#may 10th 2015

[amongnowhere]

playlist journal - May 10th n 11th 2015 dark fantasy - Kanye west cigarette burns forever - Adam green

[imnotreallythatpoetic]

Today has not been.. The best day in the world, but nor has it been very bad. Thank you to those who made it moderate.

K.O

[thenext366days]

May 10th 2015 - Day 44

Today wasn’t much more exciting. I gave my mom her Mother’s Day gift but unfortunately had to work on a physics lab all day so I was cooped up in my room stressed out all day. I can’t wait for next Saturday because once Friday is done my stress will have diminished significantly and that is something I’m really looking forward to. I’m also excited for dance tomorrow because if there’s one thing that relieves me it’s one hour of nice intense hip hop :)

[laurenmichellow]

A Letter To The Motherless Daughters On Mother’s Day May 10th, 2015

Today sucks, I know. It’s going to be hard. But so is every other day since you have lost your mother. There is absolutely no love in this world like the love of a mother. There is a void that cannot and will not ever be filled, no matter what anybody tells you. You don’t miss her today any more than you will tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that. Today, Mother’s day, is just another painful reminder that she is no longer physically here. As you watch friend’s celebrate with their mom’s, please remember that yours is tucked away deep down in your heart where she will forever stay. As the wind blows through your hair, know that it is her gentle and loving touch. As the warmth of the sun shines on your face please remember the warmth in your mother’s heart through all of the days she had on this earth. She didn’t want to ever leave you and she still hasn’t left you. Your mother was greater than this world. I know sometimes life just doesn’t seem fair and it never will but please, please, don’t cry today, for your mother would want nothing more than to see you smile. I feel the pain within your heart as another day passes by without her. She doesn’t want you to be sad. She wants you to honor her life in the best way possible, and that way is to live it. Live it for you. Live it for her. I know it is sometimes easier said than done and sometimes words just don’t help and I know this because I lost my beautiful 48 year old mother almost two years ago when I was 24. I have come to find that the best way to heal is to remember. Remember her. Remember the sorrow, remember the love, remember everything. Talk to her, she’s always listening. And simply cherish the time you did have with her and the memories you have made.

I want you to know that on this day, you are not alone. You are never alone. All of our mother’s are watching over us from heaven this Mother’s Day… and every day, for the rest of our lives.

Happy Mother’s Day to all of the motherless daughters out there. Today is your day too. Celebrate her, start a new tradition, live life to the fullest, and most importantly remember that even through the darkest of days, life still goes on.

-Jenna Rose Lowthert

[imnotreallythatpoetic]

Okay Butthead, don't hate me for this but I can literally recite the video you sent me the day you left for vacation. And every movement along with it, when you kissed the camera when you looked away and when your phone would slide shut because you were playing with it. That's fucking sad I know.. And I don't know why I'm leaving that information here for you to be able to see it but I am.. So yeah... I don't know what I'm doing I guess I'm still a bit tired.

K.O

[imnotreallythatpoetic]

Caitlin there are many things I did not get a chance to genuinely thank you for yesterday. Or really your family either. When you told me I was family my eyes actually started to water but I did everything in my power to hide it. And your brother kept flicking me and hitting me like I was actually family. There was no fakeness, no faux properness and I honestly loved it. I also didn’t get to properly thank Dane for complimenting my appearance. It made me feel very… Pretty I guess you could say. I know you say it but you’re my best friend I feel like it’s kind of a requirement. But thank you. So fucking much.

K.O

[imnotreallythatpoetic]

Is this the part where we say goodbye? To the nights that we had, all the nights wasted filling our heads with our broken dreams. Our broken dreams like getting married, in our bare feet. Maybe it's just me, but forever seemed longer than this.

Forever.. -Faster Faster

[imnotreallythatpoetic]

Hello my friend, You're never going to see this but it must be said. Yes, the things you do bother me. Yes, it makes me excruciatingly jealous. Yes, sometimes I'd like to rip your head off because of it. Yes, I have been lying that it's alright. No, I do not want you to stop. If I were to ever be the reason that you stop... Being who you are. I would feel like am absolute piece of shit. And that's how I feel constantly as it is.

K.O