#it doesn't get better

[bigloonafan]

pursuing a degree that will be obsolete soon because of generative ai and i can't retrain because i'm poor and i can't find a retail or food service or hard labour job because i'm disabled i genuinely have no future why am i still here

[francobarbilupara]

gossiping with my sister who's twice my age yet she's one of the only ones who really get it

[fruitgardn]

Every time i have to do stuff for my fucked up shoulder i think wow i really have had a fucked up shoulder my whole life and it will be fucked up as long as i live.......

[eldrai]

the body's reaction to crying is stupid like oh you feel bad well how about you can't breathe through your nose and now your head hurts too. doesn't that help?

[foodforthedirt]

I'm such a loser; I'm such an unlovable bum, but I'm too woke for any loser men's spaces online, so I guess I'll just keep posting to the void until I grow the balls to finally do it.

[victoriannarwhal]

It wasn't worth it to not kms at 15. I literally chose to continue on for nothing.

[midriasisprovocada]

I tried to kill myself multiple times when I was a teenager. Obviously, I was unsuccessful and since I have made it this far, I might as well keep going. This doesn't mean my depression got better, it meant that life won. I am doomed to a worse suffering from the exit plan I had. I don't know what I have done, or did in another life, that sealed this faith for me. The feeling of exhaustion and wanting to disappear has not left me. I just wish my mom wouldn't have rejected the abortion access. She just gave birth and fucked me up good. I fucking hate me.

[littledevilgirl]

the grief is eating me alive