#hit deep

[thoughtsofapessimistttt]

“It hurts to stay just as much as it hurts to walk away”

- kehlani

[poeticdisastersurvivor]

Honestly, the lyrics are so deep and really hit me hard that I wanted to get some of the lyrics tattooed on my birthday. Unfortunately, due to a fall, which impacted the finances, I was unable to get the tattoo done. It was going to be this year's birthday gift to myself, and since hearing the song, the more I heard it, the more the tattoo. I guess timing is everything, right? This is the part of the song I was really anticipating on getting;

It's such a perfect day

Take it just in case, take it just in case

I'm scared of being okay

'Cause all things change, all things change

It's such a perfect day

It's a beautiful shame

It's a beautiful shame

I'm scared of being okay

'Cause all things change

These lyrics hit me like a brick wall because of being on a seeming constant edge growing up which had my mental health on a burner of sorts.

[the-ephemeral-ethereal]

Some losses run too deep to ever fully heal.

from Thrawn Ascendancy: Lesser Evil by Timothy Zahn

[rainbowprincessxx]

Something my dad told me:

You can't control what your ancestors did. You can't control what your parents or your siblings do. They only thing you can control is what you do.