#loserhead

[spencercuts]

Either way it needs more wine

My sister and I are arguing about bills today.  Like we aren't both over the age of 25.  By a lot, in my case.

I wish I had more time to knit.

But a paycheck that clears is amazing.

I accidentally called my child a "loserhead" tonight.

I need a serious massage.

I'm ready for more ink.

[romealtair]

nategtfo said: YOURE GONNA HAVE TO JOIN AND FIGHT FROM BOTH SIDES BC JAY IM DYING

[notagirlwhomissesmuch]

Cosmonot - Loserhead 

Catchy new song . References the OC at the start " captain oats" and "the pier"

[backtovincent]

Loserhead - Cosmonot

What a horrible run I've been having lately. These past days and months (Disney trip not included) I've been feeling like absolute shit about myself. I've been in this massive slump that comes with thinking about everything that has happened (or rather, hasn't) with me recently. I've been rejected, denied, and turned down in so many aspects of life that it frustrates me greatly. I mean, I had jury duty today and I didn't even get picked to be a juror. What kind of a fucking person do I have to be to not get picked for jury duty? It saddens me. I feel like I'm not going anywhere.

The worst part of it all is my inability to get through this. I am fully aware of this roadblock and yet I cannot seem to get myself past it. 

I need to be new, see new, again, I need to start over. I've grown tired of mostly everything and everyone. I'm lost, very lost right now. I got no money, don't talk to anyone, I lost the angel I had on my shoulder (perhaps I never had her) and because of my sinking melancholy this summer is going to be very, very long. I'm feeling like a big Loserhead. Dear Life; throw me a fucking bone.