I badly want to talk about you but everyone around me seems like they don't want to listen, so I'll write it instead. It's been three years and still, everything never felt so real. There was no day that I forget about you, like your name is the only word I hear and it keeps on reminding me that you're still here even if you're not. I keep on waiting and I keep on hoping that you'll be back just like what you promised me but it's been three years and there's no you.
I am confused, I am hurt and I am here but ain't feeling anything because I guess, you took every feelings that was left within me when you just suddenly vanished without my notice. And you know what? You were like a tornado, you just violently came along without me knowing when you'll be gone. And now, you're already gone, you're gone and I was left wondering where you are right now. They keep on telling me that you're already gone for good, but hey, you should've made me feel your presence and I swear that I will never cry or shout once you did.
I am just missing you so bad and I don't know what to do because I really want to see you and believe me or not, there was no day that I never wish to feel or see you. But still, I don't know what to believe in, and so I keep on telling myself that you're still here and we're still breathing the same air and living under the same sky even if other people says otherwise .
I wanted to hug you like what you told me to do when you come back and I am still waiting for that moment to happen. Because I'll keep on waiting until I see you again even if it's impossible to happen and even if it hurts, so bad.
