Feb 18, 2023
EXTREMELY feral normal about this one. Like. Mmm.
:3 go ahead , be abnormal in my replies (PLEASEI'd love to hear ur thoughts lol)
I just loooove the tragic doomed love of it all, Torchbearer knows there is no way out of this but he'd rather die at Tyler's side than on a distant shore, never seeing the core of everything he loves ever again.
he chooses to go back, to surrender himself, so that even if Tyler is lost to the war and there's no going back,, at least he will have always known Torchbearer loved him. always.
#the crushing heartbreak never ceases though#watching the person he loves have his entire sense of self torn to shreds and there's nothing he can do to save him#because if he opens his mouth it would get them both killed#so he remains stoic and silent simply watching from the sidelines#from his drum set#playing shows and waiting#hoping tyler will come to his senses#but also#if he doesn't...#he'd rather die alongside him than say goodbye :3#tøp#lorewhore#mine#letters#joshler