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I saw someone reblog his stuff with the word beloved, and it did not register in my mind that it may remind them of someone else- so I got absurdly jealous for no reason and search their entire blog until I realized that the endearment was not meant towards him,,, perhaps I need to find ways to calm myself so I do not freak out at the most inopportune moments,,

I remember mumbling to myself that they didnt know him like I did fully forgetting that he has other friends,,,, perhaps I need to calm down,,

i think the metamorphosis destroyed me

#alex rants #alex reads #it was..#i hated how i saw myself in gregor but also so different from him

I manipulated my dream last night. It was so strangely vivid. I did the whole check the watch technique and while daytime changed and an unknown time span passed the time was the same the second time I checked the watch. It was still 12pm. That's when I realized I was in fact dreaming!. I also thought about jumping off somewhere (the bridge) just to see how this would influence my dream. It was like I was fully conscious and aware in my dream. It was actually funky and kinda interesting.. Even if in the morning I had a hard time telling if I was awake now or not (like yk these "fake waking up" kinda scenes.. Like that yeah)

#It was..#Funky #First time lucid dreaming worked for me!!#Begs the question #Why was I that aware #And why was everything so vivid

What got you into writing fan fiction?

A mixture of a LOTTA things. Like mostly frustration to be honest?

Like when I sent in requests to some of my favourite writers who were open, Months/Years later and i never got any done? (and i don't mean to be rude, writers have the very real right to decline and not do requests for whatever reason. i just got a little frustrated after a while is all 😅.)

Then it was the long-fics on Ao3 that i was reading getting discontinued, or not getting updated which just added to it.

The tipping point was when I got into the KNY fandom and there was literally zero Yandere Platonic Kokushibo content. Like.. NONE.

so then i pulled up word and said