Jul 22, 2022
As of recent I have noticed something rather comical. Speaking as a Dazai Osamu kin, there is a severe lack of people asking how we are. I myself am seen as a comical character, playing the fool in everyone’s lives for the sake of their happiness. Keeping them happy with the fool I make of myself but underneath the thick surface I am not well. I struggle in silence, when I am verbal I am merely brushed off and told by who I speak to “Oh I’m no good when it comes to stuff like that”, then once I speak up once more they get defensive saying nothing they say will help. This is why you need to be persistent, not just get angry and defensive and disappear. In the world I am well and truly alone.
