okay so for a really long time i've felt like i need to be completely self-sufficient/able to support myself completely by myself financially & also live by myself before i can start looking for my Taako, just in case he needs me, so i can support him. except i've recently realized this is actually a terrible idea and unneccessary, and it's kept me from looking for him for YEARS! and i'm like actually pretty close to securing a place to live? and idk? if i should just look for him now anyways when i'm so close to achieving my original goal? man i don't know! what even am i gonna do if i do find him?? try to move him in when he doesn't know me and i don't know him??? that's bonkers! and i miss him! what if i waited so long to start looking that he's gone for good & i'll never find him? is there even anybody who still kins from TAZ:Balance?
-Lup (The Adventure Zone)
you sound primed to be taken advantage of, if not outright abused. please reconsider your enture pov of who you might be to him now, in this life. sorry if this is out of line but wow.
