#jlxngz

[xwolfiex]

ugh, why was i looking forward to never actually seeing you again and here you are...? @jlxngz​ oops, i mean....hi honey...long time no see..

[prestigeprojectrp]

jesse :)

Follow our Jesse Lingard and give him a warm welcome!

[pkxjmin]

ℕ𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕄𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣

who: Park Jimin and Jesse Lingard ( @jlxngz ) what: jimin gives jesse what he promised or confessions of an incompetent ex’s bedroom skills motivates jimin to not disappoint. date: april 16th, 2020 warnings: it’s pure porn.  

jimin breezed through the flight with taehyung, having had their company call ahead and settle security measures and actually devising a plan to hide them their entire time there. plus, he was with taehyung, and he was better than most at staying incognito. after it’d gotten pretty late, agreeing to head out and meet jesse was the plan to which taehyung was too exhausted (and comfortable) to even think about moving from his comfortable spot in the fluffy sheets. jimin was showered and prepared to go, sneaking out on his own and heading out to jesse’s, liking having his options open for the evening. jimin didn’t care parking in the garage, he wasn’t staying too long, he figured, but he’d be gone before anyone got a chance to recognize him. “open up, i’m outside,” jimin called from the car, getting out and leaning on his car to look around, having a soft of a power trip and a ‘fuck you’ to the fact that he was outside and no one was bothering him because they didn’t suspect he’d ever be around and rightfully so. standing at the door, his full lips pursed sweetly with his hands clasped behind his back, jimin gently swayed while he waited.

Jesse was ordinarily very calm and collected in these situations. His break up with Marcus had thrust him into a spiralling loneliness cured only by a new warm body. And jimin had been a prospect for a while. the boy pretty, and seemingly innocent until jesse opened his mouth and was on the receiving end of a warning glare. he’d tread lightly at first - his usual sassy undertone doing enough to unnerve his counterpart but insulting jungkook had brought about a whole new promise. Jimin’s threat to punish him sending a shiver curling down his spine even now. he’d appeared at the doorway eventually - a slight smirk aimed at the musician, well aware that keeping him waiting would be the first of many misdemeanours that’d bring the dark side out of jimin. “you coming in then…” he arched an eyebrow, “before the neighbours start thinking you’re going to bring out a boombox to charm your way into my pants…”

Leaning against the threshold, jimin allowed his eyes to trail down jesse’s casual evening wear, to which jimin crossed his arms, a finger trailing across his lips as he tried not to smile. “if i’m 'coming in, then?’” jimin grimaced, “not with an invitation like that, that’s terrible,” pushing jesse’s door open the rest of the way, jimin smirked, “you’re gonna welcome me properly, aren’t you, friend?” jimin tilted his head, lowering his eyes to the ground, implying for jesse to get on his knees, his bangs swishing effortlessly with every move of his head as he stood in the middle of the threshold looking at jesse, “well…?”

Jesse’s gaze followed Jimin’s to the ground - eyeing it for a second before he finally dropped to his knees in front of him. Not many had Jesse like this - the older boy usually quick to verbally attack someone with his quick wit and his tongue but there was something about his counterpart that sparked excitement in him. he intentionally stared up at him under hooded eyelids, fingers gently moving to pop the button of his jeans and then unzip the zipper. for some reason he hadn’t expected jimin to be as big — cultural stereotypes painting an image that didn’t match the one in front of him. he was stunning - cock already semi hard and he leaned forward to taste it. his tongue moved over the slit, tasting the saltiness of his pre-cum before wrapping his mouth around the thick head. the weight of it heavy on his tongue. but jesse was a natural. fellating another man, possibly his most favourite action in the lead up to getting fucked. his head bobbed up and down - meeting his hand wrapped around the base that he hadn’t reached yet with his lips.

jimin didn’t expect much countering from jesse to get into this position. if he’s learned anything in the past few years is that one of his superpowers was to get various types of people on their knees with little to no verbal communication to do so, so jimin was wildly spoiled in that sense, though there weren’t many opportunities to flex the power, he was glad that it worked when he used it. leaning his forearm against the threshold, the warmth on his front with the slight chill of outside in his back, jimin lowered his eyes when he felt jesse at his jeans, effortlessly popping buttons and tugging open his zipper and finally releasing him from the brutally tight prison of his pants. groaning deeply, jimin’s hand found his stomach, slowly lowering his hands towards jesse, lowering his eyes to watch the athlete on his knees. “not even a second thought thank to have you on your knees at your door, so that means your neighbors know how filthy of a slut you are, huh? they know all about you, don’t they?” jimin held jesse on his cock, so jesse wouldn’t dare pull off to properly answer him. “all of it,” jimin pushed his hips further, a strong hold on jesse’s wrist, pulling his hand away before fucking his cock into jesse’s mouth, “if you want to be a cock whore, be a cock whore, don’t pretend to hold back.”

Jimin was right - his neighbours had to know something by now. The men that came to visit him exclusively at night time — especially now marcus had disappeared — made him look particularly shady if not anything else. his gaze flickered up toward the young musician. lips stretched around the hefty appendage. he was taken off guard - the rough thrusts into his mouth unexpected and for the first couple of minutes it took jesse time to catch up. tears running down his cheeks and throat constricting tighter than normal as it squeezed around the cock with the body’s natural instinct to save jesse from choking. but god, it was hot. the older boy soon moaning around jimin and the vibrations sent straight through his cock as he rubbed the heel of his hand over the front of his own pants.

jimin couldn’t help himself and he knew what he wanted when he got to jesse’s and he didn’t plan on sparing him, he’d gotten there already half hard just at the idea of what he’d do, so now that he had jesse’s mouth around his cock, jimin wasn’t going to hold back, selfish reasons or not, he knew jesse would love it the same. “that’s right, baby,” jimin smirked, his head cocked at the sight of tears running down jesse’s freckled complexion, “so good, you’re crying for it, huh?” jimin teased, pulling his cock from jesse’s mouth, slowly wiping the wet shaft of his cock against jesse’s lips, not caring about getting messy for it would get far worse than this later in their evening. jimin was quite proud of his cock, he had a generous length, but the best part was that his girth was as thick from hilt to bulbous tip that sat quite big at the head of his cock. the cock that took it’s time choking jesse to tears. “stuff it your mouth––i don’t care, make it fit,” jimin huffed, leaning his head back and fucking his cock back into jesse’s mouth, “go ahead and touch yourself for me, stroke your cock for your neighbors to see what you’re actually up to, don’t pretend like you care, show them..”

Jesse whimpered softly when he was praised. Looking up at Jimin with wide eyes he’d slid forward again — his tongue caressing the slit before he’d attempted to take it all again. his lips inching lower and lower until his nose was brushing the other boys pelvis. jaw slackening to accommodate the generous girth and then he was bobbing his head again — taking him all and tracing a sensitive vein on the way back up. he was hesitant at first. his fingers eventually undoing the button on his jeans and unzipping them to reveal his own leaking cock. he moaned around Jimin’s shaft as his fist moved steadily - twisting desperately at the tip to feed the neglected nerves. all the while imagining his counterpart’s dick inside him. the sheer size was something jesse hadn’t accommodated in a long time and Jimin’s eagerness to be rough was just what the athlete needed. someone to fuck the sassy remarks and witty comebacks right out of him until he was a whimpering mess. marcus and jack had always been too soft and brendon and bruno too drunk. he wanted to be painfully stretched and mercilessly fucked by the Asian and that thought alone almost had him cumming on his own hand.

groaning loudly when he felt the tip of jesse’s nose against his body, and he could feel his cock throbbing in jesse’s throat, “fuck, that feels so nice, i could cum down that throat, could you take it?” jimin smirked, his hand at the back of jesse’s head, holding him still, his effortlessly done bangs brushing against the tops of his cheeks, shielding his eyes as he couldn’t even feel the breath of jesse’s nose against his pelvis. that’s the thing about taking his cock down the throat, when he blocked the air, it wasn’t just one passageway. “ooh shit…” jimin furrowed his brows when he felt jesse bobbing his head on his cock, making the singer weak in the knees as he traced the vein at the underside of his cock. “now you’re finally showing me what that mouth is good for, huh? and it’s not for those ridiculous remarks you make,” jimin pulled jesse off his cock, moving forward into the house and closing the door behind him. pulling him from the back of his shirt, jimin forced jesse up to his feet. taking him by the throat, jimin pushed the athlete against the door, “what do you want from me? why am i here?” jimin got in close, his cock pressed against jesse’s, “tell me what you want and see if i don’t give it to you,” jimin leaned in, placing soft kisses on jesse’s jaw, waiting for an answer, lowering his kisses to jesse’s neck while pushing down his jeans, lettiing his strong hands grab jesse’s ass.

Jesse could barely breathe — the threat of Jimin cumming down his throat had him staring up at the younger boy with a desperation he didn’t flaunt to many. then all too soon the door was closed; the risk of them getting caught out of the equation as he was tugged to his feet and pressed against the door. “want you to fuck me…” jesse murmured his head falling back as soft lips traced down his jugular. the blood pumping through his veins probably pounding perceptibly beneath the musician’s mouth. “i want you to fuck me so hard that I can’t walk tomorrow…” he continued, body arching to grind against jimin. his hand snaking between them to wrap around both their cocks and jerk them together. “want you to make me yours for the night. do anything you want…”

as soon as jesse placed his first request, jimin hummed in agreement, “mmhmm, and?” and more and more they came. jimin smirked, reaching his hand up and letting his hand coming down on jesse’s ass, letting a sharp smack echo through the air, smiling at every word spilling from jesse’s mouth, reaching up and licking is fingers, jimin held jesse’s ass open, gently reaching for the tight rim, gently teasing the puckered hole with his fingers, stroking the circle of nerves. “don’t stop now, i don’t plan on your legs working tomorrow anyway, so you’ll have to come up with something new before you go into this leaving your body completely at my mercy,” jimin teased jesse’s asshole rubbing even when his saliva had dried out, rubbing it raw and sensitive, that way every vibration, whether it was a smack to his ass or a light tease, he’d be too close to cumming. jimin hummed feeling his cock fucking against jesse’s. “i want you on the couch, facing the back, legs open,” a hand coming down hard on jesse’s ass, “and i want your ass out for me and i don’t want you touching your cock, i’m gonna make you cum nice for your first time tonight, sound good?” jimin pulled away and smiled, “go on, clothes off…” jimin nodded, not bothering to move for the first few minutes until he pulled off his own jacket, kicking off his shoes at the door and leaving a trail of clothes to his destination. sitting naked on the coffee table, jimin leaned back, his cock resting hard against his abs while he waits.

the fingers were welcome at first - his sensitive hole quivering to be filled as the musician teased him. but then the makeshift lube had dried up and jesse soon found himself trying to arch away. mumbling something about toys and lube in his counterpart’s shoulder between desperate moans and helpless whimpers. “I don’t want you to wear protection…” he added - breathless in his assertion. “‘m clean - get tested every week at training just… want to feel you /properly/.” the athlete had tried to chase after his lips when he’d pulled away. eyes dark at the prospect of being taken on the couch — being fucked somewhere marcus would sit without knowing someone else had made jesse weak in the very same spot and fucked him in a way he’d been begging for, for months. “yeah… sounds good…” he answered softly. he’d waiting until jimin was sat on the coffee table — full view of him before he stripped. abs well defined and muscles perceptible beneath the surface of caramel skin - jesse was proud to show off his body. he stepped out of his jeans, glutes pink with the spanks he’d been given and followed out orders, arranging himself on the couch the way jimin had specifically requested. knuckles white with the effort it took not to touch himself. “is this good?” he groaned after a couple of seconds without attention. “c’mon baby, ‘m desperate here… thought you said you could make me cum…”

jimin had to admit, though he had no plans to wear a condom, it was nice to hear it from jesse that he didn’t want him to put one on anyway, plus jimin was quite clean too considering his own company had him tested weekly as well, but jimin didn’t need to vocalize that because jesse made his request and jimin’s aim was to please. “good, sounds good to me too..” jimin smirked, unable to believe the situation he was in, but he was glad he was, it gave him a break from being at the dorms and fucking whatever was there. jimin didn’t mind letting his eyes wander down jesse’s body, making sure to catch every dip and muscle and as he shifted in his seat, jimin’s cock jumped slightly, bobbing for a second before falling back against his stomach. licking his lips, jimin watched the way jesse got into position, “it looks great, baby,” his fingers gently teasing the fat head of his cock, gently brushing his finger against his slit. moving to get up to start his work on jesse, jimin frowned at jesse’s following comments. his hand instantly and harshly coming down on jesse’s left, his right and once again on his right cheek, “shut the fuck up or you’re not cumming at all,” jimin leaned forward grabbing jesse by the hair, “i have no problem fucking you dry and making it hurt, so i would make this as easy as possible for myself if i were you, before i fuck you  and don’t let you cum at all..” jimin narrowed his eyes, “now you’re gonna take what i give you when i give it to you,” jimin growled, pushing jesse’s face into his cushions and holding it there, “and i don’t want to hear a damn thing if it isn’t you begging me or your moaning and telling me how good it feels, or else i stop and i go the fuck home and leave you to be someone else’s problem––nod if you understand..”

Jesse wasn’t good at thinking before he spoke - impatient and desperate for the attention he’d been deprived of for so long. but he couldn’t help but feel silently smug that jimin was so rough. a shuddered breath stifled against the couch with the threats whispered against his ear. he took a minute before nodding, pressing back into the body behind him as if to convince him without the bold remarks to give him what he wanted. “please, jimin…” he huffed eventually, voice strangled, “I want you so bad…”

“that’s more like it…” jimin pushed his head into the cushions once again before pulling back. “we haven’t even started yet,” jimin ran his hands over jesse’s ass, holding him open as he lowered himself, running his finger over the ring of nerves before leaning forward, placing a kiss to the puckered hole, humming as he flicked the tip of his tongue over his asshole. jimin closed his eyes, his tongue working while he ran his hands up jesse’s thighs and back, being sure to get his his senses on overload, “i wanna hear you, you don’t have to open that fucking mouth, i just want to hear your pretty noises,” jimin kissed the cheek of jesse’s ass, looping his arms around his thighs and eating his asshole, wanting to make jesse cum from that alone, or at least to get him close enough and make him pay for his big mouth. that fell down to how jesse felt with jimin’s tongue lodged in his ass and if it felt good enough to make him cum.

Jesse’s eyes rolled back the minute Jimin started teasing him with his tongue. “fuck..” he breathed, fingers curling around a loose cushion with the effort it took not to fall into temptation. but the Korean continued with an unrelenting flick of his tongue  against already oversensitive nerve endings, and jesse was soon pressing his hips back for more. his cock leaking and twitching with every generous lick until his moans had grown progressively louder -  hips jerking forward, desperate to find friction. “can I cum?” he whined, voice muffled and heavy with lust as he felt every nerve ending on fire. the tight coil in his abdomen so close to releasing just with the musicians heavy breath blowing against him. “I’m so close…”

reaching over with one hand looped around his leg, jimin held jesse open, one hand holding tightly onto the flesh while jimin hummed against jesse’s ass, leaning in once again to press sloppy kisses to his rim before finishing the athlete off. jimin didn’t answer when jesse asked if he could cum, he figured eating his ass until he did would be answer enough and that’s exactly what jimin planned to do. he wanted to drive jesse insane with the sensation of his tongue teasing the puckered hole so much that holding back wouldn’t even be an option, that he was so overstimulated that asking permission was a lost cause anyway. moaning softly, turning his head to jesse’s ass and taking a generous bite, being sure to bite down on the inside of his cheek, jimin gently soothed the spot with his lips, his fingers teasing and prodding the tiny hole while jimin’s lips kissed their way down to jesse’s balls, audibly sucking them into his mouth while his fingers worked his ass.

it wasn’t long before he was a writhing mess. the pop-star had him squirming and begging and moaning under the relentless attention. and god, he was so good. his tongue brushing against all the right places before he’d finally replaced it with his fingers. the digits moving expertly to brush against the swollen bundle of nerves inside of him that soon had him seeing white. the orgasm that he was trying to stave off out of respect and fear that’d lead to punishment soon took hold of him. his muscles clenching tightly around the fingers that we’re brushing against his prostate as his balls tightened. “don’t stop…” he cried out, cock jerking once and then twice before he was cumming over the couch. his body arching into the touch of the other male to ride out his orgasm properly before it all became oversensitive and he was trying squirm away.

jimin may have been demanding, but he wasn’t cruel. if jesse wanted to come out of this satisfied, all he asked was to cut the backtalk and look where it’d gotten the athlete. jimin might’ve had the thought that he wasn’t like any of the other guys jesse fucked, jimin way have been sweet, but his patience ran thin and blame it on his lifestyle, but he couldn’t deal with bratty behavior and whenever he came across that with a lover, jimin would pacify that very quickly and jesse was no different. with every tremble of jesse’s thighs, jimin felt more and more triumphant, but when the athlete finally cried out, jimin would let him have that one. jimin pulled away to catch a few ropes of cum land on his couch before pulling away. his finger moved out of jesse with a slight 'pop’ before jimin leaned over jesse, reaching for his cock, his free hand pressed against jesse’s lower stomach while helping him ride out his first orgasm of the evening, “was that good to you, baby?” jimin gently kissed down jesse’s neck and across his shoulder and down his back.

the athlete took a minute to catch his breath - the gentle kisses down his spine not an ordinary occurrence in the aftermath. “yeah, you’re amazing…” he murmured softly, the hand on his stomach stopping him from collapsing completely on to his front. “I want to…” an unusual blush crept across his cheekbones. “want to make you feel good.” he was used to being bratty and arrogant and being rewarded for it but jimin was different and jesse was eager to please him instead of feeling obliged for once. “…want your cock inside of me…” he pleaded softly, despite the fact his body was still buzzing with the after effects of his orgasm.

jimin gently ran his hand across jesse’s chest and stroked down his stomach, hoping to calm him down a little because he wanted to hear what it was jesse wanted. smiling softly, jimin pulled away and sat on the opposite end of the couch, his arms and legs wide and his head back against the soft furniture that swallowed him slightly, but still kept firm beneath him. “go get what you need, then, i’m not going anywhere,” jimin gently jerked his head towards the further part of jesse’s house, not knowing where he’d go to get them, but he sent him off to do so while he relaxed, his head back and his eyes closed while licking his lips clean of jesse. the throbbing of jimin’s cock was unbearable at this point, hence why the singer held a tight grasp at the base before easily pumping his cock with his right hand. lips falling open, jimin knew that if he came, he’d have no trouble getting hard again, but the head of his dusky cock was ragingly pink, a long string of precum dripping onto jesse’s floor as he held himself together. “jesse-ah!” he called, “i want to cum in your mouth first,” he sucked in a breath, not bothering to open his eyes to see if the athlete was close while his other hand stroked up the ripples of his abs, teasing his nipples which thrusted him closer to his climax.

jesse had moved away reluctantly to get his box from up the stairs. the contents filled with bottles of lube, vibrating cock-rings, dildos, plugs, cuffs — all would make for an eventful night if jimin decided to use any of it. he’d returned to see the other boy relaxed on the couch - lips parted and head tilted against the back of the couch in complete euphoria. the athlete enjoyed the view for a second before approaching him - box dropped onto the coffee table. he’d leaned forward tongue drawing circles against the the nipple jimin was neglecting before kissing down the boys stomach. parting his legs and kneeling between them. “okay..” he whispered softly. his tongue lapping up the pre-cum that was dripping down the length of his cock. the taste immediately drawing a long moan from him and then he was greedily sucking the thick head - his tongue caressing the underside until the girth was throbbing heavily against his tongue. the salty substance filling his mouth and jesse swallowed it all - hazel eyes staring up at his friend obediently. he waited until the cock had stopped twitching against the roof of his mouth before pulling away - licking up all the excess fluid. “taste so good,” he hummed, “love your cock…”

jimin knew jesse would come down with several things, only because he was here for one night after all, it would be foolish of jesse to not take advantage. but no matter now many of these he used tonight, he was sure jesse would only want more. looking down at him; jimin hadn’t expected the tongue teasing his nipple and jimin continued to stroke his cock between them. he finally watch jesse feed himself his cock, the way his tongue sucked at jimin’s bulbous cock head made jimin completely crazy, where he wished there was a more lewd act than fucking his mouth, but while the electricity ran through his body, jimin held jesse by his hair, gripping roughly at the soft curls and fucking into his mouth with a loud groan, “oh my god, i’m gonna cum,” jimin leaned his head back, his hips coming to a halt and fucking jesse’s mouth over his cock until he came with a loud cry while streams of cum filled jesse’s mouth, and jimin has pulled his cock away to cum on his face, smearing the creamy white release over his lips. “you love this cock already, baby?” jimin asked completely out of breath, his gaze cloudy with his orgasm. he held up his cock, still hard despite having just cum, “if you love it so much, why don’t you fuck yourself on it?” jimin’s eyes were dark with desire with those words leaving his mouth, “i want you to take this whole cock, and if you don’t, i’ll make you take it,” jimin growled, gently running his thumb over jesse’s lips. “do you know how deep inside you my cock is gonna be?” jimin couldn’t help but tease him, “can you handle that? can you handle having this cock stuffed deep into you?” jimin stroked his cock, “get the lube, come get on my lap,” jimin nodded, his legs open wide and inviting for jesse to mount onto him.

he couldn’t believe how quickly jimin had made him into a little cock-whore. his full lips still smeared with cum and his throat raw from the fucking. his fingers cleaned up the mess on his face, sucking the digits clean before returning his gaze to the other boy. the gentle threats had made his stomach lurch - jimin’s cock huge and a lot bigger than what he was used to, it didn’t take much to imagine how deep the cock would reach once buried inside him. “s’big..” jesse pointed out, bottom lip caught between his teeth in feigned worry. in reality he was excited to have jimin take him. and the urgency in the way he fumbled for the lube and climbed into the musicians lap was enough to let the korean know just how much he wanted him. the athlete uncapped the lube - drizzling the contents generously over the fat cock, before he’d taken him in his hand and stroked him, lining the tip with his hole and lowering himself down. his puckered hole took a while to give way, finally letting the girth slip inside of him and jesse could feel the unfamiliar stretch already. “fuckkkk,” he drawled, “oh my god…” his muscles constricted around the foreign object - thighs shaking as he continued to push himself to take more. the stretch was burning, and he had to pause to accommodate what already had inside of him. fucking himself only half way down the cock despite the clear instructions to take him all.

he could see it in the way jesse bit his lip in worry and jimin couldn’t tell if it was real or not, but regardless, he’d certainly feel it, “it’s huge,” he smirked, “too big for that tiny hole, but watch us make it work, you can’t help yourself and neither can i.” holding his cock up and away from his stomach and watching the way jesse climbed onto him had jimin rolling his plush lips in trying to hide his smile. without a flinch at the temperature of the lube, jimin let jesse take over while he stroked his cock, smearing the lube across the entirety of his shaft, looking him in the eyes as the athlete lifted himself up, his own muscles tight the minute he felt jesse’s tight asshole pressed up against the head of his cock. as jesse sunk onto him, jimin could feel the head of his cock throbbing inside of jesse’s tight cavity, his eyes rolling back as he fought the urge to fuck himself into jesse, deciding that he could only take what he could, but another side of jimin watched lustfully as he sunk down his length, watching it disappear into jesse’s silky caramel body. throwing his head back with the noises jesse made, his hips jumped with every squeeze of jesse’s ass around his cock. reaching up and gently stroking jesse’s trembling thighs, jimin had the leverage he needed in his position as he reached back and held jesse’s ass open, “that’s all you can take?” jimin smirked, slowly moving his hips and shaking his head, “i can help you do a little better, baby,” jimin lifted his hips, groaning loudly as he pulled jesse’s ass open wider before roughly fucking his cock into him inch by inch, “take it, baby, you’re doing so good, take it like a good boy for your oppa” jimin growled deeply, fucking the athlete mercilessly and losing all sense of his control.

Jimin’s cock was already twitching inside of him - every throb pulsing against his silky walls and driving Jesse virtually insane with desire. It wasn’t until  the Korean assisted him in taking the full thing that the athlete grew weak with over-stimulation. Every thrust brushing against his prostate and a new undiscovered spot deep inside of him that hadn’t been reached before. Eyes rolled back and mouth hung open as loud moans filled the room alongside the slapping of skin on skin. “your good boy…” he agreed, “all yours…” and right now he genuinely didn’t want anyone else to fuck him. just jimin. his hand pressed against a smooth chest to stop the punishing pace for a second. “let /me/ make /you/ feel good, oppa…” a thrill running down his spine with the praise and the new established term of endearment. he took it all himself - his hips rolling and circling against the length buried deep inside of him before he put on a show of fucking himself on the huge cock - nails running down his counterpart’s chest as he threw his head back. “you’re so deep…” he whimpered, “so… fucking… deep…” every word punctuated with his hips slamming down.

jimin loved the sound of his taut body slapping against jesse’s in an echo, “mmhmmm” jimin hummed in agreement because jesse was perhaps the most well behaved which was driving jimin out of his mind. but the coming response was something he got easily, usually whoever was taking jimin’s cock wanted to please him and jimin had no quarrels with the notion, jimin knew it felt good. huffing a deep breath, jimin nodded, looking up at jesse, his head resting back against the cushions as he allowed him to take the reigns, “say it again,” jimin reached up for his neck, stopping jesse for a moment and pulling him down to his face, “say it again, say 'jimin oppa,’” jimin smiled, “'jimin oppa, i want to make you feel good,” jimin watched jesse in awe. looking into jesse’s eyes, jimin gently stroked his cheek, pushing his thumb between jesse’s lips as he whispered, “you gonna make your oppa feel nice? you’re gonna make him fill you up?” jimin licked his lips, “you’re gonna keep taking this cock like a good boy, right?” jimin nodded, “ride that fucking cock, you fucking slut,” jimin could feel his cock pulsating inside jesse and he finally closed his eyes, letting jesse go, leaning his head back and closing his eyes, letting himself revel in the sensations jesse was gracing him with. “i wanna hear you,” jimin spoke up with his eyes still closed, “i want to hear every noise, i hate a quiet boy,” jimin reached his hand out, slapping jesse’s ass once again.

Jesse was never usually this well behaved. He had a smart mouth and he wasn’t afraid to use it but there was something about this boy that made him particularly obedient. “jimin oppa,” he repeated in a half moan, “i want to make you feel good, oppa…” the thumb pressed between his lips in response had only momentarily taken him off guard before he was sucking it as if it was jimin’s dick. the thought of the musician filling him up had made his cock visibly twitch - precum dripping onto the taut stomach of his well-endowed partner. “i don’t… want you to stop…” he whined, “I want you to fill my tight little asshole all night… I want you to make me unusable for anyone else…” every jerk of his cock was felt by jesse — and for a minute he slowed down. taking the thick length to the hilt as he grinded on it and leaned forward. tongue flattened against jimin’s hard nipple - sucking gently in time with his hips rolling back and forth. he was so preoccupied he’d forgot to make noise and the hard spank had drawn out a loud cry. his walls clenching around the hard cock on impact. “make me,” he moaned deliriously, “keep spanking me, jimin oppa…” his eyes rolled again as he leaned back, “train me… to be a good boy…”

smirking along with jesse moaning for him, jimin hummed, feigning a moan of his own, “yes, baby?” jimin pouted, furrowing his brows and nodding when he repeated after him, “i know you do, that’s right, baby,” jimin watched jesse take his cock, his own body bouncing with the force of jesse’s hips on his own couch. “i’m not gonna stop, baby, i’m gonna make sure you feel it in your stomach when i fill you up tonight, don’t you worry,” jimin smiled, biting his lip, watching jesse while his hips thrusted up on every down stroke of jesse’s hips. his lips falling open, jimin stilled his hips, enjoying the feeling when he felt jesse slow down and toyed with his nipple, feeling his end approaching, “fuck, you’re doing so good.” jimin could feel his cock twitch with the way jesse clenched around him, using his muscle memory to land another hard spank on his ass, “you want oppa to train you, huh? i’ll do what i can in one night, but i’ll make you the best boy for me,” jimin smiled, hissing when he felt his body tense, biting his lip, he groaned, a hand on jesse’s hips and the other on his shoulder holding him down on his cock, his body slightly resisting his orgasm until jimin forced jesse onto his back beside him on the couch, quickly bringing himself to his knee while holding jesse’s leg up, his other hand moving from his neck to his chest, holding him down before pistoling his hips into the athlete, “i’m gonna cum,” jimin barely warned as the words hardly left his mouth while he drilled into jesse until his cock finally released onto the soccer player. groaning with each powerful thrust, jimin could feel every loaded shot as it gushed out of him. huffing a deep breath, jimin held himself up by the back of the couch, his head back as he tried to regain his bearings. “fuck,” jimin let go of jesse’s leg as it rested against his chest, “are you okay?” jimin asked, stroking his thigh.

the rearrangement of limbs was quick and jesse had barely registered it until the thrusts had become harder and sharper and more angled toward a purpose. his whole body arching slightly with each powerful thrust. “yes, yes, yes…” moaned like some perverse mantra until one particular thrust hit him sweetly and jesse was screaming for the neighbours to hear. “oh my god, daddy, FUCK…” the korean momentarily replaced with the English. he could feel every splash of thick cum hit his insides - threatening to dribble out if Jimin’s cock hadn’t been there  plugging it in and he was pretty sure he’d blacked out. vision fuzzy as he responded to the gentle caress of his leg. “m… so good,” he replied breathlessly, a small pout forming on his features. “don’t want you to leave tonight..”

jimin seemed to like the word in english as much as he did in korean, sure, it was a more perverse use in korean, but jimin liked it that way. the fact that jesse had gotten so loud sent shivers through jimin’s body. jimin wasn’t easily frightened by jesse blacking out, aftercare was something jimin took pride in and he liked for his touches and his words to bring his lover back. smiling, jimin stroked jesse’s leg once again, reaching over for his box while refusing to pull out. “i have to go, baby,” jimin got what he needed from the box before leaning over jesse, putting his weight on his elbow beside the athlete’s head, “but i can give you one more, okay?” jimin nodded, gently stroking jesse’s cheek, “let daddy give you one more, okay? one more for your oppa…”

jesse narrowed his eyes petulantly, his grip tightening on a well defined bicep as if it would convince him to stay. this kind of attention had been rare - jimin the first in a long time to provide and it felt like within the space of an hour been become attached and dependent. the overwhelming downside to attributing a whole dom/sub situation. he didn’t think he could take one more - his body so spent from just two that his limbs felt weak. but jimin wanted it and jesse wanted to be good, knowing it would be a long time before he saw him again. “okay,” he conceded, “take what you want. just need you to make it last…”

“you look exhausted,” jimin smiled, but he couldn’t go yet. he’d spent an entire flight from seoul to come here for one night and he’d be gone by early afternoon to do a little touristing with taehyung before their trip back home. reaching back into his box, jimin took a deep breath, pulling out a plug and slowly releasing himself from jesse, careful to plug the slightly gaping hole and running his hands up jesse’s sides. “can you walk?” jimin smirked, “because if you can’t i’ll have to carry you, i don’t mind doing that, but you’ll have to point me to the master bathroom,” jimin got up, his cock half hard and visibly wet. “i’ll try to make it last as long as i can, come on,” jimin lowered himself, gently pulling jesse over him to carry him forward.

jesse had opened his mouth to argue - afraid that the korean would go home early if he thought the athlete wasn’t able to take any more. his gaze fixated on the wet cock until jimin had helped him up. his legs were weak but he was able to walk just about, leading them into the master bedroom. “how is your cock still so fucking hard…” he mused, his fingers wrapping delicately around the other boy. “you’re so hot.”

jimin couldn’t explain how it was he was still hard, that was just jimin and jimin was hard to wind down. letting jesse take him by the hand, he leaned his head back following, his hand over his chest as he took the compliment. looking around the master bedroom, jimin’s eyes travelled, finding it a pity that he wasn’t going to stay the night because the bed looked amazing, but he couldn’t leave taehyung alone, not that taehyung needed him, he had his own company he was most likely on the phone with her all night, but still, he didn’t want to be rude to his friend. taking the lead and bringing them to the bathroom, jimin was thrilled when he saw the gorgeous bathroom counter and mirrors, “perfect.” jimin pulled jesse forward, placing him in front of him in front of the mirror, leaning forward and noticing their height similarity, jimin placed a kiss on jesse’s shoulder, gently running his hand down his side before hitching jesse’s leg up on the counter. “you’re gonna watch me fuck you, you’re gonna see how gorgeous you look when you cum,” jimin reached forward and down for jesse’s cock, gently stroking him, placing the lube beside them, “you’re the most beautiful thing i’ve ever seen when you cum.”

Jesse was disappointed that jimin would have to leave soon, already mentally conceiving a plot to hold out for as long as possible. he didn’t have the best body confidence — especially after ‘the incident’. but the way the korean spoke about how pretty he was had already sent a shiver curling down his spine. his cock was oversensitive - the gentle touch to awaken it already forcing him to jolt against the soft palm that encased him. “okay..” he whimpered — his ex had called him pretty too but had never showed him like this.  His hips had begun to thrust into the hand despite himself — shuddering hard in reaction to even the smallest friction. “take the plug out, oppa,” he muled, “I need your cock.”

placing kissing at the crook of jesse’s neck, jimin could feel jesse hardening in his hand, using the mirror as his guide, jimin stroked jesse just enough to start slipping the cock ring around him, pulling his balls through the silicone until it fit taut against his hand, “is that okay, is it comfortable?” jimin smiled, tugging his cock with the cock ring, thinking the accessory was a good idea since he wanted to make this last. leaning back, jimin’s hand smacked down on jesse’s ass with a flash, “that’s now how you ask, i taught you how to ask, say 'jimin oppa,’” jimin spoke in his ear, a tight grip on jesse’s cock, “'jimin oppa, i need your cock, please,’ jimin shook his head, his hand smacking his cock, "i’m not gonna teach you that again,” he smacked his cock, “you’re gonna learn how to talk to your oppa,” jimin huffed, softening up, “but you’re learning, i suppose, but i have to punish you so you can be my good boy, you understand…” jimin stroked up his stomach, looking up at him through the mirror, rolling the soccer player’s nipples between his fingers, watching jesse for a moment before slowly pulling the plug from jesse and placing it aside, lubing up his own cock once again and catching his cum nearly leaking out of jesse’s ass, “oh fuck,” jimin groaned, catching it with the head of his cock, before slowly pushing it back in, slowly thrusting his cock head passed the sensitive rim, while jimin held him open. “eyes on the mirror, watch yourself getting fucked like the cock slut you are,” jimin growled, pushing into jesse inch by inch until he was fully sheathed.

Jesse paled at the sight of the cock-ring. Was it useful? Absolutely. Was it frustrating? God yes. he winced when the heavy hand came down against him - his whole body lifting off the counter to try and escape the spanks despite the blood rushing south. “need your cock please, jimin oppa..” he repeated the intonation high as another hand came down against him. he could feel the cum begin to trickle out when the plug was removed, a soft groan falling from his lips when jimin fucked it back inside of him. everything was too much, his prostate still raw from the intense abuse it had received earlier - swollen and overstimulated when his daddy’s cock refilled him and inevitably brushed the little bundle. the cum being pushed deeper and deeper until the athlete finally understood what it meant to rearrange someone’s guts. he certainly thought jimin was deep enough. the mancunian’s moans were loud - his cock throbbing painfully with every thrust and despite himself he was pushing his hips back into it. “just a cockslut for you,” he breathed, making eye contact in the mirror, “jimin oppa’s…” he watched in the mirror as his body stretched around the big cock to accommodate it. one mirror picking up just slightly the bloating in his stomach already. “ohhhh my fuuuucc-“ his eyes fluttered shut despite the clear instruction to watch, fingers gripping tightly around the countertop.

the head of his cock was so sensitive and everything felt so good, everything down to the way jesse begged for him, it was all responding down to his cock. reaching forward to rest jesse’s head against his shoulder, wanting to feel him close one last time for their evening, slowly thrusting into jesse, his cock sensitive and pulsing inside jesse. the loud moan made jimin hold onto jesse’s hips and fuck roughly into him, his sense of control completely escaping him, wanting to hear more of jesse’s noises, loving that he could hear how good he was making him feel. jimin’s own moans were filling the bathroom while his head fell forward on jesse’s shoulder. reaching forward and stroking jesse’s cock while he fucked into him, jimin looked up into the mirror, slightly out of breath as he nodded with jesse’s confession, “only mine, that’s right, that’s my good boy, my good baby,” jimin moaned, stilling his hips to let the athlete fuck back against him, “fuck yourself on my cock, make yourself cum, baby,” jimin smirked, squeezing jesse’s cock, stroking him at a steady pace, “do you see how perfect you are, baby? that’s it, all you needed was a little training after all, right?”

the athlete’s head fell back against a strong shoulder. “no one else fucks me good like this,” he confessed, “I only want your cock inside me. I only want you to make me feel this good…” he’d followed through with the demand - using what stamina he had left to ride the other boy’s cock with the intent to make his Dom cum again as much as himself. his muscles squeezed tightly around him, hips circling just slightly when he reached the tip before he’d push his hips back  to the base and repeat the action again. his moans were echoing off the walls and with the addition of jimin’s hand he was so close. he’d given him permission to cum - jesse leaning forward to pull off the cock-ring before he shot ropes of white fluid up his own stomach and across the mirror - watching his face as it contorted in pleasure.

“i’m sure you tell everyone that, huh? every pretty boy that makes you feel good, right?” jimin smirked, moving his arms around jesse and hugging his close while his his did a number on his cock. groaning softly, jimin’s teeth digging into jesse’s shoulder as he felt himself approaching his orgasm much sooner than he thought he would, “fuck, i’m gonna cum, you feel so good,” jimin whimpered, his eyes closed, giving himself over to every sensation jesse was making him feel. he could feel the tightness in his lower stomach, his hips jolting slightly as he held himself off, “fuck, fuck, i’m gonna cum, make you’re your oppa cum again, you want it inside of you, my baby? tell me where you want me to cum and i’ll give it to you, you deserve it after being so good tonight, you’re amazing,” jimin huffed, “so beautiful, so talented,” jimin held jesse’s hips still, feeling he didn’t want jesse to have to hold himself up much longer. slowly pulling his cock out, jimin bought jesse back into the bedroom, nodding his head towards his bed, “get up there, let me finish you off..”

a shiver recoiled through him when Jimin asked where he wanted it. teeth entrapped his lower lip and his hips working double time to have that thick cock fill him up again. but then he slowed the option completely his - “fuck my throat again…” he murmured softly - relying more on jimin to take him to the bedroom now that his legs were rendered completely useless. “I want to swallow it,” he groaned softly, “want it all over my lips.” his hand was gripping jimin’s dragging the older boys attention to his own spent cock.

plugging jesse once again, jimin held jesse on the way to his bed and the singer was more than strong enough in his sexual haze to be able to handle carrying him, thankful that his approaching orgasm hadn’t weakened his knees. “i’ll give it to you baby, i’ll give you every drop down your throat, all over that gorgeous face, i have more than enough to give you, baby,” jimin purred, holding him while climbing up into bed. “you know what to do, baby,” jimin moved onto his knees, stroking himself while he waited for jesse to get on his hands and knees. with his eyes closed, jimin left it to jesse to take him into his mouth while he leaned over jesse, slowly moving the plug in and out of him.

Jesse’s mouth wrapped around Jimin once again. his tongue gently caressing the leaking slit before he slackened his jaw. It was still tough to take the whole length but he was desperate to make his counterpart happy. his moans vibrating against the thick cock lodged in his throat as jimin fucked the butt plug in and out of him at the same time. he loved being full like this — being fucked from both ends and Jimin could probably tell. he was sucking him with expertly taking every inch and compromising his own airways until he could feel Jimin pulsing against the back of his throat.

“careful, baby,” jimin warned, knowing jesse was tired, not wanting him to overexert himself, but prying jesse’s legs open and pulling the plug from jesse for the final time that night jimin decided he wanted jesse to feel his cum dripping out of him when he finally came. jimin slowly worked his hips into jesse’s mouth, his breath catching as soon as he felt himself about to cum, “fuck, i’m gonna cum, take it for your oppa, okay baby?” jimin gently stroked jesse’s cheek before planting a foot on the bed, his eyes closed as he held jesse gently by the neck only to feel the way his cock was lodging itself in and out of jesse’s throat. pulling out just enough to let jesse breath, jimin finally thrust his hips into jesse’s mouth, fucking into his throat at a bruising pace, his balls tight and still hitting against jesse’s chin, jimin’s moans booming through the entire floor of the house before finally releasing in jesse’s mouth, being sure to pull out and quickly laying jesse’s back and finishing his release on his face, stroking and squeezing his cock, smearing  his cum all over jesse’s lips, chasing the ropes of cum around his face and using the pulsing, bulbous head of his cock to push it into jesse’s mouth and out onto his lips. huffiing out and laying back against jesse’s pillows, his cock standing as it slowly grew flaccid, jimin’s jolting hips finally coming to a stop. “you take your oppa’s cum so well..” jimin closed his eyes with a smile, arms splayed out comfortably over the fluffy pillows.

Needless to say, Jesse would find it hard to talk as well as walk come tomorrow - smart mouth rendered useless for at least the next few days. He took everything Jimin had to offer. His pink lips bruised after the rough fucking and cum still dripping from his tight asshole - trailing down his balls and running down the backs of his thighs. he continued to kitten lick the other man’s cock until it had grown flaccid - making sure to have digested every last drop of salty fluid. “next time you should bring your friend…” jesse suggested with an arched eyebrow — taking the opportunity to cuddle next to jimin despite his urgency to leave. rolling one of his hard nipples between his thumb and forefinger and circling his tongue around the other. “then maybe you’d stay longer…” he murmured softly, “and you can show other people how fucking good I am for you.”

jimin’s brows furrowed confused when jesse suggested to bring taehyung, wanting to let jesse finish the thought before he assumed he was talking about having a threesome with his best friend, something that they were a bit too close for at this point. wrapping an arm around jesse, jimin closed his eyes and let his body relax. chuckling softly when he figured it was so he’d stay longer, jimin gently rocked jesse into his side, “how good you are for me? what does that mean?” jimin averted his eyes towards jesse, wondering if now this meant what he thought. “you know, i feel like you and taehyung would get along, he gets along with everyone, he’s a good one, i haven’t met anyone that doesn’t like him,” jimin nodded.

jesse shrugged, he wasn’t the best at using his words and he made sure to avert his eyes in case jimin’s response was not what he wanted. “I don’t want this to be some fluke one night stand…” he breathed, “…wasn’t lying when i said that no one fucks me this good. Begged my ex boyfriend but he didn’t even make me feel wanted.” their sex life hadn’t exactly graduated to anywhere other than the bedroom. “want you to be my oppa all the time…” he squirmed slightly, chewing his lower lip. “said the same thing about jungkook and I definitely don’t like him… you sure taehyung would like me?”

jimin didn’t freak out hearing jesse’s confession, especially hearing that there was an ex-boyfriend. he wouldn’t give an answer now, jimin simply smiled, this wasn’t the first time this happened and it wouldn’t be the last. “it’s hard being in a relationship where it’s just you making an effort or feeling things as strongly as you do, i’m sorry to hear that,” he simply spoke about the subject at hand, but omitted everything else just to buy himself more time to the n about what jesse could mean. “oh believe me, i’m oppa all the time,” jimin laughed. “who said the same thing about jungkook? now, i need to know, what happened with jungkook? the friend you were telling me about…were you friend?—if you are, that’s totally fine, by the way. but let me say at least as jungkook’s brother for the past 7 years, he be his flaws, but he’s just awful at communicating—sometimes we all have to remember he’s just a kid,” jimin ran a hand through his hair. “taehyung is gentle, he likes everyone, he’s my right hand, my go to.”

Jesse’s eyebrows furrowed fingers tracing the smooth dips and curves of the korean’s chest.  “god no, he’s not my type at all…” from what he could remember, shay had told him that jungkook was extraordinarily innocent, especially in his sexual endeavours. and jesse, whose moral compass was severely lacking and needed someone who could easily control him, hadn’t been sparked with the least bit interest in jimin’s band-mate. “shay was really into him and he just- he messed her around, I guess. I don’t want her to get hurt again…” even if taehyung was gentle, jesse was severely protective over those he cared about.

“ohh,” jimin laughed out, a hand over his face at his misunderstanding. there wasn’t much jimin could say about the situation considering he didn’t know both sides, all he knew was that jungkook harbored feelings one day and another day he didn’t. personally he didn’t agree, but jimin would always give jungkook the benefit of the doubt. “i’m not gonna lie to you, jungkook…” he tried to think of the best way to word it, “…can be very careless with peoples’ feelings, you know? one day he’ll treat you like you hang the moon and stars and suddenly, he’ll act like he never knew you. and if you catch feelings, you’ll think he’s just cruel, but the fact of the matter is that, he’s just a kid,” jimin said in a disappointed manner than to sound like he was making an excuse. as the most romantic person in the group, jimin knew what and what not to do and never agreed when people were making the wrong decisions, but it wasn’t his place to interfere. his members had to make mistakes too. then it finally clicked, it was shay that he saw at yoongi and hoseok’s wedding, and if shay was into jungkook and was into taehyung, would that mean it was her who was the mysterious girl? jimin felt triumphant. “i think she’s lucky to have you and i think taehyung will be the first to beat himself up if he hurts her, he’s the most sensitive one of all of us, he’s got good sense,” jimin rubbed his eyes, “can i bring you some water?” jimin looked over at jesse.

Jesse nodded at the younger boy’s explanation. He couldn’t be too defensive given his own track record — he had cheated on his own ex-boyfriend numerous times. Given, it was less out of cruelty and more out of a genuine desire to be given the attention that he required but he supposed everyone had their reasons for making bad decisions and jesse shouldn’t judge. he eyed the korean carefully, tongue running over his lower lip as he took in the way the moonlight caught his skin and almost made him glow. “i - yeah. please.” the after care was new to him. “still don’t think you should leave,” he mumbled with a small smirk, “gonna miss you.”

humming, jimin nodded and got up headed out to pull on his pants, regretting not putting on underwear as he pulled up his jeans, slightly uncomfortable  and leaving his zipper and button open. the only thing he was grateful for was the loose shirt he’d chosen to wear on the way here. heading to the kitchen, jimin had gotten water from his fridge and scoped through his fridge for something for jesse to eat knowing he’d been famished. getting on his phone, jimin thought to order take out for the athlete. bringing himself back to the room, jimin bought over the icy water, handing it over before heading to the bathroom and soaking a hand towel, making his own hot towel and heading back to jesse’s side, “turn and let me clean you up a little before i go,” jimin gently slapped jesse’s thigh.

the athlete was pouting by the time the other boy returned - fully dressed. taking the water and glaring at him over the rim of a bottle like a petulant child who wasn’t getting his own way.  “can clean myself up,” he muttered but with the korean’s persistence he finally turned. head turning slightly in curiosity to watch what the musician was doing. flinching slightly when the cloth came against his skin - still stinging with the rough treatment - but jesse loved it. he loved to feel sore for days afterward — every time he sat, he’d be reminded of his oppa. “when can I see you again…” he asked.

jimin was sure to be as gentle as he could because he’s seen how much he could hurt and this was the least he could do, a bit out of guilt, because when he got close, he knew he could get brutal and he couldn’t stop until he got what he needed. but was also what jesse needed and wiping every trace of his cum on his body, taking his time and smiling not giving jesse an answer even as he was wiping off his face, “i guess whenever you find yourself in korea? you know you’re always welcome. you may not be able to stay at the dorm, but i can stay with you at a hotel for a night or two if you want,” jimin offered with a cock of his head, placing the towel over his knee once he got jesse as clean as he possibly could.

Jesse let the younger boy get rid of the evidence of their night. His body arching into the gentle touch - still sensitive and submissive to the Korean boy’s hands. “why cant I stay in the dorm…? “ he arched an eyebrow, weak limbs moving to climb over the towel clad lap. “Don’t you want to run the risk of getting caught…?” He smirked, “suck you off and make you cum without your friends even realising I’ve got you off with them just next door. or in the same room.”

“we’re not allowed to have guests,” jimin admitted, not wanting jesse to feel like it was anything personal, but management wouldn’t allow it, but sneaking him in sounded far too enticing and with the mischievous smile on his lips, it was clear jimin was up for it. “you’re gonna be a handful, aren’t you?” jimin laughed, hearing the doorbell and going straight for it before coming back to the room, placing the bag of food on the bedside table. “i got you halal food because that’s the only thing open at this time,” jimin leaned over to place a kiss to jesse’s cheek before pulling away, finally buttoning up his pants, “i’m gonna head out , "eat, get better,” jimin pointed accusingly as he moved effortlessly across the room and out of the bedroom.

[heyhazza]

1, 4, 35, & 43. :-)

Are you in love? No

Describe your crush ~ I might have one.  I don’t really know yet.  Curiosity is a thing though, but it is way too early to tip that one off.

When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?  - I was congratulating someone on their life and all the great things they had, and I remembered talking about those things with an ex.  We had a whole 70 year plan.  Don’t get me wrong because I am truly happy for my friends.  I just hate the thoughts of what could have been. 

Things you want to say to an ex. ~ Someone was going to make me go there. 

Sinatra ~ I loved you more than words can say.  You were my one, and we promised each other that we would make it.  We were the highest of highs.  I try to convince myself to regret it and I can’t do that.  Who you were with me is not the person you became after me.  As much stress as that is, it is easier to say goodbye while still holding on to that memory.  I know it’s better this way.  i don’t want to hate you, and I really can’t do it.  Sometimes I want to talk to you, then you remind me of those things that I don’t like an it’s frustrating.  I’ll miss you, and I’ll miss us.  I meant every word, and every promise.  Falling is your song.  You taught me piano, and it is all piano.  I wish you would hear me, but I also know you won’t.  There was a time that I didn’t think I had anything left, but I do.  I have me, and I have to be okay.  I wish you the best.  ~ Elvis

@brendonisms

[b-bcrnes]

20-25.

20. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

I have. And it’s a very good feeling.

21. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

I don’t think so. Or at least, my friends didn’t tell me that they didn’t like said person.

22. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

Romantically? Yes, I have. But that’s the best thing about friendships turning into more. It’s unexpected, kinda scary but mostly exciting.

23. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

Like a forbidden crush or love? No.

24. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

Yes. I’m that kind of guy.

25. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

That’s a very good question. Most of the time, I think I can behave and just kiss but... I’ll time it, next time.

[bvckybalboa]

25-30.

25. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

Answered HERE

26. How long was your longest relationship?

3 years 

27. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

Answered HERE

28. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

I’d be upset and hurt if I’m being honest. 

29. If you have a significant other, what is your favorite thing about them?

Answered HERE

30. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

Answered HERE

[bvckybalboa]

27 & 30.

27. Did you keep any New Year’s Resolutions?

I don’t think I have any yet. 

30. What is your New Year’s resolutions or goals for 2020?

breaking more history in WWE if I can. 

[fcknattyice]

12, 26, 31, 45, 48.

12: what is something you want right now?

A snack. But I’m way too comfortable to get up and it’s too late. 

26: idol(s)

Any badass female trying to make her way in this world!

31: 3 random facts

I will be a married woman in 26 days, I drink a gallon of water a day, and I once auditioned for Modern Family but was told I was too “plain looking.” 

45: how you found out about your idol

I don’t know if I really have a specific idol.

48: turn offs

Rudeness, spitting, and no drive or passion for anything are definitely up there.