#low place

[randomgifsoftheday]

I’m just too sensitive for my own good. I haven’t been this low in a long long time. I’m scared.

[nazarethsprincess]

Im not a bad person

[pen-is-required]

when you wanna die for your parents, but you live for your heart-siblings.

i just don’t want to be a burden on them. I haven’t thought about it since I’m at uni and not at home. A post triggered this, and I just, kinda wish I didn’t see it... there was no way to tag it, which is okay, my fault I read it all... i hate this i have an exam this wednesday and now i feel like crap and just wanna curl up into a ball and die. i;m jut so tired and shit. i need to distract myself, but no motivation to do study and idk if i can find anything stimulating enough. 

[wiwibloggs]

SHOULD HEADS ROLL? SPANISH FANS DEMAND HOD’S RESIGNATION AFTER BAREI FINISHES IN 22ND PLACE | wiwibloggs

[oniondodo]

What can you do 

When you start yearning to be

Another being?

But why should you go about tearing out your own spirit from

A body you cannot change?

For life makes me a me, and you very you.

Rudely and wisely, without permission.

[ithinkimightlikehim]

My friend says that she thinks I have more keeping me here, but I really don't. I hope I get section leader so I have an obligation to survive another year. Father yells, mother doesn't care, sisters have each other, brother moved out, friends have been doing fine since I started withdrawing, boy left. I never wanted to get this low. But I'm afraid this isn't rock bottom. Butterflies can only protect for so long.