Filled with so much gratitude. ❤️🖤🤍
I was in a really dark and confusing place for about a year and a half or so. I didn’t understand what was happening with my mental health. I did everything in my power to do what I could about the situation & take care of myself, but it was a battle every single day. No matter what I did, I struggled immensely.
I trusted in Hekate the entire time I was struggling. I didn’t know what was going on or what was going to happen to me; I was wandering in the dark. I trusted that she would be the twin torches to lead me through and would guide me on the right paths going forward. I had faith everything would eventually be okay one day and that she was protecting me.
It took a long while. I fought long and hard. Suddenly one day I woke up feeling a lot better. I decided to invest time in self-care & mindfulness and practice this daily. I started trying to eat right more often. Started trying to go to the gym more often. And out of nowhere, started waking up with determination, motivation and gratitude each day.
I remind myself there will still be hard days- in the past few weeks there have been. Healing is not linear. But the mindset I’m in has been the most powerful change I’ve been blessed with.
… I’m still not sure what happened, lol. Maybe all that struggle finally accumulated to a breakthrough. For a long time, it felt like I was trying to climb out of a muddy hole. Regardless, I know in my heart that Hekate was walking with me and guiding me every step of the way. Even when I struggled to worship properly at the lunar cycles, even when I was very disconnected- she was there. I am so incredibly blessed and thankful. ❤️🖤🤍