#OhMyGodBecky #LookAtHerButt 🍑👀😂 Y'ALL....when I saw this photo my heart literally almost exploded!! Seeing this photo makes me so emotional... There is 5 YEARS between these two photos and A LOT of hardwork.🙏😭🔥 3 years ago this month I saw a photo of my backside, very similar to this one, and I felt very different about myself. I had never saw a photo of myself that I just hated so much. I saw the back of legs and literally burst into tears! My legs and booty were, in fact covered in little cellulite dimples and I immediately felt embarrassed.🤦🏻♀️ For most of my life, I was the skinny girl with big boobs. I didn't want to be underestimated or considered "skinny" when I looked at myself in the mirror anymore so I started weight lifting. I thought that if I could see muscles in the mirror, I would feel strong. So I spent a lot of time focused on how I felt about myself and what I saw in the mirror. I felt good about what I had built and knew deep down, I was no where near done yet. But before deciding to compete, I hadn't really noticed what was happening on the side of my body I don't see everyday. It was that day after I had finished with the tears that I told myself I wasn't going to feel sorry for me, I was going to do something about it instead. I didn't care how long it took or what I had to do but I knew that I wanted to have legs and a booty I would be proud of. My legs are a little uneven and my booty isn't perfect but I am DAMN PROUD of this look!!🙌😭💜 I know now that it was JUST a phase on my journey to creating myself. It wasnt a straight road either! I learned to love the skin I was in and stop caring so much about the thoughts of others and just live the life that made me the happiest! And you should too!! I have learned over the years that my fhysique is NOT permanent and I can change it whenever I want to, if I work hard enough. SO DON'T GIVE UP!! You will get there if you #KEEPWORKIN ‼️ . . . ⛏️ @fitted.fhysiques 💪 @austincarterfitness 📸 @doug_jantz 👙 @bodaciousbikinis "FITTEDFHYSIQUES15" saves you💲😘 . . . . Continued in the comments👇 (at Fayetteville, Arkansas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCTy07jhDuZ/?igshid=gl31g13absbj
