#kintype problems

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welp finished episode one of critical role now the question is: am i percy or am i vax wE JUST DONT KNOW

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ppl say they feel invalid for having a lot of kintypes but i feel invalid for NOT having tht many kintypes. i also have no idea how to validate my questioning kintypes. idk it just makes me feel fake which ik is odd

Aww, I mean I guess I can understand the thought process. But really, how you confirm kintypes is up to you! Though I suggest not trying to use other people, or other people’s pendulums, runes, tarot, etc. to confirm a kintype - I don’t even use my own runes to full confirm kintypes lmao. These things can be innacurate/unreliable,  so I suggest relying on your own gut feelings, emotions, and memories in whatever way possible.

Some people just go by feeling, but I find personally that I prefer to wait until I’ve gotten what feels like a memory from that timeline. Then I consider it confirmed! But whatever feels right to you; there’s no real “wrong” way to confirm, as long as you have some sort of process and don’t just assume that because you’re questioning it must be legit.

~ Mod Cipher

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A little bit ago I remembered something about seeing blood by my shoes, but I didn't know who it was or what happened. And today I remembered looking up and I saw that it was a person that I had hurt previously, as if I didn't feel guilty enough. And I killed him. I feel so bad for this, even if it happened relatively similarly in the source ;-;

QAQ

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So I low-key started questioning something and I don't want it. Idk, I like have v few kind types. I'm super involved with the one I have now and I don't have the energy for another :p I'm afraid to kinfirm

;~; I feel you really heavily on this one, but you don’t have to be super heavily involved in all your kintypes! For example, I’m kin with a winged otherwise-human boy and I don’t really look for people from there or get shifts from him that often, so it might not be that bad.

~ Mod Cipher

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anon abt the kin i dont want// i got a yes. fuck. FUCK. FUCK!

;~; I’m sure things will work out alright, friend. I didn’t want to be kin with Bill Cipher at first and yet, here I am.

~ Mod Cipher

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jhfgjdjf i have so many ids,,,, so many,,,,, and i want to meet my canonmates so so bad but whenever i find someone all of a sudden i get so anxious and go "oh my.... this person is so great and valid!!! what if......what if i'm fake" and i get so scared they'll think less of me and hahgahajdshsha i just feel so :(

;~; well if it makes you feel any better, I firmly believe that if you’re worried about being fake you’re probably Not Actually Fake, and besides, even without that being considered, your feelings and how you identify yourself are completely valid!

Also I have like over ten kintypes (at least if you include questioning ones) by now so you’re not the only one with a lot of kintypes lmao

~ Mod Cipher

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i've been questioning kin with two characters for months now and i still cant figure this out. for one character i'm almost sure it's at *least* a tertiary (altho honestly i barely know the difference between id/primary/secondary/tertiary) and i keep referring to my brother as "my brother" and not as his name but You!!!! Never!!!! Know!!!! I could be faking it!!!!!!!!!!

I understand this feeling immensely tbh. If it’s any consolation, if you’re referring to your brother as “your brother”, chances are you’re not faking it! And I don’t notice a difference between primary/secondary/etc. either lmao... ^^’

Either way, I doubt you’re faking it. Try to do things that may give you memories from that canon - I personally always confirm kintypes with a solid memory, so that might help you!

~ Mod Cipher

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when u have feelings of both androidkin and dollkin but u can't tell if u were an android with ball joints who was often dressed up with wigs and makeup or if u were a doll who was life sized and acted like a robot.. they're both very similar things

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