hey snake! Sorry I haven’t been around to help you out, I just haven’t been seeing your posts bcuz tumblr
I know you feel scared that you’ll mess up and do something wrong, especially with your meds messing up your emotions. And I know you’re going through a lot.
So I’d just like to say that I’m not going to turn my back on you.
You are helpful, kind, caring and enjoyable at heart. I know you are trying to be a good person and you do succeed often. So even if you say something wrong, or hurt someone, I won’t just turn on you. I won’t stalwartly defend you as if you never did anything wrong but I will stay and try to help you fix things. And after you have, I will accept you as my friend once more without a word.
You are a good person at heart. And I’m happy I met you, snake. Remember that, okay?
I'm sorry I didn't answer right away, I was busy reading your new chapter (I'm still hysterical because they didn't admit to each other, uhhhhh)
It was an outburst of emotion, it's okay.
No one is obligated to help me or pay attention to my problems. But I'm always grateful when it happens. I don't feel fear the way I should, but my body is constantly aching in different parts, and I've long since learned which emotion is responsible for what, to be honest, I experience everything at once, sometimes some areas hurt more.
I never grew up, I was still a little rat who started becoming something she shouldn't be.
Every day I became tougher and angrier, making it worse for myself and others. I'm much calmer now, and I'm even glad that I can finally feel calm.
I didn't want people to get hurt because of me. I'm sorry that I may have disappointed you
And thanks anyway, if I knew how to hug and I didn't get scared because of hugs, I would hug you, but I can do this * pet a snake*
