Trip to the Isle (insecurities 2)
YOUR POV
There leaving just like that I can't believe that they were chosen to go to Auradon. you know I'm starting to hate Auradon, I just wish I could go with them, but I don't want to keep them here in this dumb and I don't want them to see that I'm sad so I'll just smile. Yeah, smile.
THIRD PERSON POV
Y/N started smiling once her/his partners came out of their home they were also sad that they had to leave but they knew if they succeed they would see Y/N again so they said their goodbyes and got in the limo as soon as the limo was out of sight Y/N started to cry "goodbye" she/he whispered one last time before leaving....what Y/N didn't know was that the vks were worried about her/him but what nobody knew was that the reputation of the vks is what got Y/N hurt the most.
Y/N POV
6 MONTHS LATER I can't take all the bullying and beatings anymore. I don’t want to be here at all. I wrote a suicide note just in case my ex-lovers ever came back. I still love and miss them of course but I don’t think they love me anymore. I saw all of them with someone else in Auradon. Then suddenly I hear the door open and close. I slowly walk out of my room and see Mal trying to open a spray can. “Mal?” She turns around quickly. “Y/n? You’re here!” She ran to me and engulfed me in a big hug. I immediately hugged her back while ignoring the pain in my wrist. We both slowly pulled away and Mal had tears in her eyes; She said, “I’ve missed you so much. We all have.” For the first time in a while, I smiled a real smile. Until I remembered why I was going to end it two minutes ago. “I highly doubt that,” Mal's face fell, “Why aren’t you in auradon with your new boyfriend?” Mal started to cry, “Y/n we never stopped loving you or each other. We were just scared of what other people would do or say if we found out we were dating. We hate that we hurt you. I hate that I hurt you and I’m so sorry.” At this point, I was crying too; “I’m sorry-” “Don’t be you have every right to feel that way. I just couldn’t take it there. I had to come back.” “You don’t know how glad I am that you did.” She smiled and hugged me tightly. We stayed like this until Mal spoke up. “Y/n?” “Yeah?” “Why is there a Knife next to a piece of paper on the floor?” I let go of Mal and took a few steps back. “It’s nothing.” “Nothing?” “Yeah it’s nothing, it doesn’t matter.” “Then-” She was interrupted by the sound of the door opening. “Mal are you in here?” We could hear Evie shout before she turned the corner and spotted me. “Y/n?” “Yeah, it’s me.” She ran into my arms and hugged me for almost 5 minutes. I could feel her tears falling onto my shoulder. “If you start crying I’m going to cry,” I giggled. Evie and Mal both laughed before Evie started to pull away. “What are you doing here E?” Mal asked. “We came after you. Jay and Carlos are downstairs.” I jumped to my tippy-toes when she said this. “They are?!” Evie and Mal laughed again; Evie walked over to the intercom and told the boys to come up to the hides out. When the boys got up here they had the same reactions that Evie had when they first saw me. After a while, they were done hugging and it was fine until Mal spoke up again, “Now that we're all here, can tell us the truth about that paper and knife on the floor." The other three looked confused about what Mal said until they saw the paper and knife on the floor behind me. Jay started to walk to it but I stopped him from going any further. "Wait, it's really just nothing okay?" "Then why won't you let Jay look at it?" Carlos said, crossing his arms. I looked at the rest of them and saw how worried they looked. "Just let me explain okay? I don't want you guys to read that paper." I had tears in my eyes again so they agreed and sat on the coach while I started to pace back and forth in front of them. "Y/n if you-" I interrupted Evie and said, "I couldn't take it anymore, ya know," I chuckled. "After you guys left the bullying and abuse, everything got bad and-and overwhelming. On top of all that I saw you guys in these new relationships and I did something." I looked at them scared of their reaction. "Y/n?" "Yeah Jay?" "What did you do?" "I um…" I looked down and played with my fingers. "Y/n?" I rolled up my sleeves and they stood in a circle around me. They saw my bloody arm and the cuts I made just an hour ago. "Oh Y/n." We had a group hug before Evie and Mal started to clean me up. I noticed how Carlos was eyeing the piece of paper. "Carlos?" "If you just hurt yourself then what's the paper for?" "I… I wasn't planning on just cutting." Mal, Evie, Jay, and Carlos stopped what they were doing and looked at me. "You can read it…if you want now." Jay walked to where the paper was laying down and brought it over to us. "I don't want to read it," Mal said. I held her hand,"you don't have to." "It's just…I know what it's going to say. You know? I can't." She stopped talking and looked me in the eye. "I can't read that in your hand writing. It makes it even more real that you feel like that and I'm barely keeping it together already." She started crying so I wrapped her in my arms and held her tight. "I'm-" "please don't say you're sorry." As me and Mal were hugging, Evie took the paper out of Jay's hand so she could read while the other too read it over her shoulder.
Dear whoever finds this,
I know that the only people who ever cared about have left the isle but I decided to write this note just in case they ever come back and haven't forgotten about me. I wanted to say that even if I'm gone I still love you four more than anything else in the world. I couldn't take the bullying and abuse i got from everyone. It got so much worse the second you left. I wasn't planning on it to end this way at first. I wanted to wait it out until I saw you guys again. But when I saw you guys with new people in Auradon, I lost all hope that you still loved me the way you used to or at all for that matter. I lost all hope and will to live after that. One last thing though, promise me you'll say 'rotten to the core' every once in awhile just to remember me.
Love,
Y/N Y/L/N
After they were done reading the note they Joined in the hug. We stayed like that for the rest of the night. Cuddled up with each other And Saying I Love You.