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“R.S.D.” 4.17.25- Watercolor and ink
I tried to use this day to my college assignments and accidentally spent the whole day making a Minecraft modpack for the first time ever instead
:(
Boredom kicked in. And I'm lazy, so deal with the fact that I didn't draw a base for it.
God forgive me
there were no winners here
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The logical part of my mind is telling me I need to move on and that it’s ok, and I can take my time. But the broken part of my subconscious is telling me I deserve to suffer. Because:
Rejection = Evidence that I did something wrong = Bad person (or I’m wrong as a person)
and
He doesn’t like me -> Bad person -> Needs to suffer -> Suffering is over when wrong is corrected
Thanks, childhood.
fuck im