I've figured it out.
I'm just gonna shut off all my emotions. I'm gonna do whatever I want and say whatever I please and not give a flying fuck. I will not be used at your disposal for whenever you need things just to have you turn around and say goodbye again. I'm so over it and I'm so over you. I deserve a hell of a lot better than what life has given me. I'm going out and getting what I deserve. But for the time being, fuck it all, my emotions are off.














