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[vole-mon-amour]

Patrick, 0:44: "I think there was a hope that once I did my time, so to speak, once I went off and did the work, I would be able to come back and have a mature conversation and own my part in what went wrong."

Yeah, a mature conversation is not happening with Robby, not right now.

(continued) "But I think a lot of things were said at the end of season 1, that were said out of pain or were said out of desperation and injured this relationship in a very real way. Whenever you're going along making amends and taking the ownership for the damage that you've cost, you can't try to control other people's experience of that amends. You have to just show up and try to do your part and leave space for them to have their own experience on their own time. And that's what Robby's doing."

That sounded like something from Patrick's experience (even Katherine was nodding along). Plus, it's such a mature way to look at things. I'm so excited to see where it takes Frank.

Interviewer, 3:02: "[Whitaker] still doesn't have his new badge yet. Like there's still something going on with him." Gerran: "Yeah..."

Their faces say it all, especially on the second one. 👀 Whitaker and his inappropriate work relationship? What could it possibly be that could also affect his badge (that isn't Robby, go away)? 👀 Gloria? 😁

7:14: "...when this big trauma is coming in?" Taylor: "Who's to say there is?" "It's July 4th." (laughs)

Taylor tried to take that spoiler down and the interviewer kind of went, "Duh, July 4th?"

Also, with Patrick's "...which is not sad at all" from another interview, about s2? Ohhh, this tracks. 👀👀 Drama will be draming?

Sepideh, 9:47: "...as the shift goes on, as the show progresses, you see the ways in which [Robby and AL Hashimi] are completely out with each other and the ways in which they are harmonizing beautifully. And they're force growth upon each other. [...] [Robby] is forced to work with Dr Al Hashimi."

Sounds like we might be getting this forced romance in the future. 🙄🙄🙄 Siiigh. Can a man and a woman just stay platonic for once. Can't she become a friend in the future, not romance. Or just come in, do the job, then leave. No relationship of any way formed.

Sepidrh, 11:12: "Robby sort of drowns himself in his work and gives himself to everyone else to help, be auae it's a part of his pirpose, sort of this mission statement, but also to distract from his own world."

&

Shawn, 11:25: "...it's like Abbot was saying, 'You should really call my therapist because you'll have some crap to deal with.' And that's what s2 is about, did Robby take Abbot's advice? We'll have to see."

I think the answer might be clear enough already. 😂 Robby must suffer and keep distracting himself, that's his tactic.

11:44: "...because when I looked that up, that's how much time it takes to recover from some motorcycle accident injuries." (Wells and Gemmill laugh) Wells: "We shoulda looked that up!" Gemmill: "Well done!" [...] "... And as the season progresses, [Robby's] behavior becomes more and more concerning to some or the other coworkers. [...]"

I don't trust Wells ever since Shameless, so 👀👀 But yeah, could be true.

Gemmill, 13:09: "There may be a rooftop scene at the end, but not what kind you expect."

Chopper robbylangdon scene???? Or maybe another one, hmm. I'm not sure they'd give that away so easily through a trailer. 🤔

SPOILERS ABOUT MEL'S LAWSUIT INCOMING.

Gemmill, 13:20: "It was Mel because she was the one who performed the spinal tap on the patient in question. [...] Mel is not the only one who's named in the lawsuit, but, you know, someone like Ellis, she's not gonna give a damn."

I WAS RIGHT. Ehehehe. That mom 🙄🙄🙄 Robby probably saved that kid's life by convincing the father to do the spinal tap.

Wells, 14:06: "And to realize that, as a physician, you are likely to be sued and likely to be sued several times. And that you're just trying to do your best. And it's very infrequent that the malpractice as such as anything other than just being a human being. I think it's important to point that out because now she's being sued for what we actually saw. You know, it's one of the reasons why out healthcare system is so expensive." Gemmill: "And she's being sued for something that has been done to help to save this kid's life."

[idk-my-aesthetic]

more of my au where zuko and azula are good siblings/ continuation of this post

mostly bc @zarakem is a nice person who said they were interested in hearing more :) 

- most of it follows cannon ish w/ alot of like. stuff i already went over buttt 

- they win the day of black sun, but ozai escapes and starts prepping to attack. they don’t actually get a chance to even find him, he bolts b4 they can 

- they’re pretty sure he’s gonna attack on the day of the comet (which they’re right about) so they’re trying to train and prepare 

- both azula and zuko are very very stressed but showing it in diffrent ways. azula by going back to her more.... difficult side bc it’s her defense mechanism, and zuko by overworking himself to an insane degree 

- obvi their freinds + kit + iroh are like ‘please take a fucking nap’ 

- they basically go w/ aang and iroh on a life changing feild trip to. get their shit together so they go to the sun warriors to calm/understand their inner fires yada yada

- ozai shows up w/ all his supporters, a signifigantly smaller army but one that uses more tactical attacks + fun firebender powered machines that were stored at some nearby decommissioned army bases

- so most of the gaang + ty lee and mai are dealing w/ the ground attack, minus aang, Azula, and zuko

- zuko and Ozai have a proper Agni Kai. Ozai cheats and Zuko’s hurt, but Azula steps in to take his place and take Ozai down

- it kinda mirrors their first fight with him, with very injured zuko saving Azula in the middle of it and a third party stepping in. Though this time aang is mostly just healing zuko bc they had some time after the day of black sun.

- anyway after he’s dealt with there’s a bit of a question about who should take the throne. In the end zuko technically takes it but it’s pretty common knowledge that he and Azula basically co rule. (Plus Iroh deals w/ minor issues bc omfg these are children why are they running a country-)

Anyway that’s the MAIN plot I missed!! But I have more stuff in a less chronological order :)

- the fire siblings chilling w/ and getting used to Iroh is a Process. They’re not used to parental figures, even the gaurd (aka kit) is more like a much older sibling. (I started to say smthn like this on the last post and managed to forget half the sentence. *sigh*)

- the gaurd who saved them gives up her name for spiritual purposes after they desert and simply goes by “gaurd” for a while until the ppl start calling her “the kitsune” so she starts going by kit/kitsune

- note: kitsune are mythical fox creatures in Japanese mythology. (They’re what the 9 tails Pokemon is based off) they don’t have an inherent connotation with fire but they can, and there are generally characterized in 2 main ways. Either as malicious tricksters or messengers of the spirits (that are occasionally known to be benevolent, faithful guardians). Just figured I’d give some background into the folklore bc they’re not as well known like dragons and their hoards or pheonixes and their healing power :)

- alotttt of people end up with small crushes on Azula. Including Katara, Yue, suki, ty Lee, and mai. It’s just the lesbian energy.....

- azula ends up w/ mai and ty lee (at the like. Very very end of everything) and has no real interest in anyone else but katara’s small crush does make aang a little jealous

- all of that is mostly just like cutesy plaid for laughs type stuff- I have negative-infinity interest in making any real love triangles

- Azula and zuko join them in season 1 so please. Please imagine them at the North Pole b4 the siege of the north. They’re so cold. And yet so mad at all this sexist BS. Azula cheers Katara TF on when the whole Pakku thing happens while poor Sokka is holding Zuko back bc he 100% tries to intervene just in a protective big brother way

- zuko and Sokka are really dumb idiots about the huge crushes they have on eachother. Zuko is so jealous around Yue while also being grumpy at himself for being jealous bc Yue is a lovely person and he likes her a lot. Sokka doesn’t even like Yue they’re just mlm wlw solidarity

- they get their shit together in the cave of two lovers. Instead of aang and Katara being on their own it’s the two of them. Azula gets stuck with the hippies and it goes about as well as you’d think

- Azula 100% sudgests kidnapping Toph after Toph’s parents kick them out (b4 Toph runs away). Both zuko and Sokka seriously consider it

- Azula also pulls a knife on bumi during their dinner with him

- Zhao is still after them in season 1 (though he gets defeated at the siege of the north) and they have History bc Zhao has been trying to kill zuko and Azula for a while. They don’t even bother disguising themselves to raid the stronghold, and like half the base defects to join their supporters the next day

- as the day of black sun is nearing and they’re trying to gain troops Sokka insists on disguising them. Yes he dresses as wang fire. Zuko refuses to kiss him for as long as the beard is stuck to his face

- the gaang knows from the start that zuko and Azula are the prince and princess but finding out why they deserted is.... rough buddy

- though ppl that don’t know include Hakoda, who gets to join up preparing for the attack on the day of black sun to find out that not only have his kids been traveling with the prince and princess of the fire nation, but also his son is dating said prince

- ba sing is mostly skipped,,,,, but there’s this whole plot involving assasination attempts and the dai lee a few months after the war ends so. It’s dealt with eventually?

- mostly bc zuko goes there for political talks and while he and Sokka have ackward small talk with the king and bosco, Azula, ty Lee, and mai are dismantling the entire dai lee on their own. Not that it’s particularly difficult

- I feel like there’s probably more but I’m big tired

[alun-ura]

Alun as a Deity ;

Tagged by: @lordofcrowns​ (Thank you!) Tagging: I’m very late to this, so feel free to steal it from me if you haven’t done it yet.

— DEITY OF: Oaths, Retribution, Wanderers.

ASSOCIATED WITH: Mountains, chains, the sun, forgetting something important, sudden inexplicable anger, whispered promises, quakes and shatters, lethargy, being unsure if a memory is truly a memory or a dream, homesick with no home, urgency to escape.

SACRED PLANTS: Forget-me-not, zinnia, myrica, rhododendron, oak, stemless gentian.

SACRED STONES/GEMS: Yellow turmaline, gold, topas, amber, sphalerite.

SACRED ANIMALS: Ram, lizard, yols.

COLORS: Black, navy blue, gold, dark red.

FOOD: Any kind of red meat, wine, tea.

SCENTS: Coal, sea breeze, petricor.

ACCEPTED OFFERINGS ;

Offerings are usually meant to request a favor of the deity besides for pure devotion if one desires protection in an upcoming journey or simple reprisal on another’s life, though the goddess isn’t too demanding with her offerings, there are a few items that will get her favor most likely than others.

Despite that, offerings shouldn’t be repeated too many times as it might not find the deity’s attention. Some form of variety or rare, curious items seem to be always appreciated. She’s not known to descend wrath on who doesn’t please her enough with their offerings, but if any of it seems to be distasteful in any form, she might cause the very opposite of what was asked of her. Flesh/blood offerings are known to be most respected kind.

Shrines and altars aren’t too hard to find, if one knows what they are looking for. In strange rock or crystals formations marked by blood, sometimes found in the most unexpected places - though one way to be certain is near cliffs and by sea. It’s often left with the remnants of some offering expected to be cleaned up after before someone proceeds to properly use it. It is also expected that anyone that approaches said shrines must bow in respect before offering or asking for anything.

Food; The most common offering and still one of the trickiest ones, there are rumours that any meal can be enough - but there are specifics that one should have in mind if they mean to really please the goddess; though none of it is certain or not. Such as human flesh, or any form of rare beast or monster, as long as it’s prepared properly and it must taste delicious, or else it might bring her own revenge upon them. Meals must always be accompanied with some form of drink, commonly wine or herbal tea.

Coin; There isn’t a specific form of coin or gold that she prefers, as long as it’s worthy in a way, though the most expensive/precious, the better. Be it coins or any form of currency from distant lands, silver to gold, and jewels, and so on. As long as it carries a price.

Gems; She seems to favor those who offer the gems associated to her, though any gem or crystal is properly taken, preferably polished and treated with the utmost care, to be offered among any form of soft cloth or bandages.

Common objects; There are a couple of random objects that could get her attention, diversifying in many forms and also value or how much she will appreciate it, which takes weight on how it will please her or how well she’d do any request. Such as; candles, bandages, any form of meaningful mementos or tokens, cigar, tomes, bones, etc.

Any Trivia:

If any offerings isn’t pleasing enough, its items will be left in the shrine untouched for several days, to either be cleaned or removed. While if the offering got to be upsetting to her, the only signal that will indicate such will be how almost everything will be either broken or immediately rotten.

Its often common to catch a glimpse of flowing silk, golden rings or dark blue hair when one finishes their offerings, much like the noise of chains dragging, or someone whispering something almost inaudible.

Some claim to have seen the deity bowing in return when they leave.

[evenaworm-moved]

I'm always confident in cosplay, no matter what sort of outfit or makeup I'm wearing. But when I'm just me, I feel extremely insecure about how my face looks in any makeup at all, and dressing in anything other than average clothing makes me self conscious. I want to have super cute like, pastel aesthetic outfits, but get so worried about being judged for wearing them. I want to have super coordinated iconic Looks, with all sorts of clothing. I want to try ten different styles of makeup and I want to wear all sorts of colors and fashions and I just want to look something that isn't just how I naturally look, and I want to be confident. I want to feel cute and like I can go out in public and be like "Hell yeah, check out this pastel pink skirt and holographic jacket, not to mention the literal glitter on my nose."

I'm just scared of people judging me, specifically people I'm close to in real life, because it isn't "me". "Me" is really a coward who's too lazy and insecure to put the effort she wants to into outfits. "Me" wears the same pair of sweatpants five days in a row, just because I can and I'm too tired to bother with anything else. "Me" isn't how I want me to be, it's just who I've become because I'm too scared of being different.

When I cosplay, I am not being "me". I am being someone entirely else, entirely new. Someone who wears striped stockings and frilly blouses, or a big blue cloak and black suspenders. I am not scared of how people see me, because I do not need to be the "me" that people think of. I can be someone else, and I think being someone else is when I feel like me.

I want to be confident in myself, and to do that I think I need to not be myself. But not in a bad way. "Myself" is a bland image I've created that the people I know are used to, but isn't actually how I want to be. I want to fuck around with wigs and clothing and makeup, I want to be free with how I dress and I want to be confident. I want to be me, and me is just a little, or maybe a lot, different from actual me. I want to express myself in how I look and dress, but I've just been too scared.

So, I think, I'm gonna try! I'm gonna wear wigs from my collection and I'm gonna buy sparkly bright purple lipstick and put together outfits so aesthetically pleasing you want to puke. I am going to be confident. I am going to be me.

[coralchoral]

fnaf spoilers spring theory

Golden Freddy and Spring Bonnie are generation one of spring suit development. They are the second generation of animatronics, the first generation being Fredbear (as seen in the Take Cake death minigame). The spring suits are the first generation of animatronics in the Fazbear franchise. However, after they are retired there is a second generation of spring suits: the withered animatronics in FNAF 2, the second location. The cage design seen in Foxy's arm looks to be an expandable spring container. Comparing it to the naked endoskeleton in FNAF 2, this naked endoskeleton is a gen 2 (or maybe gen 3) spring skeleton. After FNAF 2 they scrapped the Toy generation of animatronics and refurbished the withered ones into the bots we know in the first FNAF game. Before FNAF 2 they tried to retrofit the first location's animatronics with the new location's technology. This is why Withered Chica has double jaws and no hands, and why Withered Bonnie's eyes are all the way up in the back of his head (his head is in expanded mode). This could also clear up any potential "number of fingers" issues, since they were in the process of being replaced. The naked endoskeleton in the original FNAF is the newest generation that the characters have in that game, though there are likely still older parts within them.

[articlemokneys]

My mom and I are driving to work and there's this stupid radio show where people who think they're partner is cheating on them and the hosts pretend to be a flower shopping giving out a free bouquet in the hopes of having the partner slip up and send them to someone else, like whoever they are having an affair with. And this one guy called saying he thinks his wife is cheating on him because they are newlyweds and haven't been having sex and he's upset. (Boo fucking hoo) they get the wife on the line and he later forces her to admit to why she isn't putting out and they found out she's pregnant. He said they had an agreement that they weren't going to have kids, accused her of doing it on purpose, and hung up the phone. The wife started crying and said it was an accident and now doesn't know what she's going to do. And If you don't think there is human trash in the world then you are wrong. TL; DR men are trash