May 29, 2018
I had a whole 3 chaptered Corqi fic (it was meant to be an entry for the ffxvaboweekend), and the document just...disappeared.
It vanished! Used the search tool but it’s nowhere in my computer and it’s not in the autosaved documents. I don’t get it, it was there for an entire month and I constantly checked on it, and it just...poof!
I was excited to post it today...
There goes all my work.... (_ _ )ゝ
I work hard in everything I write so it’s super polished, so it really feels terrible to lose like 12 or 14 k out of the blue.
*sigh*
Guess I’ll just...go re write it all again. See if I can manage to finish it for tomorrow.
....this was going to be my make up for not having written/posted anything in a month... (_ _ )ゝ
#the saddest part is that#this is sort of demotivating#so even though i can just write it all again#i don't...feel like it...#maybe i'm exaggerating#i feel super sad and upset about this#i just worked so hard (_ _ )ゝ#(ಥ﹏ಥ)#maybe i'm just being over emotional#maybe it's because yesterday was half good half bad?#maybe I just REALLY LIKED HOW IT TURNED OUT#AND WORKED SO HARD ON IT#AND FOR SO LONG#it was simple and just an excuse for smut but#i liked it :'(#and now you won't get to see how it really should have been and#it's an entire month's work to the garbage can#but WHY?#I saved it!#i'd understand if it had crashed while saving but#IT WAS THERE FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH#man...i feel so blue... (_ _ )ゝ#(╥﹏╥)#*SOBS*#(ﾉД`)