there is something you need to leave behind. set off for greener pastures. you are not obligated to stay in a situation that drains you. you do no favors to anyone if you have not first cared for yourself. even if it is hard to tear yourself away, you will ultimately be headed for a better life, and will find yourself down the road grateful that you took the plunge after all.
this deck is the linestrider tarot, the second deck i ever used when i was newer to this kind of thing :)
It's important for us to surround ourselves with the right people. It can be hard to figure out who belongs in your tribe when the world is filled with so many shadows. Wolves often wear sheeps clothing and lure us into their dens for slaughter. It is in times of hardship where we see the true colors of others. Those who stand with us in the face of adversity - who help us fix our crowns without judging or vilifying us - those are the people that we need to keep close. Much of the world is colorblind, but the right people will help you find your rainbow again. And when they do, it's up to you to rain that same light down upon them in return.
Hi, folks. I drew these cards four days ago, lol. Please take a second to look over the piles or gems or numbers, whatever pile you feel drawn to. You may find some advice from your guides. I shuffled while looking at the stones and asked for advice from the guides of those picking that pile. You’re welcome to pick none, one, two, all. It’s a general/timeless reading, take what resonates!
With stone names and numbers:
Take a deep breath, concentrate, and choose :)
Pile 1: Rose Quartz
If you chose pile 1, rose quartz is associated with the heart chakra (yes, even though it's pink in color), so this relates to compassion, self-love, love for others, relationships, forgiveness, acceptance, inner peace. I did do clarifications when I first pulled and now, and if I squint, they're similar enough. The magician is about manifestation, having the skills necessary to bring your dream to life. It's ruled by mercury (communication), so this is a Gemini/Virgo card. Mercury is in Virgo right now, so you may feel more inclined to get organized. It also means that your way of communication (Queen of Swords), might become more tactless than usual. I do think you'll feel a shot of ambition/drive to make certain decisions, either regarding relationships or creative projects. Queen of Swords is a master of communication, the authentic self, honesty, integrity. It's fitting the integrity oracle fell out as if we want to manifest something, we have to make sure we are 1.) aligned and have good intentions to receive it 2.) making sure that our interactions with others still maintain a sense of compassion. The Freeze oracle is about - if something isn't working correctly, stop to analyze (very virgo energy) the situation to see what you can do differently. Two of pentacles reversed indicates you may be having difficulty juggling something in your life, and I feel this has to do with what you want vs the effort you're putting in plus the result. As elements go, the queen (air) is next to a pentacle (earth), so the issue is in regard to the queen. Your communication and motivation seem to be lacking, so remember that what you put out into the universe is what you're going to get back. Take time to consider what you do have and be grateful for it, for the people in your life, be softer in communication with them and if you feel stuck, take a step back, you may be taking on too much or trying to cut too many corners. You may encounter some obstacles in getting what you want, but don't take that frustration out on anyone else. The Servant card also indicates that you need to project a little more compassion - toward yourself and to others, don't get too defensive, don't feel like the world is set against you if you haven't achieved what you want, as it may be your own attitude getting in the way and not anyone or anything else. If you're having financial issues (two of pentacles reversed), the shadow side of the Servant is using lack of money as an excuse not to move forward with life. I've been there and done that, but it can make you feel stuck, but the more you tell yourself and the universe you're stuck, you won't go anywhere at all.
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Pile 2:
Howlite represents the spiritual qualities of stillness, tenderness, and open-mindedness. Howlite is associated with the crown (head) chakra. Originally, I think all these cards came out reverse, but that's silly, so we'll set them upright. Howlite is about finding peace and calm, which is interesting because both of the oracles get a sense of a need to relax, to take time to laugh or get outside more, take a walk, socialize (safely). The engineer card makes me think you've been busy trying to make your dreams a reality. There's a lot of fire energy here with queen of wands and six of wands, ace of swords ads in a lot of thinking, so it looks like you're hard at work on a project that you want to be successful, but it could be taking a toll on yourself. The shadow attribute of engineer is a "reliance on mechanistic solutions without regard for emotional consequences". Your guides are suggesting that no matter what you are currently working on, remember to take a break once in a while. If you're feeling blocked, this might also be good advice to let the creativity and ideas flow. After looking at the clarifiers, additional advice:
1.) Ignore others who might have been critical of your way of thinking or doing things. If you are an unconventional person, it's important to allow yourself to be who you are authentically. You don't have to do things the way others do them for it to work. Innovation is always important!
2.) If you've, in the past, lacked the ability to execute your creative ideas, you may find inspiration in looking at the project from a new perspective after giving yourself some room to breathe and think clearly.
It's always possible that the solution isn't quite what it seems and, in that way, you may discover a whole other means for success.
The Queen of Wands is a master of creative abilities, six of wands is success/fame/acclaim, and ace of swords is mental strength. If you're feeling overwhelmed or stressed in any way, if you have so many ideas you can't stand it or you're just a person who doesn't know what to do with all of their fire energy, I think your guides are definitely telling you to find practical applications for that excess energy, if not in bringing projects to life, then taking to the outdoors, unplugging from social media, working out, trying something different, especially if you're feeling blocked.
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Pile 3: Citrine
At least I am pretty sure it's citrine. I've bought a lot of gems lately. Citrine attracts wealth, prosperity, and success. It helps with envisioning your goals and pursuing them. It's associated with the solar plexus and sacral chakras mostly. That has a lot to do with our confidence, desire, passion. Before clarifiers, we have five of wands (light conflict or competition), ten of cups (emotional contentment), king of cups (emotionally balanced, diplomatic, compassionate). Oracle is Journey and Mediator. King of Cups definitely fits with the mediator oracle, which says you have a gift for negotiating fairness and strategy in personal and professional life. Heh, maybe one of you is a Libra or has strong Libra in your chart. They're not showing in the photo, but clarifying and thten going through the back of deck, there are a lot of fours, so four may be significant to you and is generally about being organized and well-balanced (Emperor energy), able to take ideas and execute them. Don't worry if this doesn't sound like you, haha.
Journey can relate to a physical or emotional or spiritual journey, so you may be planning a trip but are concerned about spending money on it, or you may feel emotionally stuck and in need of vacation (I did see four of swords at the back as well as four of wands), so i think if it's in the cards that you can and can travel safely, it might take your mind off of things. Even if you think it's out of your budget and your pinching pennies.
Five of Wands was clarified by the four of pentacles (holding onto something, saving money, security, control, conservatism). So, you may have issues with spending money right now or have been having arguments with others about spending. It's also possible you or someone else has had a conflict with another person and are holding onto a grudge.
I do feel like this conflict is getting in the way of emotional happiness or is disturbing some relationships that are otherwise quite stable. Ten of cups is clarified by ten of swords, so there does seem to be an end to a cycle coming or something is a little stuck in that department. I always like to look at the elements, so seeing five of wands (fire) next to Ten of cups (water) - there seems to be a conflict between this mundane argument and (emotional) happiness. But I think for some of you if this doesn't apply, you may be really good at smoothing out petty arguments amongst family or your friend groups, but particularly family. Or maybe some of you are holding onto grudges or arguing with family over money. If that's the case, I do think the mediator card is suggesting that you try to look at the situation from the other person's perspective. Are you being petty? A little too picky? A little too stingy? Maybe take a Mediator's approach to the situation instead of putting the other person on their guard. Finally, King of Cups is clarified by two of swords (making a decision, usually between two options and typically you already know which one to choose or maybe both options are equally bad or good but the point is making the decision). The King of cups suggest making the decision so that it's fair to all parties involved and to make the decision very calmly. Four of swords ended up being at the back, as well as four of wands. So, there is a sense of a need to rest or take a vacation or take a step back from the situation, so that all involved are happy and not just one person wins out.
Shadow attribute for Mediator argues not to try to negotiate with any hidden agendas, so make sure that you're being fair. It's always best if everyone comes out with something good. Like, if one of you wants to go to the mountains and one wants to go to the ocean, you'll have to compromise and come from a place of compassion and love.
And if you're still working on taking that approach toward decisions and interactions with loved ones, then that's just part of your journey. So, good luck!
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
!! i notice folks eyes and face shape first, specifically peoples jaw lines??? i’m really drawn to the lines and angles. then its voices and hands. i usually get distracted after that 😌
Tell me about what inspired you to write “and they were roomates” what was the scene?
oh that’s an OLDIE nykita! My first smut oh god don’t look at it
I wrote this after I thought of the scene where reader and Bakugou are slowly scooching closer to each other on the couch and he kisses the top of their head before going to bed. That little hint of softness was what sparked my first smu piece omg.
send me a fic title and i’ll tell you the scene that inspired it
Getting tagged team and used as a cocksleeve by Ukai, Aizawa, Shinsou, Kenma, Tendou, Kuroo, Bokuto, Teru, Dabi, Bakugou, Denki, Ushi, Kyou, Mattsun, Iwa, Yaku and the Miya’s...
And that’s only from hq and bnha...I’d happily take on Ban, Hisoka and Guren as well. Would I drown in cum and probably have a heart attack???
Yes.
You I still willingly risk my life and my cervix for it to happen?
Absolutely.
20. What is something you’re obsessed with?
Hmm, I think my general obsession is big dicks. Like i just...they’re on my mind 24/7. Oh, and Taco Bell. I think about that a lot too.
26. What’s your favorite season?
It’s a tie between winter and Autumn, I can never decide. I love the colours and sounds of Autumn, but I also love the cold bite of a winter breeze against my nose and getting snuggly with my doggies under my duvet on a December evening. I also enjoy how quiet the world becomes in the winter, I find it really soothing O.o
