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One More Try was by George Michael!?!?

I've never added something faster to a playlist. Okay, that's a lie, but there's less than a handful. Holy fuck.

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Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Sanders Sides (Web Series) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: each universe has different relationships, Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders/Logic | Logan Sanders, Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders/Deceit | Janus Sanders/Logic | Logan Sanders, Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders/Logic | Logan Sanders, Logic | Logan Sanders | Logan Croft/Kelly Croft (OC), Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders/Deceit | Janus Sanders, Dr. Emile Picani/Sleep | Remy Sanders Characters: Logic | Logan Sanders, (and Logan Croft), Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders, Deceit | Janus Sanders, Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders, Morality | Patton Sanders, Anxiety | Virgil Sanders, Sleep | Remy Sanders, Dr. Emile Picani, Emile Patshke - Character, Kelly Croft (OC), Devin Williams (OC) Additional Tags: Happily Ever After Multiverse, butterfly stories, each of the universes will appear in this story, Intrulogical, Intruloceit, Logince - Freeform, demus - Freeform, dukeceit, Happily Ever After, Overruled - Freeform, It Could Always Be Worse/The Uses of Adversity, In Sickness and In, dad!logan, Kid!Patton, (some things never change), there's a spoiler for The Uses of Adversity‚ but we'll get through it together, kid!virgil, kid!Remy, remile - Freeform, lawyer!Logan, lawyer!Janus, Actor!Roman, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, referenced abuse, Verbal Abuse, (minimized as much as possible), Escalating Abuse, Angst with a Happy Ending, every universe is a little different, and every universe is completely real Series: Part 5 of Logan, Janus, Roman, Remus (Happily Ever After), Part 4 of Happily Ever After Butterfly Stories, Part 4 of Life Out of Order (Logince), Part 3 of Some Butterflies Are Bigger than Others (Intruloceit), Part 1 of In Sickness and In (Kelly Croft Universe) Summary:

"As the system changes, the motion of the point represents the continuously changing variables. It traced a strange, distinctive shape of a butterfly's wings." - Chaos: The Making of a New Science by James Gleick

Fluctuations, even small ones, in a chaotic environment can make a outsized impact on a life: Arriving three minutes late to a student club fair. Never walking home alone after that party at Jack's house. Trying a new goal planner that year.

Deciding to stay just a little longer to try and make the marriage work.

Universes collide in this story, as Logan Croft finds himself stumbling down paths he might have followed throughout his life but for a few small changes.

And what he discovers will change everything. Playlist on Spotify.

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Logan Sanders thought he had secured a fairy tale ending when he married Kelly Croft, mother to his first child.

But real life is just not a fairy tale.

Happily Ever After is a very different story when Janus meets Remus at Jack's party in Objections.

Chapter for chapter, a butterfly version of Happily Ever After.

WC: 9041 - Rated T - Angst, Depression, Dissociation, Closeted from parents, Suicidal Ideation, Divorce, Hospitals, Past Domestic Violence - [ AO3 ]

The ending is… hopeful, and has a true happy ending planned in the follow up, The Uses of Adversity.

It Could Always Be Worse Chapter List

Once Upon a Time

It Was a Bright Cold Day in April

A Queer, Sultry Summer

The Sun Did Not Shine

Happy Families

A Pleasure to Burn

All This Happened

The Past is a Foreign County

Ships at a Distance

Next in the series: The Uses of Adversity

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A continuation of It Could Always Be Worse and can be read independently of that angst-fest. Current WIP, links will be updated as they are

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It Could Always Be Worse, Ch. 1: Once Upon a Time

Logan Sanders thought he had secured a fairy tale ending when he married Kelly Croft, mother to his first child.

But real life is just not a fairy tale.

Happily Ever After is a very different story when Janus meets Remus at Jack's party in Objections.

WC: 577 - Rated: G (this chapter, full story rated T)

Once Upon a Time - Next - All - [ AO3 ] - Happily Version

Logan sat at the kitchen table, a now-tepid mug of coffee at his elbow. He stared at the document open on his laptop.

Superior Court of Washington, County of King

In re the marriage of Petitioner: KELLY JESSICA CROFT And Respondent: LOGAN SANDERS CROFT To the Respondent: Your spouse/domestic partner (the Petitioner) started a case asking the court (check one): [x] To end your marriage.

Logan had read the document and its many (many) attachments five times now. He was partway through a sixth reading when the doorbell rang. Logan's brow furrowed as he glanced at the time on the screen. Virgil and Patton weren't due back from Kelly's place until tomorrow. If he was even awake, Remy was likely wearing headphones while he played Warframe and wouldn't have heard the door. With a small groan, Logan stood and made his way to the front door.

He peered through the peephole and sighed heavily as he turned the locks. Logan opened the door and smiled stiffly at the two young men in dark blue suits and bicycle helmets.

"Good morning, sir, how are you today?" the shorter of them asked.

Logan nodded politely but said firmly, "I'm fine, thank you, but I'm not interested. Please mark my house as a 'do not visit.' I hope you have a good day," Logan started to close the door.

"Oh, sir, if I may..." he reached through the open door, pushing something into Logan's hand.

It was a small religious tract with a glossy cover, only a few pages long. The front of the tract was dominated by a blue and grey-toned image of a person in silhouette sitting on a rock, arms wrapped around their knees, head hanging down. Logan started to read the large, cursive letters across the top, "When you say, 'I feel lonely.' Jehovah says—"

Logan pressed the tract back into the young man's hand, a sob threatening to spill from his lips. He took a deep breath and managed to squeak out, "No, thank you," and closed the door just before the tears started to fall. Logan leaned hard against the door, sliding down to the floor. He covered his mouth with both hands, muffling the sobs that wracked his body. Tears poured down his face and he rocked back and forth, fighting to catch his breath.

He crouched by the door for a long time. Slowly, gradually, his chest stopped seizing and his sobs quieted. Eventually, he was able to swallow back his tears and he scrubbed at his face, wiping away the evidence of his loss of control.

Logan stood and walked back over to the table, standing in front of his laptop.

He stared at the screen until the words [x] To end your marriage. glowed with the aura of an afterimage. He briefly closed his eyes and took a deep breath before clicking the Sign and Send button, selecting a plain font for his electronic signature. He stepped through the prompts to sign, shuddering with each click as it traveled up his arm, the stuttering pain in his chest growing with every affirmation that the marriage and the life that he had fought and suffered for so long to salvage was truly and completely dead.

When Logan got to the end of the document, his hand hovered over the track pad, the little hand icon waiting for his choice.

He clicked send. 

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For the other universe's version of this chapter, see Happily Ever After: Once Upon a Time.

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(Ha! I did it! (and accidentally unfollowed again 🙈)

I saw that! I'm cracking up!! (It's far too easy to do! XD)

Okay... /excitedly rubs hands together/ Did someone order some angst?

This is from The Uses of Adversity, my LoginceWeek story (so there's hope!). It's part of the Life Out of Order series, the Butterfly Story AU of Happily Ever After in which Janus meets Remus at Jack's party and never became friends with Logan in law school.

‘The best way to get your present work headed in the right direction is to focus on your future… ‘ he nodded along, skimming the self-help jargon. He stopped short at the final paragraph. ‘One of the best exercises for this is to imagine your funeral.’ His breath caught in his chest, steel rope tightening around his rib cage. His funeral? He stared down at the page, hand trembling but somehow unable to turn the page. He continued to read through the tears welling in his eyes and beginning to drip onto the lenses of his eyeglasses. ‘Make a list of the people in your life that matter most…’

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Thinking about Objections and listening to Logan's song for Remy and Virgil.

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Some questions for you! :D I absolute love your Logan, Janus, Roman, Remus series so... (no pressure, if you'd rather choose one of these)

For And I Feel Fine, 2: What scene did you first put down?

For Objections, 5: What part was hardest to write?

Thank you so very much!! That series has my whole soul. 💙💛❤️💚

In And I Feel Fine, I believe the first scene to meet paper was last scene in the park between Remy and Logan, and then between Janus and Logan. I wrote the moment when Logan and Remus finally meet in my head (including most of the final dialog) back during the time I was writing Happily Ever After. (I had the concept for Janus' theatre scene back during Happily, as well, but it wasn't as completely formed as the Intrulogical moment.)

In Objections, two parts were the most difficult. One, probably unsurprisingly, was Janus' attack. The other was the hospital because if you've ever had to deal with a NICU, you're changed forever.

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The final chapter, It’s the End of the World As We Know It is now up on [ AO3 ]

Chapters: 14/14 Fandom: Sanders Sides (Web Series) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders/Deceit | Janus Sanders Characters: Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders, Deceit | Janus Sanders, Logic | Logan Sanders, Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders, Kelly Croft - OC, Sleep | Remy Sanders, Anxiety | Virgil Sanders, Morality | Patton Sanders, Arizona Tate - OC Additional Tags: Logic | Logan Sanders is Anxiety | Virgil Sanders' Parent, Logic | Logan Sanders is Sleep | Remy Sanders' Parent, Logic | Logan Sanders is Morality | Patton Sanders' Parent, Human AU, Roceit - Freeform, Platonic Loceit, Abusive Relationships, good relationships too, Alternate Universe - Human, Homophobia, Janus still likes to swear, so does remus, in English and Dutch Series: Part 3 of Logan, Janus, Roman, Remus Summary:

In 2012, some people believed that the final day of the Mayan calendar - December 21, 2012 - meant the end of the world. Others believed it simply marked the end of one era and the beginning of a new one. This might be closer to the truth, at least for our four bois. Roman and Remus Prince, Janus Pater, and Logan Croft will soon find out what this year has in store for them. This story takes place approximately nine years after the end of Objections and seven years before the start of Happily Ever After. It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine. - It's the End of the World As We Know It, R.E.M. The full playlist for this story is on Spotify.