Excitement, I'm going home for the first time since January next week for a three to four day weekend.
Cannot wait to see my pets. Don't get me wrong I like my parents, but I miss being with animals. Next to the deer mice that are used in my research to study population the dynamics between said mice and an invasive grass species and insects. I cannot really go up and ask can I pet your dog because of the pandemic. Though my college has kind of been giving out the message that the pandemics over. However I'm still not comfortable enough to go back to the quote on quote normal. Seriously at this point I'm so used to wearing a face mask I have anxiety not wearing it. It also works because it hides the fact that I don't sleep.














