It’s been such a long and stressful day. My job right now is like a time bomb ticking.
A little more on this: In the eight months I’ve been there, I have seen us go from 15 now down to 10 on this team. One girl has another offer. I have two second-round interviews next week- one would be a level-up and the other would be a lateral relocation. I am praying. Everything seems to change by the day, sometimes even by the hour.
"Nothing but uncertainty is certain. Circumstances come together, only to fall apart moments or months later.. And then, in a flash, we must rise up and regain out footing. In the review mirror, I see so clearly what escaped me then: It’s not that the ground underneath me was suddenly shifting; it’s that it is never still. That’s part of the work of my journey- getting comfortable with life’s groundlessness.” [Alicia Keys- More Myself: My Journey]
I cracked a beer but who am I kidding. I don’t even like drinking. Time to rip a bong. <3
I still have one more tentative call today. I could scream...