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omg shal fic! my day is suddenly so so bright and beautiful

migraine day And a work day And a family health scare day And an anxiety day And-

#jas diaries #anyways #I'm nauseous m wanna die #i really think I can't take this much worry n anxiety anymore #i just kinda want out of life uk #ntg bad is happening #i just can't anymore #i only want miracles #can't handle anything else at all ever #I'm just that weak ig #i can't help it

man u try to tell white ppl u find their queer lens lacking and they immediately try to act like u hv no basic idea of what queerness even is because why??????

#genuinely asking what makes those ppl think I'm like so straight or whatever lol #like whatever I'm not mad coz I'm not capable of always verbalising everything perfectly all the time let alone abt smth as broad as gender #let alone in English lol #but i find it condescending regardless #oh well #I'm in the white website so meh #like do ppl think I'm bringing up whiteness for no reason or what #Y'all know genuine anti white racism isn't real rite #meh whatever lol #jas diaries

there's a company called bear bottom inspections....imagine working there and having to travel in a car with that plastered all over it lmaooo

#why did they choose this name lmaooo #jas diaries

omg i neeed to make out with a girl like jesus

#i wanted to buy a pretty dress or smth n take pics before i go on some kinda dating app #but sigh #I'm very unreliable lol #also the ocd/anxiety/PTSD whatever is bad y'all #cant relax without a voice in my head interrupting by reminding me of death or germs or family or whatever idk #sighhhh #jas diaries #i need to up my lesbian makeup game too #idk i just feel so bad so often coz I can't afford to style myself how i want rn #kinda affecting me tbh #sigh

Uk the silly thing ppl do where they put a different Thing under a bunch of cups n move them around n then u gta find the cup under which xyz is. My brain is like that kinda. Under each cup is a different detail to a different memory. There's millions of cups like all of the stuff stored in the dusty dungeons of my long term memory. And they're always all being shuffled around and I'm supposed to find the correct detail to the correct memory. And I never do. I mix up details and go around with wrong assumptions that even I know are wrong. Like. All the time. Freaky and scary ngl. And humiliating.

#jas diaries #this is the adhd part probably #imagine the millions of shuffle mechanisms n noises with many horrors tm being projected on a dingy wall behind all this #n that's probably the ocd part... probably #either way overstimulating af #I'm just so stupid

I have an interview today and I unfortunately feel and look like shit aw man

#i really hope this goes well #but everyone on the hiring team is white #every single one #so idk lol #but I've been hired this way before #so let's hope 😔#jas diaries

noone can live my best lesbian life for me, i gta do this myself but omg 😭😭😭

#jas diaries #idk man I'm barely alive almost all the time #actually really scared for my health #yet again #i really just can't do anything fun or nice in this kinda envt uk lol #I'm trying so hard to not get a panic attack every sec #That's the best I can do #:/#welp #life is gna pass me by n I'm lucky if i still survive ig

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