Spanky is back. Where was Christina?
I've been trying to prepare myself for this sleep study thing I have to do tomorrow. I have stuff on my mind but it doesn't matter. I hope you all are doing lovely and have a sweet day/night.
Sometimes it takes me FOREVER to get my nails done .. I would've liked to do more detail but I ran out of time with doctors appointments coming up and stuff.
I used to love doing anything musical as my creative outlet, medical issues are making that nearly impossible. Nails might not mean ANYTHING to anyone else but it feels like I'm not just sitting here idle anymore. Sometimes it's really hard to model now too.. I really am trying but I feel like my hardest isn't ever enough. *Sigh* 😔.. I'm alone a lot of the time now and I hardly speak to anyone since Ask.fm has been gone so the nails make me distracted from sadness/loneliness.. I don't reach out to people anymore because I legitimately am starting to feel like my presence brings people down. Hopefully the nail art is inspiring to someone :)
Here are some roses for you if you're still here reading 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 happy holidays everyone
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