#mother issues

[serendipityepiphany]

sometimes i’m mean to my mom and i’m not even trying to be, i have so much built up resentment towards her and it shows through and random times and then i feel so terrible and like i’m the most evil rude disgusting monster on earth like ugh i’m sorry i didn’t mean it pls

[echoschambers]

I wish things could have been different between us

[doehdeer]

The issues are issuing, and I just want to be hugged and cuddled right now.

[littlest-bugz]

Longing for the love of a mother

[no poetry or images belong to me- creds mostly found by @/fataltotheflesh-com!! Thank you so much for the help!!!]

creds:

Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 1: 1931-1934

​Ariana Grande, i wish i hated you

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Florence + the Machine, Cassandra

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inanotherunivrse

Gillian Flynn, Dark Places

Rupi Kaur, The Sun and Her Flowers

[foxyfallz]

she’s literally my number one hater

[templeblade]

— on mothers and daughters

cradle, paris paloma | if my body could speak, blythe baird | white oleander, janet fitch | pinterest | pinterest | betty, tiffany mcdaniel | betty, tiffany mcdaniel | pinterest | the lamb, lucy rose | half his age, jennette mccurdy

[rozcdust]

growing up with an angry father is terrifying but growing up a daughter with an angry mother is gut wrenching because you get it, you understand that she’s been worn down by the world and being treated as less and she’s been carrying the rage and traumas of her mother and her mother before her and her mother before her and when you see her you recognise that same rage in you

but her rage is not pointed at the world, it’s pointed at you because you’re 14 and not used to the harshness of it yet but she will make sure you get there and you don’t know what to do but cry and she hates seeing your tears because they make her nauseous

growing up with an angry mother feels like being ripped apart because you know she loves you, she’s your worst enemy, she makes you feel safe, she terrifies you, she’s your best friend, she’s the reason you can’t let people get close, you love her, you never cried over a boy or a girl as much as you cried over her words, she made you, you’re her puppet, you’re desperate to leave, you’ll never escape her blood or her judging gaze and even when you leave you can hear her voice in your head and it will haunt you until you’re dead

you understand her rage but you see it in yourself and that scares you more than anything else

[wooowbuddy]

daily affirmations

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