#i need constant validation

[mymangamemes]

Literally every time I talk to someone

From Darling, Why Can't We Divorce? by STUDIO INUS and Cha Sohee

[pink-pone]

everytime I finish even the smallest wip I need to post it or I will spontaneously combust, them’s just the rules ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[poisoned1coffee]

Babe are you ok? You didn’t touch any of chimken nuggies

[novannna]

If your still doing the writing asks... can I get angst 27 please! Any renegade ship is fine (can't choose lol)

ahhh im so sorry this took so long to post, i kinda forgot it existed then saw the doc and remembered i hadnt answered it 😭

also, i am still doing these!!!! I'd love it for people to send me sentence prompts (here)

i did danissa bc im literally incapable of not writing sapphics asgsdak

danissa break up fic, wc: 1003

Narcissa had always loved fairy tales. The way things always seemed to work out.

They followed a simple path, never changing.

Always once upon a time, and happily ever after. The things in the middle didn’t seem to matter.

Maybe a bit foolishly, Narcissa had wished for a fairy tale of her own. Her own knight in shining armor, her own happily ever after.

It was silly, looking back, but the Age of Anarchy sucked, and fairy tales were all Narcissa had.

But she’d grown older, and those fantasies of living out her own fairy tale faded. She didn't have any hope of a happily ever after. Looking out at the things around her, she had begun to believe that didn’t even exist.

There’d be no fairy tale ending. Because, everywhere around her, there was pain, and suffering, and loss. Those weren’t things in fairy tales, those were things from nightmares. Narcissa couldn’t believe she was in a fairy tale, because no fairy tale would ever be that dark.

They were supposed to be light, and happy, and hopeful, but in Gatlon, there was none of that.

So, Narcissa simply gave up that hope of knights, and fairies, and kisses that brought you back from the dead.

Those were simply things from stories.

Those were as fake as happily ever after.

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Narcissa sat curled in a ball, pressing herself further into the couch. “Danna, what do you want to talk about?” There was that sinking feeling in her gut, but she pushed it away. This was fine, Danna was probably just wanting to talk about some new, big step in their lives. Maybe she wanted to move in together?

It had to be something positive, right?

Fuck, it had to be.

“Narcissa…” Danna looked away from Narcissa’s face. Her arms, her shoulder, her long braid, refusing to meet her eyes.

“Yes?” It was a struggle to keep her voice light. The look in Danna’s eyes…

No. Narcissa refused to consider it.

Danna cursed, and looked at her own fingers, furiously twisting and untwisting the loose fabric of her shirt. “You aren’t making this easy,” she muttered.

“Making what easy?” She tried to smile, but knew it was more of a queasy grimace.

“I really care about you. I think you’re great, really, I do. But.. we need to start to think about our future.” Danna took in a deep breath. “And- and what role we’ll play in each other’s.”

Narcissa could feel the tears pooling. She tried swallowing past the growing lump in her throat. “Danna,” she whispered. “What are you saying?”

“I don’t want to do this, but I have to. This is one of the hardest things I’ve done, because it’s you, Narcissa and I don’t want to hurt you.” Danna finally met Narcissa’s eyes. “I think we need to split up.”

Narcissa blinked. Blinked again. This wasn’t happening. It couldn’t be.

She tried to breathe in, keep on taking measured, even breaths. Not give in to the panic threatening to overtake her.

“Narcissa,” Danna pleaded. She sounded apologetic. As if she could begin to comprehend the rush of emotion Narcissa was feeling. “Say something. Please.”

Narcissa shook her head. “What is there to say?” She whispered in a hoarse voice.

“Please, ‘Cissa..”

“Don’t… don’t call me that.” Narcissa looked up, blinking the stinging tears away.

Danna nodded. “Okay,” she whispered. “Just say something.”

“I… why?” Narcissa looked at Danna again. “We’ve been through so much.”

“I care about you a lot, but just… forever’s a long time.”

“And you don’t want to spend it with me,” Narcissa finished.

“I didn’t say that!”

“You didn’t not say that either,” Narcissa shot back.

“I just don’t think we’re right for each other.”

Narcissa shook her head. “I did. I used to think that I’d live out a fairy tale life, and that I’d get a happily ever after. But I grew up, and realized those weren’t for me.” She swallowed, trying to get air past the lump in her throat. “Then I met you. I started to believe that maybe I could make my own happily ever after with you. I thought you could be my knight in shining armor. I started believing in fairy tales again. And now… now you’re saying that nothing we had was real? Our feelings for each other.. They were just some temporary thing.” Or worse, they’d just never even had them.

Danna shook her head. “That’s not what I’m saying! Narcissa, I really loved you, that’s not fake. Just, feelings change over time. We aren’t who we were. Things changed, we changed. I’m not saying everything is over. I just think we need to think about long term, and I think that we aren’t the best thing for each other. We both need to move on.”

“What happened to our happily ever after?” Narcissa whispered, eyes shining with tears.

“Not all love stories get happily ever after, sometimes it’s just once upon a time.”

“No. I can’t believe that.”

“Well, you’re going to have to,” Danna said brusquely, but not unkindly.

Still, the words sent daggers into Narcissa’s heart.

“I think you should go,” Narcissa whispered.

Danna nodded. “That’s probably best.” She tried to smile, tears gleaming in her own eyes. “For what it’s worth, I’m sorry. Will you be okay?”

Narcissa nodded jerkily. “I can’t do this. Please just.. Just go. Don’t pretend everything’s fine.” She looked away. “I can’t be around you. Not right now.”

Danna opened her mouth, but closed it just as quickly. Instead, she stood, and walked towards the door.

Narcissa followed numbly.

Danna paused in the doorway, looking as if she was going to lean in, and kiss Narcissa goodbye.

She flinched, and shook herself. “Good night, Narcissa. I’ll see you around?”

Narcissa nodded. “I guess.”

Danna waved awkwardly, and stepped outside, letting the door swing shut.

Narcissa slid to her knees, and buried her face into her hands.

Happily ever afters really were just a thing in fairy tales.

[trkstrnd]

my brain: you’re stressed, you have like twelve pieces of music to learn before new years, then more after, you have to finish your college apps, help around the house, take your cat to the vet, get new meds, and go christmas shopping.

me, frothing at the mouth: host an ao3 challenge.

[slicksquid]

i hope you all know that if you validate my humor in the notes I’d die for you

[clearwater-hoe]

This year is kicking my ass already

I slipped up and made the mistake of thinking I could trust my ex with my feelings. 

fuck me.

Also, I’m not religious, but I hope that somebody, thing, deity, or manifestation sends some good vibes my way soon. I thought I could take it, but I don’t want to deal with it anymore. 

[unfried-mouth-wheat]

What kind of masochist turns on the “No one can comment“ feature when posting a fic on Ao3???????