#love vent

[ur-blxxdy-valentine]

i’m attached to you like a dog on a leash. it tightens around my neck the farther you get and all i can do is viscously squirm and writhe as i desperately try to loosen the collar on my neck. it’s no use. i can only breathe again when you’re near.

[luminaria-stuff]

Didn't think about it at all and suddenly BOOM. Emotions

Whatever, romance is mostly dead anyway

[puppydr3amzz]

It's been oficially a year, in fact, since it all started.

We had our first kiss and i slept at his place for the first time. He has definitely forgotten about me so why can't I forget about him? He's probably with his boyfriend rn too. I just kinda wish he will leave him soon so i can tell him how i feel before someone else does again

[real-men-are-fucking-fagz]

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[yourfriendslushi3]

TW: S/H MENTION

So like.. I think I know why the universe didn’t let me have O-Zero. He completely disregarded my feelings when I vented to my friend group at lunch (note i was crying and full on having a breakdown because i thought i was wasting years of my life being an internet weird kid, which isn’t doing anything for my smarts, and i was hoping if i have a kid, then they’ll be smarter and less of a procrastinating loser at my age), like: “Try having ADHD.” and “If you haven’t self-harmed, you’re not that deep down the rabbit hole.” Actually, I wouldn’t consider it self harm, but I’ve bitten my hand several times. I’ve banged my head against the wall, I slammed cardboard tags against my knees. Every SINGLE TIME I tell him about a bad time I’ve had, he always goes, “try having my life.” or “Try having ___!” He can’t be talking, because one, I’m probably smarter than him because I have mostly A grades and some B grades, and two, I LOVED HIM. Is that not what shows that I trust him for me to tell him that and he just tosses it away like a trash bag. I loved him. I loved him like Éponine truly loved Marius. I loved him like Raoul loves Christine. I loved him like JD loves Veronica. And he disregards the fact I trust in him so much to vent to him.

[tr1ckstarp3rdit1on]

u can be the most deepest, gorgeous red but if their favorite color is blue then their favorite color is blue.

[crowleyholmes]

Guys help I think Crowley is possessing me I am very suddenly overcome by such a WAVE of love for Aziraphale????

I mean I've always loved him but Jesus Christ it just got turned up to 100 suddenly I mean he's just so GOOD isn't he???!!!

He's so kind and he's so nice and he's so PRETTY I mean have you seen him in his little outfit with the comfortable-old-couch waistcoat he refuses to ever take off and the silly little bowtie he thinks is so stylish and you know it actually KIND OF IS but ONLY on him??!?! and that beige coat that suits him so well and he just looks so well put together and also so soft and cozy at the same time like HAVE YOU SEEN HIM???

And he's so gentle and he's so full of love for everyone and everything and he always tries So Hard to do the right thing... and he's so ready to change his mind about what The Right Thing is when he is presented with new information like that is such a rare trait!

And he's so FUN, you know all his weird little hobbies I mean who collects old prophecy books and misprinted bibles ONLY this weirdo!! And he's so obsessed with silly little magic tricks that aren't even magic at all when he could very easily do real magic instead but noooo, making people think you're doing real magic when your Not Actually doing real magic is so much more fun apparently idk??? And he collects licenses (shooting guns, driving cars, literally who knows what else, at this point I wouldn't be surprised if my guy knew how to scuba dive and fly a plane), and he learned French the hard way just because?? He likes learning I guess?? And he's so bad at it, it's so silly it's Infuriating but it's also so endearing he's taking such JOY in it!!

And maybe you'd THINK that's all he is, sweet little goofball, but no!!!! Beneath all that soft exterior, this very intentionally soft and fun and kind exterior that he's carefully cultivated for millennia, he's also so incredibly brave. I think about how he was ready to face the thing he feared the most, to save three innocent kids. He was so ready to give up everything he had, fall from grace and spend eternity in hell, just so these kids could live. Just so that family would be spared the grief. Just so they could have a few more short years of human happiness. He lied to his boss for justice and he lied to GOD for justice and he somehow got away with it who does that??? AZIRAPHALE IS WHO. And he Never backs down did you see him pick up his little sword at almost-Armageddon when Lucifer himself rose from hell to end it all and my angel was ready to fight Satan Himself if he had to HELLO???

And then he blew up his halo and casually declared war on hell to save two humans and his former boss and his bookshop what a fucking badass!!?!?

And have I mentioned how pretty he is yes I have but it's worth mentioning again because have you seen his eyes?? Color of the fucking sky, they are, and his nose is so perfectly shaped and his stupid lips with his stupid cupid's bow, and his hair!! Is just so Damn soft it's and I just want to watch him be himself and do his thing but I also want to HOLD him and protect him and keep him safe from everything because if anything ever happened to him I-... UGH.

I don't KNOW.

I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH.