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🌻 -- [ I’ve been teased/bullied a lot because of my weight back in highschool but I was generally someone who doesn’t even care about it because honestly, I’m not that big. but there was one particular time back in polytechnic (or equivalent to college) where I felt it was more of a bully attempt. there were some students in my cohort that drew a figure that looked like me and made it such that my body was a huge round and having ‘pig’ nose. but being the silent type, I just kept quiet and bottled up my anger, patiently waiting for class to end so I don’t need to see their face ]
🌻 -- [ I actually have ONE working eye now. something happened with my left eye last year and because of what seemed to be extremely high pressure in my eye, I’m already blind on my left -- and when I shine some light on it, my pupils doesn’t react to the light and it looks like I got an eye of a dead fish. also, the doctor I went to advised me to go for an operation to REMOVE my left eye bc there’s no way of recovering the sight anymore (and to avoid getting really bas headache on the left side of the head) ]
🌻 -- [ I’m a person that rarely gets offended by things. however, one particular event that happened at work did that because of a comment made by a CUSTOMER...simply because my first language is English and not Bahasa Malaysia (which is technically Malay). I told said customer that my Malay wasn’t that great and it’s broken beyond comprehension, but he proceeds to say that I shouldn’t show off that I can speak English in my own country and should be proud of being Malaysian by speaking Malay. of course, I was taken aback and my head went ‘what the fuck are you on about my man?’. but thankfully, that guy apologized to me, even though I said there was no offense taken ]
🌻 -- [ I would admit, everything I touch or possess would end up either broken or spoilt because of my ‘brute’ force ]
🌻 -- [ okay but RP wise, whenever I make characters, I tend to write them in a ‘3 stage draft’ sort of way. first draft consist of research notes and my own thoughts, all in point form, then the second draft is gathering everything up and expanding the points...but it’s like a sketch and you can still research to look up some stuff to double confirm. the final stage is more or less finalizing everything and then putting them in the blog ]