#iwdia

[thatssoskam]

Im at that point in my life where I’ve accepted the fact that my favorite fics will never be updated

[cuteandtwisted]

Isak and Even are so damn happy in this chapter of IWDIA. I missed writing them 💗💗

[yesnomaybewhat]

@cuteandtwisted i wanna shower you with kudos but they don't let me😢 i love you amazing chapter of iwdia again and i am crying again.

[cuteandtwisted]

I Would Do It Again - Isak/Even

Mixtape 1: Even. 

“I’m not designed for love but my heart tends to want what it can’t have.”

+ listen here

[cuteandtwisted]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 20/21 Fandom: SKAM (TV) Relationships: Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen Series: Part 8 of In Every Universe

Summary: “I dare you to hook up with him.” “What? The blonde guy?” “Yes, the blonde guy.”

Or Even gets caught up in a dare, and Isak loses a little bit of himself in the process. Aka the Dare!AU (with feelings) that nobody asked for.

[cuteandtwisted]

I Would Do It Again - Mixtape 3 

isak&even: interrupted

‘i just wanna be yours again’

+ listen here

[cuteandtwisted]

hello!! I don’t mean this as an insult on you at all, i want to make that clear!! But it is just really painful to me how isak (in iwdia) has to deal with blaming himself for Even’s self-harm scars. I think it’s obvious it’s not his fault. Why do you make him feel this way?

Helloo. Thank you for asking this question! It’s so so so important. This is from HIS POV and he very clearly still blames himself. Still internalizes that part and has been repressing it for a while. He calls his lover’s scars his own because he thinks he caused them. Because despite all the communication lately, they still haven’t talked about that. He still blames himself and he still doesn’t realize that it’s NOT his fault at ALL which is why we have 2 more chapters. For Even to heal and to make him realize that NO those aren’t “Isak scars”. They’re just scars.

I’m glad you picked up on that and it really hurts me to write him like that. Blaming himself for everything when he should be taking care of himself. It’s very hard to accept that your loved one felt so down that they tried to hurt themselves, and the natural reaction is to typically blame yourself. Isak still doesn’t get that the burning building had nothing to do with him. Even was simply depressed.It’s POV and his thoughts don’t reflect what I think he should feel. It’s just how he feels. It’s very very character driven so I wanted to give this arc sufficient build-up/momentum before tackling it. The watch and the letter are the opening to that final act.

Hope this answered your question and thanks again for pointing it out and for showing concern for Isak’s persistent and hidden self-loathing. Takk for reading 💛

[cuteandtwisted]

Hi sunshine ☀️, as I'm reading IWDIA the second time , I'm wondering if you will write another even pov？because i have a little confusion about how he keep turning down isak for kisses and intimacy after he came back. I understand he may have trust issues and depression, but I thought he knew isak loves him. How he keeps drawing a line between them and define them as friends for such a long time 😭Hope you will consider this and ily forever ❤️️ can you whisper to me about the title of chapter 8?

hi babe ❤️ Yes I definitely plan on writing another chapter from Even’s POV. But the reason he was so distant sometimes will be revealed before that/soon. Isak will straight up ask him why he rejected him in the bathroom stall by the cafeteria. 

I still haven’t picked a title for chapter 18 but here’s a spoiler:

IWDIA Isak is currently wearing this ❤️