this is a version of "comme un fou" (like a fool) by harmonium. ive never heard a song describe so precisely the feeling of waking up very off put for some reason, not recognizing yourself in the mirror, and slowly realizing that it might make you crazy or kill you overtime.
the song was written by serge fiori, an incredible songwriter and human being. he died a couple of weeks ago, in the first week of my transition. i was so desperate when i heard that. may you live a little bit longer through my voice and my fingers. and thank you so much for helping me </3













