May 8, 2020
What do you do when you try your best to do your job and help your coworkers and then your boss, who provides zero guidance at all, gets upset with you for doing so?
I get so frustrated because I just want to do MY JOB, not anyone else’s, just mine, and yet I’m constantly being pulled to help others with mundane bullshit they ought to be able to do on their own.
Right now, I’m sitting on the side of my bed, struggling with my anxiety and depression and I can feel my body shaking. I’m almost to tears and am supposed to be working but all I can do at the moment is stare into space and at my phone while my heart feels like it’s being squeezed inside my chest.