his tux, fingers threading into his hair as you arched into him, still tasting yourself in his mouth. You wanted all of him.
His fingers found the zipper at the side of your gown, dragging it down slowly.
“Arms up.”
You obeyed, letting the silk slide from your body. He stepped back just enough to look at you.
“We’re not finishing this out here,” he murmured, his mouth brushing just beneath your ear. "I want you in my bed." He stepped back. His gaze dragged slowly over your body — you were just in your bra.
“God,” he exhaled softly. “You were stunning in that dress.” His eyes darkened. “But like this?” A faint, dangerous smirk curved his mouth. “Much better.” He took a step closer again, voice lowering. “Come here.” He opened his arms. “Up.”
You crossed your arms instead, lifting your chin slightly. “You want me to jump into your arms?” you asked smoothly. “What exactly are you offering, Mr. Castillo?"
His eyes darkened with amusement. “Oh,” he said slowly. “I’m offering to make you come.” A pause. “More than once.”
You tilted your head. “I’ll need numbers, Castillo,” you replied coolly. “Aren’t you good with numbers?”
He laughed under his breath, licking his lower lip as he considered you. “Mm… three,” he said. “Maybe four.” His gaze dipped lower, fixed on your exposed sex. “I’d promise more,” he added, voice roughening, “but we need to be able to walk tomorrow. And—”
He didn’t get to finish.
You launched yourself at him. He caught you effortlessly, a surprised laugh breaking from his chest as your legs wrapped around his waist.
“Five,” you corrected breathlessly against his mouth.
He grinned. “Deal.”
He kissed you mid-laugh, carrying you toward the bedroom.
When you reached there, Harry lowered you onto the bed — but he never broke the kiss.
It deepened immediately. Hungrier. Less controlled.
You shifted onto your knees at the edge of the mattress, breathless, wearing nothing but your bra now. Your hair was slightly undone, lips swollen from him. The look he gave you made heat curl low in your stomach again.
He was still in his tux.
“Look at you,” you murmured against his mouth, fingers sliding up to his bow tie. You tugged it loose, smiling. “You’re like the perfect birthday present,” you teased softly. “You even came with a bow.”
Harry let out a low laugh. “I’m honored,” he replied dryly. “Not everyone gets compared to luxury packaging.”
“Let me handle this,” you said, fingers moving to the buttons of his shirt.
“I’m very ready to be handled,” he answered, spreading his arms slightly in invitation.
You giggled and worked his shirt open quickly, pushing it from his shoulders and letting it fall. Your palms slid over his chest, feeling the firm lines of muscle beneath your touch. The reaction in his eyes was instant.
You pulled him closer and kissed him again — deeper this time.
Your hands moved to his waistband, and eased his trousers down, guiding him out of them without breaking eye contact.
He watched you the entire time.
“Confident tonight,” he murmured.
“It’s my birthday,” you replied, tugging lightly at the waistband of his boxers to draw him closer. “I get what I want.”
His hands found your waist again, steady and possessive, and he leaned down to capture your mouth once more.
The kiss turned heated fast — breath mixing, hands roaming, control shifting back and forth between you. His hands moved to your back, fingers finding the clasp of your bra. You felt the slight pull — then the release. The fabric slipped from your shoulders, and his gaze dropped. He cupped your breasts just as your hand closed around his hard length.
You both moaned into each other’s mouths.
Then you shifted.
Your fingers digging in his ass just enough to guide him, pulling him closer. With a decisive push to his chest, you forced him back onto the mattress. “Lay down,” you ordered softly. “I’ll ride you,” you said, voice low and confident.
One brow lifted. “Hm,” he said slowly, settling back against the pillows. “I do enjoy when my Queen takes charge.”
You laughed and climbed over him, straddling his hips, your hands sliding up his chest again. His eyes darkened — not resisting, just watching.
His hands settled on your hips to steady you as you hooked your legs around him, lifting yourself into position—yet he was clearly the impatient one. He grabbed your waist a little roughly, his fingers digging in, and lifted you onto him so you were straddling his lap, his thick shaft rubbing against your entrance so deliciously.
You placed your palms over his firm chest, lifting your hips again, arching your back slightly, moving with a slow, feline confidence — like a cat stretching before it decides to pounce.
You wanted to take your time. To savor it. To enjoy every second.
But Harry didn’t. His hand slid down and grabbed your hip — impatient, a little rougher this time.
Your breath caught instantly. The shift in control was sudden. He wasn’t in the mood to go slow anymore. And the way his fingers tightened made that very clear.
He lowered you onto himself quickly, filling you and stretching you wide open.
“Shit, Harry,” you moaned, consumed by the deep, delicious burn you were feeling.
He gave a few thrusts, bucking up into you rapidly. His breathing was harsh, and he emitted low, guttural growls.
“Oh baby, so fucking tight.” He gave a light slap to your ass. “You’re so fucking beautiful like this, taking me so well.”
You bit your lower lip hard and began to circle your hips, feeling him push deep inside you. He held onto you as you started to ride him, your hands roaming all over his body — his chest, his thighs, his shoulders. You touched your breasts, adjusted your hair as you bounced up and down on him.
You were putting on the sexiest show he’d ever seen.
He groaned, eyes dark and hungry, and the sound nearly made you combust. His low, masculine moan rang in your ears.
You felt yourself building, and Harry took control again, gripping your waist firmly. You wrapped your arms around his neck, holding on tight as he began to thrust into you more forcefully.
Every movement hit perfectly, and you began to see stars. Your moans grew higher and louder until you were screaming his name. Your walls clenched around him, choking his thick cock and he let out a loud moan, almost a roar.
“Just like that, baby. Ride me. Use my cock to make yourself cum,” he encouraged.
It was all too much — the stretching, the pleasure, the fullness, his length somehow feeling even harder inside you and moved in and out with ease, and the sound of skin slapping against skin was loud and intoxicating. Suddenly, you climaxed with a loud scream, your body tightening all over as heat traveled across your skin.
“Fuck,” he growled, feeling your pussy clenching around him harder, biting into your shoulder as his hips jerked inside you until you were both finally still, panting.
Your head fell against his chest, breathing harsh.
He lifted you off him gently and laid you down. His hand moved between your legs, stroking you furiously. “Harry! Oh my—” Your second orgasm hit you hard, and you collapsed against the pillows, your back arching, toes curling.
You were still buried in the pillows, breathless, your body heavy and trembling — drunk on pleasure, warmth lingering under your skin — when suddenly Harry’s strong arms rolled you onto your stomach.
The movement stole what little air you had left.
He lifted your hips, guiding you upward. You braced yourself on your forearms, heart pounding, still sensitive from your release.
And that’s when you realized—
He hadn’t finished.
Not even close.
The control it must have taken. The stamina. The restraint.
You were in awe of it.
And if you were honest — no matter how exhausted your body felt — you still wanted more.
You couldn’t deny him when he touched you like that. When he handled you like you were his to move, to position, to claim.
Even if your legs were weak.
Even if your breathing was still uneven.
If he wanted you like this—
You would never say no.
Warmth flooded through you as Harry leaned down, his chest pressing firmly against your back. He slid his fingers between yours, lacing your hands together. Even in your dazed state, you squeezed him back.
His thrusts were slow but incredibly deep at this angle, and you felt every inch of him inside you.
“I fucking love you,” he whispered in your ear.
Lowering yourself onto your elbows, you used your free hand to reach up and cup the side of his face, pressing as much of him against you as possible.
“I love you, too.”
His hands returned to your ass as he straightened up behind you. He landed a harsh slap before squeezing your flesh; you gasped as your hips bucked. A hand on your back pushed you lower into the mattress, angling your hips higher.
Harry snapped his hips forward, contorting your body into an almost uncomfortable position. Then he began thrusting at a pace that felt impossible; his name left your lips like a mantra. The room filled with your cries, and you forgot where you were — even your own name.
That haze shattered when he slapped you again, twice in quick succession.
“Harry…” you whimpered desperately, lifting your head with effort. “Pull my hair.”
An obnoxiously smug chuckle left him, and you resisted the urge to scowl.
“As you wish, Princess.”
Your head snapped back when he grabbed a handful of your hair, pulling it — not harshly — while peppering your neck and shoulder with kisses.
“Ngh.” An unintelligible sound escaped you at the sensation, but the relentless movement of his hips stole any coherent thought.
The sound of skin against skin, the way your body reacted with every forward motion, the sinful rhythm between you — it all dragged you higher. You felt yourself clench around him.
He felt it too.
“Where did you want it, baby?” he asked, his movements unsteady.
You were so close to the edge that you didn’t even care anymore. “Inside me.”
“Yeah?” Harry growled. "You sure?"
“Harry, please.” You didn’t even care how desperate you sounded. “Give me your gift. Come inside me.”
He picked up his pace again, another quiet curse slipping from his lips. Then suddenly, your third orgasm tore through you like a storm ripping across open fields, shattering you from the inside out.
A few seconds later, Harry groaned behind you, surrendering to his own release, filling you up.
You felt your body melt into the mattress, your limbs too overstimulated to hold you up. Then you welcomed the warm weight of him collapsing over you.
He brushed your sweat-soaked hair away from your face and smiled down at you.
“Happy birthday… again,” he murmured softly.
Then he pulled you against his chest, pressing slow kisses to your temple, your cheek, your shoulder. His breathing had begun to steady, but there was still warmth in the way he held you — protective, satisfied.
You thought it was over.
Until his hand drifted lazily between your thighs.
Your legs were so weak, so pleasantly numb, that you barely registered what he was doing at first. But his fingers moved with quiet confidence — slow, circular, expert. He knew exactly where, exactly how, exactly what would undo you again.
Your breath caught.
A soft, startled sound escaped you — almost a silent scream swallowed in your throat. You gasped, fingers clutching at his shoulder as another wave crashed through you.
Your head fell back into the pillow, eyes rolling so far back it felt like the entire Plaza Hotel might collapse on top of you.
The pleasure was too much. Too sudden.
You barely had time to recover before exhaustion claimed you completely.
Your body went heavy, boneless against him. The last thing you felt was his chest rising and falling beneath your cheek.
And somewhere, distantly, through the haze of sleep, you heard him murmur against your hair:
“That’s four.”
Morning arrived quietly.
Soft winter light filtered through the tall windows of the suite, turning the silk curtains a muted shade of gold. Manhattan felt hushed beneath you — Christmas morning wrapping the city in a rare, gentle stillness.
You stirred first.
For a few seconds, you didn’t know where you were. The ceiling was too high. The sheets too smooth. The air carried that faint trace of cologne and expensive linen.
Then it came back to you.
All of it.
Harry’s arm was still draped around your waist, heavy and warm, his hand resting possessively against your hip even in sleep.
You didn’t move.
Your legs were still sore — your thighs tender in the most satisfying way. The memories of the last night flickered behind your closed eyes, slow and vivid. A small smile curved your lips.
For a while, neither of you spoke. You stayed tangled in the sheets, limbs lazily intertwined, savoring the sweetness of Christmas morning — unhurried, intimate, yours.
Eventually, Harry stirred.
He pressed a sleepy kiss to your shoulder. “I believe,” he murmured against your skin, voice still rough with sleep, “I owe you one more.”
You laughed softly.
And true to his word, he woke you fully with a passionate kiss, devouring your lips. He carried you to the bathroom and into the warmth of the shower, steam curling around you both—soft morning turning into a hot morning as he brought you to your fifth orgasm.
Afterward, you ordered breakfast to the suite.
Coffee. Fresh fruit. Warm pastries. Eggs you barely touched because you kept stealing glances at him instead.
You ate slowly, recharging, wrapped in plush robes, the city glowing pale and quiet beyond the windows.
When it was finally time, you dressed, packed, and took one last look at the suite that had witnessed your birthday and your Christmas morning.
Then, hand in hand, you left for Rhinebeck — ready for whatever the rest of the holiday had waiting for you.
The city thinned behind you as Harry’s black Mercedes moved north.
Since it was Christmas morning — the world quieter than usual, storefronts dark, church bells faint in the distance. Frost clung to the bare trees lining the highway, and the Hudson ran gray and steady beside the road, reflecting a pale winter sun.
After breakfast, you had spoken with Emily and Chloe. Like every year, they’d called early to celebrate your birthday before the Christmas chaos swallowed the day. It had always been that way — since you were little, your birthday came first. Always.
Harry had a suitcase packed for you in the trunk. You’d most likely spend the night at the Rhinebeck residence with Eloise. After yesterday — after Harry had verbally buried Lucas six feet under — the last thing you’d wanted was to go home and endure your mother’s speech. You were grateful Harry had handled it.
Still, your mood had dipped.
Lara hadn’t called.
Scarlet hadn’t called.
Not even Mikey.
That stung more than you wanted to admit.
“Strange,” you muttered, staring at your phone. “Mikey’s not picking up.”
The Castillo residence came into view through iron gates and snow-dusted hedges. Harry reached for your hand. You hadn’t realized how deep in thought you were until his thumb brushed your knuckles.
“Baby.”
You turned.
He wasn’t looking at the road.
He was looking at something in his palm.
A small velvet box.
Your breath stalled.
“Harry…”
He exhaled once, thumb brushing the edge of it.
“I— I just…” he murmured, searching for the right words for once.
“You kept it,” you said softly.
The memory came back without warning.
“This time,” he said gently, “I didn’t want abuela to suspect anything, so…”
He opened the box. Both rings lay inside.
Simple. Elegant. Timeless.
Like they had been waiting.
“I mean,” he continued, suddenly less composed than usual, “one day I’ll ask you… Again. Properly. When you’re ready. Not like this. I know this isn’t—” he paused, jaw tightening slightly. “It’s probably too soon.”
There was something in his voice.
Not pressure.
Hope.
You studied him for a long second, then leaned forward and kissed him softly. “I’ll look forward to that day,” you murmured against his lips.
“Just don’t make me wait too long. I’m thirty-one now. I’m not as patient as I used to be.”
He laughed and pulled you closer, deepening the kiss just enough to make your pulse stutter. “So,” he murmured, a playful smile dancing on his lips, “if I asked you right now…” A small pause. “…would you say yes?”
You laughed. “Harry, it’s my birthday and Christmas. I don’t think the day we get re-engaged should be today. What do you think?”
He shrugged, lips twitching. “Seems practical. Easy to remember.”
You smacked his shoulder lightly. “Shut up.” Then you held out your hand. “Put it on.”
The car rolled into the driveway.
Once parked, Harry took your hand carefully and slid the ring onto the ring finger of your right hand. It settled there like it had always belonged.
You stared at it. It almost felt like it was smiling back.
“Thank you for taking care of it,” you said softly.
Harry smiled and slipped his own ring back on, wiggling his fingers. “How’s it look? Feels tighter. I might’ve gained weight.”
You laughed. “It looks perfect.”
You leaned in for another kiss—just as the chauffeur opened your door.
“Welcome,” he said, and then, lowering his voice with a discreet wink, added, “Mrs. Castillo.”
Harry stepped in beside you, his arm sliding around your waist. He pressed a kiss to your cheek, voice warm with amusement. “This time, since we’re not fighting with each other, it’ll be easy,” he murmured. “What do you say?”
“Mm,” you smiled as you walked toward the entrance.
The front doors opened.
And then—
“SURPRISE!!!”
Confetti exploded over you the second you stepped into the main hall.
Vivienne. Sienna. Eloise. Mikey. Scarlet.
All standing there, applauding.
You froze.
Then slowly turned to Harry with wide eyes.
He raised both hands. “I swear. I had no idea.”
Eloise swept toward you, arms wide. “¡Ay, mi reina hermosa! Ah, my beautiful queen!” she exclaimed, pulling you into a hug. “I invited your mother and your brother, Mikey.”
You hugged her back. “Eloise… that’s very thoughtful.”
Scarlet was smiling — genuinely smiling.
Eloise held your face between her hands, examining you. “There’s color in your cheeks. You’re glowing. And you two…” she looked at Harry knowingly. “Much better.”
“Sí, abuela. Don’t worry,” Harry chuckled, hugging her.
Sienna hugged you next. “Happy birthday, honey.”
“Thank you, sweetheart.”
Then Vivienne stepped forward and hugged you tightly — tighter than expected. She kissed the top of your head, which was very weird. “Happy birthday, darling.” Was she acting? You pulled back slightly. Her eyes looked suspiciously glossy.
Before you could process it, someone else grabbed you.
“Hi, Queen, dear! You’ve changed so much!”
Lily.
She hugged you quickly — too quickly — then leaned in conspiratorially.
“I know you’re pretending. Vivienne told me everything.”
You pulled back slowly.
Your smile was flawless.
“Lily,” you said sweetly, brushing an imaginary crease from her sleeve, “what a delightful way to greet someone. Subtle as ever.”
She blinked.
You kept smiling.
“But do try to look less excited about secrets. It gives you away.”
Her mother — Harry’s aunt Raquel — stepped forward next.
You hadn’t seen her since 2018.
That alone caught you off guard.
She hugged you warmly, almost dramatically.
“Happy birthday, darling,” she said. “You look… radiant.”
“Thank you,” you replied smoothly, studying her for half a second longer than necessary. “It’s been a while.”
“Far too long,” she said, though her eyes flicked briefly toward Vivienne.
Scarlet appeared beside you then.
“Mom,” you said quietly, something questioning beneath the word.
She didn’t hesitate. She wrapped her arms around you fully this time. “I gave birth to you,” she murmured softly against your ear. “You really thought I’d miss your birthday?”
Your throat tightened. “I wouldn’t dare,” you whispered back.
She pulled away just enough to cup your cheek warmly. “Happy birthday, my love.”
You smiled at her, feeling grateful.
Mikey barreled in next, nearly knocking you backward.
“Best Christmas ever,” he announced loudly, winking at Sienna across the room. “Oh — and happy birthday, Grandma. What are you now? Sixty?”
You elbowed him sharply. “Maybe workshop a new joke this year.”
Mikey clutched his side dramatically.
Across the room, Raquel moved toward Harry with practiced elegance. “Harry,” she said warmly, arms opening.
“Tía, Aunt,” he greeted smoothly, kissing her cheek. “Bienvenida, Welcome.”
They smiled at each other — composed, familiar.
You noticed the ease. Not surprise. Not tension. Just understanding.
Interesting.
Vivienne adjusted her sleeve with quiet precision. “Well,” she said lightly, “what a… thoughtful surprise. We weren’t expecting extended family this year.”
Raquel’s smile sharpened just slightly.
“My dear,” she replied, voice velvet-smooth, “this is the Castillo residence. Family doesn’t require scheduling.”
Vivienne held her gaze for half a second too long.
“Of course,” she answered pleasantly. “How fortunate.”
Eloise clapped her hands from the head of the room. “Enough!” she declared. “Let’s eat before I change my mind about feeding any of you.”
The dining room glowed in candlelight. Crystal reflected gold against dark polished wood. Outside, the Hudson lay black and still beneath the winter sky, snow catching the terrace lanterns in soft halos.
Eloise sat at the head of the table.
As she always did.
Small. Perfect posture. Regal despite the faint tremor in her hands.
Her nurse finished checking her blood pressure and smiled politely at everyone around the table.
“All good tonight,” she said warmly. “But we’re still limiting the salt… and absolutely no overindulging in sugar.”
Eloise lifted her chin. “Ay, por favor,” she said lightly. “It’s Christmas.” She waved her hand dismissively. “Let this old Castillo matriarch indulge for one evening.”
A soft ripple of laughter moved around the table.
The nurse shook her head, amused. “One evening,” she conceded. Her gaze shifted deliberately to you and Harry. “I’m trusting you two,” she added gently. “Moderation.”
Harry inclined his head. “Of course.”
You smiled. “We’ll behave.”
Eloise narrowed her eyes at you both, then softened immediately. “Ay, mis amores,” she sighed fondly. “Fine. I will listen to you.” She tapped your hand lightly.
You sat at Eloise’s left — just like last time.
Just like you always had.
Her fingers slipped into yours almost instinctively, squeezing as if confirming you were solid, present, here. At times her gaze drifted — softening, unfocused — as though she were looking at a memory layered over your face.
“You cut your hair,” she murmured suddenly.
You hadn’t. But you smiled. “Maybe just a little,” you said gently.
A beat later she blinked, returning.
“Look at this dress,” she added, touching the fabric lightly at your waist.
You were wearing a structured, belted dress — classic, tailored, deep winter ivory that caught the candlelight beautifully.
“Elegant,” she declared. “And the necklace — ay, preciosa.”
“Thank you. You’re too kind, always notice everything,” you replied smoothly, sincere. “You have the best eye. I loved your dress too — that shade is beautiful on you.”
She smiled, pleased with herself. “Perhaps one day we’ll go shopping again. I miss the city.”
Your stomach tightened for a different reason now. In her mind, it had only been two months.
“Of course,” you said gently, a little steadier this time. “We’ll make a day of it.”
She patted your hand. “Good. You always knew how to choose the right things.” Then, just as softly, she leaned closer. “You’re happy,” she said.
It wasn’t a question. You didn’t look at Harry. You didn’t need to. “Yes,” you answered.
Across from you sat Scarlet, composed and unreadable, watching everything. Mikey beside her — already halfway through his appetizers — casually pushing unwanted bites toward Sienna.
“Try some,” he whispered.
“Thanks, but I don’t want that,” Sienna muttered, pushing the plate back.
Lily leaned forward, eyes bright with curiosity. At the far end, Lily’s dad Derek barely looked up from his phone.
At the opposite head of the table sat Raquel — deliberately claiming visual dominance. Her husband beside her. Vivienne across from her.
The air between them was silk over steel.
The conversation hovered around age — carefully circling it.
No one said thirty-one.
In Eloise’s world, you were still twenty-six. Time had paused.
And honestly… in a way, that worked in your favor. You still felt like you were somewhere in your twenties anyway — lighter, softer, not quite ready to let go of that version of yourself.
He leaned closer, lips brushing your ear. “However old you get,” he murmured, voice low and sure, “you just get better.” His fingers tightened slightly at your waist. “Like fine wine.” A faint smirk. “Only difference is… you get sexier with every year.” He pulled back just enough to look at you properly. “And don’t think I don’t notice.”
“Oh please,” you murmured softly. “If anyone’s aging like fine wine here, it’s you, Señor Castillo.”You smoothed your hand over his lapel. . “You get more attractive every year. It’s becoming a problem.”
You were still smiling at each other when, like every year, Mikey started harassing you with his terrible jokes. “Smile while you can,” he murmured. “This is the last year your skincare routine is doing all the heavy lifting.”
Lily laughed — a little too eagerly. Under the table, your heel connected sharply with his knee.
Mikey jerked upright. “Ah—!” he inhaled sharply, forcing a tight smile.
Sienna burst into laughter.
“See?” Mikey said loudly, pointing accusingly at you. “This is what I deal with at home. Physical violence.”
You took a calm sip of water. “He’s exaggerating.”
“I’m not,” Mikey insisted, rubbing his knee dramatically. “She’s been assaulting me since childhood. I deserve compensation.”
“Shut up. You deserved that,” Sienna said cheerfully.
Raquel murmured something under her breath — you thought you caught the word “kids.” Vivienne rolled her eyes. “Oh, you’re the expert, mama.” Still… you couldn’t be certain you’d heard correctly.
“I wouldn’t worry about her,” Harry said evenly. “There’s someone here who plans to admire her at every age.” His gaze didn’t leave yours. “You might want to focus on your own prospects.”
You smiled at him. Sienna did too — even Lily looked at Harry with clear admiration. Mikey stared at him for a moment, a hint of jealousy in his voice.“Easy there, Romeo.”
A few quiet laughs slipped around the table. Vivivenne sipped his wine with a proud smile. Scarlet didn’t laugh. Her gaze remained fixed on you.
On the way Harry’s fingers brushed your wrist.
On the way you didn’t pull away.
On the way he looked at you.
The way he used to — as if the room didn’t exist. As if you had never divorced. As if the years between had only sharpened something instead of breaking it.
If anything, it looked stronger now. She noticed everything. She lifted her glass — already her fourth — and finished it in one controlled, elegant swallow. Without looking, she signaled subtly to the staff. “Another.” The wine was poured immediately. Scarlet didn’t thank her. Her eyes returned to you. To him. To the slight lean of your shoulders toward each other — unconscious, instinctive.
It wasn’t an act. It was real.
Eloise settled the matter of age with finality. “You’re young. Marriage is sweeter when it’s still new. You have years ahead to grow into it together. Every year better than the last.” Her eyes dropped to your hands. “Hold on to each other tightly. Whatever happens, don’t let go.”
Scarlet lifted her glass and took a slow sip. Vivienne set her fork down just a touch too carefully. Raquel smiled faintly into her wine.
Dinner shifted.
The staff moved in quiet synchrony, placing plates with polished precision. Your New York strip arrived, medium, still steaming. Normally it was one of your favorites. Tonight, the scent felt different. Too rich. Too heavy. Eloise leaned closer. “Your favorite. I had it prepared especially for your birthday.”
You touched her hand. “You’re too kind. I’m completely spoiled.” You cut into it. The aroma hit you harder than expected. Your stomach tightened. You forced a bite. Swallowed. Barely.
Scarlet watched you while cutting into her own steak.
Mikey ate with alarming enthusiasm.
Lily chimed in brightly, “Medium is actually the only way to preserve the flavor profile—”
Sienna reached for the salt.
Mikey grabbed it to pass it over.
Lily moved faster. “I’ve got it.”
Mikey stared at her. “Wow. Long arms.”
Raquel lifted her glass delicately. “Vivienne, darling… are you certain red meat is advisable? For your heart?”
Vivienne didn’t look up. “How touching. After five years away you’ve returned concerned for my cardiac health — and somehow entitled to the head of my table. We are blessed.”
“Mom,” Sienna muttered.
Harry reached behind her, resting a calm hand on Vivienne’s shoulder. “Mama.”
Raquel muttered something sharp in Spanish. Derek remained glued to his phone. Eloise snapped gently, “Derek. No phones at my table.” He sighed, lowering it halfway. Raquel added sweetly, “Bitcoin correcting again?”
Derek frowned. “It’s a temporary pullback. I’m watching an entry point.”
Harry spoke evenly. “Highly volatile asset class.”
Derek finally looked up. “You don’t believe in it?”
Harry took a measured sip of wine. “I prioritize sustainable cash flow and long-term stability over volatility. Real financial security comes from reliable income streams first — speculation should come after. That’s what changes the game.”
Derek swallowed and forced a smile, retreating to his phone.
You couldn’t take another bite. Your stomach turned again. You set your fork down and leaned toward Harry. “Will you finish mine? I’m saving room for pie.”
He pulled your plate toward him immediately. “Of course, love.”
Eloise laughed. “Ay, cariño. You always loved sweets. Your mother used to scold you.” She glanced at Scarlet knowingly and touched her hand warmly. “Don’t be so strict. I’m nearly eighty and now I can’t have any. Enjoy while you can, mis amores.”
Scarlet’s lips tightened. “Sugar accelerates aging. And pigmentation.”
You lifted a forkful of pie and took a deliberate bite, chewing while meeting her gaze.
Harry leaned closer, fingers brushing your shoulder. “You okay?”
“Just my stomach,” you murmured. “It’s nothing.”
Scarlet noticed the closeness again. She finished her fourth glass in one controlled motion.
Vivienne smiled faintly, her voice warmer this time.
“Scarlet,” she said gently, lifting her glass slightly, “tell it. Christmas Eve. We haven’t heard the full drama yet this year.” She glanced at Eloise with a knowing smile. “It wouldn’t be Christmas without it. Right mama?”
Eloise brightened immediately. “Yes, yes,” she urged. “Tell it again.”
Scarlet’s expression shifted — not sharp, but composed in that particular way mothers do when stepping into a memory they’ve told a hundred times and still cherish.
“I was eight months pregnant,” she began smoothly. “There was a storm that night. Snow everywhere. And then suddenly—” she placed her hand lightly over her abdomen, “the contractions started.” She allowed herself the smallest smile. “Richard nearly drove into a snowbank trying to get me to the hospital. I thought we wouldn’t make it.”
Mikey snorted softly.“They forgot the hospital bag.”
Scarlet turned her head slowly. “That detail is unnecessary.”
Mikey grinned, leaning back in his chair and winking at Sienna. “Lara said dad was pale, he looked like he was the one in labor. Apparently he kept asking the nurse if he was breathing correctly.”
A ripple of laughter moved around the table.
Even Derek smiled.
“My stubborn girl,” Scarlet murmured gently looking at you. “Always on your own timing. My brave one.”
The table quieted just slightly.
You met her gaze. “I had a good teacher,” you said softly. “Thank you for that night. For all of it.”
Scarlet held your eyes a moment longer than necessary. “You were worth it.”
Harry leaned in and kissed your cheek. “A Christmas miracle,” he whispered.
You covered your mouth, laughing. “Stop.”
Lily had been watching the two of you carefully. When Eloise became distracted, chatting with Scarlet about your childhood, she leaned closer. “Oh by the way… Since last night, everyone’s talking.”
You didn’t look at her. “About what?”
“Whitmore’s son. Lucas. The way Harry destroyed him publicly.” A beat. “You’re actually back together, right?” Your pulse stalled.
At the same moment Vivienne raised one brow. “Whitmores?”
Scarlet rolled her eyes. Mikey stiffened.
“Richard’s old friend, Mark?” Eloise asked gently.
You and Harry locked eyes for one second. Controlled.
Lily inhaled to continue—Mikey calmly pushed a tart into her mouth. “Eat. You said you loved this one.”
Raquel snapped, “Stop. You’ll choke my daughter. Derek?”
Without looking up he muttered, “One second, I’m entering a low-cap altcoin. High upside potential.”
Vivienne interjected smoothly, “Isn’t supervising your daughter your responsibility?”
“I beg your pardon?” Raquel’s eyes narrowed.
Vivienne continued quietly, “You reappear after five years and choose Christmas.”
You kept smiling at Eloise, nodding, listening — but your ear was on them.
“Your mother thinks you’ve only been gone a month,” Vivienne added. “Did you ever worry about her? About the company? About what we handled?”
Raquel set her fork down sharply. “Jesus Christ, I’ve had enough. Harry invited me. Even if I wasn’t here, I was informed.”
Eyes turned toward Harry. Including yours.
Vivienne looked at him. “Harry?”
He exhaled. “Mom, I—”
Vivienne stood. “Excuse me.” She left the room.
Harry moved to follow.
You caught his arm. “The woman you were speaking to on the phone… was that her?”
His expression shifted. “I’ll explain later.”
“Explain to your mother first.”
He nodded and followed her out.
You turned back to the table. Scarlet slid a wine glass toward you. “Darling. Drink. I’ve noticed you haven’t touched your wine. Only water.”
You pushed it back gently. “Mother, I’m fine.”
Raquel snapped at Derek and stood abruptly. Lily and Sienna resumed whispering about something trivial. Mikey returned to eating.
You turned to Eloise with a bright smile, talking about New Year plans — in her mind, it was almost 2019. She lit up. And just like that, the war dimmed. The candles flickered. Dinner ended. Nothing was resolved.
After dinner, Christmas in houses like this unfolded in controlled layers.
Whiskey in cut crystal. Low fire in the hearth. Conversations splitting into quiet corners.
Vivienne, Raquel and Harry stood near the study doors, their voices lowered but firm. Legal language drifted just enough for you to catch fragments — dissolution of claim, removal of rights, severing Castillo entirely. Eduardo’s name spoken without affection.
You stayed beside Eloise.
You told her about a fashion editorial you had never actually worked on — the one you would have done if life had taken a different turn. Fabrics, silhouettes, Paris showrooms. She listened like it was gospel, eyes bright, fingers curled around yours.
Sometimes her focus slipped.
“Did I hug you already?” she’d ask softly.
“Yes,” you would answer, smiling.
“Well, I’ll do it again.”
Scarlet stood in the corridor speaking quietly to Richard on the phone. Mikey was explaining to Sienna why some gym-sculpted finance boy was “visually impressive but spiritually vacant,” while Sienna pretended to listen, sipping her drink with mild amusement.
Lily posed in front of the grand Christmas tree, angling her phone toward the lights. Every few minutes she drifted over. “Which one?” she’d ask. You’d study the screen patiently, offering thoughtful critiques as if it truly mattered.
Eventually, it was Eloise’s bedtime.
You rose with her.
Vivienne joined you as you walked her upstairs. You sat on the edge of the bed, holding her hand until her breathing evened out. She drifted off mid-sentence, still smiling.
You pulled the blanket up gently.
Closed the door behind you.
When you turned—
Vivienne was still there. She touched your shoulder softly. Her eyes were glassy.
For a moment you thought it was about Eduardo.But what she said startled you.
“I’m sorry.”
You blinked. “For what?”
She exhaled — once, then again, deeper this time. “Scarlet told me everything.”
That was enough. You swallowed. Folded your arms loosely, instinctively guarding yourself. “Vivienne—”
She stepped forward. Opened her arms. And slowly, carefully, wrapped them around you. You froze for half a second. The last time she had hugged you like this — truly — was your wedding day.
You let yourself soften. Your arms moved around her.
“I’m so sorry this happened to you,” she whispered, her hand smoothing over your hair. “As a woman… I cannot even imagine the pain you carried.” Her voice broke slightly. “I was angry at you for years. And all that time…” she inhaled shakily, “you were the one carrying the deepest wound. Because of my husband.”
Her husband. Not even saying his name.
“I should have protected you better.” You felt her shoulders tremble. “Thank you,” she continued quietly, pulling back just enough to look at you. “For giving us another chance. For giving my son another chance. I tried for years to bring his light back. And you did it without even trying.”
Your eyes burned. “Vivienne,” you said lightly, blinking fast, “are you actually trying to make me cry in couture?”
She let out a breathy, tearful laugh. “You’re right. No more crying. We’ve all done enough of that, haven’t we?”
You nodded. She cupped your face gently. “Happy birthday, darling,” she whispered. Then her voice softened further. “And… thank you for not walking away.”
You stilled.
“I know my son,” she continued quietly. “He never stopped loving you. Not for a day. I saw every decision he made. Every step he took. I know him better than anyone. He was angry, yes — but only because he was hurting.” Her fingers tightened slightly around yours. “And you,” she added, studying your face carefully, “you didn’t replace him. You didn’t choose someone else. Thank you for never truly letting him go. You healed him."
“He healed me too,” you said softly.
Vivienne held your gaze for a long moment. Then she nodded once.
“Yes,” she murmured. “That’s how you know.” A faint, knowing smile touched her lips. “That’s true love.” Her eyes flickered briefly — toward the staircase, toward the house. “No board vote can create that,” she said quietly. “No fortune can buy it.” She brushed her thumb lightly over your knuckles. “Don’t lose it.” A pause. “In this world… that’s the only thing that’s truly rare.”
Scarlet’s voice echoed through the upper hall as you and Vivienne stepped out of Eloise’s bedroom. You had just crossed past the Christmas tree below and were heading up the staircase when you realized everyone had gathered along the upstairs corridor.
Staff stood nearby, visibly uneasy.
Vivienne’s voice cut through first. “Why are you all still here? The rooms were prepared. Weren’t they?” She looked at the housekeeper.
The woman hesitated, then nodded carefully.
You moved instinctively to Harry’s side. “Mother, what’s going on?” you asked, glancing at Scarlet.
“Raquel and Derek are being given the East Wing guest room,” Scarlet said coolly. “Apparently I’m assigned the Blue Room. I would prefer the Garden Room.”
Vivienne blinked. “The Garden Room was prepared for Sienna and me. But if you insist, we can switch. We assumed you’d prefer to sleep alone.”
Scarlet’s eyes narrowed. “I assumed I’d be staying with my daughter.”
Vivienne’s jaw tightened. “Eloise believes Harry and her are married. They’ll stay in the Hudson Suite. As always.”
“But she’s asleep,” Scarlet countered smoothly.
Raquel waved a dismissive hand. “Settle this among yourselves. I’ve traveled sixteen hours. Goodnight.” She swept past with Derek.
Mikey came up the stairs at that moment. “Cedar Room radiator’s dead. It’s Siberia in there. I’m not freezing to death.”
Vivienne pressed her lips together. “Ah. Wonderful. In that case…”
She looked at Lily.
“The nursery was mine,” Lily said quickly. “Single bed. Already claimed.” She disappeared down the corridor.
Silence settled.
Scarlet turned to you and lightly hooked her fingers around your wrist. “Fine. We’ll take the Garden Room. You two can… adjust.”
Harry instinctively reached toward you, but his hand stopped midair when Scarlet stepped between you.
Mikey lifted his hand. “Excuse me. Where exactly do I fit into this arrangement?”
Scarlet smiled sweetly. “You can stay with Harry. The Hudson Suite is the largest room, isn’t it?”
All eyes shifted to them. Sienna giggled. You frowned. “Mother.”
“Goodnight,” Scarlet declared, already steering you toward the corridor.
You looked back at Harry over your shoulder, pouting slightly.
He was already looking at you with sad puppy dog eyes.
Vivienne paused near her door. “Goodnight, my son.”
“Night, brother,” Sienna added softly.
Mikey called after her, “Sleep well, Sienna.”
Soon it was just Harry and Mikey standing in the vast hallway.
Harry looked him up and down slowly, visibly unimpressed.
Mikey immediately adopted an exaggerated wounded expression. “You’re not leaving me in the corridor, right? I have nowhere to go. No one wants me.”
Harry rolled his eyes and turned toward the Hudson Suite. Mikey stayed planted, tilting his head dramatically at him. Harry exhaled sharply, muttering something under his breath. He kept the door open. “Get in. Before I change my mind.”
Mikey’s face lit up. “You’re a hero, man.” He slipped inside far too cheerfully, clapping him on the shoulder.
Moments later—
Harry changed into sleepwear with a frown. Mikey glanced at the bed.
“No.” Harry said and pointed to the chaise. “You’re sleeping there.”
Mikey grimaced. “Relax. I have zero interest in sharing a bed with you, Mr. Arrogant, Overachieving, Incurably Handsome Castillo.”
Harry’s eyes narrowed. “What did you just say?”
Mikey pulled on his T-shirt. “Nothing. Just… what my sister used to call you.”
Harry’s gaze sharpened. “What else did she say?”
Mikey shrugged. “Let’s see. Asshole. Jerk. Traitor. There was a dartboard phase. She said most of it while throwing darts. Your face was… heavily featured.” Mikey looked up at Harry’s expression and his grin vanished. “Ah. Right. Probably shouldn’t have mentioned that. You won’t tell her I told you, yeah?”
Harry rolled his eyes. “Who else would? She’s smarter than both of us.”
“Fair. Anyway. You’re together now. Minor detail. You’ll figure it out.” He climbed under the blanket on the chaise.
Harry muttered under his breath, “We’re not together right now because of you.”Then he slid into bed, leaning back against the headboard. The other side — your side — was emptyHe looked at it for a moment. Exhaled. Then something shifted in his expression. A small, decisive smirk. “Right. We need to talk about that. Important subject,” he murmured to himself. He reached for his phone.
In the Garden Room, your phone lit up.
Scarlet was applying night cream at the vanity. You were slipping into your nightgown.
Your phone buzzed.
You read it.
Harry:
Library. Ten minutes.
You smiled before you could stop yourself.
You:
Why? What exactly are we doing in the library?
A pause.
His reply came almost immediately.
Harry:
It’s important.
Mikey snores.
You’re supposed to be here in my bed.
You laughed softly. The three messages had nothing to do with each other — there was definitely something else underneath. He was making excuses.
Scarlet’s eyes flicked to you in the mirror. “Who are you texting at this hour? Go to sleep.”
“Just finishing my skincare,” you said lightly.
She settled into bed. Two seconds later she sighed sharply and sat upright again. “Come here.”
Her tone was firm.
You turned, but stayed standing. “Mother, what’s wrong? You’ve been tense all evening. With me. With Harry.”
“How wouldn’t I be?” she snapped “You’re inseparable again. At dinner, you left the table and went straight to him. And last night — at the party — he took you with him. You spent the night together, didn’t you?”
You crossed your arms. “Yes. I told you. We’re together.”
Her eyes fixed on you. “Are you using protection? Your gynecologist told me you hadn’t discussed it.”
You swallowed. “Mother, why are we—”
“How can you be so reckless?” Her voice cracked. “Even if it’s a small chance — it’s still a chance. And this time it could-“ she paused, exhaled. "I almost lost you once.” Her voice broke.
You sat beside her instantly. “Mom.”
Her eyes dropped to your stomach. "Are you pregnant?”
“What? No!” You felt anger mix with hurt. “Where is that coming from?”
“You didn’t drink. You didn’t eat your favorite steak.”
“My stomach turned. That’s all.”
“You didn’t take a test?”
“No. Because there’s no reason. It’s nearly impossible. Yes, we should be careful. I know. But you don’t get to treat me like this.”
She reached for your hand. “It's because..." Her eyes were glassy now. "I’m thinking of you,” she said quietly. “Only you.” Her voice trembled despite herself. “I don’t ever want to stand on the edge of losing you again. Do you understand me?” You felt your chest tighten. “I don’t care if I never become a grandmother,” she continued, her voice cracking. “I don’t care about that. I don’t care about anything except you walking into every room alive.”
That did it. Your composure fractured. “Mom…” your voice broke.
She pulled you into her arms before you could say anything else.
You held on just as tightly. “Don’t,” you whispered against her shoulder. “Please don’t say it like that.”
She pressed her cheek to your hair. “I almost lost you once, my baby,” she murmured. “That was enough for one lifetime.”
Your tears slipped freely now. “I’m here,” you said softly. “I’m not going anywhere.”
For a moment, neither of you let go.
You wiped your tears away, sniffing. “I’m not pregnant. I’m fine. We’ll be careful. I promise. I’ll make an appointment with my gynecologist.”
She searched your face for a long moment.
“One more promise,” she said softly. “Tomorrow, when we’re back in New York, we take a test. Just to be certain.”
You nodded. “Whatever makes you sleep peacefully,” you replied gently.
You both lay back against the pillows, distance between you but no longer tension.
She began speaking quietly about when you were little — how you refused to fall asleep unless you were holding her finger, how you would wake just to make sure she was still there.
Her voice grew slower.
Softer.
Eventually, it faded.
You turned your head and watched her for a moment. In sleep, she looked smaller. Less guarded.
You leaned over and kissed her forehead lightly.
“Thank you for bringing me into this world, Mom,” you whispered.
She was the person you loved most in it. Nothing and no one could ever take that place from her. Despite everything, she would always hold the deepest corner of your heart.
But there was someone else too.
Someone you couldn’t imagine living without.
And judging by the fact that he’d been sending you messages for the past fifteen minutes—
he seemed to feel exactly the same way.
Your phone glowed softly on the nightstand.
Three more messages.
Harry:
I’m in the library.
Come here.
Please, baby.
You exhaled a quiet laugh and slipped into your robe, careful not to make a sound. Opened the door slowly. And stepped into the dark corridor.
You slipped down the stairs on the very tips of your toes, as if the house might wake and scold you for moving too loudly. At the bottom, you eased your feet into your slippers and started across the main hall. Everything was quiet—so quiet you could hear the soft hush of your own breath.
To your right, the enormous Christmas tree shimmered in the dark like it had swallowed a pocketful of stars. Tiny lights winked between branches, ornaments catching and throwing glints of gold. The whole house felt suspended in that in-between hour—half asleep, half watching.
The library was just off the main hall on the right, tucked beneath the Garden Room like a secret kept behind thick walls. As you neared the door, the air seemed to change—less pine and candlewax, more old wood and something heavier, older.
You stepped inside and pulled the door shut behind you.
The room was dim, lit by a few low lamps that left the corners in shadow. Books rose in tall, dark rows, their spines lined up like silent witnesses. The scent hit you all at once: dust, leather, and history—pages that had been turned by hands long gone. It didn’t smell dirty. It smelled lived-in. Like time itself had settled here.
You took only a few steps—
Strong hands caught you.
You were yanked back against a solid chest, spun before you could even gasp, and then Harry’s mouth was on yours—sudden, sure, hungry. The kiss stole the ground right out from under you; you realized your feet weren’t touching the floor only when you reached for balance and found nothing but him.
A breathless laugh escaped you, half startled, half thrilled.
“What are you doing, Harry?” you managed, voice trembling with amusement. “I thought we were just going to talk.”
Harry’s mouth slid from your lips to your neck, and he made a sound low in his throat—more growl than laugh. “Why are we only talking, baby?” he murmured. “Is this a talk show?”
You giggled. His hands dropped to your hips, impatient, rough. When his fingers found lace covering your ass cheeks, his manhood twitched, and he exhaled like it hurt—in the best way.
“Harry—stop,” you said, though you didn’t put any real force behind it. “We're not fucking in the library.”
“Why not?” he said lightly. “A library is the perfect place.”His thumb traced your jaw.
“Romantic in theory. Filthy in practice.”
“Books judge,” you shot back, glancing toward the shelves, breath still uneven. “I’m fairly certain Jane Austen would disapprove, the entire Victorian era would faint, and the Founding Fathers would draft an amendment against this.”
Harry let out a low laugh against your neck. “Good,” he murmured. “I’ve never been interested in pleasing dead people. I prefer living audiences.” You bit your lower lip at his words and you could feel a warm flutter in your stomach that made you feel hot.
Without letting go of you, he reached for the nearest shelf and pulled out a book with casual confidence, one arm still locked around your waist. Your arms were still looped at his neck like your body had decided you weren’t done holding on.
“What about this?” he asked, turning the cover toward you.
KAMA SUTRA.
Heat rushed to your cheeks so fast you could practically feel it bloom.
“Oh my God,” you hissed. “Is that still here? Put it back. Lose it.”
Harry’s grin widened as he flipped it once, as if sampling a joke. “There are some very interesting things in here,” he said, voice smooth. “Educational, you know.”
You rolled your eyes. “The thought of Eloise—or anyone—having read that completely turns me off.”
“Mmm.” He slid the book back into place, then looked at you like you were the only thing worth reading. His fingers found the tie of your robe. Unraveling it like he had all the time in the world. “I can fix that.”
Mikey woke because his neck was killing him — tthe chaise was clearly designed by someone who hated human spines. He squinted toward the bed. “Harry,” he croaked hoarsely, half-asleep. “Can I at least curl up at the foot of the bed like a civilized person?”
Silence. He blinked. Empty. Still empty. He frowned, rubbing his eyes. “Couldn’t sleep, huh? Hah. Divine justice, I guess.” Half-awake and thirsty, Mikey shuffled into the corridor, intending to find the kitchen.
Then he paused. Leaning slightly over the banister, he caught sight of Vivienne descending the staircase quietly.
If she wasn’t in her room and Sienna was alone—
His brain activated hormonally. He straightened immediately, suddenly very alert, and padded quietly down the hallway toward Sienna’s door.
That’s when he saw it.
At the very end of the corridor. A silhouette. A greenish face. Round. Shadowed. Faintly glowing beneath the dim wall sconces.
Mikey froze. The blood drained from his face. His jaw trembled. His back pressed flat against the wall as if he could merge into it. His fingers clawed at the plaster.
The silhouette shifted. He inhaled sharply. And screamed.
“ALIEN GHOST—”
The sound ricocheted violently through the entire estate.
Doors flew open.
Scarlet stepped out first. “What on earth—”
Lily’s door cracked open, yawning. “Who is screaming?”
Raquel appeared from the corner. “Mikey, calm down!”
Vivienne, who had gone downstairs to check something in the kitchen, heard the scream and hurried back toward the staircase—
—and stopped.
Because at the bottom of the stairs, emerging from the direction of the library—
were you and Harry.
Hair disheveled.
Breathing slightly uneven.
Your robe loosely tied.
His black T-shirt dragged hastily into place.
Vivienne froze mid-step. “Um… you heard that too?”
“It has to be Mikey,” you said quickly. “I’d recognize that scream anywhere.” You adjusted the strap of your nightgown in a hurry, pulling your robe tighter around you.
“Why is he screaming?” Harry avoided eye contact entirely, already moving. He brushed past his mother without a word and took the stairs two at a time.
You followed, discreetly pulling your robe tighter and adjusting your damp panties, tugging them free from between your ass cheeks.
Vivienne cleared her throat and looked away.
Upstairs chaos continued.
Scarlet found Mikey half-collapsed near the railing, clutching his chest dramatically. “What is happening?” she demanded.
Mikey pointed a trembling finger. Raquel stood there.
Face coated in a thick, green clay mask.
Cucumber slices in hand.
“You look like an extraterrestrial haunting the Hudson Valley!” Mikey wheezed.
“It’s a detoxifying mask.”
“Detoxifying from what? Humanity?”
Lily groaned. “An alien ghost? What are you, five?”
Scarlet pinched the bridge of her nose.
Raquel turned to Derek. “Am I terrifying, darling?”
Derek didn’t look up from his phone. “Minimal disturbance,” he muttered. “Within acceptable variance.”
“I AM HAVING A CARDIAC EVENT,” Mikey protested from the floor.
Sienna rushed forward, offering him a hand. “Are you okay? You’re literally pale.”
Mikey held onto her firmly, causing her to wobble beneath his weight. “I saw the afterlife, Sienna.”
Harry stepped forward, calmly peeling Mikey off his sister. “Enough,” he said flatly. “Back to bed. Everyone.”
His eyes flicked briefly to you. A subtle wink. You bit back a smile.
Scarlet’s gaze sharpened instantly.
“You,” she said, eyes locking onto yours. “Why weren’t you in bed?”
Vivienne pressed her lips together, clearly fighting a smile. She leaned toward Sienna. “Come along, darling,” she murmured, ushering her down the hallway. The two disappeared quickly.
“I couldn’t sleep,” you replied smoothly. “Needed some air.”
Scarlet’s eyes narrowed slightly — not convinced.
Harry, meanwhile, draped an almost lazy arm over Mikey’s shoulder and steered him toward the suite. “Come here, buddy,” he said coolly. “You screamed like the house was on fire.”
Mikey waved a weak hand, still pale. “I thought I was going to die,” he muttered. “Those beauty masks should be illegal.”
Harry snorted under his breath and nudged him forward.
Doors began closing one by one.
You slipped into the Garden Room, Scarlet’s gaze following you the entire way — lingering — until the door shut behind you both.
Breakfast unfolded in its usual fashion — playful barbs, knowing glances, commentary served alongside coffee. But this time, it felt less like strategy and more like family. Eloise sat at the head of the table, fingers wrapped around yours as she reminisced about your wedding — about relatives who “couldn’t make it,” about the flowers, about how radiant you’d looked walking down the aisle.
You laughed easily now.
Harry added quiet comments. Light ones. Teasing ones. It didn’t hurt anymore.
In this house, in this moment, it felt as if nothing had ever broken.
Scarlet watched the two of you closely. For the first time, there was no sharpness in her gaze.
Only something softer. Hope. Even if she didn’t trust it yet.
It was almost peaceful.
Until the butler approached.
He bent discreetly between Harry and Vivienne. Two words.
“He’s here.”
The air shifted. Not dramatically. Worse. Silently.
Everyone froze except Eloise, who was mid-sentence about seating arrangements from five years ago.
You kept smiling at her. Nodding. Listening.
Harry’s chair scraped back sharply against the floor.
Vivienne stood immediately, gripping his arm before he could storm off.
“Control yourself,” she whispered.
Eloise looked up. Harry swallowed whatever rage was rising in him.
“Abuela,” he said evenly, “I’ll be right back.”
His eyes flicked to you. Then he walked out with Vivienne. Raquel followed seconds later.
Scarlet leaned toward you. “If you’re done eating, we should go. I haven’t been able to reach your father all morning.”
You nodded slowly. “Okay.”
Across the table, Sienna and Lily were whispering over something on a phone, pretending not to feel the tension.
Mikey ignored Sienna for the first time; his eyes were fixed on you and Scarlet.
Then—
Voices.
Raised.
Echoing down the corridor. Eloise tightened her grip on your hand. “What is happening?”
You squeezed back gently.
Before you could answer—
Eduardo walked in. He didn’t hesitate. He simply entered the dining room as if he still belonged there.
The shock rippled outward. You turned to Eloise.
She was staring at him.
Not with anger. Not with recognition. With confusion.
Behind him came Harry. Vivienne. Raquel.
Every gaze shifted to Eloise.
Waiting.
Your heart felt like it was splitting open inside your chest. Eloise slowly turned to you. “Who is this man, Queen?”
The question shattered something deep inside you.
Her son. Her own son. And she didn’t know him. Your lips parted. No sound came out. Only tears. You stood slowly, instinctively placing yourself beside her chair.
Protective. Cold.
“I don’t know,” you said evenly. “A visitor, perhaps.”
Eduardo’s face darkened. “How dare you—”
Harry stepped in front of him instantly. "Stop. And get out. Now.”
Eduardo’s eyes burned. “I’m here to speak to my mother.”
Harry’s voice dropped lower. “Funny. You remembered you had one.”
While they clashed, you and Vivienne helped Eloise to her feet, her hands trembling. "He said... That man said... mother..." she murmured.
The nurse hurried in. “Eloise, look at me.” She snapped her fingers gently, trying to focus her.
But Eloise’s gaze was locked on Eduardo. Struggling. Trying. And then—
Her body went limp.
You caught her before she hit the floor. "Eloise!"
“Abuela!” Harry was there instantly, lifting her carefully into his arms.
Raquel shoved Eduardo back hard. “Get him out of this house!”
Staff rushed forward.
Eduardo resisted for a moment.
Then was forced back.
You barely saw it. You were already following Harry up the stairs.
—
Hours later.
The sedative had taken effect. The nurse stepped out softly. “She needs rest. Let it wear off.”
The door closed.
You turned and wrapped your arms around Harry.
“She’ll be okay,” you whispered. “She’s strong.”
Sienna clung to her brother, crying quietly. Vivienne and Eduardo were further down the hall.
Arguing. Her voice breaking. You hated Eduardo in that moment.
For ruining the morning. For appearing at all. For existing.
And then—
Scarlet appeared.
White as paper. “We need to leave. Now.” She grabbed your arm. “Mom, what—”
“Now.”
A housekeeper hurried with your coat.
Mikey stood near the car outside, face pale.
“Scarlet, what is going on?” Harry demanded.
Scarlet’s voice shook. “Someone leaked it.”
“Leaked what?”
“This morning the press was tipped off about Switzerland. About why you stayed. About everything.” Your blood ran cold. “They know about Ilan. About Eduardo. About him being Harry’s half-brother.”
Silence. Heavy.
At the same moment, Harry’s phone rang.
Ron.
Harry stepped away to answer. You watched him. Watched the color drain from his face as he listened. When he looked back at you, you didn’t need words.
Damn.
You moved toward the car in a haze, the world around you muffled and distant.
Harry caught up just before the door closed.
“I have to go to the office,” he said quietly, but there was steel beneath it now. Controlled. Focused. “This needs to be contained before markets open.” His hand came up to cradle your face for a second, thumb brushing your cheek. “Hey.” His voice softened. “Look at me.” You did. “We’re going to handle this,” he said firmly. “All of it. I’ve got this. We’ve got this.” His forehead rested briefly against yours. “Don’t worry, baby. We’ll get through it.”
Your throat felt too tight to respond.
It was too much.
You nodded.
That was all you could manage.
He pressed a final kiss to your forehead, closed the car door gently —
—and stepped back into the storm.
The car pulled away.
And everything that had felt whole just hours ago splintered behind you.
The drive back to New York felt unreal.
Mikey sat forward, scrolling rapidly on his tablet. Every few seconds his face tightened.
Scarlet kept shaking her head, whispering under her breath.
“How… how does this happen? Who would do this? This can't be real. What are we supposed to do now?”
You didn’t look at your phone. You couldn’t. Your heart was beating too fast already.
Headlines were exploding across financial blogs and gossip sites:
SWISS CLINIC BOMBSHELL: Was Queen Silenced After Assault Allegations?
CASTILLO DYNASTY IN CRISIS: Secret Half-Brother at Center of Scandal
HEIR, HALF-BROTHER, AND A COVER-UP? Inside the Castillo Family Fallout
CORPORATE COVER-UP: Did Castillo Capital Bury a Private Crime?
Your name. Harry’s name. Ilan’s name. Eduardo’s name. All tangled.
Scarlet's phone rang.
Lara.
She answered. Her voice was trembling. “Scarlet!! Oh my God.. Richard...” The world narrowed. “He collapsed. It’s his heart. They’re taking him into surgery.”
Scarlet dropped her phone. It clattered against the leather seat. And then she fainted sideways into you. “Mom!”
Mikey swore loudly.
You caught her, heart racing. “Hospital. Now!” You yelled at driver.
Lara stayed on the line, voice breaking. “They’re prepping him for emergency bypass. I’ll meet you there.”
The car accelerated.
When you arrived, the press was already there. Of course they were.
Flashbulbs exploded in your face the moment the car door opened.
“Miss Queen! Is it true?”
“Is this connected to the Castillo scandal?”
“Were you assaulted by your ex-husband’s half-brother?”
“Is it true you were sent to Switzerland to keep this quiet?”
You shielded your face instinctively as security forced a path through.
Scarlet had come to, barely.
Mikey snapped. “Get that out of her face!” He shoved the camera back — not enough to break it, but enough to send the journalist stumbling half a step. “Back off!”
Inside, you were rushed to a private elevator.
Up.
Surgery floor. They had already taken him in.
Emergency triple bypass. The word “critical” floated through the air like poison. Hours passed. Three. Four. Five.
Emily arrived first, breathless. Her mother, Hinata, behind her.
Then Chloe. Then Yuliana. You hadn’t seen her in years. She hugged you tightly.
Vivienne and Harry arrived shortly after. Harry didn’t leave your side. Not once. His arm stayed around you.
But his phone did not stop ringing. Markets had opened in Asia already. Castillo Capital stock had dropped 11% pre-market. Speculative sell-offs.
Institutional investors requesting clarification. Two major hedge funds had begun reducing exposure. Board members were demanding emergency calls. Media was linking Richard’s collapse to “corporate instability.” The narrative was building. Crisis begets crisis. Harry spoke in a calm and measured tone. “Yes, we’re drafting a statement.” Another call came in. “No, there’s no breakdown in governance.” Then yet another call. “We’ll tackle it at market open.” But even he couldn’t stop the momentum.
Six hours after surgery began, the sky outside the hospital windows had gone dark.
The hallway lights felt too bright.
Finally—
The doors opened.
The surgeon stepped out. You stood instantly.
“Doctor. My father?”
Your hands were shaking. Harry’s arm tightened around your waist.
The doctor’s expression was calm but serious.
“Mrs. Queen,” he began, turning first to Scarlet. “Your husband has survived the procedure.” Air returned to your lungs, Mikey squeezed scarlet's hand. “But,” he continued carefully, “this is his second myocardial infarction. The bypass was complex. We stabilized him, but recovery will be delicate.”
Scarlet’s knees nearly gave out. The doctor continued. “From this point forward, stress is no longer an option. No executive decision-making. No confrontation. No media exposure. I strongly recommend psychological support as well. His heart cannot withstand another episode like this.”
“How long in ICU?” you asked.
“At least forty-eight hours. Possibly longer. Then we evaluate.”
You nodded. You were already thinking structurally.
By midnight, exhaustion had settled into everyone’s bones.
Scarlet was still sitting upright in the chair outside the ICU viewing window, eyes fixed on the glass as if sheer willpower could stabilize the monitors inside.
Vivienne knelt gently in front of her.
“Scarlet,” she said softly, firm but kind. “You need rest.”
“I’m not leaving him,” Scarlet replied hoarsely.
Lara stepped in beside her. “You fainted in the car today,” she reminded her quietly. “If Richard wakes up tomorrow, he’s going to need you standing. Not collapsing again.”
Scarlet’s composure trembled.
“There’s nothing we can do tonight,” you said gently, crouching in front of her. Your voice was calm, even if your insides weren’t. “He’s in ICU. They won’t let us in. We’ll be back first thing in the morning.”
Scarlet looked at you for a long moment.
Then finally nodded.
Vivienne and Lara helped her to her feet. Not dramatically. Not weak — just worn.
“I’ll call you if anything changes,” you promised.
“You better,” Scarlet whispered, squeezing your hand.
They left together — Vivienne steady at her side, Lara guiding her carefully down the corridor.
The hospital felt quieter after they disappeared.
And then Gerard arrived.
Queen Financial’s CFO.
Late forties. Steady. Discreet. He had been your father’s right hand for years. He approached quietly.
“Miss Queen. Mr Queen.”
You turned. “Gerard.”
His voice was low. “The board is requesting interim direction. Investors are nervous. They need visible stability.”
Harry watched carefully, but did not interrupt.
Gerard continued. “We don’t just have a PR crisis. We have exposure.”
You frowned. “Exposure how?”
“Whitmore Holdings began accumulating minor positions this morning.”
Harry’s head lifted.
Gerard continued calmly: “They’re opportunistic. If they push past 9.9%, they’ll demand disclosure leverage. If they hit 15%, they’ll start influencing board votes.”
Your pulse sharpened. "So this isn’t about headlines.”
“No,” Gerard said evenly. “It’s about control.” A beat. “If your father is incapacitated and markets sense leadership hesitation, we become vulnerable.”
Harry asked, “Hostile?”
Gerard didn’t blink. “Potentially." He turned to you. “Ms Queen. The board will follow your father’s designated successor. That’s you. You need to step in. Publicly.”
You shook your head slightly. “I can’t. Not now.”
Gerard’s tone softened, but remained firm. “You don’t have to do it alone. I’ll stand beside you in every earnings call. But if you don’t lead this, someone else will. And Whitmore would enjoy that.”
Harry stepped closer, lowering his voice.
“He prepared you for this. I’ve seen it. You don’t just understand numbers — you see people. Markets. Optics.” A beat. “You see the whole field.”
Your throat tightened. “I don’t know if I can carry all of it,” you admitted.
Harry didn’t hesitate. “You don’t carry it alone.”
That landed.
Mikey, who had been leaning against the wall unusually quiet, straightened. “Yeah,” he said, softer than usual. “And if anyone thinks they can push you around because things look messy right now, I’d love to see them try.” He shoved his hands into his pockets, shrugging. “I’ll sit in every damn hallway outside every meeting if I have to. I’m not letting Whitmore walk in like he owns the place.”
Gerard almost smiled.
Harry’s gaze stayed on you. “They’re betting on instability,” he said evenly. “Prove them wrong.”
Gerard’s call came just after sunrise.
The board wanted visibility.
Stability.
A statement before markets opened.
You ended the call and stood very still for a moment.
Mikey was pacing near the window, jaw tight. Harry was already watching you.
You turned away from them both and sat down slowly.
And that’s when it hit.
“Harry… what are we going to do?” you whispered. “This is too much.”
You stared down at your hands resting in your lap. They didn’t feel like yours. They felt small. Fragile. Useless.
Tears slid down your cheeks before you even realized you were crying.
You had never felt this powerless.
For one reckless second, you wished you had never come back to New York.
You should have stayed in Vermont.
Stayed just the two of you.
Stayed anonymous.
There, no one would have cared about stock prices. Or legacy. Or headlines. There would have been no shareholders. No reporters screaming your name outside hospital doors.
But neither of you had ever been that selfish.
You had families.
You had companies.
You had empires built on reputation.
And now—
You were the crack in the marble.
Outside, reporters swarmed like vultures. Even breathing felt like inhaling glass.
Harry’s hand closed over yours. His other hand lifted your chin gently, forcing you to look at him.
“We made a promise,” he said quietly. “No matter what happens nothing would come between us.”
You shook your head, tears blurring your vision.
“But this isn’t just about us,” you whispered. "Our families are hurting too.”
He swallowed. His jaw tightened.
And for a second—
You saw it.
The same helplessness you felt reflected back at you, but also he looked at you like he made a decision.
“Then there’s only one thing left to do,” he said, certain.
Your stomach dropped. You already knew. You didn’t want him to say it. You gave the smallest nod.
“I hate that I even have to ask you this,” he said quietly.
Harry looked at you and took both your hands in his.
“I told you I would never let you go,” he said quietly. “Not unless you’re the one who decides you don’t want me anymore. I meant that. I still do.”
His jaw tightened slightly.
“And I know you won’t let me go either.”
Your throat burned.
“For one second,” he added, softer now, “I wish we could disappear. Just leave. Somewhere no one knows our names. No boards. No headlines. No shareholders.”
The corner of his mouth curved faintly.
“Ridiculous fantasy for someone running a global firm. I’m aware.”
You let out a weak laugh. “I like when you say reckless things like that.”
He narrowed his eyes playfully. “I do it well, don’t I?”
You both laughed.
It faded just as quickly.
Reality settled again.
“So,” Harry murmured, locking his eyes with yours, “My Queen…”
A breath.
“Will you be my secret girlfriend?”
You blinked at him.
He continued, perfectly serious.
“Strictly off the record. No public displays. No holding hands in front of shareholders. Occasional strategic eye contact permitted.”
Despite everything, a broken laugh slipped from you.
“This is your idea of romance?”
“It’s the only version that keeps both empires standing,” he replied calmly. “Yours and mine.”
His thumb brushed your jaw.
“In public, we’re disciplined. Untouchable.”
A pause.
“In private… I’m still finding you in my bed.”
Heat flickered through your exhaustion.
You arched a brow. “Ah. A woman dreams of nothing more.”
He smirked faintly. “You don’t seem particularly disappointed.”
You leaned closer.
“I suppose I could accept the arrangement,” you said lightly. “As long as the benefits package is compelling.”
His hand slid to your waist.
“Oh, it is,” he murmured.
You smiled — tired, emotional, steady.
“Okay,” you whispered. “Off the record.”
He didn’t hesitate.
He kissed you — not urgent, not reckless.
Slow.
Certain.
A promise sealed quietly between you.
Outside, cameras waited.
Inside, you chose each other anyway.
And for now —
That was enough.
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*HUSBAND MATERIAL: a harry castillo x reader story.
Three times Harry tried to propose, and the one time he finally did it.
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warnings: mdni, established relationship, reader is afab and goes by she/her, vomiting, allergic reactions, unspecified age gap (harry is late 40s, reader's age is not mentioned apart from being younger), eating/descriptions of food, 3 + 1 trope, wealth gap, alcohol consumption, harry's family being kinda shitty, hospital visits, matching tattoos, no use of y/n, hopefully this makes yall giggle, pure fluff.
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one: the oysters.
Harry knew he wanted to marry you the day the two of you met. He didn’t know he was falling in love back then, all he knew was that he wanted you more than he’d ever wanted Lucy or any other woman. With her, it had been a pragmatic decision: He needed a wife, she wanted the money— Lucy was beautiful, poised, and would blend in well with his lifestyle. You are the opposite. You’re loud, and you snort when you laugh, and you don’t smile in that vacant, demure way most socialites do. You have a job in which you make no money, but you stay there because you love it so much; you live your life to the fullest, always pushing uptight Harry to his limits, always testing and challenging him. Harry wants to marry you because he wants you. Not because of his image, not because he’s afraid to die alone or because his mother keeps nagging him about heirs but because he simply cannot imagine a single day in which he doesn’t wake up to your messy hair and frowny face.
He decides on a different approach than the one he had with Lucy; he doesn’t take you on a grand vacation but rather a lavish afternoon on a yacht he borrowed from a friend — he mentioned buying one once, and you made so much fun of him that he gave up on it —, with a seventeen course tasting menu that is a trip through your relationship: Bite sized meals from every big step of your relationship, from the first night you’ve slept together, from your first date, from a memorable night in Greece with a kleftiko so good it brought tears to your eyes.
Things go south on the fifth course, when you’re sharing a tray of oysters and caviar canapés that are a memento from a trip to Australia— The two of you had spent just the weekend there, because Harry’s company had a crisis that meant flying back home before the trip was over, but Harry had spent so much time between your legs as an apology that you’d squirted all over his face.
He’d gotten a lung infection from breathing it in that landed him in the hospital for three weeks, but it was still one of the best nights of his entire life.
“God, I love oysters.” You say, a little giggly from the champagne, leaning into his side. “Reminds me of that night in Almonta.”
Harry hums, pretending that night isn’t the sole reason for the platter of oysters in front of you.
“I remember that. Best meal of my life.” He gives you a small, toothy grin when you tilt your head back to look at him. “The oysters were alright, too.”
You cackle, shoulder bumping against his as you stab the shellfish with your fork, carefully unsticking it from its casing before slurping into your mouth; butter drips down your fingers and Harry can’t look away, picturing what they would look like with the diamond ring he has in his pocket.
“Yeah, the tingling isn’t all that fun, though.” You say, casually, wiping your hands clean.
Harry blinks.
“The what?”
“The tingling?” Your statement sounds more like a question, and you frown at him. Something must show on his face because you chuckle, uncomfortable. “You know, the way oysters make your mouth a little numb?”
“Honey, no—” Harry shook his head, pushing the platter away. “That’s— That’s an allergic reaction. How many of those did you eat? Are you breathing okay?”
You frown, looking at the nearly empty platter before shrugging sheepishly. “Uh— More than in Almonta. By a lot. I feel fine, just the tingly mouth and uh— Maybe a little nauseous?”
Harry jumps from his seat, telling you to stay still before he rushes towards the wheelhouse. They don’t have any epipens on board, which seems like a terrible oversight, but the captain immediately starts barking orders, getting the small crew onto some sort of emergency protocol and promising they’ll get the yacht back to shore as quickly as possible.
You’re violently retching in the suite’s bathroom by the time Harry finds you; your skin clammy and cold. He kneels by your side, holding your hair out of the way, breathing through his mouth to keep himself from puking as well. He stays there no matter how many times you try to usher him away, thinking of the vows he’ll make as he wipes sweat away from your forehead— In sickness and in health, even if it makes him want to puke too.
There’s an ambulance waiting for the two of you at the harbor, fully equipped and prepared to handle the allergic reaction that, thankfully, doesn’t seem to affect your breathing or your throat. Harry climbs into the ambulance with you, even as you try to wiggle out of you, telling everyone that you’re fine and that you don’t need a hospital and it takes the paramedic reassuring you that the hospital has a good financial aid for him to realize that you’re concerned about money and not the hospital itself.
It makes him feel like a failure. Here he is, a man with more money and power than anyone deserves, and the most precious thing in his life is worrying about her financial future. He squeezes your calf, heart constricting in his chest. For richer or for poorer.
“Don’t worry about that.” Harry says, low enough that you’re the only one that hears it. “Don’t ever worry about that. I got you, always.”
two: the wonder wheel.
The second time Harry tries to propose, he steers away from seafood. He takes you to Coney Island instead for an afternoon of childish glee at the amusement park: Harry hasn’t been there since Peter’s seventh birthday, and he tells you the story of how his mother’s company was just starting, and how the boys had shared a Nathan’s hot dog because it was the most she could afford— He omits the fact that they both fought over it and that Peter cried all the way home because Harry told him their mother only made his birthday special because it was the day she plucked him out of a dumpster and decided to raise him as her own.
He can’t remember the last time you looked this happy. You’re giggling the entire day, dragging him around the park, outright cackling at him when he drips ice cream on his 800 dollars sweater but your eyes are kind as you try to help him wash it off — it’s cashmere, the whole thing ruined and stretched out where the ice cream had been — and cussing so much as you ring toss that, for a moment, he’s genuinely afraid you might get kicked out of the park before he can propose.
Harry slips the guy manning the ferris wheel twenty dollars so that he stops the ride when the two of you are at the very top, just as the sun starts to set. It’s romantic, even if a little cliché, but Harry thinks you’ll like it. He’s been taught, from a very early age, that the right way to love is through grand shows of romance. The roses and the private dinners and the lavish vacations— Expensive gifts, big and small acts of chivalry that are meant to show someone that you love them; it’s what women want, his brother told him once, even if Harry couldn’t quite grasp the concept of why. He’d done it all with Lucy because he felt like he had to. It was a transaction, and Harry constantly felt the need to prove that he was well-suited for her.
With you, it’s different. He does it because he loves the way your face lights up, how you giggle and bat your lashes at him; how you say it’s silly and that he didn’t have to go out of his way for you but there is still a prep to your step for the rest of the day.
Harry does it to make you happy, and that is an unfamiliar feeling for a man so used to putting himself first.
He’s shaking all over by the time the ferris wheel finally stops. You turn your head this and that way, sitting on the very top of the wheel; it has a beautiful view, he’ll give you that— The sun is just starting to set, falling behind the skyscrapers in the distance, the entire sky taken over by shades of orange and pink.
“I think I can see your apartment from here.” You giggle, pointing to the opposite direction of Tribeca but Harry pays it no mind, because it’s the first time you’ve had your back to him all day, and it’s fucking perfect.
He reaches into his pocket with trembling fingers, grasping the dainty diamond ring he’s been hiding for over a month now; he has a speech prepared, a little story about a boy who never thought he would be worthy of love and the girl that showed up just at the right time but, as he tries to position the ring in the right way, it slips from his sweaty fingers.
Harry curses so loud it makes you jump.
“God— Fucking damn it.” He dives forward, trying to catch it before it hits the ground but instead the ring bumps against his fingers, arching through the air and falling directly through the grates on the cart’s windows.
“What was that?” You scoot forward in your seat, trying to peak through the metal squares. “What did you drop?”
“Nothing.” He says, and it sounds so fake he follows up with: “A penny.”
“A penny?” You raise an eyebrow. “Does the big Mr. Castillo even know what that looks like?”
Harry huffs, rolling his eyes just for good measure— It only lasts for a second, though, before he discreetly starts to peer down below; the view from above isn’t great, but he knows there’s no way he’ll ever get that ring back.
“Harry?” You call out, your voice so sweet when he finally pulls his eyes away from the ground. “Are you okay? You look like you’re going to be sick.”
“I’m okay.” He says, bringing a hand to smooth the little crease between your brows. “It’s alright, just a penny.”
A ‘penny’, worth two hundred and seventy thousand dollars, lost somewhere between colorful carts and wonder wheel fuselage.
By the time the two of you go home, your eyelids are drooping, your head on Harry’s shoulder as his driver brings the two of you back to Tribeca; you’re clutching tightly to the walrus plushie Harry won for you, and he can’t stop thinking about how bright you smiled when he did it. The streetlights reflect on your face, and Harry thinks you might be the most gorgeous thing he’s ever seen.
“Today was very special.” You mumble, voice clouded by sleepiness. “Thank you.”
Harry turns his head, ignoring the insistent vibration of his work phone, and presses a kiss to the top of your head, heart aching with the knowledge of just how more special it could’ve been.
three: the waterfall.
Harry is nothing if not an obstinate man. Where others (his brother included, during one late night phone call) might see the two failed proposals as a sign of the universe that, perhaps, he’s making a mistake, Harry sees it as a challenge. He’s a man that is used to high stakes, that thrives off of the thrill of a risky business deal, a shark in the water that smells blood miles away and goes for it. He’s also the sort of man that gets nervous enough to drop an engagement ring down a ferris wheel (which he really never recovered, just as he presumed), but that’s part of why he loves you so much. You make him human. With you, he’s not Harry Castillo, the business mogul that is known for hostile acquisitions and getting exactly what he wants, when he wants it. With you, he’s just Harry.
After the wonder wheel disaster, Harry takes a different approach. He goes in hard, not with his heart but with his mind, tackling the proposal like he would a difficult client: He starts with the ring, going back to his usual jeweler and designed a custom piece— Not the same as the one he’d lost, because someone would eventually find that ring and he didn’t want a copy of your ring walking around but a brand new one, inspired by several celebrity engagement rings he’d noticed you zoom in on while scrolling through your phone. A gold band, because he knows you always go for the yellow gold when picking out jewelry, twisted and molded in a way that would, eventually, stack perfectly above the wedding band.
The main difference between the two rings, however, is the diamond. They’re both six carats and pear shaped, but this one is lab grown— His mother would go into cardiac arrest if she ever knew, and even his jeweler had raised both eyebrows when he requested it but, two days after the Coney Island fiasco, you’d gotten into a pretty heated argument on an Instagram post’s comment section about the ethics of natural jewels and the consequences that mining them has on the people who are enslaved and exploited for it.
Harry had never thought about that. He had never thought about a lot of things before you— The consequences of his wealth, what that meant for other people around him. It shone a terrible light on all the things he took for granted, forgetting his not-so-fortunate past as the years of more money than he could ever need stacked up on top of each other. And he’s both embarrassed for it and thankful that you came into his life, no matter how much his mother scoffs at your antics.
He had also told himself he wouldn’t do it overseas. He’d planned the trip for Lucy’s proposal, and it felt like a cheap second try but, all things considered, Harry thinks proposing abroad might be the thing that makes it so special. So, after seeing the way you keep swooning at Tiktoks of Phi Phi Island, he takes you to Thailand.
Truth be told, Harry didn’t expect to like the country as much as he does— He’s never been a beach kind of guy, always preferring the bustling of a big city, but there is something about sitting on the silky white sand of Railay Beach watching you dive into the crystal blue waters that almost has him proposing right then and there.
In retrospect, he probably should have; even if he left the ring back at the hotel, maybe he should’ve dropped to his knees when you finally come out of the ocean in your pink bikini, salt water dripping down your chest. At least, like that, he would’ve proposed at all.
You plop down on the beach towel next to him and Harry hands you his half-drunk dragon fruit kiwi smoothie; you lean against him, sticky shoulder bumping against his sunburnt one.
“Don’t think I’d ever get tired of this view.” You say, softly, watching as the blood red sun starts to set.
“I wish we could live here.” He admits in a small voice, tensing as he waits for your reaction— It’s childish but he’s embarrassed of the admission, afraid of what you’d think of his moment of vulnerability even if, logically, he knows you’d never judge him for anything; not like his parents did, at least, who’d mock him relentlessly whenever he was a kid and cried on the way home after a vacation.
“We?”
Harry shrugs, feeling his already reddened face burning even brighter as you shift to stare at him. He keeps his eyes on the ocean, doing his best to pretend he hasn’t just opened his heart to you with a single, small sentence. You press a kiss to his shoulder.
“Me too.”
He waits until almost the end of your trip, when you finally make it all the way up to Tak. For all of Harry’s new-found love for the beach, he’s not a big fan of the forest. Still, he hikes with you all the way to Pha Charoen because he knows that proposing to you in the scenic staircase-shaped waterfall is going to be a thousand times more memorable than the wonder wheel or a borrowed yacht. The private tour guide he hired giggles as Harry wades into the water, cellphone in hand and fully prepared to serve as a photographer during the big moment; you’re in a pretty dress that is short enough so it doesn’t get wet but Harry, for all of his planning, trudges with water soaking into his khakis— He thinks it’ll look bad in the pictures but maybe you won’t care, not with the way you’re smiling so wide, taking in the views of the water that cascades just a few feet away.
The tour guide, Pranee, gives Harry a discreet thumbs up when the two of you are perfectly in frame and then points to the left. “Look, guys! A monkey!”
You immediately turn your back to Harry, searching for the animal that doesn’t exist. He breathes deeply, takes a small step back and kneels.
Harry doesn’t even see it happen. One moment he’s lowering himself on one knee, the other he has both feet in the air, his back scratching against the rock formation as he slides down several steps. He hears you screech and then nothing else other than the roaring of the water as he unwillingly somersaults down the current.
He ends up with seven stitches on his bicep after getting caught in a particularly sharp rock, a twisted ankle and enough muscle pain to show that he is, indeed, nearing fifty years old. The ring somehow stayed in his pocket, thankfully, and you’re now using one of Pranee’s pictures of Harry being ass up face down in the water as your phone’s lockscreen, so he figures it wasn’t all bad.
four: the proposal.
Harry doesn’t give up. He is not the sort of man to give up on anything, especially not something this important. He just… Takes a step back. His recovery from the Thailand trip is slow, slower than it would’ve been a couple of years back, and it brings forth a whole plethora of realizations he has been trying to avoid. His age is the main concern— He feels like his body is starting to break down, his stamina dwindling, injuries taking longer to recover from; his mother starts casually mentioning botox every time they have lunch together, the grays in his hair more prominent every time he looks in the mirror.
Despite that, Harry doesn’t feel old (well, maybe only when it takes him five weeks to stop groaning whenever he stands because of a silly tumble down a waterfall). But then he looks at you, so much younger, still so full of energy and life and he wonders if he’s not selfishly taking away your youth.
So, yes, Harry doesn’t give up. But he does reconsider. He hides the ring in his office and leaves it there for a couple of weeks, choosing instead to spend his time with you without the worry of the perfect proposal— He still wants to marry you, wants to have the pride of knowing you carry his last name, the safety that comes with his money and his status. He wants you on his bed and his house and his car, wants your name next to his at every event. But it dawns on him that he’s not certain if you want that too: He’s been so focused on making sure to keep the proposal a surprise, he doesn’t even consider the possibility of your answer being no.
He decides to just ask you. Not in an actual proposal but more of a conversation, testing the waters to figure out if he can pull out the ring or if he should keep it hidden for another year, but there never seems to be a right time for that— Or maybe he’s scared of the answer, even though Harry would never admit to it.
The question slips out on a Saturday evening while the two of you are having a movie night in the shoebox that you call an apartment, sitting on the couch you stole from a garbage pile on the curb. You’d made Harry carry the damn thing for three blocks even though he promised he’d give you all of the couches in the entire world if it kept you from bringing garbage into your home.
The garbage couch is, perhaps, the most comfortable couch he has ever sat on.
“Would you ever want to get married?” He asks, watching the way your hand full of Skittles freezes halfway to your lips.
“What?” You ask. Despite how good Harry is at reading people, he cannot make sense of the emotion that fleets across your face.
“With me. Would you ever want to get married to me?”
You twist on your side of the couch, your knees drawn to your chest; you’re wearing a pair of sweatpants that you got either from Walmart or Target or whatever other big store Harry hasn’t set foot inside since he was a child, an old t-shirt from his days at Brown University that is ratty and stretched out from age, and a pair of Chanel eye patches.
This is another little thing that Harry loves about you. Here you are, in a stolen couch in sweatpants that might well be from the Dollar Tree, wearing an eye mask that costs over a hundred dollars. Any other person might’ve seen it as hypocrisy, but Harry knows better than that— He understands that you don’t care about boasting luxury, about flaunting his money or spending it on things that you might consider futile. You’re ambivalent but strong-willed, sticking to your morals and what you think is the right thing. Headstrong.
“Are you proposing to me, Harry Castillo?”
“No. Yes.” He pauses, trying to figure out the look on your face when you quirk an eyebrow at him. “Maybe. I mean— I tried three times already, so I figured I might as well just say it, but if you want it to be more romantic I can try again. Fifth time’s the charm or something.”
You throw your legs over his, swinging on the couch until you plop down on his lap, your chest pressed against his, shins bracketing his thighs. Harry’s hands find your waist all on their own, the weight of you a familiar and welcoming feeling.
“I would marry the shit out of you.” You say, fingers running through his hair. “So yes, if this is a proposal, I’m saying yes.”
He kisses you, your teeth clacking against each other as you both smile through the kiss. Harry’s heart thunders inside his chest, so fast he thinks he might go into cardiac arrest— And he’d die a happy man, because the way you press against him and giggle into his mouth brings forth an emotion that he never thought he’d ever truly feel.
Love.
It was true when he told Lucy he’d never been in love before, and at some point he truly thought that would never be in the cards for him, but all along he’d simply been waiting for you. The woman that challenges him, that disrupts his world and pulls him away from the trap of his own mind.
“I love you.” Harry says when he finally pulls back, and he thinks you’ll never understand how much he means it. He kisses your cheek once, twice, thrice. You giggle, folding in on yourself when his mustache brushes against that soft part of your neck where you’re extra ticklish.
“I love you too.” You say, grinning ear to ear. “Wait, what do you mean you tried to propose before?”
Harry groans, head tilting against the back of the garbage couch.
“You don’t even wanna know.”
bonus: the wedding.
The two of you get married in New York City, seven months after Harry finally manages to propose. It was a rocky road, with Harry’s mother trying to take control of the festivities and you slamming your foot down on having the party exactly the way you and Harry wanted it, and he’s never been so attracted to you as he’d been then.
Well, maybe only when you made your way down the aisle. You wore a shiny satin dress that was more champagne than white, figure accentuated by the corset that tied to your back— Harry had missed his portion of the vows, only snapping out of his trance when the officiant called his name twice; you’d laughed, and he’d blushed, and all Harry could think and say was about how lucky he was to have such a powerful, incredible woman by his side. He worships at your altar that night, trying to convey with his body what his words could not: How much he’d kiss the ground you walk on, how he’d never be able — or willing — to find someone that came even close to make him feel the way he does for you.
Your honeymoon is in Thailand. You make the same island hopping you’d done the last time — sans Tak, because Harry wasn’t ready to face that humiliation again — and you end the trip on Railay Beach, in a small seaside bungalow that Harry buys for the two of you. You get matching bamboo tattoos one evening after too many boozy smoothies: Your initials on his left collarbone, his initials on your left ribcage. If anyone asked, getting a matching tattoo with his wife at fifty years old while honeymooning in paradise had never been in the realm of possibility for one Harry Castillo, but he wouldn’t change a thing.
Going back to New York City after a month of good food, beautiful beaches and lovemaking is a sad affair and, once again, Harry is reminded of the ten year old little boy he once was, sitting in his parents private jet or the back of a car, holding back tears because he did not want to go back home. This time it’s just bittersweet, your hand in his as you sit next to each other on the private plane.
“Is it weird that I already want to go back?” You giggle, and Harry smiles, pressing a kiss to the bridge of your nose.
“No, Mrs. Castillo.” He says, savoring the words. “Not weird at all.”
જ⁀➴ ♡ Your resignation should have been simple: hand Harry Castillo the letter, walk out of his office, and forget everything that happened the night you found him falling apart behind the closed doors of Castillo Holdings.
Forget his hands, his mouth, and the terrible, impossible feeling that, for a few stolen minutes, Harry had wanted you more honestly than he had ever wanted anyone.
Unfortunately, Harry has never been good at letting go of things he wants.
So when his family starts pushing too hard, when his mother asks one question too many, and when his brother’s perfect life is held up like proof that Harry has somehow failed at his own, he does the only reasonable thing a lonely, emotionally constipated man can do.
He lies.
He tells them he is engaged.
To you.
Now Harry needs you to spend one weekend pretending to be his fiancée in front of his family. Smile for the photographs. Wear the ring. Share his room. Let his mother adore you. Help him survive the lie he was stupid enough to tell.
In return, he’ll give you everything you asked for: your freedom, a clean exit from Castillo Holdings, and a recommendation letter to any company in New York.
Easy enough.
It’s not like Harry is using a fake engagement as an excuse to keep you close.
And it’s definitely not like either of you could fall in love over one disastrous weekend.
...Right?
જ⁀➴ ♡ tags: boss/assistant relationship, age gap, fake engagement, fake relationship, marriage of convenience vibes, forced proximity, grumpy x sunshine, workaholics with terrible coping mechanisms, mutual pining, banter, anxiety, loneliness, fear of abandonment, mentions of past emotionally abusive relationships, Harry believes he is destined to die alone, Reader believes love is not meant for her, Reader is Harry’s aggressive chihuahua, miscommunication final boss, pole dancing, unprotected sex, a frankly irresponsible amount of smut, possible breeding kink, one very non-jewelry-related pearl necklace, but don’t worry, babes, this is a rom-com, love is very much on the menu despite all the angst!
age gap, female reader, contains themes of body image, chapter has not been edited
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You were born in the penthouse suite of Lenox Hill Hospital, wrapped in lavender silk instead of muslin.
The first sound you heard was the laugh track of your mother’s favorite 1950s sitcom playing softly in the background as she recovered on morphine.
You grew up in a six-story limestone townhouse off Fifth Avenue, the kind with frescoed ceilings and staircases so wide they made women feel like swans. The house smelled like bergamot and old paper. Always.
Your last name meant something—meant everything—in film. Directors paused when they heard it. Festival organizers offered you rooms. Cinematographers tried not to blink. Your family didn’t just fund films, they curated the atmosphere in which they were watched. Museums asked for your grandfather’s reel collection like relics. Your father’s voice had been immortalized in Criterion commentary tracks. You were born into the lighting. You were born on set.
By the time you were five, you knew what a backlot was.
By ten, you’d learned how to tell when a director was faking their references.
You could cry on cue, not because you were trained—but because crying got you what you wanted. You were always told you looked like your mother, which you hated.
But you knew it was true.
Same feline cheekbones, same bloodless complexion, same way of arching an eyebrow so it felt like an accusation.
Your sister, younger by three years, had always been the darling of brunch tables. You were the one who drew headlines when you spilled wine on a Cannes jury member’s lap and didn’t apologize. You were called “feisty” by Vanity Fair and “difficult” by your aunt’s third husband.
You hadn’t worked a day in your life, not in the way people mean it. You’d attended Columbia briefly, then left because someone on the faculty looked at you wrong. You dated mostly artists—photographers who lived in lofts and sculptors who never returned your YSL coat. Occasionally a screenwriter, someone who claimed he was writing you into something. They never did.
But lately, it had begun to sour.
Parties were too loud. Everyone looked like someone you’d already met. Men your age were either married or trying to get you to invest in something blockchain-related. Your doorman had started to pity you. He looked at you like you were an orchid in the wrong light.
It didn’t help that the world had shifted.
The industry, the city, the people you once dismissed as temporary had begun to stick. There were new families at the Met Gala now, new surnames attached to legacy tables at Polo Bar. You knew the kind of men you wanted. You just hadn’t seen one in a very long time. Not really.
But elsewhere, in a different corner of the city, another life was ticking along with equal weight and silence.
Harry Castillo stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in his penthouse and read a memo he didn’t care about. The building was newer than yours, all glass and good taste. The kind of place where appliances whispered and marble was warm to the touch.
He was tall, broad-shouldered, wearing a slate-gray sweater that looked like it belonged in a film about grief. His hair was dark but threaded with silver, curling at the back of his neck. His eyes were the color of wet earth. There was something old-fashioned about the way he stood—shoulders slightly back, like he was ready to say something difficult but necessary.
Harry was born into money too, though it was newer and quieter than yours.
His mother founded the Castillo Group after taking an inheritance and multiplying it tenfold in under a decade. She built the firm with the kind of discipline normally reserved for surgeons. Harry's father and brother now worked under her. So did he. Not because he had to—but because it was what Castillos did.
Private equity didn’t thrill him, but it made sense.
And Harry liked things that made sense.
He liked structure. He liked the rhythms of quarterly reports and the smell of ink on legal pads. His world ran on spreadsheets and quiet dinners with men who owned things you’d never see.
He had recently ended things with Lucy Mason, a woman who had once been important to him. She was a professional matchmaker—poised, brilliant, and deeply concerned with emotional compatibility indexes.
He’d liked her. He’d tried to love her. But there had always been a small door inside his chest that wouldn’t open for her. Not all the way.
They ended things late at night.
It was civil, almost eerie in its neatness. She told him that if he ever wanted to try her service, he should.
“If you call the office,” she said. “They'll assign someone great for you.”
He nodded and never called. Not yet.
Back uptown, you were barefoot on the heated terrazzo floor of your kitchen, making a mess out of truffle honey and sourdough. Your sister was at the counter, scrolling through her phone like it was her real job. She looked too pleased. You didn’t trust her when she looked pleased.
“You’re not wearing those boots again, are you?” she asked, not looking up. “They’re very…divorcee.”
You ignored her. You’d been feeling unstable lately, a little trapped in the amber of your own life. You’d been googling people you once hated and found out they might have figured something out.
Before you.
You hated how that felt.
Your sister put down her phone. Too deliberately.
“So,” she said. “Promise not to get mad?”
You looked up. “No.”
She beamed. “Okay. Don’t freak out. But I might have filled out a little thing for you.”
You blinked. “What kind of thing.”
“It’s nothing. Just…a profile. For a matchmaking service. Very elite. Very low-profile. Super bespoke.”
You said nothing. You stared at her, hard enough that she briefly flinched.
“I knew you’d react like this,” she groaned. “But come on. You’ve dated everyone in Manhattan who’s not in rehab or under federal investigation. You need a reset. A new algorithm. Let the universe—or a very qualified stranger—take the wheel.”
You turned away, grabbed the spoon, stirred your espresso like it was someone’s fault.
“Please tell me you didn’t use my real name,” you said quietly.
She hesitated.
“I used your middle name,” she said brightly. “That counts, right?”
Outside, the city shuddered to life—cars moving like brushstrokes, old buildings watching from behind limestone brows.
You didn’t know it yet but Harry Castillo would open a drawer that night and find the business card Lucy once left behind. He’d hold it in his hand a little too long.
Today was for disbelief. For the kind of quiet before something tilts. For looking out at the city and wondering—against all logic—if maybe someone was already looking back.
You didn’t go out much that week.
Not in any performative way—no detoxes, no dramatic declarations to your group chat, just a slow unspooling of invitations you didn’t RSVP to.
A dinner at Lucien you skipped.
A gallery opening where someone’s assistant texted, They’re asking if you’re coming.
You weren’t.
You sat barefoot on the windowsill instead, eating cold papaya and watching the fog crawl up like it was trying to forget where it came from.
Your sister had gone quiet. Not in a guilty way—she’d never been wired for guilt—but in that annoying, practiced stillness she slipped into when she was waiting to be proven right. You could feel it in the one word texts. The silence that followed. The smug, hovering dot-dot-dot that never became a message.
You lasted about two weeks like that. Then your mother called.
Lunch, she said. Cipriani, obviously. She didn’t ask if it worked for you. She didn’t need to.
You arrived ten minutes late on principle. She was already seated, already picking mint from her cocktail, already tilting her cheek for a kiss she never quite gave.
Her hair was perfect.
It always was.
Still pulled into a chignon so tight it made her face look slightly unreal. Her scarf—Hermès, naturally—was twisted just so, like she'd stepped out of a 1970s Italian film and never aged past the good lighting.
“I ordered the risotto for the table,” she said. “You look pale.”
“I’m fine.”
“Have you been working out? Your stomach looks soft.”
“I said I’m fine.”
She waved you off, already bored. Her nails tapped her wine glass with deliberate disdain. You knew the rhythm by heart.
She asked how you’d been, and you told her the sanitized version—books you were pretending to read, your new pilates instructor with that Finnish accent, something about how you were considering showing up on dad's set in Los Angeles just to feel something.
She nodded politely through all of it, eyes scanning the room.
Then, as the waiter laid down the salmon, she struck.
“You know,” she said. “There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be chosen.”
You didn’t look up. You kept slicing bread. Slowly. Cleanly.
She kept going, of course.
“I worry you’ve built this little moat around yourself. And for what? So no one can disappoint you? That’s not strength, darling.”
“Are you seriously—”
“And don’t say you’re not lonely. Everyone’s lonely. It’s boring.”
You could feel your jaw set. That was the thing with her. She never said it cruelly. She said it like it was just another fact, like the weather or your blood type. Like cruelty wasn’t personal unless you let it be.
“I didn’t come here for a lecture.”
“No. You came because I asked you to.” She smiled over her wine. “And because no one else did.”
The silence that followed was sour and expensive. The kind that doesn’t get broken by apologies, only by checks and limousines and the distraction of someone else’s scandal.
You got into the back of your car with your stomach a tight little fist. You didn’t cry. Not there, not then. You weren’t that girl.
At first, you thought it was spam. Then you saw your middle name typed like it belonged to someone else. The same photo your sister had forced you to take last year, standing on the terrace in a white dress that had made you feel like a ghost. It was you. You, in some unnervingly accurate bullet points. Preferences. Dealbreakers. Love languages.
You hovered over the trash icon. Didn’t click.
Not yet.
Harry sat in his bedroom in silence.
The penthouse—more glass than walls—was hushed, interrupted only by the occasional hum of temperature regulation or the sigh of traffic five stories down. He liked it that way. Controlled. Calibrated. No echoes of someone else’s taste.
He sat in the reading chair by the window, laptop balanced across his thighs, a page open with the pale gray header: Castillo, H — Matchmaker Profile Review Requested.
Rose—his matchmaker—had told him to look it over. See if anything felt off. “Even the smallest thing,” she’d said, with her clipped precision. “We don’t want anything distorting the signal.”
He didn’t believe in signals. Not really.
Still, he scrolled.
He scanned the words—edited, carefully neutral. No photos. He’d opted out. There were photos of everyone now. He didn’t want that. He liked the idea of someone reading first. Imagining. Filling in the edges wrong.
Then he saw it.
Height: 6’0
He paused.
It was true. Now.
But it wasn’t always.
He shifted in the chair, legs stiff. That familiar ache, dull and ghostlike, stirred beneath his skin.
It had been eight years.
Still, some mornings he swore he could feel the break. The phantom throb of it. The remembering.
He’d been thirty-seven when he did it. His brother had gone first, dragging him into the consultation like it was some secret rite. The doctor spoke with an accent and wore a Rolex that glinted like a challenge.
They broke the bones. Femurs. Tibias. Stretched them millimeter by millimeter over months. Metal rods inside the legs. Physical therapy that made grown men cry.
Four hundred thousand dollars.
Each.
They were lucky.
Rich boys.
They healed in penthouses with private nurses and blackout curtains. Harry read biographies of ruined men while his legs screamed.
He never told anyone. Not even Lucy. Until she found his scars while he was sleeping.
The scars were faint. A pair of pale, wicked lines running along the outside of each leg, like punctuation marks on a story he didn’t talk about. He saw them in the mirror sometimes and thought, What did I gain, really?
Six inches, yes.
But also… something unspoken. Some strange edge. A new way men listened when he spoke. The way women didn’t ask questions, just tilted their heads in approval, as if the air had shifted.
It wasn’t vanity. Not exactly.
It was about scale. About not disappearing in rooms where power stood tall.
Still, seeing it there, written down, made something in his throat tighten.
He shut the laptop and leaned back. The city glowed below him. Red tail lights inching up West Broadway. People moving, choosing, being chosen.
He reached down and rubbed his shin gently, as if to remind himself...this is yours.
You paid for this height.
You earned it in bone.
Meanwhile in another penthouse just a few blocks away...you were lying on your back, staring up at the crown molding, thinking about the things your mother said.
The idea that being chosen was something worth wanting.
You hated that it echoed.
You hated more that it almost sounded true.
Downstairs, your doorman signed for a package. Something sent from an office you’d never heard of. A folder sealed in black. Your name printed in serif.
You wouldn’t see it until morning.
But it was already in the building.
Already waiting.
When you woke, the light in your bedroom was soft and dull, filtered through gauzy curtains your mother had once called tragically optimistic. The air had that filtered morning silence that felt vaguely judgmental, like even your apartment was waiting to see what kind of person you were going to be today.
You padded barefoot across the terrazzo floor, still in last night’s silk camisole, your stomach a soft ache from too much wine or not enough food. You didn’t remember which.
And there it was.
A black envelope.
Just outside your penthouse door. Laid neatly on the marble like it belonged there. No branding. No return address. Only your middle name printed in thin serif font.
You stood there for a moment, coffee-less, suspicious, bare-legged in a building where people wore jewelry to take out the trash.
You thought...spam. PR. A strange flex from a failed suitor.
But then you saw the initials etched lightly on the back seal...R.S.
Your stomach curled slightly.
Your sister. That smug, beautiful demon.
You carried the envelope inside like it was cursed.
At the kitchen island, you made espresso and stared at it like it might blink. Your phone had seven unread messages and none of them mattered. You’d spent too many mornings like this—floating in your own life like it was someone else’s bathwater.
Eventually, you slid your finger under the flap.
Inside a slim folder. Matte cardstock. Minimalist. Heavy enough to feel expensive.
A letter on the front.
Your sister mentioned you were hesitant. I understand hesitation—it can be a sign of intelligence. But I also know a match when I see one. The following is not a pitch, nor a promise. It’s just a possibility.
— Rose
You blinked. That was it. No company logo, no contact info. Just a name and a voice like the inside of a glass of wine—dry, elegant, a little smug.
You flipped the page.
There were bullet points. Controlled, curated, clinical. Every line written like it had been vetted by lawyers and therapists.
Age: 47
Height: 6'0
Marital Status: Never married
Children: None
Occupation: Private Equity (Partner, Family Firm)
Residency: Tribeca
Education: Ivy League (Economics)
Religion: Agnostic
Languages: English, Spanish
Temperament: Observant. Principled.
Emotional Availability: High—when trust is earned.
Love Language: Acts of service.
Looking for: The real thing.
You stared at it.
Private equity. Tribeca. Forty-seven. You groaned.
He sounded like the kind of man who corrected waitstaff and had a framed blueprint of a yacht in his office. The kind of man your mother would politely destroy with a single glance and a casually cruel remark about his tie.
But you kept reading.
There were notes. Margins full of them. From the matchmaker, apparently—this unseen curator pulling invisible strings.
"He listens more than he speaks. But when he speaks, everyone listens."
"Very tactile with people he trusts. Rare, but notable."
"He likes reading before bed. Not out of habit. Out of need."
"Wants children. Not urgently. But honestly."
You felt yourself bristle. Then soften. Then bristle again.
Because you knew men like this didn’t exist. Not really. And if they did, they didn’t submit themselves to algorithms. They didn’t hand over their inner lives to professional matchmakers in New York City. They didn’t wait around for women with baggage and beautifully designed boundaries.
But then—
Then there was the smaller envelope.
Sealed. Black wax. No flourish, just the words...
Only open if interested.
Which, of course, was exactly the kind of thing that made you want to open it.
So you did.
Inside, a deeper profile. Not his answers. Her notes.
No photo. Of course not.
But somehow, without seeing him, the image began to form anyway.
Tall. Broad-shouldered. A man who dressed like he didn’t think about it—because someone else always had. Dark hair, graying in a way that made you think of salt, of restraint, of stories not told too soon. Eyes like wet bark. The kind of brown that held heat, not just color.
There was a line under Romantic Compatibility, written in Rose's careful script...
“He doesn’t flirt. He focuses. Makes you feel like the only room he’s ever stood in is the one you’re in now.”
Your stomach did a thing.
You hated that it did a thing.
You closed the file. Too fast. Like the words could see you, like they knew.
Who was this man?
You’d known hundreds of men. Dated enough to recognize types. Models. Trust fund poets. One devastating poet’s assistant. You could smell performative vulnerability from two rooms away. But this wasn’t that.
This was something else.
Across the city, Rose sipped her espresso in a glass office with zero personal items. She tapped a pen against her tablet and refreshed her inbox.
Harry still hadn’t responded.
She didn’t blame him. He was slower than most. A man who considered decisions like he was building a bridge over water he hadn’t named yet.
So she’d done it herself.
She'd read your sister’s submission, then read between the lines.
Googled you. Googled your grandfather.
Saw the name in festival archives, on lost reels from the sixties. Watched the grainy interview with your mother in a Paris cinema.
Saw the haunted brilliance in your face, the face of a legacy you hadn’t asked for.
She knew then.
She knew.
It wasn’t about wealth or aesthetic parity—it was energy. Containment. Quiet power looking for a counterpart.
So she sent it.
Let the rich girl read. Let the serious man stall.
Let the city do the rest.
Back in your kitchen, you refilled your espresso. Opened the file again. Not because you believed in it. But because something in your chest had begun to hum.
You hadn’t seen his face.
But you couldn’t stop picturing it.
And when you went to bed that night, you didn’t throw away the folder like you had planned to do.
You didn’t talk to your sister about it either.
You just let it sit there, glowing in your building.
A match you hadn’t chosen.
But maybe—
Just maybe—
One that saw you anyway.
The next tine you blinked it had been six days since the envelope.
Time moves fast when you are stressing over a man who doesn't even know you exist.
You hadn’t opened the envelope again. You’d slid it back into the matte folder and tucked the whole thing into the shallow drawer of your vanity—the one usually reserved for lipsticks in limited-edition packaging and love letters you never responded to.
You told yourself it didn’t mean anything, that it was just some expensive exercise in curated loneliness.
Like horoscopes for people with trust funds.
You’d stopped searching the internet.
There were too many men. Too many firms.
Every time you typed “New York private equity, 47, no kids,” the results made you want to burn your laptop. Sleek men in sleeker suits, blinking across LinkedIn headshots like a smug carousel. Half of them looked like the villain in a thriller, the other half like your ex’s father.
None of them looked like him—whoever he was.
And you told yourself you didn’t care.
You were busy, anyway.
Your grandmother had summoned the family.
She did this sometimes. Not for holidays, not for birthdays. Only for matters. The kind that required linen blazers and polite expressions, and the ceremonial silence that came when she mentioned death like it was something chic and inevitable.
Your grandfather had passed five years ago in Italy, holding a cigarette and laughing at a joke you never heard. He’d left behind vaults of film, four ex-lovers at his funeral, and a will that could’ve passed for a screenplay. Your grandmother had been quiet since. Not sad, exactly—just...theatrical in a colder register. As if grief was a role she’d aged out of but still wanted to audition for.
She’d asked the family to meet with a firm. Something about reorganizing trusts. Future-proofing. “Estate things,” your mother had said vaguely while buttering toast with her rings on.
All you heard was...meetings.
So now you had one. A meeting with a private equity firm that sounded like a wine label. It was supposed to be “the best,” of course. It always was.
The name meant nothing to you.
Castillo Group.
Sounded clean. Impersonal. Like a gallery that only sold work in black and white.
You were barely listening when your sister explained the structure of the meeting.
“…and we’re meeting with one of the partners,” she said, scrolling through her phone while icing her jaw. “They assigned us someone directly. It’s serious, apparently. Gran wants to talk about legacy clauses.”
You made a vague sound of acknowledgement and stole a sip of her green juice.
She slapped your hand without looking up.
“Don’t be weird,” she said.
You weren’t weird. You were bored.
The week passed in lacquered hours.
Days filled with pilates, wine, group chats muted indefinitely.
You ignored texts from men you didn’t remember giving your number to.
You wore sunglasses indoors. You bought a vintage Schiaparelli coat you didn’t need. You stared out windows longer than was socially acceptable.
And still—
The man lingered.
The match. Him.
Not directly. Just in flashes. The way someone brushed your wrist on the subway. The way the barista called your name too softly. The memory of Rose’s notes, scribbled like a diary for someone else’s soul.
You didn’t even know his name.
So you stopped thinking about it.
You went to pilates instead.
It was one of those spaces that didn’t call itself a gym—more like a “wellness lab.” All eucalyptus mist and minimalist lighting. The front desk staff were beautiful in that beige, uncanny way, like they’d been grown in a vat labeled Miu Miu campaign.
Your friends were already on the reformers when you arrived.
“Nice of you to join us,” said Inez, legs in straps, gold hoops catching the morning light. “Thought maybe you’d died of aesthetic fatigue.”
You dropped your mat bag dramatically. “I almost did. Someone tried to pitch me a podcast on legacy healing at Dries.”
Sophia snorted and gestured for you to take the spot beside her.
“Guess who’s instructing today,” she whispered, eyes gleaming.
You didn’t have to guess long.
The instructor—Matteo—looked like a poem someone wrote after watching too many Prada ads. Italian. Arms covered in tattoos that didn’t need stories.
You tried not to notice. You failed.
Midway through class, he came over to adjust your form. His hands grazed your hips, featherlight, intentional. He said something low in your ear—“You hold tension here, no?”—and you didn’t even pretend not to smirk.
After class, he caught up with you by the locker rooms. Said your movement was better than anyone in that class. You laughed, genuinely. He asked if you wanted to get a drink sometime.
You paused. Tilted your head. Let the moment breathe.
And then, “You wouldn’t survive my family,” you said, brushing past him with the smile you reserved for temporary men.
Your friends howled when you told them.
“I give it two weeks before you sleep with him,” said Sophia, adjusting her sunglasses.
“Two days,” Inez countered. “Max.”
You shook your head. “He’s a rebound I haven’t even earned yet.”
You didn’t tell them about the envelope. You hadn’t told anyone. Not really. It wasn’t shame—just…a strange refusal to share something you didn’t understand.
The man. The notes. The way they settled under your skin like they belonged there.
Later that evening, your mother texted.
Confirming tomorrow’s appointment. 11 AM. Don’t wear that thing with the fringe.
You didn’t respond.
Instead, you stood by your window, barefoot again, staring down at the city.
Somewhere out there was a man who might’ve been made for you.
And you were about to walk into his building.
Without even knowing it.
The next morning, the light came in soft again—but this time, you were ready for it.
You woke early. Not from an alarm, but from something subtler...the shifting silence of the city beyond your window, the almost imperceptible creak of your building adjusting to the day. There was a feeling in the air, taut and irritable, like silk snagged on a nail.
You didn’t hesitate.
Slipped out of bed, bare feet meeting cold terrazzo, body moving through the motions of your morning like choreography. Coffee first. Then the shower, where steam curled like memory and water hit your back in steady, punishing streams. Your playlist—jazz, something you played when you needed stability.
At your vanity, you moved with purpose.
Silk robe open at the shoulders. Skin dewy from serum. Hair twisted into a low chignon so severe your mother might approve. Your makeup was minimal. A little contour, a matte lip, the faintest shimmer on your cheekbones.
Then the dress.
Vintage Givenchy, the kind of black that absorbs your body. Sleeveless, high-necked, sculpted like you’d been poured into it. It flared just slightly at the hem. You added earrings your grandmother had once described as “impractical for daylight” which of course meant they were perfect.
You checked your reflection only once.
Perfect posture. Unbothered elegance.
Then, you descended.
At the lobby, your driver was already waiting.
Claude had been with your family since before you were born. He'd taught you how to parallel park in Montauk and once threatened paparazzi with a tire iron outside your prep school formal. He didn’t ask questions. He didn’t need to.
You slid into the back seat, legs crossed at the knee, coat draped over one shoulder. He merged onto Fifth with surgical precision.
“Traffic?” you asked.
“Not terrible.”
You nodded. Looked out the window.
Then the camera flashes hit.
Paparazzi. Two of them—lurking just outside the florist’s on 74th, lying in wait like roaches with thousand-dollar lenses. You didn’t flinch. You turned slightly, letting them get your better side.
Later, someone would send you a tabloid screenshot with the headline...Heiress En Route to High-Stakes Family Meeting. Your hair would tried to be recreated on TikTok. Someone in the comments would say you looked like a bitch.
Everything is great.
You arrived fifteen minutes late.
Because of course you did.
Claude pulled up in front of the building, not caring about the no parking sign,
Castillo Group read on the glass. The entrance was flanked by planters so perfectly symmetrical it felt aggressive.
You didn’t wait for the concierge. You just walked in, heels clicking like punctuation, coat draped over your forearm, eyes scanning the marble-and-brushed-brass lobby like it might bore you.
The receptionist blinked.
Everyone blinked.
You were used to that.
You gave your name. She gave a floor number.
“Your family’s already up there.”
Of course they were.
The elevator was silent, mirrored. You caught your own reflection and didn’t look away. You didn’t fidget. You didn’t check your phone. When the doors opened, you walked out like you belonged there.
Upstairs, in a glass-walled conference room designed for bids and negotiations, Harry Castillo was already seated.
He didn’t see you at first. He was focused on your grandmother—who’d arrived ten minutes early and was now seated at the head of the table like a bored monarch.
Your mother was beside her, glancing at her nails like they might betray her. Your sister, chewing invisible gum, scrolling on her phone. Your father, thank God, smiled when Harry greeted him. Warmly, even.
Harry liked your father. Had met him briefly before—quietly magnetic, the kind of man who’d aged into his cynicism with charm.
Harry had learned long ago how to focus on the numbers without being distracted by the jewelry, the veiled insults, the family lore. Your grandmother referred to their fortune like it had been bestowed by Zeus himself.
Then the door opened.
And you entered.
Harry didn’t look up right away. He was mid-sentence, something about generational liquidity and stepped-up basis calculations. Then his eyes lifted.
And the sentence died in his mouth.
You walked in like the room had been built around your arrival. Back straight. Expression unreadable. Not arrogant—just certain.
Black dress. Earrings that shouldn’t have worked, but did. A face that held a thousand stories and dared you to ask for one. You didn’t apologize for being late. You didn’t even pretend to care.
You took the empty seat beside your father.
Harry watched you like a man trying not to be caught watching.
His colleagues—the senior associate, the analyst, even the usually-unflappable estate attorney—reacted like something seismic had shifted. A cough. A fidget. A clearing of the throat.
You didn’t notice.
Or you did—and chose not to respond.
Harry looked down at his notes.
You, he thought, were exactly what Rose had sent. Except he didn’t know that yet. Couldn’t know. Because the sleek black envelope was still unopened. Still sealed. Still sitting in his office under a stack of quarterly earnings reports.
And you?
You barely looked at him.
You were polite. Dismissive. Tired in a way that didn’t show on your face but echoed in the way you crossed your legs. You asked two questions—sharp, surgical. You answered one of your grandmother’s passive-aggressive remarks with a half-smile so lethal the paralegal accidentally knocked over his water glass.
Harry watched it all.
Took it in like a study.
You didn’t look like a woman who needed anything.
Which is why, when you leaned slightly toward your father and murmured something that made him laugh, Harry felt something strange stir behind his ribs.
You were nothing like Lucy.
You were...burnt edges and quiet glamour, the kind of presence that made people straighten their posture without knowing why. The kind of woman who didn’t smile to make others comfortable.
The meeting continued.
You didn’t speak much.
But when you did, it changed the tone.
You challenged who would earn the rights to certain films.
Asked about film archive clauses.
Corrected your mother without blinking.
And when Harry finally did address you—only once, to clarify a section on trust structure—you nodded.
“Understood,” you said.
No smile. No flirtation.
Just clarity.
And still—Harry felt it. That tilt. The quiet shift. The thing that lives in the breath between two people before they ever really speak.
When the meeting ended, your grandmother rose first.
She didn't thank anyone. She didn’t need to. Her rings did the talking.
Your mother followed. Your sister made a quip about the chairs being bad for her hips. Your father lingered, shaking hands, making small talk with the estate attorney about his late father-in-law's cinema.
You were the last to stand.
And Harry—Harry watched you go.
Not in a way anyone would notice. Just a glance. A flicker. But enough to feel something crack inside his well-constructed, well-curated sense of detachment.
He didn’t know your name.
You didn’t know his.
Not yet.
And the black envelope in his office remained untouched.
But the city was shifting.
And the string had already pulled tight.
That night, Harry couldn’t sleep.
He didn’t usually have this problem. His apartment—if it could still be called that—was engineered for silence. Floor-to-ceiling windows, blackout shades, temperature calibrated to lull any insomniac into submission. The kind of place where sound had to ask permission.
But still, he laid there, one arm behind his head, shirt off, the city beyond the glass blinking like a pulse.
You’d been in his head all day.
Since you walked into that conference room like it owed you something. Since you’d crossed your legs and tilted your chin and answered your grandmother like a diplomat with a dagger under her tongue.
He’d barely heard a word of the financial summary after that. The analyst had repeated himself twice.
He’d nodded. Pretended. Said all the right things. But your face had lingered—cool, sculptural, with eyes that didn’t wander. Like you didn’t need the room’s approval. Like the room had already lost its chance to impress you.
Which is exactly why he needed to get you out of his head.
He rose sometime past midnight. The floor was cold against his feet. He poured himself a glass of water and crossed to his office.
The space was minimalist, but not impersonal. Books lined the walls. A single photograph—his brother Peter’s wedding—sat framed in the corner of his desk.
He had been Peter’s best man. Smiling, tailored, solemn in that way that made women say he looked like someone who had stories and the discipline not to tell them.
Peter had married Charlotte—sharp, beautiful, meticulous. A match made by Adore Matchmaking, by Lucy herself. The agency Harry had never believed in.
But Rose...Rose had sent him something weeks ago. Something he hadn’t touched.
He got to his desk slowly. The envelope was still there. Black wax seal. No branding. Just two letters.
R.S.
No flourish. Just intent.
He cracked the seal. Slowly. Like it might burn.
Inside, a folder. Matte. Heavy. Clinical. His name written at the top in neat serif.
Castillo, H. — Match Profile Review
He almost laughed. Almost.
Then he flipped the page.
And saw your photo.
It hit him like a held breath.
You.
You, in a white dress, standing on a terrace that looked vaguely Roman, vaguely imagined. You weren’t smiling. Just watching something beyond the frame, your posture perfect, your mouth slightly parted like you were about to say something.
The city dimmed around him.
He set the photo down, too gently.
The rest came after—your name (middle only, smart), your background, the carefully-worded notes Rose had stitched together like myth.
He read the line about your grandfather and felt it click into place. The film family. The legacy. The reason everyone in the room had sat straighter when your father entered.
But it was you.
It had been you all along.
And you had no idea.
He sank into the leather chair, your photo still resting beside his wrist like something too sacred to touch again.
It felt impossible. Too neat. And yet—
He thought about that moment in the meeting. When your eyes flicked over him once, unreadable. When you barely spoke to him at all.
He’d assumed it was because you were used to men noticing you. That it was nothing.
But now he wondered...was it better that you didn’t know? Or worse?
He rubbed his hand absently along the outside of his thigh. Scar tissue.
The faint ridge where bone had once been broken, slowly stretched, made new.
If you ever saw it—if you ran your fingers down his legs in the dark, tracing those pale punctuation marks—would you recoil? Would you laugh? Would you ask why?
Would he tell you the truth?
That it wasn’t vanity. Not really. That it was something more primitive than that.
Survival.
He closed the folder. Not to hide it. Just to think.
Because suddenly the idea of seeing you again—of meeting you, really meeting you—felt unbearable and inevitable all at once.
He hadn’t believed in fate. Not until now.
He looked out at the city.
Somewhere, not far, you were probably asleep in a bed the size of a country, one arm flung over your eyes, dreaming of nothing because you refused to give the universe the satisfaction.
And he—
He leaned back in his chair, your name like an electric thread running behind his ribs.
He would see you again.
He knew it.
He just didn’t know when.
But he hoped—quietly, selfishly—that it would be soon.
harry castillo x fashion intern fem!reader
content warnings: fluff, a TINY bit of smut at the end, age gap (reader is in late twenties, harry is in forties)
summary: a vacation with your billionaire boyfriend
wc: 3.8k
masterlist. | part two.
You’re exhausted by the time you unlock the penthouse door.
Your shoes are already in your hand, one strap broken, and your makeup has melted somewhere between the subway and the elevator. Your bag slips off your shoulder the second you step inside.
And then, before you can even exhale, you smell something.
Something warm. Garlic. Herbs. Olive oil.
You barely have time to register it when...
“Mi vida,” Harry’s voice greets you from somewhere near the kitchen. “I was about two minutes away from coming to track you down.”
You blink. You must look absolutely wrecked because his brow creases the second he sees you.
You try to speak, some kind of apology for being late or not answering his last text, but then Harry is already walking over, sliding a hand around your waist and leaning down to kiss your forehead.
“You’re tired,” he says softly.
“I look like a fashion intern who got sent to coffee duty in the rain.”
“You look like a goddess who’s overworked and underappreciated.” He kisses your temple again, then your cheek. “But lucky for you, I’m a very generous man.”
You laugh, head resting against his chest. “Did you order something?”
“I cooked. And I have a surprise for you.” His lips graze your ear, and he pulls back just enough to grin. “Come on. Close your eyes.”
“…Is it a new purse?”
“No purses, but if you want another I'll happily buy you it,” he says with a soft chuckle. “Promise. Just trust me.”
With your heels still dangling from your fingers and your shoulders sagging from the week you’ve had, you close your eyes. You hear him walk around you—there’s a soft rustle, the sound of a switch, and then his warm hands gently guide you forward.
"Okay," he says, stopping you at the edge of the living room. “You can open them now.”
You blink a few times.
And then your mouth drops open.
On the coffee table sits an itinerary, two first-class boarding passes, and a leather travel journal. A small bowl of olives and feta cheese rests beside a chilled bottle of wine. A book you’ve been eyeing—about ancient Greek fashion trends—is tucked under it all with a gold ribbon wrapped around the cover.
“We leave Friday,” Harry says, watching your reaction carefully.
You don’t respond at first.
You just stare. Then you look at him. Then the tickets. Then him again.
“Greece?” you ask quietly.
His hands slide down to your waist, pulling you in closer. “Ten days. No emails. No calls from your nightmare of a supervisor. Just us, the sea, and a suite with your name on it.”
“You’re kidding.”
“I’ve never been more serious.”
You throw your arms around his neck so fast he stumbles a little backward, laughing against your shoulder as you pepper his jaw with kisses.
“I love you,” you mumble into his neck.
“I know,” he murmurs. “But say it again when we're in Greece, sí?”
The sun isn’t even fully up yet when you shoot out of bed, chest tight, your brain already racing.
Okay. Passport. Toiletries. Swimsuits. Did I pack my black heels? Shit, I didn’t email my supervisor. Did I set my out-of-office?
You’re halfway to the closet in one of Harry’s old dress shirts, panic-walking, when a sleepy voice cuts through the quiet.
“Mi amor…what are you doing?”
You turn to find him still in bed, the sheets low on his hips, hair mussed, watching you like you’re the most fascinating thing in the world.
“I- sorry. I didn’t mean to wake you. I just need to finish packing. And check the tickets. And my skincare is still in the bathroom. And I think I forgot to-”
“Stop,” he says gently, sitting up. “Come here.”
“I...Harry...”
“Come here.”
You grumble something under your breath but obey, climbing onto the bed reluctantly. He pulls you into his lap, strong arms wrapping around you, warm and slow and grounding.
“Baby,” he says, pressing a kiss just below your ear. “I already packed your bags.”
You blink. “What?”
“Everything’s in the foyer. New luggage, cream leather, matches the shoes I got you. Your passport’s in your purse. Your skincare’s already packed. Out-of-office email sent.” Another kiss, this one to your jaw. “I even bought you new bathing suits. The red one with the gold ring you were eyeing? It’s folded between three pairs of sunglasses I had overnighted.”
You pull back just enough to look at him.
“You bought me sunglasses?”
“I bought you Greece,” he says smugly. “The sunglasses were just a bonus.”
Despite the panic still simmering behind your eyes, a small laugh slips out. “You’re impossible.”
“I’m efficient. And madly in love with you.”
You let your forehead rest against his, finally allowing yourself to breathe.
“What about the airport?” you mumble. “Security? We’re going to hit traffic. What if we-”
“Car’s downstairs. The driver’s early. Don't worry about TSA or any airport stuff, let me worry about that.”
You blink again. “Who are you?”
He grins, leaning in for a soft, slow kiss. “Someone who hates seeing you stress. Now go brush your teeth, come back here for five more minutes of cuddling, and then we’ll go on the best vacation of your life.”
You sigh dramatically, draping yourself over him.
“Fine..."
He chuckles and kisses your shoulder. “Just let me take care of everything baby.”
You’ve never been in this part of JFK.
There are no long lines. No screaming toddlers. No buzz of flight numbers crackling over intercoms. Here, everything is quiet. Elegant. Every surface gleams. Every scent is subtle, fresh citrus, expensive cologne, and warm espresso drifting from the sleek lounge bar nearby.
Harry rests a hand on the small of your back as you step inside the private terminal, effortlessly guiding you past security with a nod to the staff. The agents don’t ask for your ID. They just smile at him like they know him. Like they’ve known him.
Because they do.
“This isn’t even the lounge,” you whisper, heels softly clicking against polished marble. “This is just the entrance?”
Harry laughs low, brushing your hair behind your ear. “You’re adorable when you’re shocked.”
“I’m not shocked,” you mumble, eyes glued to the towering floral arrangement near the check-in desk. “I’m…digesting.”
He presses a kiss to your cheek. “Wait until you see the jet.”
You reach the private lounge and freeze. Plush velvet seating. Soft instrumental jazz. A breakfast spread that looks catered by a Michelin-star chef. There’s a Hermes throw draped casually over the arm of one of the couches. And a tray with your favorite pastry and a cappuccino already waiting, your name written in delicate script on a place card.
“You did not have that brought out for me,” you say, half-laughing.
“I did,” he says, already loosening the cuffs of his cream button-down and settling onto the couch like he owns the building.
You blink. “Harry, this is insane.”
He looks up from his phone and pats the seat beside him. “No, baby. This is standard.”
You sit beside him slowly, dazed, taking the cappuccino like it’s a fragile artifact. “So…this is what it’s like to fly with you?”
“This is what it’s like to date me.”
You look at him. His expression is unreadable for a beat, somewhere between teasing and completely serious.
He breaks the silence by tugging your legs gently across his lap, massaging your ankle with one hand. “I know you’re not used to this.”
“I really, really am not.”
He leans in, voice quiet. “But you’ll get used to it. If you let me take care of you.”
You study him. His sharp jawline. The steady confidence. The hint of concern in his eyes, like maybe he’s not sure if all of this is too much. If he’s too much.
You shift closer and rest your head on his shoulder. “I think I’m okay with that.”
He presses a kiss to your forehead, lips lingering.
A few minutes later, an attendant appears, polished and polite. “Mr. Castillo? We’re ready for boarding. Would you like to walk out now?”
He nods and glances down at you. “Ready for your chariot?”
“You mean the jet?”
“Yes the jet. One of three.”
You blink, slipping your hand into his as he helps you up. “Of course you have three jets...”
The tarmac is quiet.
You can hear the gentle hum of the engines in the distance, the warm wind brushing past your legs as you follow Harry across the runway. He walks like this is nothing—tailored, crisp linen shirt fluttering slightly, hand resting protectively on the small of your back. You, however, feel like you’ve just stepped into a scene from a dream you never let yourself have.
The jet comes into view, and your breath catches.
It’s not flashy. It’s stunning. Cream exterior, gleaming gold accents, the “Castillo” name discreetly painted near the steps. A flight attendant stands waiting at the base of the staircase, smiling warmly.
Harry gives you a look, half smug, half sweet.
You swat his arm. “You’re enjoying this.”
“Immensely,” he murmurs, and offers his hand as you take the first step. “Watch your step, mi vida.”
Inside, the cabin is glowing in the early morning light.
Cream and beige leather seats, real wood paneling, soft gold light fixtures. A queen-sized bed tucked into the back with a cashmere blanket folded neatly at the edge. A built-in espresso machine, a small tray with chocolate-covered almonds and fresh fruit. The air smells like bergamot and something you can’t place—maybe Harry’s cologne, maybe just money.
You pause, completely still in the aisle, blinking.
“Is this real?”
Harry steps behind you, wrapping his arms loosely around your waist, chin resting on your shoulder.
“Very.”
You turn toward him, overwhelmed. “It has a bed.”
“Of course it has a bed. It’s a twelve-hour flight.”
“You bought me pajamas, didn’t you?”
He smirks. “Check the drawer next to the bed.”
You move, still barefoot from security, padding toward the bed and opening the drawer. Silk. The softest navy blue slip you’ve ever seen, your initials stitched discreetly into the hem.
You blink back at him. “You’re ridiculous.”
He shrugs. “Comfort is important.”
You curl into one of the plush leather seats while Harry disappears into the back to speak with the pilot. When he returns, the plane is already taxiing. He sits beside you, tugs your legs into his lap, and hands you a glass of champagne.
“Are you sure I’m not dreaming?” you whisper, swirling the flute.
“Positive.”
The next few hours pass in a blur of luxury and warmth.
Harry shows you how to recline your seat back, you sip espresso while he reads a novel in Spanish beside you, his thumb absentmindedly rubbing circles into your thigh. At one point, he feeds you strawberries dipped in honey. At another, you climb into bed and nap with your face pressed to his chest while the clouds pass outside the window.
You’re half-dozing, curled up in the silk pajamas he packed for you, and Harry has you lying across his lap again, this time on the jet’s bed. He’s gently combing his fingers through your hair, careful not to tug, careful not to wake you fully.
“You know,” he murmurs quietly, almost to himself, “when I bought this jet, I imagined using it for meetings, quick flights, boring things.”
You hum sleepily.
He leans down and presses a kiss to your temple.
“But now you’re in my bed, on my jet, wearing pajamas I had monogrammed for you, and I suddenly care a lot less about boardrooms.”
You smile into his chest. “So I’m your favorite investment?”
“The only one I’ll never want to cash out.”
You wake up later—disoriented, warm, and blinking in soft gold light. The silk pajamas are clinging gently to your skin. Harry’s fingers are still stroking your hair, slow and rhythmic.
“We’re somewhere over the Atlantic,” he says softly. “You’ve been out for three hours.”
You hum. “I didn’t mean to fall asleep.”
“You looked peaceful.”
You glance up at him. “How much longer?”
“Seven hours.”
“Good. Plenty of time to make out on your fancy jet.”
Harry huffs a laugh, deep and warm. “Is that what you plan to do with the time I spent organizing a gourmet in-flight lunch?”
“Do I get both?”
He leans down, brushing his lips against your forehead. “You get everything.”
The jet door opens to a rush of warm, sun-kissed air.
It smells like salt and citrus and something earthy. The kind of air that makes you exhale without realizing you’ve been holding your breath.
Harry squeezes your hand gently as you descend the stairs. “Welcome to Greece, mi vida.”
A sleek black car is already waiting on the tarmac. The driver gives Harry a polite nod but hands him the keys. Of course. Harry prefers to drive.
He opens your door before you can touch the handle.
The roads wind gently away from the coast, olive groves on either side, small bursts of bougainvillea climbing over stone fences. You lean your head back against the leather seat.
Harry’s driving with one hand, sunglasses low on his nose, shirt collar open just enough to show the tan beginning to deepen on his skin.
He glances at you as you stare out the window, enchanted. “Tired?”
“Not anymore.”
You rest a hand on his thigh. His thumb brushes slow circles against the inside of your knee.
“Is the villa close?” you ask quietly.
Harry smiles, eyes back on the road. “You’ll know when you see it.”
And then, just like magic, it appears.
The gates are discreet but grand, vines curling around the stone pillars. A long gravel drive opens to a view that could break your heart: cliffs rolling down into the Aegean, sun spilling across pale terraces and tall cypress trees. The villa sits like a secret—modern but sunwashed, soft tan stone and white linen curtains fluttering from open windows.
It doesn’t look like a vacation rental.
It looks like a fantasy.
Harry parks the car with practiced ease and gets out, jogging around to open your door. He holds out a hand, and when you take it, he tugs you close for a kiss, warm and unhurried, right there in the driveway.
“I could get used to this,” you whisper against his lips.
“You should,” he says simply. “This place is ours for the week.”
You blink. “You mean we rented it?”
“I mean I own it.”
“…Harry.”
He laughs. “What? I bought it years ago. It’s underused.”
You shake your head and let him lead you up the stone steps. Inside, the air is cooler, touched by sea breeze. The walls are smooth, white stucco. A bowl of fresh figs sits on the kitchen counter. You spot a private pool through the glass doors and what looks like a private staircase leading straight to the beach below.
You turn to look at him—mouth parted, breath shallow.
He’s watching you carefully.
“Too much?” he asks softly.
“No,” you say, stepping into him, curling your fingers into the collar of his shirt. “It’s perfect.”
He kisses you again, slower this time.
“I want you to feel like you can breathe here,” he murmurs. “No expectations. No deadlines. Just rest. Me. This view.”
You nod against him.
You don’t need the view, though.
You’ve got Harry.
The villa feels like it was made just for the two of you.
You walk barefoot through each room, your fingers trailing over smooth stone countertops and pale wood beams, sun filtering through gauzy curtains. The living space opens into an airy kitchen and then to a hallway that leads to a bedroom so breathtaking it almost doesn’t feel real—arched windows, silk pillow cases, a bed big enough to lose yourselves in.
Harry walks behind you, occasionally pointing things out in his low, rich voice.
“That staircase leads straight down to a private beach,” he says, motioning toward a little stone path tucked into the side of the property. “And the guest house is through the olive trees over there. But we won’t need it.”
You glance back at him with a playful smile. “No guests?”
He raises a brow. “Not unless you’re planning on inviting someone.”
You shake your head, giggling. “Nope. I want you all to myself.”
“Good,” he murmurs.
You spend the afternoon wandering in and out of rooms, discovering sun-warmed terraces, hidden lounge chairs, and little alcoves that smell like rosemary and fresh linen.
And then the sky starts to turn gold.
You slip into the pool just as the sun begins to dip below the horizon. The water is warm, glowing with the last remnants of daylight.
Harry joins you in navy swim trunks, lazy and relaxed, hair tousled by the breeze. He swims up behind you, wraps his arms around your waist, and pulls you gently against him.
You lean back into his chest. “This feels like a dream.”
“It’s real,” he says, kissing your shoulder. “All of it.”
The two of you float in silence, the water cradling you while the sky melts into shades of pink, orange, and lavender. His hands stay on your hips. His lips find the side of your neck. And for once, time doesn’t feel like it’s racing.
Later, Harry insists on cooking.
He opens a bottle of wine, rolls his sleeves up, and starts chopping fresh herbs like he’s done it a thousand times. The kitchen fills with the scent of garlic, tomatoes, lemon zest.
You sit at the island in one of his oversized button-downs, watching him.
“You know,” you tease, “I thought you would've just had a private chef on standby.”
“I am the private chef tonight,” he says, tossing you a wink. “And I only cook for you.”
The food is incredible—simple, fresh, perfect. Pasta tossed with olive oil and basil. Grilled shrimp with lemon. He pours you more wine before you can ask.
The sun’s fully set now. A few lanterns flicker around the terrace. The sound of the sea hums low in the background.
After dinner, you find yourself standing on the villa’s highest balcony, arms wrapped around your own waist, looking out at the dark horizon.
It’s quiet. Gentle. Magic.
You don’t even hear him step up behind you—but you feel him the second his hands touch your sides, gliding slowly around your waist until they meet at your stomach. His chin rests on your shoulder. His body curves into yours.
“You belong here,” Harry says softly, his voice deep and steady in your ear. “In this life. With me.”
You exhale shakily, your hands covering his.
“I don’t always feel like I do.”
“Well, you do now,” he says simply. “This villa. This view. The wine, the sea, the bed behind us. It’s all yours. Because you’re mine.”
You turn in his arms and press your forehead against his chest.
“You make me feel like I’m not pretending.”
He tilts your chin up, kissing you gently. “There’s nothing pretend about this.”
The stars begin to come out.
And in his arms, you believe it.
You don’t go back inside right away.
You stay on the balcony, wrapped in Harry’s arms, long after the stars appear—just swaying slightly, your bare feet against warm stone, the wind catching the hem of his shirt you’re wearing.
Eventually, he kisses your cheek and murmurs, “Come swim with me again.”
The pool at night is even more breathtaking.
Lanterns glow from the corners of the terrace, casting a warm shimmer across the water. You strip down to your underwear and slip in without a word. Harry follows, slow and unhurried, the moonlight catching on his skin.
You float toward each other like it’s instinct.
His hands find your waist underwater, fingertips brushing your ribs as you hook your arms around his neck.
“Hi,” you whisper, smiling softly.
“Hi,” he murmurs, brushing his nose against yours. “You’re glowing.”
You hum. “That’s just the villa lighting.”
“No, that’s you. You always do this to me.”
He kisses you, deeper, slower. The kind of kiss that makes your knees weak even in water. The kind that makes you forget the rest of the world exists.
His lips trail down your neck, your collarbone, his fingers gripping your thighs underwater before he lifts you, effortlessly, to sit on the edge of the pool. The cool night air brushes your damp skin, and he follows you up—mouth finding your stomach, your hip, the inside of your thigh.
“Let me take care of you,” he says against your skin. “Just relax for me, mi amor.”
You do.
And he does.
He takes his time, worshipping you slowly, thoroughly, until your back arches and your breath catches and your fingers knot in his damp curls. When you’re spent and trembling, he kisses your knee, then your lips, and lifts you into his arms.
“Bed,” he murmurs.
He lays you on the bed like you’re made of glass.
Your skin is still damp, your heart still fluttering, and you reach for him without hesitation.
Harry covers your body with his, kissing you again, this time deeper. His hands cup your face, his lips trailing down your jaw.
When he pushes into you, it’s slow, like a promise. He whispers things you can’t fully hear, too far gone, but you feel them in how he touches you. His hips move with a steady rhythm, one hand braced by your head, the other tangled with yours.
“You feel like heaven,” he breathes against your mouth.
You moan softly, legs tightening around him.
“You’re mine,” he says, almost reverent. “All of this. You.”
Your body trembles again, clinging to him as your breath shatters against his neck.
He follows with a groan, low, ragged, undone.
He doesn’t move for a long time. Just rests his forehead against yours, breathing you in.
Later, you’re tucked into his chest, fresh sheets under you, hair still damp, the sliding glass doors open just enough to let the sea breeze in.
Harry’s fingers are tracing lazy circles on your spine.
“You okay?” he asks, voice warm and quiet.
“More than.”
He kisses your forehead, lips lingering.
“You looked out at that view tonight like you were waiting for it to disappear,” he murmurs.
You swallow. “I guess part of me still doesn’t believe this is real.”
Harry cups your jaw and gently guides your face up to meet his.
“It is,” he says. “I’m real. This is real. And I’ll keep reminding you until you believe it.”
You nod softly, curling closer into him, eyes fluttering shut.
“Don’t let me wake up,” you whisper sleepily.
“I won’t,” he says. “Sleep, baby. You’re safe.”
The waves crash in the distance.
The moonlight spills across your skin.
And in Harry’s arms, you finally let yourself drift.
A/N: this is most likely gonna be a 2 part thing! but only if u guys want it to be ofc!!!
Summary: You sell Harry Castillo a one-of-a-kind emerald ring ahead of his brother’s wedding, an event you’ve been invited to attend. While you’re there, a woman in a blue dress seems to catch his attention, and it unsettles you more than you expected.
Warning: reader works in luxury jewelry private sales, some dialogue from the movie (but I played around with it so you'll see its unique to the story), flirting, yearning, language, alcohol use, idiots in love, jealousy (both harry and reader) mutual pining, sexual tension, feelings, insecurity, pet names, dirty talk, praise, possessiveness, graphic mention of oral (f – receiving), some spanking, p in v sex, creampie
A/N: I don’t usually post this late, but trying the approach some people have told me: post and then go to sleep. I’ve been thinking about this emerald ring since the god damn trailer was released. My research confirmed it is valued at more than 300K. Trying not to spoil too much with this story, so I tried to keep my warnings limited. But there’s definitely a "reveal" of sorts.
I believe GIFS were found on @a7estrellas and dividers by @saradika-graphics
Harry Castillo had just won the bid— the vintage Patek Philippe was his. The auction room was still humming with whispers when he turned a corner and bumped into you.
"Ah—sorry!" he said instinctively, catching you by the waist to steady you. Then his eyes locked onto yours, and his face lit up with that slow, knowing smile that always made your stomach flip.
You barely had time to respond before he pulled you into a warm hug. He smelled incredible, as always— that unmistakable scent that was just so him. You didn’t know what cologne he used, but it always lingered in your memory since it was effortlessly magnetic.
You pulled back from the hug, cheeks warming, and gave him a once-over.
"What are you doing here, Harry?"
"Picked up something for Peter," he said, eyes still locked on yours. "Thought I’d surprise him with it on the day of the wedding."
"Let me guess—something understated?" you teased, glancing down at the auction paddle in his hand. The final bid ($155,000) was scrawled across the slip in bold ink.
"How modest," you winked.
Harry rolled his eyes, slipping the auction paddle under his arm. "I can’t believe he’s getting married next weekend. I still need to get my tux altered," he said, running a hand through his hair.
"Are you considering a statement ring for the event?" you asked, already knowing the answer.
"I don’t really wear rings," he replied.
You didn’t even dignify that with a response. Instead, you grabbed his arm and started pulling him toward the elevator.
"Come on," you said, pressing the button.
He groaned playfully but followed. As the doors closed, he leaned against the wall, and his eyes swept over you. "You always have something dangerous in mind," he muttered playfully, grin widening when you giggled.
"You’ll like this. I promise."
You’d been working with the Castillo’s for the last couple of years—Harry, his brother, his parents, even his grandparents. They were old money, the kind that treated jewelry not as decoration but as legacy. You didn’t know much about watches, but you knew a lot about gemstones. You were on the Sotheby’s Private Sales Jewelry team, and you’d overseen countless high-value transactions, placing rare gemstones and one-of-a-kind collectibles into the hands of ultra-high-net-worth clients. Your relationship with the Castillo’s had been built over time, and over the years, you’d navigated estate transitions, marked anniversaries with heirloom-worthy pieces, and other quiet, discreet deals. They trusted you, and you didn’t just know their taste—you anticipated it.
After exiting the elevator, you led Harry through the quiet corridor beyond the public showroom, past the velvet ropes, and into the private sales wing. You reached into your pocket and retrieved a small key to slip it into the lock of a frosted glass door.
The door clicked open, revealing a discreet vestibule where security stood, arms crossed but smiling. "Afternoon," he said, nodding to you both.
"Hello, Marcus," you replied. "Just showing Mr. Castillo something."
Harry gave a polite nod, and Marcus stepped aside to let you through. You gestured toward a leather settee, then crossed to the bar cart.
"Champagne?" you offered.
He respectfully declined.
You then turned to the case at the center of the room, which was locked with a digital keypad. You entered the code, and the lid lifted with a soft click
Inside rested a single, breathtaking piece: an emerald ring.
"One-of-a-kind," you said, lifting it gently, holding it up to the light. "5.10-carat Colombian emerald, set in rich 18k yellow gold with a satin finish."
Harry leaned in, eyes narrowing with interest.
"Colombian emeralds are among the most valuable and coveted gemstones in the world. And this one? This one’s exceptional."
You stepped closer and, without asking, gently slipped the ring onto Harry’s right ring finger. It fit perfectly—like it had been waiting for him. The emerald caught the light, casting a soft green glow across his knuckles, and for a moment, he just stared at it in silence.
Then the questions started.
"What’s the clarity on this?" he asked, his tongue sticking out the side of his mouth as he concentrated on the stone.
"VVS," you said smoothly. "Type II. No eye-visible inclusions. It’s clean—remarkably so."
"What about the color grade? Is it bluish-green or pure green?"
"Pure green," you replied. "Classic Colombian saturation. No gray undertones. It’s exactly what collectors look for."
"And the cut?" he asked, turning his hand slightly.
"Ziggurat. Custom-cut. No one else has this silhouette."
"When did you get this piece?"
"I got it a few weeks ago," you smiled, stepping back just enough to give him more space to admire it properly. "And honestly? You were the first person I thought of."
"Me?" he asked, giving you a smirk that should have been illegal.
"Yeah," you said, cheeks heating again. "There’s something about this piece—it’s bold, but not loud. Refined, but not showy. It’s got presence, but it doesn’t beg for attention. Just like you."
"You’re flattering me," his voice was low. Seductive even.
"I’m being honest."
"I don’t know," he murmured, but you could hear the shift in his tone. He wasn’t dismissing it. You’d seen that look before—the moment when a client stopped browsing and started considering it.
"But you know, Harry, if you’re feeling a bit hesitant, I can always work something out for you. If you’d like, we could arrange a loan for the wedding night—giving you some extra time to decide," you suggested. "I can coordinate with my boss, see if we can extend a bit of flexibility. No pressure."
He looked up at you, a small smirk playing on his lips.
"No, I think I’ll just buy it," he said confidently, reaching into his wallet and pulling out a sleek black card.
"Harry," you said, half-laughing, half-stunned, "we’ve only been in here for five minutes. You must have more questions."
"I don’t," he shook his head, calm and certain.
"You haven’t asked me how much it costs!"
"Does it matter?" he said, flashing you a grin.
"Not to you, apparently," you mock-gasped, gesturing toward the transaction terminal.
"You said it was one-of-a-kind. That’s all I needed to hear."
"You’re making my job too easy," you murmured, sliding the card through the reader.
"Or maybe just more fun."
Just as the transaction cleared, Harry’s phone buzzed. He glanced at the screen, sighed, and answered with a clipped, "Yeah?"
You could hear the voice on the other end—low, urgent, and unmistakably business. Something about a client growing impatient, and a contract that needed eyes on it before the end of the day.
While he paced slowly, murmuring reassurances and instructions, you retrieved the ring from his finger, cradling it briefly in your palm before placing it into a velvet-lined box. You closed the lid gently, then wrapped the box in tissue and nestled it inside a matte black gift bag with satin ribbon handles. As Harry continued his call, you reached for the receipt—the total printed in bold at the bottom: the number was staggering.
You slipped it into a slim black envelope, embossed with the Sotheby’s crest in gold. It was the kind of envelope that looked like it should contain a handwritten note, not a major fucking financial commitment. You tucked it carefully into the side pocket of the gift bag, angled just so it wouldn’t be the first thing he saw when he opened it. You’d learned to be subtle with these things.
It was strange, really. You sold jewelry every day that cost more than most people’s homes. You’d placed tiaras into the hands of royalty, sourced sapphires for billionaires, and negotiated deals that made headlines. And yet, after years of working here (at one of the world’s most prestigious brokers of fine and decorative art, jewelry, and collectibles) you barely cleared six figures.
You straightened the ribbon handles, smoothing the tissue paper one last time. Harry turned, still mid-conversation, and you handed him the bag. He took it with a nod, murmured a final "I’ll call you back," and hung up.
"See you at the wedding?" he asked, voice softer now, the business tone fading.
You smiled. "Yes, I’ll be there."
When Peter and Charlotte’s invitation had arrived—you’d been pleasantly surprised. Truthfully, you hadn’t expected it. But you had a strong suspicion that their mother had insisted. If anyone in the Castillo family kept you busy, it was her.
Harry lingered for a moment, the bag in one hand. Then, he leaned in. Close enough that you could feel the heat of him, smell that maddening cologne again. He pressed a quick kiss to your cheek. He pulled back with a wink, then he turned and walked out, leaving you in the quiet room.
Your skin burned where his mouth had touched you, and your heart thudded against your ribs like it was trying to escape. You were composed on the outside (barely) but inside, you were spiraling.
Dizzy.
Unsteady.
Lit up like a fuse.
Oh yeah—you were also madly in love with Harry Castillo.
The espresso martini in your hand was dangerously good—and you were definitely a little drunk. Not sloppy, not messy, just that warm, fizzy kind of drunk that made everything feel a little softer around the edges.
The wedding had been beautiful. Charlotte looked like something out of a dream. Peter had cried when she walked down the aisle, and not just a single tear either. Full-on, heart-in-his-throat emotion. It had made everyone else cry too, including you.
You’d spoken to them both later, during cocktail hour. Charlotte was radiant, her cheeks flushed with joy and champagne. She was wearing that fan-fucking-tastic pair of diamond drop earrings you had sold to her last year.
You’d even had a lovely chat with Harry’s parents.
But Harry? Harry was impossible to get time with.
You’d caught glimpses of him throughout the wedding—giving a toast, laughing with friends, dancing with his goddaughter. He looked devastatingly handsome standing beside his brother, his tux tailored to perfection, and that emerald ring on his finger—God, it looked so fucking sexy on him. But you’d barely exchanged more than a wave. It made sense, you told yourself. He was the best man. He had rounds to make, duties to fulfill, people to charm.
Still, you’d hoped for a moment. Just one.
And then you saw him again.
You’d been halfway across the room, weaving through tables with your drink in hand, when your eyes landed on him. He was sitting at one of the singles tables, talking to a woman. She wore a strapless blue dress. Her hair was long and glossy, with bangs that framed her face. And her eyes…piercing blue, the kind that didn’t blink much. She was laughing at something he said, her hand brushing his arm lightly.
You stopped walking.
And that’s how you found yourself here—perched at the bar, nursing your second espresso martini, trying not to spiral. You were swirling the last sip when a voice cut through.
"Excuse me," a woman said, her tone polite but assertive. "I’m so sorry to bother you, but your necklace is just gorgeous."
You turned, slowly, swiveling in your bar chair to face her. She was pretty in that curated way. Pin straight hair, perfect teeth, and a dress that probably cost more than your monthly rent.
"Thank you," you said warmly, fingers grazing the ruby pendant at your collarbone. "It’s actually on loan from my employer." You extended your hand and gave her your name. "I’m with Sotheby’s. Jewelry division."
Her eyes widened slightly, and she took your hand with a soft, manicured grip. "Nice to meet you."
The deep red dress was bought on impulse after three sleepless nights of debating. It hugged your frame like it was made for you. You couldn’t really afford it, so the tags were still tucked inside. The matching ruby earrings were tiny and perfect. Your boss had practically lit up when you told him about the wedding months ago. He saw it instantly—not just as a social event, but as a golden opportunity. You’d be surrounded by some of the wealthiest people in the city, so he encouraged you to select any piece from the vault to wear, knowing it would double as subtle advertising. You chose the necklace with precision: something elegant and rare. A piece that would catch the right eyes without screaming for attention.
"How much is the piece you’re wearing?" she asked, pointing at the necklace.
You glanced down at it, letting your fingers trail over the gold setting. "This one’s valued at around $17,000."
She nodded.
"It’s a classic piece,” you continued, slipping into your sales voice. "It’s 2.5 carat Burmese ruby, flanked by approximately 0.35 carats of diamonds. The color saturation is exceptional, and the clarity is surprisingly high for a stone of this origin."
Then, out of the corner of your eye, you caught a flash of movement on the dance floor. Harry was standing with the woman in the blue dress now, the same one who’d been sitting next to him earlier.
You smiled politely, when the woman in front of you decided to begin a monologue about rubies—how the market had shifted, how synthetic stones were ruining everything, how her jeweler in Paris had recently disappointed her. But your eyes kept drifting past her shoulder, back to the dance floor.
Harry was now dancing with the woman in the blue dress.
The woman kept talking—something about how hard it was to find a good ruby these days. "They’re either too pink or too dark," she was saying, swirling the wine in her glass. "And the ones that are actually worth buying? Impossible to find unless you know someone. Which, clearly, you do."
You offered a well-timed "They’re definitely rare," as she launched into a story about a failed auction bid. But your eyes betrayed you, drifting again toward the dance floor.
The woman in the blue dress—her arms were looped around Harry’s neck now, and he was smiling—really smiling, the kind that made his eyes crinkle and his dimple show. She leaned in to say something, and he laughed, his hand resting lightly on her waist. You felt it like a pinch, sharp and sudden, right beneath your ribs.
The woman beside you was still talking. You had no idea what she’d just said.
You tried to refocus, tried to stay present, but your gaze kept slipping. You were barely holding the thread of the conversation, nodding at the right moments, offering vague affirmations. Your fingers tightened around the stem of your glass.
And then….thank God. You heard your name.
"Hey! Is that you?"
You turned, startled, and saw a familiar face. Tall, broad-shouldered, with that same crooked smile you remembered from years ago. You blinked, then broke into a grin.
"I’m so sorry," you said quickly to the woman, already rising from your seat. "That’s an old friend—one moment please."
She smiled politely, mid-sentence, as you excused yourself.
"Oh my God," you said, wrapping the man in a hug. "No way. Landon? What are you doing here?"
"I almost didn’t recognize you," he said, laughing. "It’s been forever. You look amazing."
It had. He was one of the first people you’d met when you moved to the city at some party—one of those guys who was always around, always easy to talk to, always made you laugh. But, then his job had taken him to London with some big international transfer at his firm and just like that, he was gone. The modern kind of friendship: liking each other’s vacation photos, replying to stories, the occasional "this made me think of you" DM.
"You too," you said, pulling back. You weren’t lying. Landon looked good—better than you remembered, honestly. "Seriously, what are the odds? How do you know the bride and groom?"
"I work with Charlotte's Dad," he said.
Charlotte’s father owned one of the most prestigious architecture firms in the country. Actually in the world. Offices in New York, London, Dubai, Tokyo. The kind of firm that designed museums and luxury hotels. Buildings that made magazine covers and won awards with names you couldn’t pronounce.
"No shit," you said, eyebrows raised. "Are you back in New York?"
"No, just here for the weekend, and then heading to Philly on Monday to see my family before heading back to London."
You caught up for a while, the conversation flowing easily. He told you about the firm’s latest projects. Some hotel in Marrakesh. And you filled him in on your recent work, the pieces you’d handled, the clients who made you want to scream or drink or both.
And then the music shifted.
A slow song came on, the kind that made couples instinctively reach for each other. Landon glanced toward the dance floor, then back at you.
"Would you like to dance?" he asked, offering his hand.
"Sure."
Landon’s hand found the small of your back, his other hand gently clasping yours, and you let him guide you onto the dance floor with a hesitant smile. You weren’t exactly known for your dancing (never had been) and he seemed to pick up on that instantly. His grip was reassuring. You stumbled slightly on the first turn, your foot catching the edge of his, and your cheeks heated. But Landon just smiled, gave your hand a subtle squeeze, and adjusted his pace to match yours.
What a fucking gentleman.
"Are you heading to the after-party?" he asked softly, voice low enough to make the moment feel intimate amid the distant hum of chatter and clinking glasses.
"Where is it, again?"
"The Ritz," he replied.
A part of you knew you should go—more eyes on the necklace meant potential clients. But honestly? The thought of navigating another crowded room, another round of small talk, was exhausting. The wedding had already drained every ounce of social energy you had. What you really wanted was to go home, peel off the death-trap heels that had been slowly murdering your feet all night, and collapse onto the couch with a blanket and a bowl of cereal, rewatching Girlfriends for the hundredth time. You didn’t need champagne or rooftop selfies.
Landon’s gaze lingered on you, a teasing smile tugging at his lips, but he didn’t push. Instead, he shifted slightly, leaning in just enough so that his voice was almost a whisper. "You should come," he murmured, eyes flicking to your lips for just a second. Had you just imagined that?
Before you could respond, you felt it—that unmistakable pull, like a shift in gravity. The hairs on the back of your neck prickled, and your gaze flicked instinctively across the room.
There he was.
Harry.
Leaning against the edge of the bar, his drink untouched in his hand. His eyes were locked on you, unreadable but intense, like he was trying to decipher something he didn’t quite want to see. He wasn’t smiling. He wasn’t pretending not to look. He was just… watching.
Landon’s hand settled at your waist—respectful, but with just enough pressure to make you aware of it.
Harry’s lips pressed into a thin line.
You swallowed, slow and deliberate, trying to steady the pulse that had started to thrum just beneath your collarbone.
Landon’s hand then shifted, fingers brushing much lower on your back—still within the bounds of polite, but no longer entirely innocent. It was subtle, the kind of touch that could be passed off as part of the dance, but you felt the difference instantly.
"It should be fun." Landon continued.
You didn’t pull away, but you didn’t lean in either. Landon was charming, sure. But he was also just passing through. You weren’t interested in being anyone’s layover.
But Harry didn’t need to know that.
You let the music carry you through the next few steps, your body moving on autopilot, but your mind was somewhere else entirely.
Harry hadn’t moved.
Still at the bar. Still watching.
You felt the heat rising in your chest, and turned back to Landon with a teasing smile that didn’t quite reach your eyes.
"I need my beauty sleep," you said lightly, though your body was still humming from the way Harry hadn’t looked away.
Not once.
You stepped outside into the cool night air, and reached into your clutch and pulled out your emergency cigarette. It was a bad habit you had picked up during your rotational stint for work in Paris, where the late nights and stressful negotiations made nicotine a small comfort. You stuck the cigarette between your fingers, lit it, and took a slow drag, the smoke curling upward in lazy spirals.
Your mind drifted to tomorrow’s to-do list. Groceries still not bought, laundry waiting in a slumped pile, and that return you kept forgetting to drop off. You needed to clean out the fridge, call your Mom back, and maybe finally tackle the junk drawer. Sundays always slipped away too fast, swallowed by errands and half-finished chores. As you exhaled, the cigarette felt like a tiny rebellion.
You flicked ash onto the sidewalk, and just as you did, you noticed a figure leaning casually against a sleek limo a few feet away.
It was Harry.
One hand was tucked casually into his pocket, while the other rested on the edge of the open car window, fingers relaxed, the emerald ring bold against his skin. Beside him, his very handsome driver, Javier, caught your eye and gave you a friendly wave before slipping into the front seat. The door closed with a soft click, leaving you and Harry alone.
Harry pushed off from the car, and his voice cut through the quiet, smooth and teasing. "Hi."
You rolled your eyes, a little amused, but you couldn’t help the corner of your mouth curling upward.
"Hi." you replied.
He stepped closer, his tongue swiping his bottom lip. Your mind always went a little fuzzy whenever he was this close.
"Feels like I have not seen you tonight," he remarked softly.
"You’ve been busy," you shrugged, deliberately casual, taking another drag of your cigarette.
Harry’s eyes flicked down to the cigarette in your hand. With a quick motion, he reached out and gently plucked the cigarette from your fingers, holding it between his thumb and forefinger. The emerald on his ring flashed again as he brought the cigarette to his lips. His brow arched in that signature teasing way, and he tsked softly, the sound low and almost playful.
"These are terrible for you," he muttered.
Before you could protest, Harry brought the cigarette to his lips, taking a slow, deliberate drag. He exhaled, and for a moment, he seemed to savor the sensation, eyes half-lidded. He lowered the cigarette, flicking it onto the sidewalk with a casual tap of his shoe, the ash scattering onto the concrete.
"Are you leaving?" he asked, voice coming out a lot huskier than normal.
"Maybe."
Harry glanced around, his eyes sweeping the quiet street. He waited a beat longer, watching the entrance. Then, satisfied, his gaze returned to you, darker now, more certain. And then he stepped forward.
You barely had time to react before his hand slid around your waist, pulling you in with fucking urgency. His mouth crashed down onto yours—kissing you in a way that made your knees wobble and thoughts scatter. You responded instinctively, fingers curling into the lapel of his tux, and the scent of him wrapping around you like silk. A moan of pleasure escaped you as your tongues moved together, and he answered with a groan of his own.
"Baby," he murmured against your mouth, voice low and wrecked, "god, this dress is driving me insane."
You giggled, breathless, lips brushing his as you pulled back just enough to look around—just in case.
You reached up instinctively, thumb brushing gently across his lower lip, wiping away the faint smudge of lipstick you’d left behind.
You knew it was wrong. Sleeping with a client was the kind of thing that could unravel everything. Your reputation, your boundaries, the careful professionalism you’d spent years perfecting. But with Harry, the lines had always been a little blurry.
You felt it the first time you met him, all those years ago. He had this way of looking at you like he already knew you, like he saw past your polished "work" exterior and into the parts of you that you didn’t show anyone. You’d ignored it, of course. Buried it beneath contracts and meetings and the occasional polite email.
But three months ago, everything shifted.
He’d hosted a party at his penthouse, extending you and another colleague an invite. You stayed late, long after the last guest had gone and helped him gather empty glasses. Both of you a little buzzed, a little too comfortable. You’d sat on the edge of his sofa, shoes off, hair falling loose, and he’d handed you a glass of water like it was the most intimate thing in the world. Then came the talking—real talking. About quirks, favorite books, the weird comfort of late-night diners. About the songs that reminded you of home, and the ones he couldn’t listen to anymore. You learned he hated thunderstorms but loved the smell of rain. He learned you sleep with the window cracked, even in winter. Then came the silence. Not awkward, but just…there. His hand brushed your cheek, tentative at first, before he leaned in.
One kiss.
Then another.
And another.
Suddenly, clothes were shed with hurried desperation, and you found yourself whimpering into his neck when he pushed his cock into you, nice and slowly, filling you completely.
You spent the night, but that morning when the sun began to creep through the penthouse windows, you braced yourself. You thought he’d do what men in his position often did. That he’d offer a polite smile, maybe a car service, maybe a vague promise to "catch up soon."
But he didn’t.
Instead, he padded into the room barefoot, hair tousled, holding two mugs of coffee and a crooked smile. "You like sugar, right?" he’d asked, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
The memory faded like smoke, dissolving into the cool night air as you blinked back into the present. Harry was still close, his hand warm at your waist, his breath brushing your cheek.
And then it hit you.
Baby.
He’d called you that again.
He’d been doing it more and more lately…slipping it into conversations. You loved it. God, you loved it. The way it sounded in his voice, low and rough and just for you. It made you feel like you were his. Like this wasn’t just a secret, but something real. Something that mattered.
But then, just as quickly, the warmth twisted.
Because you didn’t know if he called you that to make you feel special… or because it was safer than saying your name. Safer than risking the wrong one. You knew what this was. You were the rule… not the exception. You hated that the thought even crossed your mind. Hated that it had a place in your head at all. But it did. And it lingered, quiet and sharp, even as he leaned in again, brushing his lips against your temple like he could sense the shift in your thoughts.
"Hey," he said softly, thumb grazing your hip. "You okay?"
You nodded, forcing a smile. "Yeah," you lied. "Just a little tired."
He didn’t press. He never did. And maybe that was part of the problem.
You hadn’t defined what this was. Not really. There were no labels, no late-night conversations about what this meant or where it was going.
"Let’s go back to mine," he said, stepping back just enough to reach for the car door.
You hesitated, glancing toward the hotel entrance. "What about the afterparty?"
He didn’t answer right away. Instead, he reached for your hand, fingers curling around yours with quiet insistence. Then he tugged you gently toward the car, guiding you inside with a look that left no room for argument.
"I was never going to go to that," he said, settling beside you, the door closing behind him.
The limo glided through the city and you sat beside Harry in the back seat, the soft leather cool against your skin, the scent of his cologne still clinging to the air between you. His hand rested on your thigh, fingers tracing slow, lazy circles through the fabric of your dress. It was sweet…tender, even.
But your mind wouldn’t quiet.
You kept seeing her. The woman he had been dancing with.
You shifted slightly, his thumb pausing for a moment before resuming its gentle rhythm. He leaned in, brushing a kiss against your shoulder, murmuring something soft you didn’t quite catch.
And then, before you could talk yourself out of it, you leaned forward.
"Can Javier actually drop me off at mine?"
Harry’s head turned sharply, brows knitting together as he looked at you. "Wait—what?"
You just sat back, folding your hands in your lap, heart thudding. So, you weren’t surprised when he reached out, taking your chin and turning your face his way.
"What’s going on?"
You didn’t meet his eyes right away.
"Maybe… if I go home, you can invite the girl in the blue dress over," you blurted out, immediately wanting to kill yourself for the verbal vomit.
He let out a chuckle, but it didn’t reach his eyes. You felt the shift before he even spoke…the way his hand stilled on your leg, the way his body leaned back just slightly.
"Or maybe, he said, voice still smooth but edged now, "you want to go home so you can invite that guy you were dancing with."
Your eyes widened, caught off guard. His tone wasn’t teasing. It was quiet, clipped. Not angry, exactly—but there was something sharp beneath it.
"He’s just a friend," you said.
"Does he know that?"
"Yes."
Harry didn’t respond right away. His gaze stayed locked on yours, unreadable, his fingers withdrawing from your leg. You missed his touch immediately.
"Lucy. She works for Adore," he said finally, voice calm but pointed. "She’s the one who set up Peter and Charlotte. It was just a polite dance. My hand was nowhere near her ass… unlike your friend." He spat out.
You’d heard of Adore. People dropped fifty grand, sometimes more, on the matchmaking service, just for the chance to find ‘the one’.
Your throat went dry. "Are you…" You hesitated. "Are you looking for their services?"
Harry’s eyes didn’t waver. But something flickered in them and it was something you couldn’t quite name.
"Should I be?" he asked, voice quiet now, almost too soft.
You blinked, trying to read him, but his face was maddeningly blank. "If you’re asking me whether I think you could get curated into someone’s forever," you said, voice tight, "then yeah. You could. Easily."
Harry’s jaw ticked. "That’s not what I asked."
"No," you said, folding your arms. "But it’s what you meant."
"You’re deflecting."
"And you’re fishing," you shot back. "You brought up Adore like you want me to react."
"I brought it up because you asked me who Lucy was."
You took a deep breath and willed yourself not to cry.
"You know what you are, right? You’re the kind of man people don’t believe actually exists. A unicorn."
The anger on his face disappeared, and was replaced with surprise.
"I’m sure there’s something wrong with me."
"No. You're perfect. You're smart. You have ideal income, ideal education, ideal lifestyle. You're good-looking, you have a great body, you're charming. You were born rich, raised rich, you're still rich. You own a penthouse in Tribeca. You don't have a drug habit or a call girl habit. You even know how to cut your hair and how to dress. You have taste. And the worst part is that you’re genuinely the nicest man I’ve ever met. You’re funny. You’re intelligent. You’re charismatic. You’re thoughtful in ways most people don’t even notice. You remember things. You ask questions. You make people feel seen. You are a 10 out of 10 in every category. A complete package." You turned your head toward the window, watching the city blur past in streaks of light and shadow. Your reflection stared back at you.
"…I don’t know what you’re doing here," you said finally. "With someone like me."
"What's someone like you?"
You turned back to look at him.
"Just a girl who works," your voice sounded small and broken, and you hated it. "I was born poor and raised poor. I didn’t go to an Ivy League school. I graduated from a state school that you probably have never heard of. And even though I work, I have debt. Hell, I'm older than the women you could be dating," a dry self deprecating laugh slipped out. It wasn’t bitter, exactly. Just honest. "which means my looks won't last as long, and I have fewer years left to get pregnant. At the end of the day, the math doesn't add up because I'm the girl that you go home with once, and then never call again. But you keep showing up. You keep calling. So, I need to know, Harry—what are you doing with me?"
You hated how vulnerable you were right now. But you needed to know.
Harry’s jaw tightened, and for the first time that night, he looked genuinely frustrated. He ran a hand through his hair, then let it fall to his lap, fingers curling into a loose fist.
"Jesus," he muttered, shaking his head. “Is that really how you see yourself?
You opened your mouth, but he cut you off.
"I’m not looking for the nicest, prettiest, richest girl who likes me back. I’ve met plenty of those. Dated a few. Then he exhaled, slow and uneven. "I’m looking for you… and only you."
He watched the flurry of emotions wash over your face. You suddenly could barely think or breathe, or do anything.
"Harry—"
“But I’ve clearly done a terrible job showing you that,” he admitted, his tone tinged with something close to regret. "I didn’t want to overwhelm you. I know it’s going to be a big deal if you choose to tell your boss about us, and if we go public...” he continued. "I know the impacts are worse for you. The optics are shit. I don’t want to be another complication in your life."
His fingers reached for yours, tentative, like he wasn’t sure if he’d be allowed.
"But I keep showing up," he said, echoing your words. "Because I want to be here. With you. Not because of what you look like, or where you went to school, or how much money you make. I want to be with you because you challenge me. You call me out. You make me laugh when I’m trying to be serious. He paused, his thumb brushing lightly over your knuckles. He was nervous; you could hear it in his voice. "You’re the perfect one, not me. You’re brilliant. You don’t show off, but you see everything. You ask questions no one else asks. You connect dots I didn’t even know were there. You’re kind, but you don’t take shit. You’re so fucking beautiful, but you don’t use it as currency. And…you’re honest, even when it’s hard," you watched his Adam's apple bob as he swallowed. "I—I love you."
The words settled hotly in your stomach. You felt them before you processed them, before your brain could catch up to your heart.
You didn’t let him finish whatever came next.
Leaning in, your hand cupped his jaw, and you pressed your lips against him. His mouth found a rhythm with yours immediately, while your other hand explored the hard planes of his chest. He sucked your bottom lip into his warm mouth, and a moan escaped your lips as he pulled you even closer. He kissed you until your knees were weak and you had to break and gasp for oxygen.
"I love you too," you said, a little breathless.
The grin that spread across his lips was so wide and boyish, it made your chest ache. He pressed a soft kiss to your nose and then reached for your waist and settled you into his lap like you belonged there. He kissed the corner of your mouth, then your temple, then the hollow beneath your ear, each one sending a shiver down your spine.
"My perfect girl," he murmured between kisses while a devastatingly desperate noise fell from your lips.
You tilted your head, giving him more access, and he took it—his mouth grazing down your neck, pausing at your collarbone, where he pressed a kiss. His arms wrapped around you, firm and possessive, and his voice dropped dangerously low.
"And if you ever let another man touch you, I swear to god, I won’t be calm. I won’t be as reasonable as I was tonight. I’ll fucking lose it," he grumbled, with no humor in his voice. Just raw intensity. "You got that?"
"Yes."
"Speak up. I can't hear you." he growled.
"Yes. I’m yours, Harry." you breathed out.
His sweet brown eyes locked onto yours.
"I like hearing you say that."
“What?”
"That you’re mine. Tell me again."
You had to clench your thighs together, hearing his possessive tone.
"I’m yours."
He smiled briefly before his demanding lips met yours again. Like he needed to claim every part of you. His lips moved from your mouth to your jaw, then down your neck again, each kiss hotter than the last. The pulse in your clit throbbed, and you needed him so fucking badly, it was unbearable.
A soft chime sounded, followed by Javier’s voice crackling through the intercom.
"We’ve arrived, Mr. Castillo."
You both froze, breath tangled, lips parted. Thankfully, the privacy divider was still up.
"Still want to go back to yours?" he asked smugly.
You shook your head, a slow smile spreading across your face. "My boyfriend—" Harry's eyes lit up at the word. "just told me he loved me for the first time." You leaned in slowly, lips brushing the shell of his ear, your breath hot against his skin. "And I want him to bend me over the nearest surface and prove it."
A low growl rumbled from his chest.
"Fuck." The word poured out of his mouth as he reached for the door handle.
You felt Harry’s hand rub your ass for a brief second before delivering a sharp smack, causing you to cry out in a mix of pain and pleasure as your skin tingled from the contact.
"More," you cried out, eyes squeezing shut as the familiar flame burned bright within your belly.
He delivered another firm smack to your ass, making you moan loudly.
"You think that little shit could make you feel like this?" Harry panted, broad hands squeezing at your ass before he finally guided his stiff cock inside your cunt. You were still dripping wet from the orgasm he pulled out of you earlier. He had bent you over the kitchen counter, eating you out from behind as his tongue flattened against you, holding you open with his hands on your ass while he groaned against you. It had been fucking filthy.
Who the fuck was he talking about? Oh yeah—Landon.
"N-no," you whimpered, fingers tangling into the sheets and pushing back against him. "Only you can make me feel like this." He grunted, increasing the pace and intensity at which he drove into you. Warm lips kissed up your spine before he grabbed your hair in his hand. Suddenly, he pulled you up by your hair, making you gasp, until your back was flush against his chest, and he desperately licked at your mouth from the side. "God, fuck—goddammit, you feel so fucking tight, sweetheart. Feels like I can barely fit sometimes."
"I love you," you said, voice sounding desperate and whiny, but you truly couldn’t care at this moment. You did love him. You didn’t even know how to explain to him how much. It was like trying to describe the color of the sky in a dream. How could you put into words something that lived in your bones?
"Oh fuck—I’m so in love with you, baby. I love you," he hissed through clenched teeth. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to say that." Harry kissed you hard and urgently, his tongue sliding against yours, which had you moaning into his mouth. Then suddenly, he pulled back, breath ragged, eyes locked on yours. His big hand cradled your face like he was afraid you’d vanish.
"How long I’ve wanted you to say it," he whispered.
"Really?" You whispered a little shy, your smile becoming uncontainable.
"I’ve wanted it so badly it hurt. You saying it… it’s everything," you felt the touch of his fingers against your chin. "Say it again. Say you love me while I make you feel it," he begged, those dark eyes settling over you.
"I love you.:
He pushed you back down on your hands and knees on his silk sheets, to pull out halfway, and then slammed back into you, as you choked on your own gasps.
"Har—" His name died on your tongue. You could feel him deep in you, his heavy cock stretching you open, your eyes falling shut as your eyebrows threaded together in desperation.
"That’s it," he muttered, leaning down to press a soft kiss between your shoulder blades. "Good girl, this perfect pussy is taking me so well."
Your cunt squeezed around him, his words sending shocks through your nerves. Your hand shot out behind you, reaching for his wrist, nails biting against his skin, urging him on as you chased the thick, filling stretch of his cock. It was always such an intoxicating high. You could hear the sounds of skin slapping against skin, mixed with breathy moans that filled the air. He kept dragging his cock against your walls—it was loud and wet and everything you needed.
"Oh fuck," you wailed, letting out a few more pathetic moans as he pounded into you, the rough caress of the hair on his thighs against the backs of yours making goosebumps form along your skin.
"Keep making those pretty little sounds for me, baby," he commanded, letting out an unrestrained groan.
"Don’t fucking stop—you feel so good. Harry. Please. I need—"
"Whatever you want, I’ll give it to you."
"Right there," you begged as his cock continued to drill into you. You were so fucking close. Your breathing became erratic, and he could feel it. He always knew when your walls were about to clamp down on him.
"That’s it," Harry rasped, bringing two of his thick fingers to circle your swollen, aching clit. "You gonna come for me?"
You nodded frantically. The combination of his thrusts and fingers had you spiraling, your senses overwhelmed, and suddenly white-hot stars exploded behind your eyelids as you came so hard that you barely could see straight. Your cunt pulsated around him while tears leaked out of your eyes as he continued fucking you through it, his strokes becoming even harsher and harder, seeking his own release. The sensation of you constricting tightly around his cock caused his end, and with a loud groan, you felt him pump you full of his come.
You collapsed into his bed, like a marionette with its strings cut, elbows hitting the mattress first, with a soft thud.
"That’s my girl," he whispered as his orgasm subsided. As the moment settled, he pressed slow kisses along your shoulders, holding you close. He watched in a daze as he saw his come drip down your thighs, and quickly cleaned you up with a nearby towel before rolling over onto his back gasping. You were trying to recover yourself. He grabbed your shoulders, pressing his chest to your back, and kissed whatever skin he could reach while running his fingers down your arm.
You reached for his right hand, lacing your fingers with his, your thumb brushing over the emerald ring on his finger. "Getting used to wearing this, huh?" you murmured, a soft smile tugging at your lips.
He chuckled softly behind you. "I love it."
You smiled, still facing away. "Yeah?"
"Mm-hmm." You felt him shift slightly, then the faint tug of the ring sliding off. A pause. Then he slipped it onto his other hand, his left ring finger. "But I might need to try it here instead. Good practice for the future."
Your heart fluttered. "Practice, huh?"
"Gotta get used to the weight," he said, his voice teasing, though something more serious lingered beneath. "Wouldn’t want to fumble the real thing."
You couldn’t see his face, but you could feel the smile in his words…and the promise tucked inside them.