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Vent post! Feel free to ignore!
Goddddd I'm so tired of feeling stuck, man. I just want to learn to drive and get a job so I can stop feeling like I'm completely useless, but my brain at the first thought of even getting in the driver's seat is like "NO NO ZONE!!! NO NO ZONE!!! YOU ARENT SUPPOSE TO BE HERE!!!"
I've got my Fiverr set up and I've got a gig listing ready that only needs to be published, and my brain keeps stopping me like it's an important phone call. Like "Wait until we have better pieces to set as examples!!!" And when I'm like "okay can we do that thing now" body is like "NAH too tired go take a nap lol"
I am stuck between rocks and hard places in every goddamn direction
((For anyone reading this I love you and please don't think you have to do anything!! I'm okay I'm just losing my mind aaaaaaaaa))
Ignore This
//Warning!: Extremyly tired and semi-upset me posting//
I really want someone to love me right now.
Not as a lover, not as a friend, but somewhere safe inbetween the two.
I want someone I can cuddle with
Someone I can watch good or terrible movies with
Someone who makes me laugh and who I can make happy for once.
I want someone who just loves me -not my body, not my face- ME.
I’m SICK of being in relationships where I’m expected to “put out.” I’m sick of being left when I refuse to or when I say I’m uncomfortable.
I’m tired of liking people I can’t like. I’m mad that I keep expecting too much from people that just need a friend right now.
I just-
I want someone who will be my best friend
But who will also be more than that.
Is that asking to much?
//End of post. Sorry I wanted to put it into words today. Not in a bad mood, just overthinking a bit.//
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