#hawktalks

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another year around the sun and I didn't even get time to draw whaler yaoi to celebrate, damn

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if I post Valentines' cards 4 days late Do Not Perceive Me

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Going back to older drawings once you have a better grasp on the characters is a uhh hard time

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General complaint but-- I really hate that I can't look at my blog theme the good ol' way unless I make it public for non-users...... I miss the gratification of seeing your code editing and extra info pages n stuff.... ..

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Also, mfw I was working on these and realized that Modern AU Drax is a gotdamn iPad baby bc there's are least three caps in there of him holding his fuckin phone 💀💀💀

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Quick hand ramble bc I'm running in circles inside my own brain about it---

I have kind of.. a default setting for the way I draw hands, and it's been so funny to realize that setting is just Sam Spruell's hands lmao; it felt so wild to start drawing Ole and be like 👁️👄👁️ "Oh I was MEANT for this.." because it just felt so right jshdjs

Then, as I fell more into the NoWa hole--- I remember starting to draw Drax more and actively bitching about his hands "not looking strong enough" or "looking too much like Cav's".. so I just pushed the thought to the back of my head and keep going; but before I knew it I started to see his hands all of a sudden Look like Him and it was so cool???

TBH IT WAS THE BIG REASON I STARTED TO DO COLLAGES bc I wanted to see my consistency but..

I've never seen this kind of definition before in the way I draw my hands--(I guess too because I've mainly been working with creatures for the last X years and their hands are a lot more traditionally non-human)--so it's been a really nice process to prove myself wrong and be able to define a human character by their hands??

I love being able to see the difference between the lads now, it makes me happy..🧍

(It ALSO makes me happy to achieve the feeling of Drax's hands being meaty & strong as shit, jiji 👉👈)

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I've reached such a new level of IDGAF over hiatus regarding blogging that I'm not even saving posts I intend to reblog as drafts or queues lol, I've started screenshotting posts, then going onto ppls blogs and by comparing the timestamp of the screenshot I took and the blogger's posts THAT'S how I find posts I wanted to reblog and go from there lmfao

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arising for some Halloween boops and then back into my pit I go